Chapter 164: If There Is an Afterlife (I)
"Uncle, can I go home with you at night? I want to go to your house to play." ”
Zhu Bin's niece took his hand and said with a small face.
The niece and her daughter Yuxin look a little similar, looking at her little face, Zhu Bin looked a little in a trance.
"Next time. Zhu Bin said.
"Hmph~, okay then, next time my uncle will take me to the zoo. The niece pouted and took the opportunity to talk about the conditions.
"Okay, Uncle will take you to the zoo next time. ”
"Pull the hook. The niece held out her little finger and said.
Zhu Bin was stunned for a moment, but still stretched out his hand.
"Pull the hook and hang yourself, you can't change for a hundred years, Dad, what you say counts, and when you come back from a business trip, you want to buy me an Elsa's doll......"
"Uncle, uncle?"
The niece tugged at his hand with some confusion and dragged Zhu Bin, who was in a trance, back from the memory.
"Oh, Uncle counts, I'll take you to the zoo when I'm free. ”
"Good. The niece happily replied.
"I'll go back first. Zhu Bin greeted his sister who was standing aside.
"Slow down on the road. My sister nodded, full of worry.
Zhu Bin only nodded, then turned around and walked out the door.
He didn't drive, and since the death of his wife and children, his family has strictly restricted him from driving by himself because he often has trances and stunned minds.
I called a taxi, didn't let the other party drive to the entrance of the community, got down at the intersection, and slowly walked back to my home.
When I entered the door, the light was not turned on, so I sat down at the dining table and lit a cigarette.
Then close your eyes and take a deep breath.
Cigarette butts flickered in the dark.
It is as if you can hear the sizzling sound of a cigarette butt burning.
In addition, there was a low snickering sound from her daughter, holding her breath.
"Hey~"
A deep voice echoed through the living room.
Auditory hallucinations returned, and they were getting worse.
"Hey~"
At this time, he heard a low snickering again.
A smile appeared on the corner of Zhu Bin's mouth.
Then he opened his eyes suddenly, turned his head back, and said behind him: "Little villain, I ......"
looked at the daughter tiptoeing in front of her, with her little mouth open, and she was frightened.
Zhu Bin rubbed his temples.
"Auditory hallucinations are getting worse and worse, and I'm hallucinating. ”
"Dad. ”
At this moment, the hallucinating daughter threw herself into his arms.
Then the lights in the house were suddenly turned on, and the whole house was brightly lit.
"Don't you know that sitting here and smoking without turning on the lights is not good for your health?" came the wife's complaining voice.
He put his daughter in his arms and looked at the voice a little sluggishly.
I saw my wife wearing a blue dress and standing at the door.
He is still holding his youngest son in his hand.
The eldest son swooped past and jumped onto the couch.
Zhu Bin hammered his forehead with his fist, how could this hallucination feel more serious?
"Ahem. ”
At this moment, the daughter in her arms suddenly coughed.
"Daddy stinks. The daughter said.
The light and warm touch of his daughter's body made him stunned.
If it's a hallucination, then don't let him wake up.
"How did you promise me before, how long have I been gone, why did you smoke again, how can you be reassured?"
His wife came over and took the cigarette butt directly from his mouth and put it out in the ashtray.
"Zhenzhen?" Zhu Bin called out dumbfoundedly.
"What's wrong?"
Lin Zhenzhen reached out and touched his cheek, he was haggard and had lost a lot of weight.
"Are you back?" said Zhu Bin.
His eyes were red for a moment.
"Yes, I'm back. Lin Zhenzhen reached out and took his head in her arms.
The warm touch, the familiar sound and taste, had made it impossible for him to distinguish between the real and the fake.
"Zhenzhen, I miss you so much. Zhu Bin said, whining and letting out a low cry.
"Well, we've always been there, and we've missed you too. Lin Zhenzhen gently patted him on the back and choked.
"Zhenzhen, I'm sorry. Zhu Bin said.
He was out on a business trip when they had an accident, and if he had been at home, the accident wouldn't have happened.
"Needless to say, I'm sorry, it's not your fault. Lin Zhenzhen said with tears on her face.
......
"Ah, squeezed to death. ”
Zhu Yuxin, who was caught in the middle, broke the sad atmosphere very much and squeezed out of the middle.
"Daddy, hug. ”
The youngest son, Zhu Mingyu, staggered forward, opening his arms and his little face full of longing.
Zhu Bin let go of Lin Zhenzhen, wiped his tears, and reached out to hug his little son.
"My baby Zhu, Dad misses you. ”
He kissed him on the cheek and it felt like a dream.
Now it's real, and the previous one was just a nightmare.
"Dad, I miss you so much, wow......"
The daughter next to her suddenly burst into tears.
When the eldest son heard this, he jumped down from the sofa and ran over, took her in his arms, and comforted her awkwardly.
"Yuxin, don't be sad, don't be sad. ”
......
"I'll get you something to eat. Seeing the three children holding Zhu Bin and leaning on him, Lin Zhenzhen sighed and said.
"No, I just got back from my sister's house and had dinner at her house. ”
"But Daddy hasn't eaten a few bites, isn't he hungry?" said the daughter, and pressed her little head to his belly to listen.
"I'm not hungry, I've eaten a lot. Zhu Bin said.
"Liar, I ate a little bit when I saw my dad. The eldest son immediately retorted.
"How do you know?"
"Because we've always been with Dad. ”
"Yes, but Daddy can't see us or hear us. The daughter immediately said.
He looked very sad.
Zhu Bin fell silent when he heard this, he knew that this was not an illusion, it was too real.
And he knew in his heart that his wife and son were dead, and he buried them with his own hands.
But he didn't want to delve into why his wife and children were in front of him.
"It's a ...... to lead adults"
Lin Zhenzhen sat down beside him and explained softly.
Only then did Zhu Bin notice that there was a lit red lantern on the table.
"I see......"
His eyes were red, he put his hand in his pocket, and he wanted to smoke again.
Then he met his wife's gaze, and with a sad face, he showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, and withdrew his hand.
"Now that you've quit, don't smoke anymore. Lin Zhenzhen said softly.
"Hmm. ”
Zhu Bin nodded lightly and hugged his youngest son who was sitting in his arms tightly.
Then he looked at the eldest son and younger daughter next to him.
"Talking counts, my mother said that smoking is not good for your health, and it stinks, and I don't like the smell of smoke. The youngest daughter said beside her.
"Talking counts, Dad will never smoke again. Zhu Bin nodded seriously.
"Okay, you guys go play for a while, and I'll talk to Dad. Lin Zhenzhen said to the three children.
Zhu Haowen and Zhu Yuxin were very sensible when they heard this, and they pulled their younger brother to play with their toys, and they hadn't played with their beloved toys for a long time.
"Also, you have to eat on time in the future, and you don't know how to cook, the food you cook is delicious, and my children and I like to eat your cooking. ”
"You haven't eaten, I'll cook for you." Zhu Bin stood up with a happy face.
Walking to the refrigerator, opening the refrigerator, looking at the empty refrigerator, his tears could no longer be stopped, snapping, snapping.
Lin Zhenzhen walked up from behind, reached out to close the refrigerator door, and then hugged him gently.
Zhu Bin hugged his wife, finally held back, and let out a heart-rending cry......
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