Chapter 269: The Fourth Man (1)
"He?" Wei Xiaoshan grasped the point, squeezed his eyebrows, and pretended to ponder.
"A friend of mine," Canghai said, "he made all the candy you eat." ”
So Wei Xiaoshan suddenly looked at Canghai with adoring eyes, and also adored: "Wow, your friend, it's so powerful...... "Infinite yearning." And he said, "Then don't you have a lot of sugar to eat?"
"Alas. Canghai sighed and covered his head. It was quiet for a long time. Raise your eyes and look directly at Wei Xiaoshan.
"Actually, I can understand your feelings. ”
"What's the mood?" Wei Xiaoshan didn't raise his head.
"I want to play tricks on people's feelings. ”
Wei Xiaoshan did not raise his head, and the click of pushing the candy in his mouth stopped suddenly.
Canghai said: "I obviously don't mean to hurt people in my heart, but I think it's very interesting to do this." Just because it's funny. But if you really say that it doesn't mean anything else, it doesn't seem to be. Hmm......" looked up to the sky and thought, and said: "It's as if the people in the whole world are ignoring you......"
Wei Xiaoshan raised his head sharply and opened his mouth with a dumbfounded eye.
"They always think that you are strong enough to take care of yourself and explain yourself, so they think that whatever they do will not affect you in the slightest. After a pause, he whispered, "That's just wishful thinking on their part." ”
sighed. "Because they think that they have already laid out a path for you in life, and you are already on this path, and no matter what happens, at least you will not run away from this road - and of course they will not allow it. In other words, your result must be the kind they arranged for it, so they can almost completely let go. ”
"But," Canghai pursed his lips in thought, and took a candy ball in his hand, "but you think you're still a child, at least not old enough to bear everything they want, and you think it's unfair." They also think that you are strong enough not to care about you with common sense, and they will make you think that you are outcast. Although you also know in your heart, they will still be nervous about you, out of genuine concern for you as a person. ”
"And so you grew up in such an environment. When you want a bamboo horse, they give you a living horse. Although you think it's good, you think even more that you're not at the time to ride the horse. It's because of their expectations, but also because of their ignorance, ignoring your thoughts, your abilities, your ability to bear. ”
After muttering to himself for a long time, he lowered his head and saw Wei Xiaoshan stammering, and he seemed to be excited and excited, and he was more likely to be grateful. I couldn't help but smile lightly. continued: "So you have really grown under their cultivation, and you want to realize your own survival value in your own way." At first, it was just a little trouble, but then the confidence was firm, the goal was clear, and he began to play tricks on people. ”
"Because you're wondering if you really have what they say you do, and if it's really possible for you to achieve as much as they want, and then add to that the ...... of self-abandonment, escapism, and loneliness."
lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly, "Actually, I grew up in a deformed environment and was somewhat abused. ”
Wei Xiaoshan was shocked for a long time. I didn't take my eyes off it for a long time. (To be continued......)