Chu Tian did not expect that it was precisely because of Ximen's encouragement and the good impression that Jing Xue had established for him before that Jing Xue began to like him.

As a result, when the freshmen of Lingwu Academy competed later, Jingxue rejected Song Yu and confessed to herself.

At that time, under the illumination of the starry sky, Jingxue gently moved his lotus feet and marched bravely in the direction where he was, without fear.

"He's not the great guy the seniors say, and he doesn't have earth-shattering strength... Maybe I, like Senior Song Yu, liked him a little bit at the first sight and liked everything about him. ”

"Although I haven't been in contact with him, my intuition tells me that he should be an honest and kind person. I share with me when I'm happy, comfort me when I'm sad, accompany me through everything when I'm lonely, and stand in front of me when I'm in danger. ”

"I've always trusted my instincts, and my instincts tell me that he's the one who can be there for me, and that's why I like him. ”

When Chu Tian first heard this, although he was not unmoved, he was also a little unsure why, after all, Jingxue was such an excellent girl, and she would like him because of her intuition.

But later, when he learned Jing Xue's secret, he had many nightmares because of her "terrible", and the scene at that time appeared in several dreams, and each time in the dream, Chu Tian seemed to be able to hear Jing Xue's inner contempt and ridicule when she told lies.

But this time, in Jing Xue's soul analysis, when Chu Tian saw this scene again, Jing Xue felt the slightest contempt in her heart.

Although she is weaving lies, her heart is as playful and smart as a little girl, and more importantly, she still has a vision for the future and expectations for her other half.

Obviously, she likes that her other half is an honest and kind person, sharing with her when she is happy, comforting her when she is sad, being able to spend time with her when she is lonely, and being in front of her when she is in danger.

More importantly, you should keep your promises and not know how to deceive.

Why was he so careless before, he couldn't even understand such a simple mind.

Perhaps, it was the overly powerful strength of Jing Xue that blinded her eyes, blinded him, infinitely magnified and complicated the problem.

Why couldn't he even meet such a simple request before, not only did he not abide by the oath between them, but also deeply hurt her, which eventually led to her death.

Chu Tian's soul felt a tingling.

However, the real dreamlike memories continued.

It made him feel as if he was there, and Jingxue liked his mood.

Jing Xue rushed to the list of various lists of the Lingwu Academy, participated in various colorful activities, and performed in a good way, after Chu Tian learned her true strength, he felt that she was terrifying.

It's like a god suppressing his own cultivation and playing with a group of ants, and in addition to contempt, he still has contempt in his heart.

The first half of the sentence seems to be true now, but at this time, he found that he had miscalculated Jingxue's mood.

Although she had interesting ideas in her heart, she did not have contemptuous thoughts, and even enjoyed this kind of college life.

It's as if I'm looking for the missing piece of my personality for many years.

Feeling Jing Xue's mood, Chu Tiancai truly understood that it is not that weak people will be missing, when people are really as strong as gods, they will also lack many things that ordinary people are easy to ignore because they are at their fingertips.

Jing Xue's move didn't care about the ridicule, contempt, and playing with people's hearts and other bad deeds that he originally envisioned, but was simply filling in the gaps.

Because Chu Tian is not strong enough, he has a deep longing for those legendary characters who can fly away and control their own destiny since he was a child.

Because Jingxue is too powerful, she will also look forward to those relatively ordinary lives, a normal relationship, a warm and pleasant college life, the thrilling impact of ordinary students, the richness and variety of various college activities, and a simple and happy love affair.

To put it bluntly, they are all looking forward to it and struggling to find the piece of their personality that is unconsciously missing.

Just when Chu Tian suddenly had this insight, the memory suddenly jumped to another scene that he had unconsciously ignored in the past.

When he returned to the academy after the summer vacation of taking Jingxue back to Cloud City, he had a conversation because of the biography of the strong.

It was an early autumn starry night.

"Xiao Jing. ”

"Huh?"

"You know, when I was a kid, I didn't like the book itself, but ... I envy the lives of those big people in the book who are flying away from the sky and have great powers. ”

"Are they enviable?"

"Of course, the more powerful the person, the brighter the brilliance, you see, like the stars in the sky. ”

Chu Tian pointed to the star with the brightest vision of them, and said with a wistful expression: "The predecessor of the Defeated Heaven broke the imprisonment of ten thousand demons and saved all mankind, he should be the brightest one, nine thousand years ago, the emperor gathered the heroes..."

"Although the strength of the Fire Spirit King is inferior to them, he is also jealous and hateful, and he acts chivalrous and righteous, killing many demons who caused disaster to the world in his era, and he also has his own place in the memory of the warriors in the world. ”

Chu Tian opened the conversation box and talked endlessly, listing many deeds.

Jingxue also listened with interest.

She is interested in everything about Chu Tian, and she will not get bored.

She can listen to Chu Tian as long as she can.

One of them is willing to confide, the other is listening, in a very quiet small world, refusing outsiders to enter, this state seems to last until the sky is old and the sea is dry.

"I'm sorry for making you listen to so much nonsense, but I really envy them, if they are the stars in the sky, and I am just a mortal under the starry sky, they cultivate to the sky and act recklessly, and I am tied up and can't do anything. ”

Seeing that he was lost, Jing Xue held Chu Tian's hands with slender jade hands, raised her delicate face, and said with a serious smile: "Brother, everyone has their own life. So, don't envy them, I think they might envy you. ”

They might be envious of you.

Listening to it at that time, Chu Tian couldn't understand it, but just felt that she was childish.

After learning some of Jingxue's secrets, it was too late for him to hate her, so how could he consider this detail.

At this point, you can understand the true meaning of this sentence.

It may be unknown whether the predecessors of the defeated sky and others will envy him.

But Jing Xue, who is also even more powerful, is clearly envious of him and longing for him.

From Jing Xue's series of memories, Chu Tian could sense this envy and longing.

Jing Xue envied and longed for him, and sincerely liked the peaceful days in the Spirit Martial Academy, she knew that once her true strength was exposed, this kind of life would not last.

Therefore, while envy and longing, she is also afraid that one day this happy life will end.

As a result, she gradually lost her previous relaxed mentality, and gradually cared very much about everything she had at this stage.

Her life in the academy, her admiration for Chutian.

The time when Chu Tian was entangled by the strange patterns on the cave.

Zhuang Xian and a group of villains from the Evil Sword Sect came to the door because of Gu Tianyu's death, and Chu Tian couldn't move, although with Jing Xue's true cultivation, the destruction of the evil party was only a snap of his fingers, however, because he didn't want his peaceful life to be broken now, he forcibly suppressed his strength to the extent it should be.

With a cultivation weaker than the opponent's, his back was against the cave, and he didn't retreat a step, and he was soon covered in bruises under the opponent's fierce attack.

When Chu Tian later learned her secret, he felt that this was simply part of playing with people's hearts.

However, from her dying memories, she sensed that this was not the case.

Jingxue is of course cultivated to the sky.

But even if it was a near-invincible cultivation, if she didn't show it, then Jingxue's damage would be the same as it seemed on the surface.

Through Jing Xue's memories, the jokes about the scum that bombarded her clearly resounded in his ears again.

"With this little girl's style, if you have the heart to run away, none of us can stop us. ”

"But why didn't she run away?"

"Because she likes it, behind her is Chu Tian, who is her lover, of course she refuses to run away, she is really naïve. ”

"It's stupid. ”

"Why doesn't she understand that in this world, there is nothing more important than herself?"

"Women should know how to cherish themselves, but I didn't expect her to even understand this. ”

Chu Tian couldn't help but ask himself.

With her strength, if she has the heart to make trouble, she can wipe out the evil party on the opposite side with a snap of her fingers.

But why didn't she use her real strength?

Taking a step back, even if you want to maintain a peaceful academy life, you just need to leave him behind.

Why did he stand in front of him without retreating, scarred and bruised?

Why don't you understand, girls should know how to cherish themselves.

Why don't you understand that in this world, there is nothing more important than yourself.

What a fool!