Past...... Was that really her past life?

Or is it just one of her dreams?!

Obviously, she likes the child in her womb very much, and in the past few months of pregnancy, she is extremely looking forward to his birth.

But in that "dream", she was very disgusted with him, she was calculated by her sister to be pregnant, and she was forced to give birth to a child, she didn't even look at it, and let the child go.

Subsequently, after she recuperated, her sister fulfilled her promise and prepared a dowry for her, so that she could marry Bai Yueguang in her heart with dignity.

Fortunately, her brother Xun is simple and honest, and the method given to her by her sister is very effective, and there is nothing wrong with the wedding night.

The veil stained with chicken blood even coaxed the mother-in-law over.

She herself is not a fool, trying her best to forget the miserable experience she once had, and to run her own small family wholeheartedly.

Brother Xun really wasn't the material for the imperial examination, and after trying a few times, he failed the list.

She relied on the dowry given by her sister and her mother's subsidies from time to time, but she didn't have a bad time.

Finally, when her son, who had never seen before, was admitted to Xiucai, Brother Xun finally passed the exam.

After passing the exam, Brother Xun did not continue to take the exam, but stayed in the small county town and became a decent man.

She, An Xueting, has also become the envy of everyone's wife.

She was satisfied, and what happened that summer was completely forgotten by her.

As for the child who crawled out of her belly, she didn't pay any attention to it.

She hated him, and his existence was evidence of her infidelity, and it was also an insult to her pure feelings for Brother Xun.

It was still a certain year, Brother Xun said in an extremely envious tone: "I didn't expect that a businessman like Ge Jintang could raise a prodigy who reads." However, I think this should be the credit of the eldest sister, tsk, although the eldest aunt has had an unbearable experience, she is still quite qualified in terms of husband and children!"

When she heard this, her mind swelled.

The devil sent the god to start secretly paying attention to the child.

He broke the record of his uncle, and at the age of fourteen, he was admitted to Xiucai, and after passing the examination, he did not take advantage of the situation to pursue, but listened to the admonition of his "mother" and went out to study.

Six years later, he successfully passed the examination.

In the next three years, it is Jinshi and the first.

The road was smooth, the spring breeze was proud, and everyone mentioned him with envy and reverence.

And An Niting, who single-handedly cultivated such an excellent son, also instantly became a model of "good mother".

The stain of the past was washed away, and An Niting turned into a decent old lady of the official family.

The people in the county mentioned An Niting, who was taken by her son to the capital to enjoy happiness, and they were even more envious.

No jealousy, no jealousy!

An Xueting desperately told herself that she was not jealous of her sister.

But in the dead of night, she suddenly woke up from her dream, and she was still a little unwilling - that was the son she gave birth to in October, how could she have a chance, and it all became the credit of her sister?!

In her "previous life", she was entangled and resentful, and somehow, that son also became a knot in her heart.

Now, starting over, although everything has changed, she still gave birth to this son to Ge Jintang.

An Xueting not only remembered all the things in her previous life, but also had expectations for this life, and for a while, her feelings for her son were very complicated.

"Sister Xue'er, you are a smart child, and you have been assertive since you were a child. ”

Seeing that An Xueting still looked like a wanderer, Zhou lowered his voice and persuaded in a serious voice, "I know, you followed him, full of grievances." But, you must know that you are already his person, and now that you have even given birth to a child, you can't have any other thoughts!"

"Sister Xue, no matter how much reluctance you have in your heart, you have to live your life. ”

"He's still kind, although he's ugly and old, it's good for you and for us to settle down. ”

"I'm not asking you to wronged yourself for the sake of your family, I'm afraid that you will get into a dead end for a while and make a mess of your life. ”

"When I entered the door just now, I saw that his face was not very good, you, did you make him angry?"

"Oh, you stupid boy, you gave birth to his only son, he is on the rise, why are you giving him sex?"

Zhou babbled and said that she was dissatisfied, and she didn't forget to reach out and gently pat An Xueting's back of her hand.

The chatter in her ears and the slight pain on the back of her hand woke An Xueting from her memory.

She glanced at her mother who was full of concern, then looked down at her son, who was full and asleep, sighed silently, and then raised her head, she was already the transparent and shrewd An Xueting again.

"Mother, I know, don't worry, I will live a good life. ”

Why Ge Jintang was angry, of course An Xueting knew.

There was no way around it, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she found herself alive again, and the people and things around her had become unrecognizable.

And many of her practices in this life made her feel ashamed.

Just when she was upset, the "nightmare" of her previous life suddenly appeared in front of her, and An Xueting couldn't help but think of the picture of herself being violated by this disgusting man like a rat spirit......

She didn't make a fuss on the spot, but just subconsciously showed an expression of disgust and hatred, which was already super self-controlled.

Rao is like this, and the treacherous and slippery Ge Jintang also sensed that something was wrong, so he was angry.

However, it doesn't matter, with An Xueting's wrist, she can easily save it.

It's just that deep down she doesn't want to!

An Xueting knows very well that due to reality, she must win over Ge Jintang.

But all kinds of "previous lives" are like poisonous snakes, gnawing at her heart all the time.

Pain, entanglement, contradictions...... All kinds of negative emotions tightly wrapped An Xueting.

She knew that in this life, no matter how hard she tried, she would not be able to achieve true happiness.

An Xueting gave birth to a son, and the fortunes of the An family seemed to have turned.

The first is An Haoting's marriage.

His husband finally made up his mind to marry his daughter to An Haoting.

Yan was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth, she knew that her grandson was a dragon and phoenix among people, and sooner or later there would be a day when she would soar.

No, before he was admitted to the exam, a noble girl from Beijing got married.

Marrying such a famous lady, even if he fails to pass the exam, he will not have a bad time in the rest of his life.

The grandson is doing well, can she, as a grandmother, still suffer and suffer?

However, the brutal truth gave Yan a resounding slap in the face.

After the noble girl passed the door, she directly used her dowry to buy a small courtyard in the city. The yard is small and small, and can only be used by a small couple.

Yan wanted to come and live together, but there was no place to put his feet.

Yan was cheeky and lived for two days, and he couldn't stand it first.

Although the bride is shy, the mother-in-law who follows her is really spicy and tough.

The rules and etiquette of opening the mouth at every turn made Yan dare not eat in a big gulp, and he didn't know which leg to take first when he walked.

She is also a face-loving, self-proclaimed person who loves to pay attention to herself, and she has always been proud of her "exquisiteness", but she was hit by a servant woman to the point of being incomplete, and Yan suddenly felt disgraced.

She complained to An Haoting, but An Haoting persuaded her in embarrassment: "Grandmother, blame me for not being capable, you can bear with it again, wait for me to raise someone in high school-"

When Yan heard this, he was right, now they have to rely on their granddaughter-in-law to settle down, if their grandson turns his face, they will suffer too much if they settle down.

Yan persuaded herself like this, but she really couldn't stay in the city, so she had to go back to her hometown.

Three years later, An Haoting really passed the exam.

After receiving the good news, Yan was so happy that she fainted directly, and when she woke up, she found that she couldn't move half of her body......