Chapter 108: Say goodbye without saying goodbye
Lin Wanyan was desolate and cold, and her tears were silent. She resisted angrily to break free, but she could not shake Murong Yi in the slightest. Seeing the decoction medicine approaching her little by little, she said to Murong Yi in a panic: "Murong Yi, this is also your child, he is your child......
"How can you?"
"How can it be so cruel"
"How can you kill your own flesh and blood? You don't have the right, you don't have the right to do that. Did you hear ......"
All the pleading turned into a helpless low roar, Lin Wanyan was still hurt, and pleaded with Murong Yi heartbreakingly, but she couldn't get the other party's slightest response.
She grabbed Murong Yi's clothes and stared at him angrily. He roared at him, but his voice was a little hoarse, and the tears on his face and hatred only increased.
"Murong Yi, if you dare to do this, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life, and I will never do it for the rest of my life?"
Murong Yi ignored Lin Wanyan's threat, and several servants came over and grabbed Lin Wanyan, who was struggling to resist.
The maid came over with the soup, and Murong Yi didn't think about pinching Lin Wanyan's chin and putting the soup into her mouth. Lin Wanyan struggled hard, but was firmly caught, how could a woman who was powerless to shake the young and strong man, it was obviously easy to see her resistance, but it was in vain. After a few mouthfuls of soup, they also put down Lin Wanyan, and Murong Yi threw the bowl aside.
I only heard a crisp sound of "clang". Lin Wanyan knelt on the ground and grabbed her throat with her fingers, she wanted to spit out the medicine, but it didn't work.
"Ah......" Lin Wanyan raised her head in collapse and shouted, she couldn't cry, and then her eyes changed slightly. Holding his lower abdomen with one hand, he kept laughing a few times, laughing a little desolate and helpless, full of ridicule and contempt.
"Ha~Ha~"
"Murong Yi, you strangled your own child with your own hands. ”
"That's your own flesh and blood...... Ahh
"Doesn't your conscience hurt? How can you do it, how do you do it?"
"Ha~Ha~"
Lin Wanyan laughed sarcastically a few times, the laughter was a little heartbreaking, and she wiped away the tears on her face. Standing up with difficulty, I only felt that something was beginning to change in my abdomen, and I only felt that the little things in my body were desperately trying to live, but they were consuming their physical strength little by little, and finally gradually stopped moving.
Lin Wanyan stood up and pressed Murong Yi step by step, and another voice of mockery and disdain sounded.
"There are three unfilial pieties, and no queen is greater. ”
"You were born as a son of man, but you let your elderly parents have no peace, and you are regarded as unfilial, and you are a son of man in vain. ”
"You were born a husband, but you let your wife suffer wrongs and be regarded as unfaithful, and you are a husband in vain?"
"You were born a father, but you ruthlessly strangled your own flesh and blood, which is regarded as unkind, and you are a father in vain. ”
"Of these four things, you are enough to account for three things, you are an unfilial, disloyal and unkind person, even if I Lin Wanyan let you go, God will never let you go. ”
"Murong Yi, you'd better kill me now, if you don't have to wait or maybe one day, I'll definitely let you know what life is better than death......"
Lin Wanyan's words suddenly made Murong Yi's chest uncomfortable as if it was blocked by something, he didn't know anything, from this moment on, his body was like being cut off by someone, cutting off his body with a knife, obviously she was the one who did the wrong thing, it was obviously her who secretly Chen Cang behind her back, and she was pregnant with other children, these were all what he saw with his own eyes.
Why did he feel an inexplicable pain when he saw her like this now? In his heart, like a cunning knife, he stabbed him deeply several times. And he didn't let her do that?
Could it really be that he blamed her? Murong Yi wanted to say something, but when she and Lin Wanyan looked at each other for a few seconds, this moment began, it was a fear that he had never been afraid of.
This face, which he once felt a little similar to Huang Pushan, started at some point, but he felt that they were not similar at all. Lin Wanyan looked at him with a look in his eyes, and the feeling of going from familiar to unfamiliar made him panic. To his horror, he didn't like her to look at him with such a strange look, he didn't like it very much.
Lin Wanyan didn't look at Murong Yi, all her feelings for Murong Yi had disappeared with the bowl of medicine, leaving no trace of concern.
Lin Wanyan walked to Huangpu Shan and swept Su Jingyi next to her. She sarcastically said: "My today will also be your tomorrow, and those who are embarrassed will not end well......"
After she finished speaking, she locked her eyes on Huang Pushan, "You have won now, you are now, enjoy the happiness you have calculated." ”
That's right, when she was preparing to marry Murong Yi, she was just boring shopping and wanted to add something, but she happened to bump into Lin Wanyan who went out to go to her mother's grave, and saw that she was going back and forth in an inn, going to buy medicine and going to the store to buy men's clothes, and she felt that things were not good because of Murong Yi's abnormal behavior that day, so she paid more attention to Lin Wanyan.
I don't want her to save a man outside. When she married into Murong Mansion, she found that Murong Yi had changed. So she took advantage of this matter to get rid of Lin Wanyan, a thorn in the flesh, so she visited Su Jingyi and teamed up with her to frame Lin Wanyan, and they bought the domestic servants to advance Lin Wanyan in the place where Murong often appeared, originally just wanted her to have a reputation for having a private meeting with others, but the people who didn't want to follow her not only saw her often appear in the pharmacy, but also bought some fetal pills. This was undoubtedly a golden opportunity for them, so they bought Laifu and staged such a play, deliberately bringing Murong Yi here to watch.
Huang Fushan seemed to be being said, but she saw that her face changed a little in an instant, and her eyes were evasive, obviously showing a weak heart. She lowered her head and nervously squeezed the silk handkerchief in her hand, turning her weakness into hatred.
Lin Wanyan felt some pain in her abdomen, her face gradually turned pale, she frowned slightly uncomfortably, and collapsed to the ground, she felt something in her abdomen slowly flowing out from under her body, and there was already a blood stain under her body. There is a fast meat ball under it slowly flowing out, and the yellow shirt under the body is stained with bright red blood.
Lin Wanyan was lying on the cold ground, her tears had long since dried up, she opened her eyes and looked at this complicated world, there was no trace of thought in her eyes, there was only despair and pain in her life......
For her, the pain has long been infelt, a person who has long been tortured and has no desire to survive, even if it is painful, it is only that she hates her own incompetence. Slowly, she felt so tired, she had never been as tired as she was today, but the control consciousness she wanted to work still couldn't resist her tired body, and finally she felt black in front of her eyes and fainted......
It was night, the lights in Murong Mansion were bright, not as noisy as during the day, a small courtyard surrounded by dilapidated and dilapidated courtyards, and all the tables and chairs in the courtyard were damaged. The night was slightly cool, the sky was empty without any distractions, the cool evening breeze came through the window, and in the dilapidated small house, a woman was lying on a dilapidated sandalwood bed with a faint breath.
The evening breeze blows through the branches and fans the leaves, and in the vast night, it is empty and lonely, and the sound of insects chirping disturbs the silence of this quiet night.
Lin Wanyan opened her eyes weakly, everything around her was still familiar, and the rest of the wind had a strong smell of blood. Lin Wanyan swept around with a habit of taking it for granted.
"It seems that Murong Yi is planning to let me fend for myself here?"
Thinking about it, she couldn't help but have some ridicule in her heart, and that ridicule contained relief, a kind of indifferent laughter with relief. With a body and mind that has been wounded, what emotions can she have at this moment?
There is a sandalwood table in the room, on which are placed a few ink pens, a few pieces of white paper, and a handmade inkstone. In addition to these, there was a small old sandalwood bed, and the only new thing was the quilt she had covered. Lin Wanyan got up, she sorted out some clothes and jewelry, and took away everything that belonged to her.
Lin Wanyan put her bags on her back and walked to the front of the copywriter,
Pen......
has a wife, Lin Wanyan, who has lost all three things, does not abide by women's morals, commits adultery with others, is jealous, and is virtuous. Murong Yi was grateful for the love of husband and wife, and couldn't bear to pursue it, so he took a special resign, and after that, men and women had nothing to do with their marriages, and I am afraid that there would be no basis for this appointment in the future.
Character maker: Murong Yi.
Lin Wanyan drafted two copies, took the letter of resignation, and left this place that frightened her very much without looking back, because there was nothing worth her concern about here.
After leaving that night, she bumped into Ye Qingyu, and because of his help, she successfully escaped from Murong Yi's clutches. Lin Wanyan lives in a small village not far from Cangcheng, where there are memories of her and her mother. She didn't dare to go to her mother's grave, for fear of meeting Murong Yi.
Lin Wanyan didn't tell Ye Qingyu everything she encountered in Murong Mansion, although she didn't say it, but Ye Qingyu, who was deeply inherited by the old man of Tianji, had already noticed it, and she was very surprised that Ye Qingyu not only had superb medical skills, but also strong martial arts.
Ye Qingyu has been taking care of her for a while, and she left soon because of something. On the day he left, he had a sword in his hand and hurriedly pushed the door in, and she frowned in surprise.
As soon as Ye Qingyu came, she pulled her into her arms without saying a word, she struggled to move her body to push away, but the man's hoarse voice came from her ears.
"Don't move, I'll hold it"
"Wanyan girl, I'm leaving, I'm afraid that if I don't say something, I'll regret it later"
"I don't have time to participate in your past, but your future must be indispensable to me, wait for me to ......" Ye Qingyu said something that made her scratch her head without a tail, after kissing her affectionately on the forehead. It floated like a gust of wind and disappeared.
Lin Wanyan didn't take Ye Qingyu's words seriously, and it was better to use her words to say less touching, Ye Qingyu and her had lived in this village for more than half a year. They had never made any excesses.
After Ye Qingyu left, she was the same as usual, now she has lived here for nearly a year, she sold those dowries, and under the discussion with Aunt Li, she bought an ordinary small wooden house, the house is not big but sheltered from the wind and rain, and she is the only female master there.
She can play the piano, so the children especially like to hear her play, and occasionally the children eat with her. In her spare time, she and her aunt went to the mountains to look for wild mushrooms, and in the small yard at the door were some vegetables she planted, and she raised chickens. Though the days were poor, they were happy. This is also the life she has always longed for, without deceit, without intrigue, and living the life of ordinary people......
I was cleaning the yard that day, and suddenly a figure flew down from the sky, hugging her from behind, Lin Wanyan was a little frightened, and only found out that it was Ye Qingyu, but Ye Qingyu after coming back this time was not the same as before, no matter how stupid she was, she understood what he meant, but her heart had already died, how could a person with a dead heart accept a person? So after she left a letter that night, she took her luggage and returned to the capital to reopen, Manchun Yuan.
Speaking of this, Lin Wanyan smiled, but her clear eyes had a few tears on her cheeks. This is the first time Shangguan still has seen her smile so gently, this story seems to have been told for a long time, the tea that Shangguan still gave her has long been slightly cold, Shangguan still listened to her story, and his heart was full of emotion.