Chapter 885:

Chu Zheng's words made Chu's father speechless for a while. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

After a long time, he sighed: "Maybe it's because my mind is not enlightened enough! I can't do your understanding...... I'm just an ordinary person, and I can't understand your heroism...... I can respect and admire you, but I can't allow myself to follow your heights.

I am just an ordinary person, I want to think about raising a family, settling down, thinking about my wife and children, and the joy of a small family, and doing some things that ordinary people can do on weekdays, occasionally worrying about my children's studies, working hard for my children's tuition, and taking my wife and children out from time to time to live a more than moderate life.

I never thought about how to get rich and expensive, as long as I could eat and drink well, and have money and occasionally luxury...... You can think I'm selfish, and I admit that I, as a father, as a man, do have a little bit of no pursuit and no interest...... But this is the life I yearn for and hope for.

Isn't it good to be ordinary? Ordinary people also have the happiness of ordinary people! At least, I can enjoy the most ordinary and happiest family happiness! It's better than your own mother's bumpy half of her life, and now she is seventy or eighty! Aren't you tired? Aren't you tired!"

"Zi Fei Fish, the joy of knowing fish?" He Ling's cold voice came.

Father Chu smiled bitterly: "Yes! If a person drinks water, he knows that he is warm and cold! My honey is arsenic! I am the one who lives others." ”

Chu Zheng looked up at He Ling, who did not accept Father Chu's words, and then looked at Father Chu, who kept shaking his head silently, and said, "Our mother doesn't necessarily miss us, and she doesn't necessarily want to be so willing to run around...... In life, who doesn't want to live as they please?

It's just that, just like 'a gentleman does something, he doesn't do something', she must have a choice in the face of her beliefs...... When she chose great love and selflessness, she could only give up her small family and small love, even if she was tired and tired.

This is no longer how personal will can be done, just like us, soldiers take obedience to orders as their duty, when the task is issued, personal will can only be abandoned, for the country and home, in order to be worthy of our military uniform and the rank on our shoulders, all we can do is to swim against the current, even if it is not understood.

Of course, Dad, you don't understand, it doesn't matter, whether we are soldiers or secret workers like my mother, what we do is not that our Chinese people and Chinese people enjoy the peace and security of the country and the people, and in this spring land, can we confidently say our 'selfish' thoughts?

It's just that I ask you to think calmly and fairly, is the choice my mother made for herself? No, she is not a selfish person! She hurts you and lacks us only because she is so selfless!

So, you can complain about her, you can be dissatisfied with her, but please don't hate her! Compared with your mother's carefree and prosperous life in the past thirty or forty years, she is too bitter! Even if she takes the initiative to accept this kind of suffering, please don't say that about her. ”

Chu Zheng's tone of voice this time was extremely gentle, but Han Zihe beside him could hear it clearly, and the meaning of his words that could not be rejected was so firm!

Obviously, Father Chu also heard the strength in his young son's words, and couldn't help but nod and sighed: "Okay, I understand what you mean...... I'm not going to complain about your mom anymore...... The reason for the matter is actually pretty much already said, so I'll speed up and tell you everything next. As for the merits of the matter, you can judge for yourselves! whatever attitude you decide to adopt towards us after thinking about it, it is up to you...... Again, I and your current mother have a clear conscience. ”

After saying this, Father Chu paused, and said: "I said before, because of my dissatisfaction with your biological mother's attitude, I impulsively put forward some excessive conditions...... To my surprise, she hesitated a little and agreed. For this reason, in my surprising anger, we both parted unhappily. And that was the last time we saw each other.

When I calmed down a bit, I looked for her again, but I couldn't find her anymore...... I have to say that the work efficiency of Guo'an is indeed too fast, and on the day I found out that I couldn't find her, the photo on the ID card of 'Luo Yao' has been replaced with a photo of your current mother, Luo Ying...... And Luo Ying, if you want to check, you can only find out that she went abroad to work, and no matter how much she has, there is no side.

Not only can I not find your biological mother, but I can't even contact the leader of the national security and operations team who contacted me before...... Only occasionally a clerk from your biological mother's former work unit will come to us and arrange a job for us.

In this way, we can only passively accept to change jobs, move from that city, and change careers.

That is, after Chu Zheng and Chu Yao's first birthday, we were taken by them to the hometown you know now, and settled there...... I also stepped down from my position as a university lecturer to work at the local IRS, and your mother, I mean the current mother, she replaced 'Luo Yao', received a job transfer letter, and was transferred from the state security to the local state unit as the deputy director of the women's office.

In fact, after moving to our current hometown, I have not stopped contacting your biological mother leaders...... It wasn't until later, when her leader met with me and sternly warned me that what I was doing would bring danger to her, that I gradually stopped thinking about it.

And the last information I know is that your biological mother should have taken advantage of her role in a mission from a long time ago, and took advantage of her lack of exposure to break into an organization...... And her Luo, surnamed Wai, is a member of the organization.

All along, I didn't know if she was still alive, because, with just this bit of information, I, a layman, could smell the hardships involved...... said that she didn't reveal her role, but what if people already knew? Isn't she fighting with her own life!

It's a pity, no matter how worried I am, no matter how scared I am, it won't help, after her leader saw me that time, she completely wiped out the connection with me, and I couldn't contact anyone.

And I calmed down and realized that if I want the four of you brothers to enjoy a simple childhood life, the only thing I can do is to acquiesce to the setting that my wife has been replaced, and I must think that she is her from the heart, Luo Yao has not changed, your current mother is your biological mother, my original wife.

Only in this way can I keep you out of danger and our family can return to normal life. ”

"Then, you will be at ease, using this self-comfort, comfort, and method to bring us who know nothing, to live happily and happily?" He Ling looked at Father Chu, unacceptable.

"Otherwise?" Father Chu looked at her and asked rhetorically, "What can I do?"

"At least there's no need to fake it, right?" He Ling stretched out his hand and pointed at Chu Huan and asked, "She doesn't have to be born, doesn't she?"

"Your mother, on the one hand, agrees with me to take her place, on the one hand, because she knows who I am and your father, and knows that we will treat you well and love you, and on the other hand, because I am related to you by blood, I am your cousin, and I will treat you better than others...... However, the main reason is that she knows that I can't give birth to children, and she thinks that I am more suitable to take care of the four of you, and I am more able to give all my energy and motherly love to you and give you for her. Chu Mu said.

In this regard, He Ling Hui sneered: "What do you want to explain by saying this? It means that our mother approved you to really do the fake show?"

"It's not about approving or not!" Chu Mu Zhengse said, "I know that what I'm going to say next is not very good, and you are likely to be disgusted, but I have to tell you...... My identity and status in this family has nothing to do with whether she approves it or not! Let's put it this way, from the moment she asked me to replace her, from the moment she gave up her identity, she had no right to beak me!

Of course, if I am not good enough for you and do not fulfill my responsibilities to you, of course she can settle accounts with me, because this is what we agreed on, and I must do what I agreed...... But am I not good enough for you?

Yes! In recent years, I have indeed been biased towards Chu Huan! However, you pat your conscience and say, when did I start to be exceptionally good to her? It was only after the youngest Chu Zheng turned eighteen years old! What about before? I paid all my attention to you before! I have done the best I can to be responsible for you.

I have done what she agreed with me as agreed, and I have a clear conscience! Why didn't your biological mother approve of it? Why should I be weak-minded? Of course! She was ahead of me from the first to the last! But it wasn't until long after she gave up her identity that I really became your father's wife! I didn't do anything to be sorry for your biological mother before! All this was what she asked!

Judging from the time you spent in this house, your biological mother has lived with your father for more than ten years, lived with Chu Gang for more than nine years, lived with Chu Zhu for more than six years, and got along with Chu Zheng and Chu Yao for less than a year...... And me?

I have lived with your father for nearly 40 years! Chu Gang, Chu Zhu, and even Chu Zheng have been with you for nearly 40 years, and I have not participated in any stage when you go to school, study, work, start a family, marry a wife, and have children?

"I'll just say a word, did my mother tell you, told you bluntly, let you and him be a real husband and wife, is there any!" He Ling held on to this sentence, and asked Chu Mu to give a clear explanation of what he said, "If there is really one, you can say it, okay, from now on, I will never ask you again!"

"Ha!" Chu Mu was stunned by the question, and then shook her head helplessly and laughed, "Chu Yao, you are not a little girl, are you? You are also the mother of a seven or eight-year-old child! Don't you think this kind of question is ridiculous?...... Get along day and night, be husband and wife in front of people, raise four children together, and show affection in front of the children, so as to give you a healthy growth environment...... In the long run, I said we don't have feelings, do you believe it?"

"So, speaking of which, the essence is still betrayal!" He Ling got into the horns of the bull, saying that he couldn't accept their words.

"If you have to think so, I have nothing to say!" Chu Mu sneered, "I can't change your deep-seated prejudice, whatever you think!"

"Chu Gang, Chu Zhu! Chu Zheng...... Chu Yao, the truth we know is basically so much...... Again, what we can do is to tell you the ins and outs of the past, and as for what you think and how we treat us, we can only go with the flow. ”

Father Chu slowly raised his head after his wife's words were said for a long time, his eyes slid from the eldest son and second son one by one, and then turned to Chu Zheng, and finally, his eyes flashed with struggle, barely mustered up his courage, and looked directly at the eldest daughter, with a little twilight in his voice, a little helpless, and a little sad: "It's just that I have to tell you that I am with your current mother, in fact, after Chu Zheng and Chu Yao were three years old, after they went to kindergarten, the two of us decided to really be together." ”

"Are we stupid? Did you hear what she said just now? She said she's not pregnant!" Hearing what Father Chu just said, He Ling burst out laughing, "Are you coaxing us when we are all illogical children, or do you think we don't remember sex well? Or are you a good medicine for infertility?"

Don't stare at me, I'm telling the truth! She's pregnant right away from you, isn't she?

Eldest brother, second brother, third brother, Chu Huan is four years younger than me, isn't she?

That is to say, when we were in kindergarten, she was pregnant with Chu Huan, so she was four years younger than me before she made sense!

That's the problem, it means you're together, and you're going to get pregnant in a few days!

"You bastard!" Father Chu's old face turned red when he was asked by the eldest daughter's words, and he couldn't hold it on his face, slapped the table, and became angry, "Is this your attitude towards your biological father? You talk to your elders like this? Just say that, don't say that you said it to me, even if you say it, you shouldn't say it! You, are you still a civilized and cultural person?!"

"I'm not! If I were, I would be able to accept what you say! However, I can't do what you cultural people do! At least I can't do the practice of erasing me in order to favor Chu Huan!" He Ling was not afraid of Chu's father's annoyance, but sneered and answered without hurry.

"I've told you, we really don't know about you! At most, I thought that your biological mother really missed you too much, and she was looking for this opportunity to take you away and talk about lovesickness! I, I also received a hint from a doctor, so I gave them the opportunity to let them take you away! I, I saw with my own eyes that the doctor showed me the national security certificate, and he also showed me all the tokens of your biological mother, so I would do that!" Father Chu pounded the sofa with a headache and said excitedly, "I also agreed after an ideological struggle!" I—I thought she had completed her mission and returned home, that's why she did that!"

"If it's really my mother's return to China, can she not see you? Why didn't she tell you personally to pick me up?" He Ling still sneered, "Say a thousand, say ten thousand, you just think it's not good to deal with and punish Chu Huan, so you want to send me away and simply solve the trouble, so when you receive this kind of information, you will be happy to agree to someone's request!"

"You!" Father Chu was so angry by what she said, he lifted it hard in one breath, and immediately coughed violently, "Cough, cough!"

"Okay!" Chu Zheng saw that He Ling was going to say more, and shouted loudly.

When Father Chu's cough calmed down and the room was quiet again, he whispered, "I think, the information I have gotten ...... I should be able to explain what that was going on. ”

(To be continued.) )