You won't be back tonight
If, a person's day is not 24 hours, but ...... What about 36 hours? In every sleeping night, someone needs to fight to the death in
the world of "dreams" for the slightest chance of survival for humanity. So why, not me?
The world is going in two very different directions before my eyes—the gods of order and chaos are fighting their battles with life as a chessboard.
In the world of samsara every night, I search for the faint light and fire, carrying the expectations of all beings, seeking the only way of salvation.
……
"There are people who stand on the side of the road, watching the world speed in front of them in an unknown direction, full of hesitation but unable to do anything."
"There are people who drive the train to lead all mankind to a bright, infinite future, thinking that this is the only right direction."
"And some people ......"
"in front of the train." —————— excerpt from "The Past of the Trial"