Chapter 229: You Are the Firmness That I Will Do After My Heart Pounds
Twilight gradually covers the land.
Lu Weiyu looked out the window with empty eyes, and Pujiang was not alarmed.
After being silent for a long time, Lu Wei said in a normal tone: "Mr. Fang, invite me to dinner." ”
Hearing this, Fang Nian chuckled in his heart.
Lu Weiyu spoke without emotion, and her tone was ordinary, which was very wrong at this time.
However, Fang Nian had little hesitation: "Okay, what do you want to eat?"
Lu Weiyu found a small Hunan restaurant and took the initiative to order three dishes: chopped pepper fish head, fried meat with chili pepper, and shredded cabbage.
Fang Nian likes to eat the first and second courses.
The two have not been in contact for a long time, and they don't eat together much, Lu Weiyu actually doesn't know Fang Nian's preferences, she just tries her best to order classic Hunan dishes.
The meal was eaten quietly, Lu Weiyu occasionally said a few words, but Fang Nian was very silent.
He didn't dare to say that he fully understood the current Lu Wei language, but in the current situation, the fool knew that something was wrong.
After a relatively quiet dinner, Lu Weiyu took the initiative to let Fang Nian go to the checkout.
Walking out of the hotel, Lu Weiyu said, "Let's go to the river together." ”
Fang Nian nodded.
Then, Lu Weiyu hooked Fang Nian's hand, and very seriously, she buckled her cool little hand into Fang Nian's warm palm.
It's like accomplishing a big thing, and I'm relieved.
Glancing at the two hands with interlocking fingers, the corners of Fang Nian's eyes curled with pleasure.
Although Fang Nian knew in her heart that Lu Weiyu's abnormal behavior meant that the decision she had to make next would make both parties more uncomfortable.
Lu Weiyu looked at Fang Nian, then her eyes paused on the clean smile on Fang Nian's eyebrows, and then she smiled lightly.
She pulled Fang Nian and walked towards the river.
Shencheng in October has entered autumn, and the river breeze at night blows to the face with a cool feeling.
Both of them were wearing long clothes and trousers, but they didn't feel cold.
Because Lu Weiyu took the initiative to hold his hand, Fang Nian simply let Lu Weiyu take him for a walk.
Fang Nian felt that Lu Weiyu was a little excited.
It was like an experience like never before.
In fact, Fang Nian has never been like now, walking slowly and leisurely by the river with the person he likes, blowing the river breeze, and feeling peaceful.
After walking for a long time, Lu Weiyu paused slightly, and then said: "When I hear your story, I know your experience first. ”
After a pause, he spoke seriously: "Now, I want to tell you my decision first. ”
Fang Nian smiled and nodded.
No matter what decision Lu Weiyu has to make next, at least at this moment, Fang Nian's heart is beating steadily, his mind is peaceful, and he wishes to smile brightly.
Lu Weiyu also smiled, and then said in a very serious tone.
"I like you and I believe I'll always like you, and I don't want us to be regrets at some point in the future, so I need time to mature myself. ”
Then he went on in one breath: "During this time, I want to be completely independent, this is not called separation, nor is it called not being together, if I can, I even want to be closer to you." ”
In the end, Lu Weiyu completely stopped, looked into Fang Nian's eyes and said.
"I want you to know that you are not my choice to weigh the pros and cons, and my current decision is not to indulge in the past, but to be firm after my heart is moved, and it is also my most insistence on this feeling. ”
Looking at Lu Weiyu's serious eyes, Fang Nian didn't squeak, and the smile on his face faded little by little.
Every word of Lu Weiyu surprised Fang Nian, and he was even speechless for a while.
Lu Weiyu didn't speak again, and gently pulled Fang Nian to continue walking, and for a while, only the sound of the heels of the two of them gently tapping on the riverside sidewalk sounded.
However, Fang Nian could feel that Lu Weiyu's right hand was a little harder.
After walking out for a long time, Fang Nian said calmly: "Okay, I respect your decision." ”
Hearing this, Lu Weiyu breathed a sigh of relief and hurriedly said, "I still have something to tell you." ”
"Well, you say. Fang Nian said.
Lu Weiyu thought for a moment and said, "There should be some questions I want to ask." ”
You ask. ”
"The house shouldn't be rented, you vaguely talked about it when I went to see it. ”
"I bought it, I came to Shencheng on New Year's Day just to buy a house, and I didn't mean to lie to you before. ”
Then Fang Nian emphasized: "But if you want to move in and live together, you still have to pay me the rent at the market price I said before." ”
Hearing this, Lu Weiyu nodded with satisfaction, she understood what Fang Nian meant, it was not a matter of money, but Fang Nian's respect for the equality of the two.
Then she asked, "Are you the majority shareholder of the company 'Greedy for Fun'?"
"Yes. ”
"The company's assets are over 100 million, what are your assets?"
"So far, minus the investment, the net income is six million, I don't take the salary, only the dividend, the next dividend is before the Lunar New Year, it will not be too much, and the current personal assets are less than 10 million. ”
"What other income do you have besides the company?"
"There are some, not a lot, and they won't last long, which are the turnover shares of the adapted games, paid quarterly, and the current average is more than one million per quarter, and according to the life cycle of the game, it should still be able to earn about five million in the next one or two years. ”
“......”
Listening to Fang Nian talking about such astronomical numbers as millions in a calm tone, Lu Weiyu found that she was not nervous, nor was she eager.
It's just that the gap between the two in money is clearly perceived.
After a pause, Lu Weiyu then asked, "The car you drove to Moganshan is your own?"
"The company is matched. ”
"It's not the public, is it?"
"It's Volkswagen, a relatively low-key luxury series, called Phaeton, which is benchmarked against Mercedes-Benz BMW. ”
“......”
Lu Weiyu's doubts were basically clear.
She went through the events of today's encounter in her mind, and then said, "We are actually not a good match now. ”
"How?"
Fang Nian was even in the mood to laugh.
Lu Weiyu bit her mouth, stretched out her free left hand, raised a finger, and calmly analyzed: "First of all, we have different views on money. ”
Then he added: "For example, in order to let me live in a room with you, did you charter the vacant room in Mogan Villa, and how much did it cost?"
Fang Nian replied honestly: "Less than 30,000." ”
"Now, my current internship salary is only 1,500 yuan, and you have spent two years of my salary. Lu Wei said with emotion.
Fang Nian said: "We have different views on money now, but I will respect your consumption." ”
Lu Weiyu sighed: "This is the reason why I need to be completely independent, if I don't know so much, I thought that you might be a little extravagant because your family background is not bad, but now it is different, I clearly know that I can't respect your consumption for the time being." ”
There is still half of it that is not said: especially if the two are together.
Fang Nian thought for a while, but nodded: "It also makes sense, I can respect you, it doesn't mean that you can understand me." ”
Lu Weiyu emphasized: "I didn't try to convince you of your intentions, I just hope you understand my decision." ”
As for why she hoped that Fang Nian would understand her decision, it was also very simple, when she went to fantasize about the future, Fang Nian was already in it.
"Hmm. Fang Nian nodded.
Lu Weiyu continued: "Secondly, we have a gap in knowledge. ”
"Of course, I know that I may never catch up with you, but I also want to be able to understand your thoughts a little later in the day. ”
Fang Nian: "......"
He beeped in his heart: "This is really a bit difficult, I have the blessing of rebirth!"
On the surface, Fang Nian could only nod in agreement: "I also agree with this." ”
Lu Weiyu raised a third finger: "Also, our excellent dimensions are different." ”
After a pause, Lu Wei continued in one breath.
"In other words, I'm not as attractive as you, although some boys have liked me since I was a child, but it's not much, it's not good;
And you, even if you just have a meal with someone, you will be misunderstood by a woman with more than 100 million assets at home.
Even if this is a misunderstanding, isn't Lin Yusong, isn't it? Wen Ye isn't it...... They're all very good. ”
Fang Nian raised his eyebrows, and said suspiciously: "Wen Ye doesn't like me, she admires the boss at most." ”
Lu Weiyu withdrew her three raised fingers and snorted lightly: "Admiration is even more excessive." ”
"Although I can understand what you said, Wen Ye was chosen by you as a secretary because of her excellence, but in fact, I should be more confused, why is it such a young, beautiful and well-established girl?"
“......”
"Anyway, there are a lot of aspects that I have a gap with you, so I need time. ”
In the end, Lu Wei looked at Fang Nian, and said slowly in a calm tone.
"I'm not trying to catch up with you at the economic base level, but I need to mature and learn to accept the gap between us. ”
After a pause, Lu Wei exhaled and said calmly: "Because, this chance meeting, there was no misunderstanding between us, and there was no fault. ”
Fang Nian sighed deeply in his heart.
This is the cruelest part of reality.
Lu Weiyu did not have preconceived ideas, and Fang Nian also explained the relationship between them and told his own story.
There was no misunderstanding between the two.
But it's because there's no misunderstanding that it's cruel.
Broadly speaking, there is no gap between Lu Weiyu, a senior and Fang Nian, a freshman, but between Lu Weiyu, an intern, and Fang Nian, a major shareholder of a company, the gap is too big.
It's so big that Lu Weiyu can't accept it for the time being.
is so big that Lu Weiyu thinks that she must be completely independent and learn to examine the gap between the two from an objective point of view.
Through your own efforts, let yourself stand on a more mature perspective to think about the problem.
In other words, Fang Nian's participation and non-interference finally produced strong interference after the love happened;
is even greater than the 'social beating' suffered by Lu Weiyu in the previous life at the same time.
So much so that in a relatively short period of time, Lu Weiyu forced herself to make a decision: to mature by herself.
After becoming more psychologically mature, Lu Weiyu can let herself accept these established facts.
In order to have more courage to face some things that are destined to be faced when walking with Fang Nian.
For example, it can be a huge amount of money.
For example, the flowers that are attracted because of their excellence......
............
When walking back, Lu Weiyu showed a smile: "Let's talk about something else." ”
Slightly confused, he asked: "You said that after seeing me on New Year's Day, you decided that you had to find me, is there such a love at first sight?"
This question has actually been lingering in Lu Weiyu's heart for five days.
She hadn't thought to ask.
Fang Nian looked at Lu Weiyu and said seriously: "Because at the first glance of seeing you, I remembered that in my previous life, I accidentally missed you;
As you said, I also want you to know that you are not my choice after weighing the pros and cons, it is my eternal motivation and perseverance, so I will walk all over Shencheng after the college entrance examination, just to meet you. ”
Lu Weiyu couldn't hold back, and knocked her teeth: "Then you said that you are like this, why did we miss it in our last life." ”
"You're so good, I can't analyze calmly, and I can't make the same decisions as you do now, and make yourself mature. Fang Nian said in a calm tone.
This is Fang Nian's true thoughts.
If Fang Nian could analyze and make a decision so calmly like Lu Weiyu now, then there would not be a complete regret between the two in the previous life.
Lu Weiyu used a little force in her right hand and muttered in a low voice: "Don't you always say something like this, it's okay, I also made up my mind with a lot of difficulty." ”
Fang Nian: "......"
If I say a few more words, you're going to invalidate your decision, right?
What's the matter, your definition of love words in Lu Weiyu is this?
But he just thought about it in his heart and didn't say it.
When she was about to walk to the Super Brand Plaza, Lu Weiyu took a deep breath and said calmly: "Originally, I had thought about it, and I planned to move over to share a house with you on the weekend, but now I won't go."
Your romantic life, I don't have the fate to watch it for the time being, and you will secretly compensate me for it when you have the opportunity in the future. ”
"Finally, you must cheer me up more and let me mature early!"
Saying that, Lu Weiyu made a cheering motion.
Without waiting for Fang Nian to speak, Lu Weiyu said again: "Mr. Fang, you have been walking with me for so long, according to the market, should I pay a little travel expenses." ”
After speaking, Lu Weiyu let go of Fang Nian's hand.
"Huh?" Fang Nian didn't react.
Lu Weiyu smiled at the corner of her eyes, and suddenly approached while Fang Nian was not paying attention.
"Po~"
His lips were imprinted on Fang Nian's face, and he parted with a touch, and then lowered his head and whispered: "The little girl is poor, is it feasible to pay for the road?"