Chapter 494: Confession
Feng Ran slowly spread the drawing paper on the bed one by one, as if recalling the torment she couldn't ask for and the distress of giving up with her own hands in this relationship.
"I'm not good at portrait painting, since I was a child, I painted mountains, waters, flowers, seedlings, fish and insects, painted design drafts and cartoons, but I can't paint portraits, because I can never grasp the expression and charm of the characters, so I use my strengths and avoid weaknesses, and I don't show my timidity in front of people. ”
Feng Ran seemed to be telling a story-like memory, the movements of her hands were non-stop, one by one, and the sketches spread out a small half of the bed, "But the first time I took the pen, I actually drew portraits, because I missed it." ”
Bai Muhan pursed his lips without saying a word, listening to the little woman in front of him talking about those so-called misses, and suddenly felt absurd.
If it weren't for the fact that this little girl hadn't deceived him much, he would have thought that this little girl was really joking with him by now.
Three-year-old children, what do you miss about? I'm afraid that no one recognizes it all, right?
"The paintings I painted at that time were all left in the house in the imperial capital, in the mezzanine on the left side of the wardrobe in my bedroom, if you don't believe it, you can go back and look at it, the box is probably a little old, and the password is your birthday. Feng Ran knew that Bai Muhan wouldn't believe what she said, so she had to come up with some evidence, "I heard Ah Yang say that you haven't returned the house in the imperial capital." ”
"The first time I saw you, it wasn't when you were a kid competing, in fact, if you really want to count it, when I first met you, you were already a traffic star. Feng Ran saw that he was about to open his mouth and shook his finger at him, "Just listen to me, when I finish speaking, you can ask together, otherwise I'm afraid that I won't have the courage to say it if I am interrupted by you." ”
Feng Ran's expression was a little sluggish, "These words, I will probably only say them once in my life, and I am done...... I won't stop you from deciding what you decide. ”
If she could hold back her thoughts when she was young and leave nothing, she wouldn't be so passive now, if she was with Bai Muhan later, she would be willing to destroy all those sketches, and she wouldn't be so embarrassed now.
It's just that the paintings are all Bai Muhan, she is reluctant to hurt a penny, and every stroke at the beginning is her thoughts, and she relies on those paintings to have the courage to believe that those things in her previous life are probably not her delusions.
“...... You said. Bai Muhan's fists clenched at his side, and he didn't stop the wind after all.
Feng Ran's words obviously had so many discords with their experiences, but for some reason, he seemed to believe Feng Ran's words in his heart.
Was it because of the sadness and fear in her eyes?
Feng Ran took a deep breath, her eyes gradually became mist, and her hands were still slowly spreading the paintings one by one, and the bed was slowly covered.
So she began to spread to the dresser, to the chair, to the windowsill......
"I was 23 years old when I first met you, and you were 22 years old two months apart, at that time, you and Fang Nuo's "God Track" had just been released, and the response was very good, just like your previous situation, I began to like Fang Nuo's face," Feng Ran stuck out his tongue, "But I immediately liked you, I learned the anti-black list at that time, and when I met you later, it was still the promotional activity of "God Track", I remember it was a rainy day, well, you were very handsome that day. ”
"The second time I saw you, after many years, Mr. Ouyang, the general manager of CI, Ouyang Fa, he recruited me as his assistant, you were the spokesperson of the new season of CI, a show of CI, Mr. Ouyang asked me to meet the world, and I told you in the background that I am your fan. The wind babbled and said, a little unable to grasp the point, but every sentence was spoken, and everything at the beginning seemed to be vivid.
It turned out that in her previous life, she was not as far away from her as she imagined, and it turned out that the memories of Bai Muhan were in her mind and she had never forgotten them.
"Later, I met you to buy puffs at the store we went to, you bought a lot of them at that time, and gave me a few, I thought you liked to eat, but now that I think about it, you definitely didn't buy so much to eat yourself, it should be brought to Aunt Bai, right?" Feng Ran frowned and made a reasonable guess, but whether it was true or not, she was not sure, after all, she had no way to ask Bai Muhan in her previous life.
That Bai Muhan, he ...... He's dead.
Feng Ran thought about this, his pupils shrank slightly, his body shook almost imperceptibly, and the blood on his face faded.
"Later...... Later, we didn't cross paths much, but I got stuck in it anyway, and you treat me...... Probably no different from the others, but ...... "But he blocked a knife for her."
Although the last two people could not escape death, when she woke up again, she did not feel much regret. 187
After all, a person who thought that no one cared about her, but before she died, she found out that in addition to her parents, there were people who were willing to protect her well, so what else could she ask for?
Seeing that Feng Ran stopped talking, Bai Muhan hesitated for a while before speaking, "What you said...... I don't even know that. ”
Was his memory wrong, or was Feng Ran wrong, what did he say to her...... Don't know at all?
Feng Ran sighed, "Because you don't remember those things in the first place." ”
How can he remember, those things are all things that happened in his previous life, if he remembers...... I'm afraid I can only be reborn like her.
"......"
"I'm not good at portraits, except for you. ”
Feng Ran pointed to the paintings that covered the whole house, each of which was Bai Muhan, half of the whole body, frontal, sideways, joy, anger and sorrow, all of them, and each of them was drawn extremely accurately, as if a real person was alive.
Bai Muhan opened his mouth, his expression a little depressed, "You...... Very well drawn. ”
"Okay?" Feng Ran looked at the painting, then looked at him with a smile, "Yes, how can you still paint badly, until now, I have been painting you for almost forty years." ”
"You, what are you talking about?!" Bai Muhan felt weird from just now, and this creepy feeling finally reached its peak at this moment.
He couldn't even help leaning back.
Feng Ran grabbed his arm for fear that he would fall off the bed, and couldn't help but sigh, "I didn't tell you a supernatural story, don't you have a ghostly expression, how about laughing?"
Sure enough, she said too much, and Bai Muhan was afraid that it was difficult to accept it for a while.
Bai Muhan tried his best to make his expression look natural, after all, he had taken a special expression management class, just closed his eyes, Bai Muhan had a little smile on his face, but how stiff that smile looked.
It's better not to laugh.
Feng Ran rolled her eyes, "Big brother, I was wrong, don't laugh, it's scary." ”
"Scary?" Bai Muhan resisted the urge to see if there was a shadow behind Feng Ran, "You don't think what you said is scary at all, do you?"
If it weren't for the warm temperature from his arm, he would probably want to get out of the door now, silently reciting the core values of socialism in his heart, but he still couldn't help complaining.
"What kind of supernatural events are you talking about in broad daylight!" Bai Muhan looked at Feng Ran, and there was a hint of a smile on his helpless face, and finally realized that he was probably sucked by this girl, and suddenly became a little angry, "I'll just let you explain a man's affairs, and you give me so much nonsense? Why, that person is so rare, you would rather say these nonsensical words than mess things up?"
Feng Ran felt that she was wronged, and she clearly told the truth, but people still didn't believe it, "How can I have ......"
"I warn you, Feng Xiaoran, if you say another nonsense, I will kill you, do you believe it or not?" Bai Muhan glared at her viciously.
If it weren't for his strong psychological endurance, if it weren't for his belief that there are no ghosts in this world, he would ...... He really believed it just now!
The corners of Feng Ran's mouth twitched, "I don't believe it." ”