0187 Redemption or Deliverance?

There are many things in the world, and they must be seen at a certain age and with a certain amount of wisdom.

For example, those rainy days that are not meant to be rain, the kind of light that is not sunshine.

But Xu Xiangsi was drunk and sorrowful, and he couldn't stop for a while.

I hope that everything is you, but the wind and rain are not the same boat.

Chen Wan'an drank the red wine poured by Lao Yu for himself, although it was sour, but it was also spicy.

Lao Yu is actually a talker.

Only when you have deep contact and drink will you tell many stories in your heart.

Chen Goodnight's wine is very good, Lao Yu is the kind of person who likes to talk when he drinks too much, and Lin Qingchen is the kind of person who gets more and more excited when he drinks wine!

So basically, after eating this meal for a long time, Lin Qingchen continued to drink with a cup, and the old fish took Chen Wanan's hand and said non-stop, Chen Wan'an's ability was to nod frequently.

Of course, it was also because of this special meal that Chen Wan'an got to know Lao Yu.

It stands to reason that Lao Yu is elegant and has a unique temperament, likes life, likes to raise dogs, likes to collect red wine, likes to make friends with strangers, and must be a sunny and warm and caring man.

And today, I saw that the old fish was still cooking a good dish, and the dishes on this table were all from the hands of the old fish.

Normally, such a man must be very stylish, and he likes girls!

But I have lived here for two days, and I haven't seen Lao Yu's family, a man in his forties should be accompanied by his wife and children, but he is the only one here in Lao Yu, and of course there is a Su Mu dog named Prince.

That's something very wrong.

Chen Wan'an picked up a piece of mutton in a basin and put it in his mouth, this is the most favorite dish Chen Wan'an has eaten today, both the taste and the spicy degree are very suitable for Chen Wan'an.

"Brother Yu, I have a presumptuous question to ask you, why haven't you seen your family all this time?" Chen Wan'an raised his wine glass and bumped into Lao Yu.

"My parents at my age are the kind of people who are old, in poor health, and don't like to go far away in their hometown, and I also have a younger sister who also lives in my hometown, and it doesn't cost much to build a big house in my hometown, so my sister's family also takes care of my parents together. Lao Yu said with a smile.

"I mean ......" Chen Wan'an was a little embarrassed, he believed that it was impossible for Lao Yu not to hear that he was asking about his wife and children, judging from the contact in the past two days, this Lao Yu was obviously in a vacant state of love life!

But obviously Lao Yu didn't answer positively, and Chen Wan'an didn't say much.

Lin Qingchen on the other side asked directly: "What does he mean Brother Yu, what about your wife? What about the children! Why are you not with you, isn't it the time for you to enjoy happiness with your wife and children at your age?"

After Lin Qingchen finished speaking, he turned his head and winked at Chen Wan'an.

Chen Wan'an sighed, sure enough, don't mess with Lin Qingchen, who has drunk wine!

The old fish smiled awkwardly, leaned back on the back of the chair, and gently leaned back and shook the red wine glass.

"I ...... Born cold, he hates the world, and wishes there was only ...... left in his life Fengyue ......," the old fish said slowly.

After a pause, Lao Yu continued: "But now...... I don't know that from that day on, I also want to have someone who can watch this world together...... But there is only one dog as a companion......"

After Lao Yu finished speaking, he looked at Lin Qingchen and Chen Wan'an on the opposite side and smiled.

Basically, this passage also gave Chen Wan'an an an idea of Lao Yu.

Chen Wan'an nodded, I don't know if Lao Yu has any regrets in his life, no!

Didn't I say it just now, I don't know what day it started, and I also hope that there is a person who can see the scenery of the world together, but it's a pity that when I was young, I was only accompanied by the wind and snow, so I was lonely for half a life!

Chen Wan'an sighed, Lao Yu's experience is really sad, he just can't help, otherwise he will introduce him to a person who fits his soul!

After all, Chen Goodnight is experienced in this kind of thing, didn't Shen Liuyun and Ye Suifeng introduce them to Yihao last time!

Chen Wan'an also secretly said that why does he like to pull the line more and more with the media?

The people I met along the way, and most of the people I could talk to were men and women who had seen the loneliness of the world's souls, could it be that helping them get together could be regarded as a chance to warm each other?

It's a pity that the female friends I still know are Bao'er Mei, Qiushui Girl and Xinduqiao's mother-in-law!

There shouldn't be anything suitable for old fish, right?

Lao Yu may be able to play with Iron Man at this age......

Chen Wan'an played Xiao Jiujiu in his heart, and Lin Qingchen on the other side picked up the wine glass and had a drink with Lao Yu!

"Brother Yu, what is the reason for you to have such thoughts, look at what you said when you were young, you had to be a prodigal son who was merciful!" Lin Qingchen said with a smile.

"That's true, when I was your age, the millennium had just passed, and it was a very primitive and simple state all over the country and even around the world, and people were not so commercialized at that time, and the girls didn't need a house or a car ticket, they didn't need any aces of spades in a bar, they didn't need too much material...... As long as I hold the guitar and stroke my long hair, play a song and sing a song like a tide, I can sleep for several ......," Lao Yu laughed and wrote.

"At that time, the girls were obsessed with talent, you stood on the stage beating drums, playing rock, I don't know how many girls lined up below to get to know you, although poor, but just charming, I also like that feeling......" Lao Yu touched Su Mu's dog head and said.

"Now...... When you are old and can't play anymore, find such a clean place, live a quiet life, meet more new friends, and find the true feelings that were once missing!"

Lin Qingchen nodded and said: "I understand this feeling, that's what he told me, as for being with strangers, he will release his true temperament without scruples, because he will not be afraid to change his world, meet today, separate tomorrow, and may not see each other again in this life, so be fearless, but can experience true happiness!"

Lin Qingchen pointed to Chen Wan'an, who lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.

Lao Yu's eyes lit up, obviously agreeing with this remark.

"I really envy that you can understand such a transparent truth at such a young age, and even more envy that you can meet the right person and say the right thing to you when you are so young! I just understand late, I realize late, when I was young, I thought that a person is the best, anyway, there is no shortage of girls, there is no lack of love, some of my friends have been married, bought a house, bought a car, deposited a bride price, and so on, and spent millions! I just thought, with all this money, I change hotels and girls every day...... I can't even spend it until I'm seventy...... But I didn't expect that when I was less than forty, I would be tired, my heart would die, and I would no longer have that passion......"

After a pause, Lao Yu continued: "How to say it, when I was young, I encountered a wall, although I was fine, but my youth was gone......"

Chen Wan'an raised his head at this time, looked at Lao Yu and said with a smile: "Brother Yu was very professional in liaring to girls when he was young!"

The old fish smiled awkwardly.

"There are also some young people like Brother Yu, but now they have a special name, and they don't know PUA...... Have you heard of it!" Chen Wan'an asked.

Lin Qingchen shook his head on the side, but Lao Yu's lips moved and he didn't say anything.

"PUA, the full name is Pick-up Artist, at best it is called a pick-up artist, at worst it is to constantly improve yourself, enhance your charm, conquer the soul and body of the opposite sex, and make the other party fascinated and dedicated...... Chen Wan'an said with a smile.

After a pause, Chen Wan'an looked at Lao Yu's eyes and continued to say slowly: "In fact, PUA is not only for boys, but also for many girls now, at least when they were young, they liked this feeling and even fell into it and couldn't extricate themselves, they won't feel the real love of men and women, they don't pay for pure and meaningful feelings, it's all about conquering the opposite sex and generating psychological pleasure and self-worth improvement!" But I think it looks good and powerful, but the consequences in the future are unbearable. ”

Seeing Lin Qingchen listening to what he said curiously, and the old fish seemed to have some special meaning in his eyes.

Chen Wan'an sighed and continued: "Such a thing will only hurt a large number of people of the opposite sex and make the other party and yourself suffer. ”

Lin Qingchen was stunned: "What is the pain of myself, it's not a lot of fun, no matter what the opposite sex can take, I have experienced so many rich feelings... I must be strong in my feelings, so what's the pain?"

Chen Wan'an waved his hand, glanced at Lao Yu, and continued: " Pain is inevitable, it is precisely because of too much experience, these people are not the kind of heartfelt expression of feelings, every relationship is mixed with processes and techniques and to conquer for the sake of conquest, with the growth of time, age, the growth of the number, these people will be disgusted with feelings, disgusted with the opposite sex, and even disgusted with life, disgusted with themselves, after all, no one knows what the future of their own will be, when they are really old, want a sincere feeling as a companion, but find that it is not that they can't meet the right person, but they no longer have a sincere heart to face, so they have become real victims!”

After Chen Wan'an finished speaking, he saw that Lao Yu seemed to have some distraction in his eyes, and Chen Wan'an continued: "After all, those people you have hurt can slowly heal their hearts over time, and they will regain confidence when they encounter new feelings again, because the other party has experienced this kind of thing once, and the person concerned has experienced it ten, twenty, or even hundreds of times, who will smooth out the scars in his heart? How long will it take him to come out, so that he can not dislike feelings and dislike himself?"

"You must know that when a thing happens, whether it is the victim or the perpetrator, they all experience it together, and they all have an impact on the heart, which is something that is left behind and cannot be erased, and it is getting deeper and deeper with time! Everything is two-sided, the murderer of the serial murder case kills many people, and the heart must be dark and makes everyone afraid, the victim may be lucky not to die, or may be relieved with time, but the murderer cannot look directly at himself!" Chen Wan'an continued.

Lin Qingchen nodded thoughtfully and said: "In other words, everyone is hurting each other and hurting themselves, and they will always find it back in the end, Chen Wan, how do you know everything? Have you also been a scumbag?"

Lin Qingchen looked at Chen Wan'an, and Chen Wan'an looked at Lao Yu.

So Lin Qingchen looked at Lao Yu with Chen Wan'an's gaze......

"Uh...... Brother Yu ...... "Lin Qingchen seems to have figured out something, and he has figured out something...... It's a little embarrassing.

"Oh...... It's okay, goodnight brother is right, I'm ...... Maybe he was such a person...... But I didn't have that term at that time, so I did something pretty much the same, maybe young people are more professional nowadays...... I regret myself, my heart and emotions are very empty now, as if there is a bottomless pit that cannot be filled, so I dare not accept a new life, nor dare I dare to face people who like me, this may be the karma and punishment that the old people say......" The old fish shook his head helplessly, and drank the wine in the cup in one gulp.

Chen Wan'an also sighed, just now I was thinking about whether to introduce a friend I knew to Lao Yu, but now it seems that neither Qiushui girl nor Bao'er sister can't...... Mother-in-law deserves respect, let alone can't.

Besides, the autumn water girl belongs to the kind of person who has read the world, and she may not be attracted by the old fish!

In Chen Wan'an's opinion, Qiushui Girl is even more sultry and charming than many female accosting artists!

Therefore, things that hurt each other do not dare to look directly......

As for Bao Ermei, she should be wandering around painting with that performance artist Wan Ye! I went to Zhangjiajie some time ago, and I don't know where I am now!

I don't know what happened to these two people!

It seems that he really can't help the old fish.

"Okay, Brother Yu, don't be sad, everyone has done the wrong thing, and they are all suppressed in their hearts, at least there are few people like you who can still say it, although you can't get forgiveness from others, but you still have the opportunity to redeem yourself!" Chen Wan'an sighed and said.

The old fish shook his head gently.

"It's useless, I can only open a homestay here now, contact more strangers on weekdays, and provide more help to everyone, so that I can feel the kindness and sincere gratitude from others, this is the only place I can comfort!" said Lao Yu as he poured wine gently.

Lin Qingchen stopped talking, he was a little drunk just now, he didn't understand what was going on, but now he understands it and has figured it out...... It turned out that Chen Wan'an said a lot about the old fish in the past.

And the old fish is the future of those PUAs now!

Looking at the state of the old fish, Lin Qingchen didn't know what to say, and looked at Chen Wan'an lightly and didn't speak.

Chen Wan'an was stunned for a moment, and secretly said What do you see me doing, can I give him a loving hug on behalf of the girls!

"Brother Yu, I actually have an idea, do you want to listen to it!" Chen Wan'an pondered for a moment and said.

Chen Wan'an glanced at Lin Qingchen, looked at Lao Yu and smiled.

"Actually, I can try this method I thought, maybe there will be an unexpected gain!" Chen Wan'an got up and sat next to Lao Yu, and then took out his mobile phone.