Chapter 148: Xiao Yan's thoughts

Xiao Yan didn't let the two bodyguards follow this time, and took me into the red car that drove over this time.

I twitched the corners of my mouth.

Because this red car is too sassy, even if it hasn't been turned on yet, it has already attracted the attention of a large number of people.

Pedestrians kept looking at us, and I looked away in embarrassment.

I really don't like the feeling of being watched.

At this moment, Xiao Yan pushed my shoulder excitedly, and then said,

"You put on your seat belt first, and I'll take you to a good place that will definitely make you happy like a fairy!"

"Where?" I asked, confused.

"You put on your seatbelts first, and you'll know what the hell it is when I get there!"

Xiao Yan didn't tell me the truth, but said vaguely, "If you slow down a little longer, I don't care if you're wearing a seatbelt or not!"

This teenage girl can definitely do such a thing.

So I hurriedly fastened my seatbelt.

But in the next second, the car suddenly drove forward violently, and I was unsuspecting and almost hit something in front of me.

Xiao Yan laughed twice, holding the steering wheel with one hand, and suddenly began to wave the other hand upward, shouting loudly, "Woohoo-"

Her voice was loud, and the car was good enough to attract attention, and after a while, the owners of the cars next to her couldn't help but look at us.

I suddenly felt a bit of a headache.

A little girl like this will never listen to me no matter what I say.

So I didn't stop it, I just closed my eyes.

Out of sight, out of mind.

After a long time, the car came to a sudden stop.

Because of inertia, I couldn't help but lean forward hard, and then I opened my eyes.

At this time, I noticed that the place where Xiao Yan brought me was actually a cemetery.

I was stunned for two seconds.

She smiled at me, got out of the car, opened the trunk, and took out two bouquets of flowers from the trunk.

"Let's go, take you to meet my parents. ”

I could see that Xiao Yan's smile was full of reluctance, but I didn't ask any questions, just got out of the car and followed her.

She led me into the depths of the cemetery.

Just as he walked to two of the tombstones, Xiao Yan stopped.

She stopped, placed the flower in the middle of the tombstone, and knelt down.

I didn't speak, I didn't move, I just stood silently.

Xiao Yan seemed to be crying, her shoulders trembled slightly, and a sound similar to a whimper came out of her throat.

Maybe it was because her emotions were becoming more and more uncontrollable, so Xiao Sheng's crying didn't seem to satisfy Xiao Yan, and after a while, she suddenly burst into tears.

In the empty cemetery, all I could hear was Xiao Yan's cry.

After crying for about half an hour, Xiao Yan's mood seemed to gradually stabilize.

She reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then muttered,

"Dad, Mom, I'm here again, my uncle is very good to me, and my grandfather is also very good to me, so you can rest assured that you are underground, I am very happy now, even if I don't have you around, I am not bullied,

There is also a big brother by my side, this big brother is also very good to me, at least the big brother is by my side, I am not so lonely, even if I am bullied, I am not afraid, I know you must be listening to me, right?"

Xiao Yan wiped away his tears again as he spoke, and then changed his kneeling posture to the author.

Her knees were all shrunk together, her hands around her knees, and her whole body seemed to be a little thin.

She continued, "Dad, Mom, Grandpa said that you sacrificed because of the mission, you sacrificed for Huaxia, I want to be proud of you, but I am really lonely,

When I was young, other children had parents and I didn't have them, and everyone laughed at me and said that I didn't have parents and only grandfathers, but at that time I would fight with them and say that I had parents and parents, but my parents were not by my side for the time being.

But the more I grew up, the more I realized that what they said was true, you just weren't there, even if grandpa said that you had been with me in the invisible corner, but until now,

I've never seen you, I've never heard anything from you, even the slightest movement, so why don't you ever imagine you?"

The more Xiao Yan spoke, the more aggrieved he felt, and in the end, even his tone seemed a little hollow.

I'm still silent, but in fact, a little bit has changed about the little girl.

In the past, I only thought that this little girl was willful and ignorant, but now it seems that this little girl is just using willfulness to cover up the pain in her heart, and using willfulness to form a protective armor.

I know better than anyone that everyone used to say that my parents were murderers, that everyone excluded me and looked down on me.

But I know better that Xiao Yan at this time does not need my comfort.

She just wanted to find a place to talk to, and she just needed someone to be by her side.

So I just need to stand quietly on the sidelines.

As the minutes passed, the sun gradually set,

Xiao Yan's voice was already hoarse.

She seemed to feel a little tired and couldn't help but be in a trance, and just as she was about to fall to the ground, I stretched out my hand and supported Xiao Yan's back.

Xiao Yan smiled at me reluctantly, and what remained on her face was no longer a willful smile, but a trace of reluctant paleness.

She said, "Chen Xiao, in fact, you are different from others, even if others hate me, they only dare to hide it in their hearts, but on the surface, they still have to flatter me and please me.

But if you don't like to be close to me, you will understand that I should stay away from you, you will not be like everyone else, so I like to get along with you, acting with those people, it's too tiring,"

I didn't speak, just listened quietly to Xiao Yan.

"Chen Xiao, I used to think that I also had friends around me, until one day I heard my so-called friends, several people around me and said bad things about me, I knew that what I thought was really just what I thought.

I didn't feel lonely, I thought there were many people around me who loved me, but in the end, I realized that in fact, there was only one person who cared about me from beginning to end, and everyone else was just flattering me because of my grandfather, in fact, they all hated me in their hearts. ”