Chapter Seventy-Seven, the ocean that separates you and me is called reality
That closed training period made Crystal really depressed.
Not only the crystal, but also the snowballs, it feels like every day is the end of the world. I even said I couldn't stand it every day, but I still practiced hard. But when I returned to the dormitory, I was full of despair.
At that time, Song Coriander was like a firefighter, and if any member exploded because of the pressure of training, Song Coriander was the first to go over and coax him. But Song Cilantro herself didn't dare to cry, because she was the oldest, she couldn't be vulnerable, and no one would coax her.
It's been really hard all the way. But Song Coriander is like Wang Taika in this aspect, and she hasn't said a word to anyone.
Crystal...... Speaking of which, the crystal during the trainee period was actually resistant to Song Cilantro in his heart for a while.
You read that right, it's resistance. There are many reasons, such as because I feel that Song Coriander has a high starting point, and I am upset about my pro-Ernie for myself. For example, every time someone cries, I feel like a good old man who deliberately performs, and he is scheming. For example, there may be an inexplicable sense of resistance because of age.
Crystal just resisted in his heart, and used the cold war method of not communicating with Song Coriander, which is not bad.
It didn't take long for me to join Class B ahead of schedule because of my excellent dancing and image. This also means that she has the hope of debuting earlier. This seemingly unfair promotion, of course, made those old trainees who had worked hard for many years but had no hope of debuting dissatisfied. At the beginning, there were too many things that "accidentally" spilled a drink on Song Coriander's clothes, "accidentally" bumped into Song Coriander, and "accidentally" threw Song Coriander things away as garbage. Although the company explicitly prohibits the internal suppression of trainees, how can it be banned for private matters?
Later, when the five-person combination was determined, there was finally a separate practice room, and Song Coriander and those old trainees were separated. And when the team got to know each other, Crystal and Song Cilantro were the ones who quarreled the most.
It wasn't until that closed session that everything changed.
Because it was a closed training, Crystal couldn't even see Sicaoni. Although Crystal and Sika always like to hurt each other when they meet, the sisters' dependence is deep. At that time, the crystal was so small, and I couldn't even see it, and there was still so much training pressure, and the pressure was really unbearable.
During those days, Crystal needed a reason to vent, so her temper was really weird, and when Song Cilantro came to care, she would have an inexplicable black face. There was really a problem with the management of expressions in the early days of Crystal's debut, and it was a fact that there were endless things about loving black faces.
Until one time, the crystal forgot what it was. Anyway, it was the first and only time that Crystal had the idea of backing down.
And that time, Song Cilantro lost her temper with Crystal for the first time.
The two women first blamed each other, Song Coriander said that Crystal didn't know how to cherish the opportunity, and Crystal said that Song Coriander didn't have a backache when she stood and talked. Then the two of them almost moved, grabbing each other's arms and pushing each other, and neither of them could move. And then ...... Later, the two of them fell to the ground together, and they hugged each other and cried for a long time for some reason.
The pressure of debut has actually made both of them very tired, so venting like this makes it much easier. Two people also began to understand each other in a real sense, and began to understand each other's difficulties.
Therefore, Song Coriander not only did not have a diaphragm for the crystal, but took more care of it. And Crystal also found that in fact, in addition to pro-Ernie, there is such a person who is good to himself, which is really warm.
And many, many things. From the trainees walking in together, the relationship between Song Cilantro and Crystal is by no means something that can be explained clearly in one or two sentences or one or two things.
For Crystal, it is really down-to-earth to have someone who can support you when your loved ones are not around. So now, when participating in the show or any event, the crystal will subconsciously take a look at V Oni, or find out where V Oni is.
V Oni is here, and he is very at ease.
As for the quarrel and fight between the two of them that time, no one mentioned it again.
At this moment, Crystal looked at Song Cilantro and could only sigh secretly.
Although it looks scary to get angry, V Ernie is really a very good captain, great Ernie.
Compared with the current crystal, what Song Cilantro was thinking about and tangled at this time was even more complicated.
In fact, whenever Song Coriander thinks of Wang Taika, the first thing that comes to mind is not the memories with Wang Taika, but ...... Rather, it's four smiling faces: Crystal, Snowball, Luna, and Ambo.
This burden is too heavy, and these expectations are too much. Many of Song Coriander's current ideas and decisions, to some extent, are no longer in her own hands.
This is something she had prepared for, and she originally thought that she would not hesitate and regret it. But now it makes no sense to talk about this.
Song Coriander knows very well that she can't let go of Wang Taika, but she knows better that she can't do without herself, and she can't leave the function behind.
Wang Taika and functions, this multiple-choice question is destined to be cruel.
Song Coriander's dedication to the function is no less than the emotional relationship with Wang Taika. Even the four members are like their four sisters, and it is not said that they can be put down for a long time.
Song Coriander and Wang Taika have so many pasts, but she and the members of the function don't?
Remember...... There are a few people who didn't debut, and at that time it probably didn't feel like an idol group, but more like a beggar group. Because the only thing I looked forward to every day at that time was the moment when Song Cilantro cooked for the child who was waiting to be fed. The nickname "V Mom" was also obtained at that time.
Nothing is taken for granted, nothing is in the right place. Even if Song Coriander had been confirmed as the captain at that time, this was the case. But Song Coriander is very serious, she cooks when she should cook, she goes to school if she can't, and she washes her clothes with a few children. Comfort when you cry, and act as a topic maker when you're bored.
That's how attachment comes about. And Song Coriander also lived up to the expectations of the company and the members, doing everything very well, and even had time to forget about her own things.
It can be said that Song Coriander now pays the most attention to functions, not Wang Taika. Song Coriander has never lived up to any expectations, except for Wang Taika.
Some things are like a seesaw, and one side is chosen, then there will definitely be another side that is overlooked. There's no way around it. This is also the reason why Song Coriander has been hesitant about Wang Taika.
I know I can't spend my energy on you, but why do I have to delay......? But if you really say give up, it's like cutting meat.
Song Cilantro knew that this time she was really greedy.
But Taeyeon's recent relationship and being beaten by the company, not to mention it on the surface, almost all of them are counted in his heart.
As a foreign drifter working in South Korea, what qualifications does Song Xiangcai have to fantasize that she can get privileges?
Song Coriander is struggling.
Crystal watched silently, thinking silently, not saying anything, but also understanding a little in his heart.
Probably because she debuted too early, she already had a very mature idea at a young age, or rather...... Reality.
And the ocean that separates V-Oni and Wangtaika is also ...... Reality.