Chapter 121: This Time, I'll Go First (86/100)

"Satisfied?" asked Wangtaika.

Song Cilantro was silent.

Wang Taika looked at Song Coriander, then stretched out his hand and pulled Song Coriander again, this time, Song Coriander did not refuse. And Mrs. Wang grabbed Song Coriander's hand and said, "Let me hold it for a while." ”

"Hmm. Song Coriander responded in a dull manner.

"Alas...... This section of the road, after walking for so long, since there is no hope, then change the direction. Actually, to be honest, the reason why I came to Korea was indeed because of you, I admit it. But in essence, it doesn't have much to do with you. In fact, I just suddenly felt one day that I didn't want to live the life I was supposed to live, I should go and live the life I wanted to live. So I thought about it at the time, I want to live a life that should have you. That's why I'm here. ”

Song Coriander wanted to say something, but was stopped by Wang Taika: "Let me finish, let me finish what I want to say." Some should be picked up, and some should be discarded. Because only when what should be ended will it begin. I've never dared to say anything I've ever had. After all, what I fear most about losing, has been lost. ”

"Actually, I really thought that I was no longer hypocritical, but now, these words still have to be said, even if I know that these words are so sensual and hypocritical, if I get up tomorrow morning and think about them, I will have goosebumps all over my body. But at this moment, I still have to say it, because if I don't say it now, I won't have the opportunity to say it in the future. ”

"Say it. Song Coriander responded, but her voice looked extremely tired.

"Is this the way you talk to the male god?" asked Wangtaka.

Song Coriander smiled, but the smile was reluctant: "I just hope you can understand that all Xu encounters in the world have their meaning." It is precisely because I have lost too much along the way that I will cherish what I have gained now. It is precisely because of these experiences that we can learn to precipitate, and we can no longer suffer from gains and losses, no longer be unreasonable, and no longer hypocritical. Some people meet, and there is a time to say goodbye, which may be the meaning of the encounter. I hope you go on better. ”

"So, the reason why we met was just for me to learn to precipitate, to become no longer vexatious, no longer hypocritical? This is the meaning of our meeting? But ......" Wang Taika laughed absurdly: "But I haven't gotten better! I'm still suffering from gains and losses, vexatious, and I'm still hypocritical! It's like being hospitalized, you haven't cured me, why drive me away?"

"Aren't you cheating? I'm just a metaphor!" Song Coriander said with a headache.

"Wait, you give me a quiet moment, I need to calm down now, I want to think about it, what should I say to salvage the awkward atmosphere. Wang Taika rubbed her temples.

Some questions really need to be sorted out, such as the relationship between Wang Taika and Song Coriander now, what is it?

Deliberately maintained relationships don't last. If people want to maintain a long-term and comfortable relationship, they rely on commonality and attraction, rather than oppression, bondage, blind giving, and moral self-touching.

So the atmosphere between Wang Taika and Song Cilantro is very strange, the two of them have no arguments, and they don't try to move each other with past memories, or threaten each other with any reason. On the contrary, the two of them are now as calm as ...... Solve a complex puzzle or a clueless mess together.

Wang Taika and Song Coriander did not quarrel, but chose a more civilized but cruel way, that is, to replace each other's ideas with their own ideas, so as to wrestle their wrists in their minds and separate this relationship from right and wrong.

This kind of thing still looks quite gentle on the surface, like a debate competition, where two people talk about their own ideas, and then go to conquer each other's ideas. But now the discussion is not about a debate topic, but about feelings.

For something else, it would be fair to discuss it like this. But for love, it's cruel. Because of a relationship, there is no standard that can be discussed.

Therefore, the most cruel way to deal with feelings is not a fierce quarrel between the two parties, but a calm discussion between the two parties. Because when both of them are calculating, this relationship will pass quickly, and in the end only a shell remains.

"Do you regret meeting me?" asked Wangtaka.

"To tell the truth?" Song Cilancai paused and said, "I regret it, although those memories are good, but if it weren't for me, you might not be as decadent as you are now." ”

"Well, very sincerely. Wang Taika nodded.

"Do you regret it?" Song Cilantro asked rhetorically.

"Regret it!" said Wangtaika, "It's really a great thing to know you and like you." But I regret that day, I confessed to you. Many times I wonder if I hadn't confessed at the beginning, but hid that love, would I be able to watch movies with you, drink, swear like ordinary friends, and then go back and forth like this for the rest of my life? ”

"Is there anything else you want to say?" Song Cilantro sighed: "I'm tired and want to go back." ”

"Well, I'll think about it...... Wang Taika thought for a while, and said seriously: "You have to take good care of yourself! Remember to drink on time, smoke more if you are uncomfortable, stay up late every day, remember to eat more supper, don't eat breakfast often, wear sandals in cold weather, play with your mobile phone more when you have nothing to do, and turn off the lights when you read the secretary." In the days when I am not here, if you can't sleep, you have to take more sleeping pills, I like to see you swallowing glass, it's very cute. If you are bored, you will burn your hair, you must use boiling water in the bath, and if you are sad, you will smoke marijuana, and everything will be fine. ”

Song Coriander was originally quite sad, but when she heard Wang Taika's words, she immediately laughed angrily and said, "Do you really want to die here and be happy? Don't you think that death is better than separation? I can satisfy you!"

"I know you hate me for being hypocritical, you see I've changed it now, and suddenly give you a reversal!

"Then what are you going to do next?" asked Song Coriander.

"I would have come home and sat on the couch in agony, my body curled up and tears pouring out of my eyes. Wang Taika replied.

"And now?" Song Coriander asked, looking at Wang Taika.

"Now?...... I don't want to think too much about it at all, just go and eat a hot pot. If you're still not happy after eating hot pot, then eat another meal. Two hot pot meals should solve 99% of the troubles in this world. Wang Taika replied: "If you don't have a hot pot, you can eat a barbecue buffet, or a barbecue on the street." But you have to put more chili peppers to taste enough! When you are tired, you can only sleep with your eyes closed. Sleep when you're sleepy, leave when you're tired!It's that simple!"

"You!" Song Coriander stiffened, a little at a loss. Although this is the ending she wants, when the dust settles, she can't bear it. And what she couldn't stand the most was Wang Taika's decadent answer. In the end, Song Coriander just said: "Okay! Sleep when you're sleepy, leave when you're tired! Makes sense, I'm tired, so I'm leaving, goodbye!"

"Wait a minute!" Wang Taika looked at Song Coriander, let go of the hands that were holding together, and then did not hesitate anymore, and walked directly past Song Coriander and walked away without looking back. In the distance, Wang Taika's voice was heard.

"This time, I'll go first......"