Coming out of Xu Darong's office, Wang Taika sat back in his place, always feeling as if he had missed something.

No, one more thing!

Wang Taika thought about it, and suddenly realized that this time his psychological state seemed to be very stable, even if he was in a somewhat disturbed mood, he only made his speech a little more impulsive, and he didn't suddenly lose control of his bipolar disorder and do something terrible like before.

This illustrates...... Is your bipolar disorder really under control?

Wang Taika took out his mobile phone and prepared to call his psychiatrist, this matter is very important, and he must ask clearly.

After a short wait, the call was answered.

"Hello Dr. Bai, I'm Wang Taika, remember me?" Wang Taika asked.

"Well, over the years, I have met many patients who want to hit me, but you are the only one who really does it. So I remember you well. Moreover, Mr. Wang's bipolar disorder is very unique, and I am still waiting for feedback, even if I don't have this phone call, I will call it soon. There was laughter: "Is there any confusion about Mr. Wang?" But listening to the voice, it seems that he is in a good state of mind. ”

"Can you hear that?" said Wang Taika, surprised.

"Mr. Wang, I am a professional psychologist. ”

"Well, then I'm a little bit of a weird bother. Wang Taika thought for a while, briefly explained his mental activities when he was irritable just now, and asked: "I was really irritable at the time, but I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, at most I just said a dirty word." The main reason was that I was at that time, that change of mentality! It was very big! I felt like I had changed myself! Was this a good manifestation? Or was there some hidden danger?"

"What a big turn? Mr. Wang, describe it. The psychiatrist asked.

"That's it...... I was very afraid of a person before, I was afraid of death!" Wang Taika said while recalling: "I was really in front of her before, and I didn't dare to breathe. Let me start by saying that I either have any control in the hands of that person, or I ...... It's a bit ......."

"Like, right?" asked the psychiatrist.

"Well, it seems that there is such a thing...... Wang Taika said vaguely, "so it's quite something, you know." And then today I was all of a sudden, and I mean, I was strong! I ...... It's a very tough thing to do what I wanted to do but didn't dare to do! But I'm really a little strange, this kind of character is a bit like myself, but this is my choice when I'm sober. I think I'm a bit messy. Because this twist of character is too abrupt, I'm still me, but it's like a different person, this ...... Makes me panic a little, isn't that medicine ......"

"Did you take the medicine on time?"

"On time!...... Sometimes it's a little later, but it's eaten every day. Wang Taika said: "One pill at a time, never eat too much." I remember what you said. ”

"Well, that medicine is one pill a day, and you must not take too much. Unless you have experienced particularly major psychological ups and downs, you can take one more capsule in order to be stable. If you take more than one pill a day, you can't take two more pills again for at least the next month, and you can't take it consecutively. The bottom line is that two grains is a limit. Any more, and it's dangerous. This is what I reminded you when I first prescribed the medicine, and now I ask you again, you did take the medicine on time, and you didn't take too much or less, right?"

Wang Taika nodded: "Yes!"

"It's only been a few days since you left my clinic. The psychiatrist said: "In such a short period of time, the effect of the medicine is one of the reasons, but it will not be so obvious." How are you feeling lately?"

"Very good, all very happy. Wang Taika replied truthfully: "Only today is a little weird, I ...... All of a sudden, I felt that my whole thinking had changed, and that was the kind of ...... It's kind of like when I had a bipolar outbreak, but I was very sober. ”

"So you're suddenly stiff in front of someone who couldn't be tough before. Do you think you're mentally wrong?" the psychiatrist asked, "Because of this twist, you suspect that it was stimulated by drugs, not that you could actually do it, right?"

"A psychiatrist is a psychiatrist, and that's really amazing! I do have this concern. Wang Taika said, "Although I am very happy then, but ...... If it was because of the drugs, I couldn't maintain it, and I would still be beaten back to my original shape. ”

"Hahaha!" The psychiatrist smiled: "Then you can rest assured, this medicine only has the effect of stabilizing people's emotions, it is not a stimulating drug, and it will not stimulate any other mental problems." ”

"And you're still talking about that dangerous?" Wang Taika wondered.

"If you're irritable, this medicine can suppress your irritability. If you are depressed, this medicine can also stabilize you. But if you are a normal person, not irritable or depressed, and take this medicine, then the consequences are serious. The psychiatrist explained: "If the condition is aggravated, it is mild, and it is likely to make people crazy." ”

Wang Taika sweated silently, he didn't expect this medicine to be so powerful, but fortunately he was really sick, and it was not light, otherwise......

Of course, this consequence is just a guess, after all, there is no clinical reaction to this drug on people, after all, no one will even take their own medicine wrong. The psychiatrist smiled: "I reminded you about this medicine when you left, and now I remind you again, remember!"

Wang Taika was curious: "Doctor, that completely insane, will he still have his own consciousness?"

"Yes!" the psychiatrist smiled: "The so-called complete madness is the mental instability after drug stimulation, so from psychological stimulation to physiology." For example, if a person is in a state of orgasm 24 hours a day, the pleasure of sex will cause a person's morals and feelings to be neglected, and it is strange not to be crazy! Have you ever heard the story of that African dancing mouse?"

Wang Taika thought for a moment and said, "Is it that Africa was in a famine, there were many rats who came together and danced wildly until they died of exhaustion. In this way, a large number of rats died, so that the remaining rats could survive in the years of famine, and the number of rats would be balanced to that extent in the future. Isn't that it?"

"I didn't think you really knew. That's it. The psychiatrist replied, "Not just famine, but also if the rat population is overnumerous." Life and inheritance or something, let's not discuss it. What I'm talking about is that research has found that once there are too many rats in the local population, then some of the rats will automatically secrete some dopamine from their bodies that makes them extremely excited, causing them to dance excitedly until they die. ”

"Nature is really ......"

"I'm not talking about nature!" the psychiatrist emphasized, "I'm telling you about this medicine!"

Wang Taika replied, "I understand. But what the hell am I going on today?"

"Oh, don't worry. According to your description, since you are awake, it means that the drug is working very well, and you have been in a good state of mind recently, so the treatment effect is great. You may have been confused for a long time, and finally sobered up once, but you didn't get used to it. ”

"What do you mean?" Wang Taika was a little messy.

"What you will be afraid of before is your protective character, that is, the resistance that arises in order to protect yourself. I am not confident in anything, I resist everything, and I protect myself in this closed way. Including you told me before, working as a videographer in the field for so many years, not communicating with others, is also this kind of character. Because you are afraid, you are afraid, so you coax, you can only endure. And your true personality is wrapped up and rarely shown. That's what I said before, you're not a nervous split, you're just over-suppressed and your body automatically produces a defense mechanism, and your personality splits into two extremes, and you choose a closed personality between the two extremes to protect yourself, which also leads to the two personalities not being able to fuse. That's why there are recurrent episodes of bipolar disorder. ”

When Wang Taika heard this, he thought so.

"The human personality is like a labyrinth. Speaking of this, the psychiatrist suddenly smiled: "But congratulations, you have come out of this maze!"