A mutual healing of bipolar affective disorder and apathy A growth under the interaction of patriarchal thinking and cold violence on campus If you have ever fallen into the abyss, do you yearn for redemption? If you ever gave up hope of life, did you have the courage to persevere? If you've ever lost the ability to pursue the beautiful, do you have ...... Perseverance to change? As a psychology student, Ye Zhiqiu is extraordinarily unique, she has experienced childhood trauma, experienced campus violence, she is a patient with mental illness, but she has a face that countless people envy, as if God wants to express his love for her through this. Once, Ye Zhiqiu thought that her life was just staring at other people in the abyss, but in her daily life, she saw her father's endless love for her, saw the fragmentary treatment plan that Su Hanshan helped her, and saw the satisfaction of many patients after getting the help they wanted from her...... Like, everything is not so bad either! Because of his father, Ye Zhiqiu had the desire to live, because of Su Hanshan and those patients, Ye Zhiqiu had the need to pursue beauty, and everything was slowly getting better.