The moment I took off in the air, I had a moment of regret, I still wanted to live.

I've lived for thirty-two years, and I've lived by the rules.

Before I got married, I worked hard to earn money for the sake of my family.

After I got married, I worked hard to earn money to support my family for the sake of a small family.

But I never thought about it for myself.

Even if it's for a moment to truly live for yourself?

I'm just used to treating myself badly and perfecting others.

As I jumped out of the balcony and free-fall, I suddenly felt like I was letting go again.

Let go of all the things that were pressed on my heart before.

Whether it's a green hat, helping someone else raise a child, or an abusive family relationship.

Anyway, I'll say goodbye the next moment.

At this moment, it has never been easier.

It turns out that it is so easy to let go of everything.

No worries.

It's time for this fucking life to end!

I closed my eyes in contentment and opened my arms for the onslaught.

"Jiang Wenshan!"

"Son!"

"Brother!"

"Wenshan!"

Four exclamations came from upstairs and downstairs in unison.

However, I was ready to die.

The bonds of this world have nothing to do with me.

"Whoa, rub click. ”

I felt something block my back and slide down again.

The touch of leaves hit my face.

The cold rain sprinkled on me.

"Bang!"

I fell hard in the green area downstairs.

Severe pain spreads from the tail vertebrae throughout the body.

Suddenly, there was a feeling of paralysis all over my body, and many shiny pockmarks appeared in front of my eyes.

The pockmarks grew more and more until my entire vision was filled and I was plunged into darkness before my eyes.

"Jiang Wenshan!"

In the only consciousness, a woman's crying voice came from not far away.

I'm supposed to be dying soon, though.

It's okay, if I'm dead, no woman can hurt me.

The feeling of drowsiness made me feel less and less of the terrible pain in my body.

Just as my consciousness was about to fall into a dead silence, I suddenly felt a rapid fall.

"Smack!"

I landed in the middle of an endless water.

There is nothing around but the boundless clear water.

Overhead, there was no blue sky and white clouds, but an ethereal black.

The water ripples beneath your feet, and the surroundings gradually become brighter.

The surrounding scene began to take shape, gradually revealing a four-walled earthen bedroom.

White mosquito nets, straw spread on wooden beds.

On a simple mat lay a woman with a pained face.

The woman cried out in pain, and the midwife washed her hands of blood in the basin of water, her face solemn, and the sweat particles oozed from her forehead.

The man standing outside the door was stamping his feet back and forth, and a four-year-old child was peeking at the door frame.

It was the last time I saw my mom and the first time I saw my brother.

This day is a difficult birth day of life for life.

I seem to suddenly understand why my father has favored his younger brother since he was a child, and he will give him everything good.

My father and my mother used to have a very good relationship, otherwise, they wouldn't have guarded our brothers for so many years.

The elder brother is a child that his mother exchanged for his life.

In his father's eyes, all his emotional sustenance fell on his brother.

Naturally, any benefits are enjoyed by the elder brother for the first time.

A cry echoed throughout the bedroom, and the man's face showed joy, and the child jumped up.

The midwife placed the baby in the swaddling clothes, and the man and child rushed in.

The man was overjoyed when he held the baby, but he didn't realize that the woman lying on the mat was out of breath.

By the time everyone found out, the woman had already left with a smile.

The corners of my eyes are still moist, and this is a shadow that I will never erase for the rest of my life.

Dead man, that was my first contact.

Everything around them began to dissipate into stars, and another picture appeared.

It is said that when a person dies, memories will appear in people's minds like movie clips.

But why am I immersed in the scene, and I still have a common emotion?

This scene was the first time I was whipped by my dad.

I was seven years old and my brother was three.

Because my brother broke a bowl and cut his finger, my father thought that I was not optimistic about my brother, and broke one of the only four bowls in the house.

So I was so angry that I unleashed my belt and taught me a hard lesson.

I cried helplessly, feeling extremely aggrieved.

The first time, I stood on the edge of the river and wanted to jump off and finish myself.

Later, my brother and my father came in time and fished me up.

After that, my father treated me a little better.

But it is still indispensable to be criticized and scolded, but every time I untie my belt, I will endure it.

The scene around me changed again, and I came to my middle school entrance exam.

Outside the still humble earthen room, my father smiled at me for the first time.

He looked at the report card in his hand and nodded at me again and again, this should be the happiest scene in my growing up.

I went to the best high school in the city, and after that, my brother's extracurricular tutoring was all wrapped up in me.

Unfortunately, my brother has been spoiled since he was a child, and he has no intention of studying at all.

Even if there is a scholar brother, he is still a dou who can't be helped.

Because my brother couldn't study, my father blamed me for not caring for tutoring, which caused me to be depressed for a while.

Coupled with the rebellious mentality of my teenage years, my studies also plummeted.

During the college entrance examination, I was barely admitted to an undergraduate.

But in the eyes of my father, who has no culture, it can be regarded as a gratifying thing.

After all, college students in that era were still in demand.

But the family has long emptied the family funds for the two children to go to school.

My dad gritted his teeth and decided to send me to college first.

After all, my brother is like that, and it is hopeless to expect him to be admitted to college.

Because I went to university, my brother's reading resources naturally became scarce.

Fortunately, I worked and studied in college for four years, and I didn't ask for a penny from my family.

After graduating, I sent my brother to a junior college.

The surrounding scene changed again.

This time was a critical period for me to start my business, and it was also the day of my car accident.

In the evening, on the quiet and deserted suburban road, I rode Fang Shibin to borrow my motorcycle to the customer's house to sign the contract.

At a turn, I'm ready to turn right down the road.

Suddenly, a small car went on a rampage and came out of my right.

I braked suddenly, turned the front of the car, and the car that rushed out also braked and slammed the steering wheel.

But we're too fast.

Although the car was treated urgently, there was obviously no sign of braking on my side, and I was horrified that a car accident was inevitable.

I crashed into the headlight on the right side of the car, and the whole person flew straight out.

Although the car slowed down a lot due to the impact, it still rolled over and crashed into the wall of the abandoned factory next to it.

I hit the ground hard, my helmet cracked on my head, and the feeling of vertigo quickly sent me into a coma.

The car not far away was already leaking oil.

I watched this scene with a heartfelt feeling, it turned out that I had been hit so badly.

It was all providence to survive later!

However, that motorcycle was newly bought by Fang Shibin, how could there be a problem of ineffective brakes?

After a while, I saw me crawl up again, unconscious.

Staggered to the car.

Pulling open the tattered car door, a woman covered in blood and falling into a coma stood upside down.

I unfastened her seatbelt and finally pulled her out with all my might.

Gasoline was leaking all over the floor, smoke was coming out of the hood that had flipped over, and the car was about to explode.

I didn't have time to see what this woman looked like, so I immediately dragged her to the abandoned factory next to her.

Almost the moment we entered the fence.

"Boom!"

The car really exploded!

The hot heat burned my butt, and it's no wonder I still have a burn scar on my butt to this day.

Drag the woman to the corner and put it away, it was already dark.

I searched for my phone and found it shattered where I had fallen.

The woman's phone was also not found on her.

In this suburb, and all around this road are abandoned factories, you can't see a single hair, how can you save yourself?

The woman in front of her was bleeding nonstop, and if she was not sent to the hospital in time, she was afraid that she would die.

Blood smeared her face, her messy hair was stuck to her face, and the gradually darkening environment really looked like a female ghost.

I'm so anxious that I can't start a business and haven't succeeded, so I'll have a life on my back!

I didn't care about the wound on my head, so I took off my clothes and dipped some water in the water next to me and wiped her face briefly.

At the time, I might have thought that this woman was pretty good-looking.

But when I see that face now, I can't help but be shocked!

The woman with a bloody face is not Qin Zhenzhen!