"When I was younger, Si Wenjun and I went to the same university, and we both fell in love with each other, but his family strongly objected to the two of us being together for only one reason: the door was not the right one.

Your grandfather was an ordinary miner in Yuan Shikai's mine at that time, and Si Wenjun's family was already the richest man in Fengshun at that time.

Young and vigorous, reckless, probably talking about me and Si Wenjun back then.

Despite the opposition of our families, we moved in together, and in my junior year, I became pregnant unexpectedly.

I wanted to get rid of the child and continue my studies, but Si Wenjun felt that the arrival of this child might change his family's prejudice against me.

Eventually, I dropped out of school, gave birth to the child, and went to Si Wenjun's house with him after the full moon.

Not only did his family disagree, but they also thought I was a woman who lacked education and misbehaved.

They detained the child and evicted me from the house.

It was the winter of 1988, and the winter of that year was exceptionally cold, and I returned to your grandmother's house in embarrassment against the snowflakes flying in the sky.

Your grandma and grandfather were both people who had never gone to school, and when they heard that I had dropped out of school, they beat me up.

I didn't dare tell them about having a child, I was afraid I would get more beatings.

Although I didn't finish college, after all, I was also a person who had entered a university, and Yuan Shikai urgently recruited a custodian and accountant in his father's mine.

Your grandfather asked me to sign up for a try.

I remember very well that it was a cloudy, dry and cold day, and I went there wrapped in a military coat.

Yuan Shikai was also studying at a university in another place at that time, and when he came home from winter vacation, he happened to see me.

He encouraged his dad to hire me, and after that, he would talk to me when he had nothing to do, sneak me snacks, and sometimes give me hairpins to tie my hair.

I'm a person who has had a baby, I know what he's doing and I don't want to delay him.

The most important point is that the relationship with Si Wenjun left a deep psychological shadow on me, that is, the shadow of the portal.

Although Yuan Shikai's family started as a miner, he is also a very wealthy family in our local area.

repeated refusals, but Yuan Shikai did not back down, but he became more and more frustrated, and directly declared to the outside world, saying that I was his girlfriend, and no one was allowed to beat me.

Surprisingly, his family didn't object to him being with me, which was quite touching to me.

After I had a job and an income, I secretly saved some money and found an excuse to go to Bongshun Si Wenjun's house, I just wanted to see my children.

But their nanny wouldn't even let me in.

From my former classmates, I learned that Si Wenjun was sent by his family to study abroad after that.

I don't blame him, after all, he didn't have the ability to fight his family at that time.

Two years later, just as Yuan Shikai and I were preparing for our wedding, Si Wenjun returned to China and found me.

I spent the night with him in a small hotel, and I wanted to use this night to say goodbye to the unforgettable relationship.

But I made a fatal mistake, because that night I got pregnant again, and it was twins.

I didn't know it at the time, because I had a wedding with Yuan Shikai that month.

Yuan Shikai loved me very much, at least at the time.

During my pregnancy, he took very good care of me, didn't have to do anything, and even my family was blessed by him.

Although I still can't forget Si Wenjun at that time, I buried that relationship deep in my heart and told myself to live a good life with the man in front of me.

Our bond lasted only five years.

Xiao He, when you were five years old, you had another aplastic and urgently needed a blood transfusion, my blood type and you don't match, Yuan Shikai naturally doesn't match, you are a very strange blood type.

Yuan Shikai didn't say anything at the time, and secretly found someone to do two paternity tests.

I could feel the change in him during that time, and I thought he was worried about your illness and didn't pay attention to it.

He spent a lot of money to cure you. From this point of view, he is essentially a good man, a father worthy of your respect.

But after you recovered and were discharged from the hospital, he started gambling and often didn't see anyone for days on end.

His father's death left him a large inheritance, and if he didn't gamble, our family of four would have grown up safely even if we didn't have to go to work.

But he didn't use all these inheritances for even a year, and he lost them all.

People in my family often come to the door to ask for gambling debts, and I couldn't stand this kind of life anymore, so I filed for divorce.

At that time, I didn't know that my two daughters weren't his.

Therefore, I feel that it is normal for me to raise a child with him alone, and just like that, Yuan Mu gave it to him.

His hatred for me also began from the moment he signed the divorce agreement.

Fate can sometimes be really tricky.

I didn't expect that after more than 20 years, you would meet Si Wenjun's son.

What I didn't expect was that Si Huacheng was the baby who was forcibly taken from my arms by Si Wenjun's family.

I don't dare to tell you all this, because at that time you and Si Huacheng have already had a relationship that shouldn't have happened, I'm afraid that you will hate me, and I'm even more afraid that you can't bear this cruel reality.

Si Wenjun, Chu Meiqin, and I, the three of us all know this secret, so the three of us try our best to prevent the two of you from being together.

I don't know how Yuan Shikai knew about this, I didn't even reveal my biological parents back then, and I was not in the same city as Si Wenjun, and that child was born very secretly.

It wasn't until I went to Shan Yaotun last year that Yuan Shikai told me all this.

I also learned that it turned out that it was not only you who had a relationship with Si Huacheng, but even your sister......

And all this was planned by Yuan Shikai, he hated me from love to hatred, hated to the bones, and he tried every means to take revenge on me.

I also learned that you and your sister Yuan Mu are also Si Wenjun's children.

I can't imagine what kind of mood and blow Yuan Shikai felt when he learned that his daughter, who was like a pearl in his palm, was the child born to his wife and another man.

I'm sorry for you and Yuan Mu, in fact, I'm most sorry for Yuan Shikai.

So, I gave him the villa without hesitation, knowing that the villa was in your name and could not be transferred, and I signed a house sale agreement with his lover.

I also know that he has a son, and that is his real child, and he finally has a child of his own in this life, and I am very happy.

Everything is my fault alone, and this mistake has hurt Yuan Shikai, you and Yuan Mu, and myself.

The person who hates me the most is actually not Yuan Shikai, but Yuan Mu, and I have already noticed it from the way she looks at me.

She should have hated me for giving her to Yuan Shikai back then, but I was supporting my family by doing odd jobs at that time, and if I had two children, our lives would have become a problem.

Besides, I didn't know at the time that you and Yuan Mu were not Yuan Shikai's children, if I knew, I would never be stupid enough to let my ex-husband raise children for others.

People are watching the sky, cause and effect have reincarnation, who does the sky forgive?

My mistake was destined to be a short-lived person, and it was only after I went to Shan Yaotun, after I learned the truth, and after I was diagnosed with advanced pancreatic cancer, that I had an epiphany.

After my mother leaves, you must not disturb the peaceful life of Chu Meiqin's family, she loves Si Wenjun more than me back then.

Mom knows your temperament too well, so I don't dare to expect you to forgive Yuan Shikai, I just hope that when he gets old in the future, you can see that he paid for your treatment back then, and give him a filial piety.

Get along well with your sister and mother, and promise your mother that no matter what Yuan Mu does wrong, try to forgive her.

Blood is thicker than water, after all, the two of you have endured nine months and six days of darkness together in your mother's womb, and you came to this world on the same day!

Take care of yourself and learn to take care of yourself. When you get out of prison in the future, find a man who really loves you and understands you to marry!

If there really is a soul in death, Mother will watch over you two sisters from heaven and watch over you!"