Chapter 581: Say goodbye to your previous life
Xiaofeng has thought countless times about what will happen to her parents in her previous life, what will happen to her wife in her previous life, if she really has another self, whether she should help her ordinary self improve her life, until yesterday, Xiaofeng didn't think about it.
Now Xiaofeng doesn't have to think about it at all, even if his parents are still there, it has changed a lot just because he didn't exist in his previous life, and it is very difficult for Xiaofeng to find someone, and even if he finds it, what can he do, and in what capacity he intervenes in his parents' lives.
A sense of loneliness came to his heart, Xiaofeng wanted to call the god out and wanted the god to answer the questions in his heart, but the god did not respond, Xiaofeng felt that he was incompatible with this world, he didn't belong here, Xiaofeng wanted to confide in him if he couldn't find a suitable object, this kind of thing to others said that if he was not treated as a brainchild, he would be regarded as a neurotic, even if someone really believed it, it was estimated that Xiaofeng would be sliced and studied for the rest of his life.
"Brother, what's so unhappy about this?" At this time, it was not a meal and caught up with the end of the year, Xiaofeng was the only one in the small barbecue restaurant, and he saw that Xiaofeng drank 3 bottles of beer in a row and didn't eat a mouthful of food, anyway, there was no one in the store, and the owner of the small shop sat opposite Xiaofeng, and he was ready to enlighten Xiaofeng to be a confidant brother and find someone to accompany him to drink at the same time.
Xiaofeng didn't say anything and continued to drink, it felt too bad to want to get drunk but didn't dare to get drunk.
Xiaofeng didn't pay attention to him, and the boss was not embarrassed, this kind of guest boss has seen a lot, now life is stressful, there are many emotional problems, and there are many people who choose to get drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows, but what problems can be solved when drunk, it is just a physical injury, and the problem is still a problem after waking up.
"Brother, if you don't dislike it, I'll drink some with you?" The boss knows that this matter can't be rushed, don't look at it now, don't say anything now, he drinks it in place, he doesn't ask the other party, and he will say it himself like pouring beans.
Xiaofeng didn't speak, and opened a bottle of wine with his finger to the boss. Needless to say, drink it first.
A case of beer went in, Xiaofeng didn't feel anything, but the boss couldn't help it, and after going to the bathroom, he saw Xiaofeng's blushing degree, and the boss felt that it was almost.
"Brother, a man's bad mood is nothing more than money and women, are you the former or the latter?" the boss looked experienced.
Xiaofeng shook his head, Xiaofeng hasn't eaten it for a long time, and it still feels familiar, and the wine still tastes like that. Now I can't find anyone to drink with me.
"Aren't they?" The boss thinks the problem is serious, remove the two general directions, and now there may not be much left, the boss is a little worried that Xiaofeng has the kind of disease that can give up treatment, if Xiaofeng plays self-immolation in his shop, who will he cry with.
"I didn't find the person I was looking for. Xiaofeng said in a low voice, like answering the boss's question, more like emphasizing to face the reality.
"My brother is here to visit his relatives? Are there still people who can't be found? If you have money, you can go to the search notice, and if there are people, you can go to the public security bureau to check, and the living can still suffocate urine?" The boss felt that finding someone was not a problem at all, although there were many missing people every year. However, compared to the huge population base, it can only be regarded as a small probability event.
"It's useless to find it. "Although the boss's suggestion is very feasible, even if you really find it, what if you experience a completely different parent from what you remember, are you still your own parents?
"Dude. If you want to open up everything, there is nothing that you can't pass, depending on your age, you can also start a family, sometimes you can't patronize yourself. Think more about your family and think more about the people you care about. The boss didn't continue to pour wine for Xiaofeng, but poured a cup of tea for Xiaofeng, and if he drank again, the boss was afraid that Xiaofeng would get drunk. I didn't eat much and went in a box, and the boss looked at his half bottle of wine and was a little speechless.
Xiaofeng wanted to tell the boss that he didn't have to worry about it, but then Xiaofeng thought that now he was Luo Fengen, and his relatives in his previous life were gone, but his relatives in this life were still there, and his obligations and responsibilities in his previous life had not been fulfilled, and this life would be like his previous life?
"Even if you are a national husband, you can't do everything well, people have troubles, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, there are more people than you are unlucky, if you want to die and live, **** don't have to engage in family planning in the first place. Seeing Xiaofeng's silence, the boss thought that his persuasion was effective, and hurriedly pursued the victory, as an ordinary citizen, the boss felt that it was very happy to be able to relieve a person.
Xiao Feng didn't listen to what the boss said, Xiao Feng was thinking about his own life, it seemed that he really didn't do anything in line with Luo Fengen's identity with Luo Fengen's name, Xiao Feng had no sense of belonging to Luo Fengen's identity, and Xiao Feng's way of dealing with people was still based on his life in his previous life.
For the family in this world, Xiaofeng's way of getting along with it is more like getting along with friends, and Xiaofeng's principle of being in touch with less is less contact.
For Taeyeon, since getting married, Xiaofeng began to treat Taeyeon like he treated his wife in his previous life, and tried to change Taeyeon all the time, Xiaofeng has always wanted to force his life philosophy to Taeyeon, but he forgot that Taeyeon was not his wife in his previous life, and he would only make the two who were already unfamiliar with each other have no chance to run in.
For Xiaofeng, he doesn't need to run in himself, this way of life has lasted for 10 years in his previous life, but for Taeyeon, he is confused, Xiaofeng is very good to her, and Taeyeon also enjoys it, so Xiaofeng and Taeyeon enjoy a sweet time, but soon Taeyeon finds out that this kind of life is not what she wants, having children and career are just problems on the surface, what really makes Taeyeon afraid and even does not hesitate to move away is that Xiaofeng is trying to transform her, Taeyeon feels that Xiaofeng has a perfect wife image in her heart, and everything Xiaofeng does is to make Taeyeon get closer to that image。
Xiaofeng wasn't drinking, he thought a lot, from family to friends, from career to marriage, Xiaofeng found that in fact, he had a very bad time in the past two years, and his own life was used as a role-playing game by himself.
Xiaofeng has always felt that he should live for the sake of living, but this is really tiring, even if it is so, it is unknown whether he can complete the task within the time limit, so why can't he enjoy life, Xiaofeng has always believed that it is better to die than to live, but now Xiaofeng is beginning to doubt, it is right to cherish his life, but there is nothing wrong with enjoying life in a limited time.
Xiao Feng smiled self-deprecatingly, he was too obsessed with everything in his previous life, and even hoped to copy everything in his previous life as Luo Fengen, but the people around him were no longer those who used to be. Maybe it's time to say goodbye to his previous life, his previous life was a dream, and he woke up from a dream and is now Luo Fengen.
Xiaofeng's laughter startled the owner of the barbecue restaurant, and his calm face suddenly smiled too terrifying, the boss grabbed the street brawl artifact folding stool next to him a little uneasily, as long as Xiaofeng made any changes, the boss would let Xiaofeng taste the power of the folding stool as soon as possible.
"Is there any white?" Xiaofeng asked the boss with a smile, this smile was relieved and relieved, which made the boss feel even more bottomless, is this going to play and end up together? The boss regretted coming over to be a confidant brother. If you don't die, you won't die.
"Brother, let's drink less, or I'll help you get a car to take you home?" suggested the boss, sending the time bomb away was the most important thing to do.
"Brother, I'll leave after drinking, rest assured I'm not drunk. Xiaofeng still kept this smile, although Xiaofeng didn't listen to much of the boss's words, but it was precisely because the boss took the initiative to come over and want to solve Xiaofeng that Xiaofeng could realize his heart. It was also the appearance of the boss that made Xiaofeng know that Luo Fengen was not a character, he did not want to play Luo Fengen well, but to live his own life.
The boss didn't make any moves, Xiaofeng stood up and took a bottle of Erguotou from the wine cabinet, and poured himself a full glass. Drink it in one gulp, this cup is used to say goodbye to the previous life, since there is no trace of his previous life here, since there are no memories of the past here. So from today onwards, I am me, and I am Luo Fengen.
The owner of the barbecue restaurant explained what it means to call you toast, I am casual, and dipped his lips with a wine glass, and now he hopes that Xiaofeng will drink it very much. That way, you don't have to be afraid.
After drinking, Xiaofeng left a hundred RMB fare on his body, put all the rest of the money on the table, and then turned around and left, Xiaofeng's movements were very chic, clean and neat, without a trace of nostalgia.
"Brother, you forgot to take your phone!" The boss's shouting shattered Xiaofeng's self-feeling good image, walked back in a gloomy manner, took the phone and said thank you, Xiaofeng covered her face and left.
As soon as I arrived at the hotel, I saw Daniel Zhang who was circling at the door of his room, Daniel Zhang was relieved to see Xiaofeng, what did Xiaofeng do Daniel Zhang didn't dare to ask, as long as Xiaofeng didn't come back safely, he had nothing else to ask for, Daniel Zhang decided to burn incense and worship Buddha as soon as he returned to China, just now asked so many gods to repay his wishes for a long time.
Xiaofeng patted Daniel Zhang's shoulder and did not speak, after opening the door and entering the room, Xiaofeng wanted to take a bath, although he had decided to break away from his previous life, but change was not an overnight thing.
After taking a bath, Xiaofeng lay on the bed and took out his mobile phone to call Luo Junhao.
"Shouldn't you be in ****s city now?Why do you want to call me?Tell me, what's the matter, my ability is limited over there, you can't just cause trouble in South Korea?" As soon as the phone was connected, Luo Junhao's usual serious voice came, but this time Xiaofeng neither felt bored nor scared, Luo Junhao is just a paper tiger now.
"It's nothing, I just miss you, give you a call. "It's hard for Dad Xiaofeng to shout like Taeyeon can't do it, even if Xiaofeng doesn't have any burden, it's hard for Dad to shout.
"I found out that the older you get, the more hypocritical you become, you are a man in your 30s, playing sensational is not what you should do, let's say, what's the matter? Luo Junhao didn't believe that Xiaofeng would call him if he was fine, for example, the reason why Xiaofeng took the initiative to call him was to ask him to help wipe his buttocks.
"It's fine, I just wanted to talk to you. Xiaofeng said patiently.
"You've been drinking, haven't you?" Luo Junhao asked suddenly.
"Drink. Xiaofeng admired Luo Junhao a little, and even knew that he had drunk.
"Didn't you drink less?" Luo Junhao then asked.
"It's okay, not much. Xiaofeng thought about the next case of beer and a glass of liquor, which was really a lot.
"Are you lying on the bed now?" After Luo Junhao asked this, Xiaofeng felt a little frightened, Xiaofeng sat up and looked around, it would not be Luo Junhao who sent someone to spy on him, otherwise he would not know that he was lying on the bed.
"If you drink too much, take a good rest, don't bother me, your aunt wants to eat chicken cakes, how to make chicken cakes delicious, you tell me." Luo Junhao's next words made Xiaofeng lie on the bed like a deflated ball, after so long, it really can't hurt to be a father at this age.
So it was originally Xiaofeng who wanted to contact Luo Junhao on the phone, and the topic became the precautions for pregnant women's diet, Xiaofeng, as a teacher, spoke for more than half an hour before Luo Junhao understood how to make chicken cakes delicious, and after hanging up the phone, Xiaofeng was suddenly very worried about whether Li Yazhen was safe or not to eat Luo Junhao's cooking, and when she thought of the questions Luo Junhao asked, Xiaofeng made sure that Luo Junhao's skills in dark cuisine were profound.
The communication with Luo Junhao failed, Xiaofeng called Li Yazhen, but he didn't expect that it was Luo Junhao who answered the phone, and also educated Xiaofeng and Li Yazhen on the grounds that pregnant women should avoid exposure to radiation, so the dialogue mode became Luo Junhao's message, and Xiaofeng was not interested in chatting anymore.
Xiaofeng thinks that her sister is more reliable, and she can always find the feeling of family when she calls Shuen, Shuen is very face-saving and answers the phone in seconds, Xiaofeng finally realized the feeling of chatting with her family, it is really comfortable and relaxed, but this ease is not cheap, and Shuen, who was recently blocked by Li Yazhen's economy, took away 2 million won from Xiaofeng.
Xiaofeng then called Liu Zaishi's family again, quarreled with Liu Zaishi, listened to her sister Luo Jingen's nagging for a while, and finally hung up the phone with satisfaction at Xiao Zhihao's kiss.
Xiaofeng hesitated and sent a text message to Taeyeon, although Xiaofeng knew that it was wishful thinking to do that before, and she didn't consider Taeyeon's feelings, but how to get along with Taeyeon Xiaofeng still has no good way, not to mention that there is now another Zheng Xiuyan who plays a little aimei from time to time.
Xiaofeng's text message to Taeyeon is to ask Taeyeon when he will arrive, whether he needs to pick up the airport, Taeyeon's text message replied quickly, the content above made Xiaofeng a little frightened, what the hell is kissing her husband, let alone now, even the sweetest Taeyeon has never used such a sensual title before, Xiaofeng instantly thought that it was definitely not Taeyeon who replied to the text message.
The culprit quickly admits his mistake, and Sunny Shoes helps reply to a text message while Taeyeon is away, but he didn't expect to be caught by Taeyeon, and it is impossible for Xiaofeng to talk to Taeyeon for a few words, and after educating Sunny, he will go on stage when he is young. (To be continued.) )