Chapter 20: The Nature of Love Is Selfishness (20/100)
After a busy day, Jien-chan finally returned to the company and could rest.
After Li Bowolf entered the lounge with Zhien-chan, he quietly stood at the door. As a bodyguard, no one is more competent than him. In fact, thanks to Li Bowolf, Zhien-chan was able to avoid harassment many times.
It's a pity that it's just a hired bodyguard, and it's impossible to protect yourself for the rest of your life. The only thing is to save yourself a few nightmares, and that's enough.
Zhien-chan found that his current ** seems to be very low. It's really low. It's like being deprived of a dream in an instant, and the days that used to be not salty and light are now actually delicious. But there are no more.
Jieun-chan doesn't feel pitiful, she just thinks she's ridiculous.
Eventually...... It's still hypocritical.
Leaving was a mistake and should not have been.
There are people who give everything, even their lives, for love. But what is love?
Zhien-chan really wants to make the relationship just like the knowledge taught by the teacher when he was a student, cold, without the slightest emotion.
In that case, love is nothing more than affection for something. It doesn't seem so uncomfortable and painful to talk about it.
Frankly speaking, love for different people, there are always different views, some have met, are being nourished by love, some have not met until death, just like this will be a lifetime, some have met but can only be said to have had it, and some believe in love, but do not believe that love will be their turn.
Some biologists believe that there is no such thing as love, but just a biological hoax concocted by nature, the purpose of which is to allow men and women to live together peacefully for a longer time, so as to ensure the reproduction of the race.
From a human point of view, love is very short-lived, and the ultimate destination is marriage, and marriage is the best way to eliminate love.
Zhi'en-chan concludes that love is definitely not a good thing!
Because after going through a lot, Zhi'en sauce slowly understood a profound and simple truth.
Love is a kind of **, a strong possessiveness, and this possessiveness has one of the biggest characteristics, that is, selfishness.
Human nature is selfish, and love is no exception, so love is that you possess each other, and the other party also possesses you, taking and giving to each other, and never getting tired of it.
Some people say that love is giving, but giving is useful?
Zhien-chan wants to laugh, pay like a terrorist, so Victoria can give him half a good face?
Giving is not necessarily rewarding. Sometimes, as long as you really fall in love with someone, your mind will become very simple, and some of the things you do and some of the things you say may not be very rational.
As the saying goes: what you can't get is always in turmoil, and what is favored has nothing to fear.
Anything that desires to have it, it blooms, and once it has it, it withers.
But the most terrible thing is not blooming and withering, but blooming after getting it, but withering.
Zhien-chan thinks of those pasts, and everyone she has met seems to be like this. She has tried to win back many people, but she has never been able to save anyone.
Zhien-chan has paid, but nothing is left.
And now, she felt like she was going to lose the terrorists, forever. It's a feeling of despair.
When she chooses to leave, Ji-eun-chan thinks that as long as the terrorists can be happy, then even if she is with Chong'a or Taeyeon, she will be happy and blessed.
But Jieun-chan knows that she is too naΓ―ve!
Love is a kind of **, a strong possessiveness. One of the greatest characteristics of love is selfishness!
In this world, there are probably few people who are willing to share their loved ones with others, and there is no one who only gives and does not desire to reciprocate.
The person you love will have a strong possessive desire, think that the other person is unique, and want to possess the other person for the rest of your life until you die of old age. Some still have delusional hopes that they will still possess it in the next life, even until eternal life. That's a bit too greedy.
But Zhien-chan just wants to be greedy now! she doesn't want to endure the sorrow anymore, she just wants to tell that person about her grievances, tell that person that she is sad, and then she doesn't have to do anything, waiting for that person to coax herself.
It would be great if it could be like that!
In love, any selfless language is a hypocritical lie.
Love is never allowed to be shared, and no one can tolerate the person they love and others to stay together, but they are by the side to pray for them.
Love is to possess the other person and be possessed by the other person. Love is a double chain of physical possession and a cage spirit, and both parties are willing to do this.
Love is about taking and giving to each other. It craves care, it craves warmth, it craves pampering, it craves being together. Longing to be communed, longing to never be separated. It needs to pay on the one hand, showing noble sentiments. On the other hand, there is an endless amount of demand.
Love is possession, love is taking, love is selfishness, love is torture, love is selfishness hidden behind the noble!
Jieun-chan regretted it, what she regretted was not that she left, because her departure was so that Wang Tae-ka could not be interfered with by Yoo Tae-ki, and Ji-eun-chan was afraid that Wang Tae-ka would be implicated by herself.
What Jieun-chan really regrets is that she shouldn't have chosen to be fulfilled. She doesn't want to be terrorists and anyone but herself!
Raising his head again, Zhien-chan looked at himself in the makeup mirror, and there were already two lines of tears on her beautiful face.
These tears are cold. Without feeling, it flowed down. By the time I realized it, I couldn't stop it.
Shouldn't tears be hot? How sad is it, how cold is the heart, so that the tears become cold?
When I was stunned, I remembered the phone. Jieun-chan looked at her phone and connected the phone.
"Hey, Mr. Li, what's wrong?"
"I have a very interesting piece of news. Li Chenglong on the other end of the phone said: "You must be very interested, it's about Wang Taika." β
Zhien-chan's heart tightened, but he still pretended to be cold: "Well, let's hear it." β
Li Chenglong said: "As far as I know, he went to the airport today, and he should have picked up people. β
"It's supposed to be a terrorist, his sister is here. Zhien-chan said, "I see." β
"Sister, are you sure that a little girl who looks younger than her and is dressed in youth and beauty is his sister?" Li Chenglong said with a smile: "Okay, I just think it's interesting to tell you." Since you don't care anymore, forget it. β
"Hmmm......"
Ji-eun-chan hung up the phone, touched up her makeup, and then stood up and walked out the door.
Li Bowolf at the door saw Zhien-chan come out and asked, "I want to send you home?"
Zhien-chan smiled lightly: "No, send someone to see God!"