Listening to Su Wan's rejection of his mind and the persuasion from the perspective of the elders, Ye Tian was helpless and disappointed and had a trace of bitter resentment, it turned out that no matter what he did and how much he achieved, in Su Wan's opinion, he would always be just a little brother, always just her student, she had never seen herself as a peer equal to her in terms of identity, in other words, in Su Wan's eyes, he was just a child.

And he didn't even have the confidence to refute Su Wan's analysis, because after calming down, even he wasn't sure whether the confession just now was sincere or just affected by the environment, he wanted to raise his head and shout out that I like you, but if he really liked Su Wan, then what about Mu Li? Whenever he had the urge to refute Su Wan, Mu Li's face would appear in his mind, and he couldn't tell for a while what he felt about Mu Li and Su Wan.

If he really likes Su Wan in his heart, then why does he involuntarily think of Mu Li when he thinks about his feelings for the other girls around him after listening to Su Wan's sentence? Is such half-heartedness a real liking, and in the deepest part of his heart, there is actually an idea that Ye Tian himself is unwilling to admit, that is, if he is really with Su Wan, then does it indicate that he will leave Mu Li forever?

But when he thought that he could no longer talk and laugh with Mu Li, when he thought of her snuggling in the arms of others, and when he thought of her being his wife and mother for others in the future, Ye Tian's heart felt ten thousand pains and reluctance, he didn't know if his current hidden thoughts were a precursor to becoming a scumbag, but he really couldn't convince himself. He couldn't tell whether he liked Su Wan or Mu Li, couldn't make a choice between Su Wan and Mu Li, and couldn't bear the consequences of either person leaving him.

So he was powerless to refute Su Wan's questioning, he didn't think about how to deal with the relationship with Su Wan and Mu Li at all, since he didn't think of a good way to deal with it and didn't want to leave either of the two of them, then Ye Tian could only choose to be silent and not make any decisions, because only by keeping the status quo and maintaining the friend relationship with the two women could he always be with the two of them, Ye Tian knew that his thoughts were a little shameless, isn't this a typical one eating in the bowl and thinking about the pot?

But the relationship between the two daughters makes him prefer to be a person with moral flaws, to be a person who may be scolded by countless people, and he is not willing to face the reality that Su Wan and Mu Li have one person leaving him, the current Ye Tian is still too immature, and his attitude towards feelings also needs to continue to develop with age and experience, so now, the best way he can think of is to take back the step he just took the initiative to take and let everything return to the way it was, as for what the future will be, he can't think about it so much, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, but no matter what, he will definitely not let either of the two women get hurt and either of them leave him, he never denies that he is a greedy person, since there is so much reluctance on the road of destined love, then let him go further and further on the road of greed.

......

The two walked out of the noodle shop one after the other, a cold wind hit, Su Wan shook her head slightly, and wanted to throw away all the complicated thoughts in her mind with the wind, she didn't know if what she said hurt Ye Tian, but the later development didn't make the two of them even friends.

5 minutes ago, after she rejected Ye Tian's confession, Ye Tian did not continue to dwell on that topic, but although he was laughing, she could still see the bitterness and sadness in his eyes, for Ye Tian to cheer up and take the initiative to change the topic, Su Wan was naturally happy to see it, because once Ye Tian continued to delve into the topic of feelings, then the two of them may have to say goodbye as the end, but in the midst of relief, Su Wan's heart had a faint regret, her reason told her that she wanted to reject Ye Tian, and let Ye Tian completely break off her liking for her, but there was actually another voice in her heart, that is, she hoped that Ye Tian could continue to speak, and even had an urge to let Ye Tian attack all her defenses and tear up all her disguises.

"Is it cold?"

"Ah, no, it's not cold" Su Wan, who was entangled in her thoughts, suddenly heard the concern coming from in front of her.

"It's not cold, why are you stammering?"

"I, I, I'm not," Su Wan defended in a little anxious

"Okay, let's not think about what happened just now, as long as we remember that we are each other's best friends, and we are not allowed to leave each other easily in this life."

Listening to the relaxation in Ye Tian's words, Su Wan's mood also improved slightly, the reunion between the two after half a year should have been a happy thing, but because of a series of things that happened after they met, especially after the conversation in the noodle restaurant, the atmosphere between the two gradually began to become a little stiffer.

"Since I am destined to not be together in this life, then I should cherish every minute and every second with him," Su Wan, who thought clearly, said silently in her heart

She smiled and said, "Mmmm, never forget each other, we are the best best friends for life."

"Okay, then since we are best and best friends, and a good friend invites you to his house for the New Year, you shouldn't refuse."

"Ahh

"Who makes me worry about you, and when these thousands of families are reunited, I can't bear to see you crying alone in the hotel window."

"you, who cried at the window" was teased by Ye Tian, and the separation between the two suddenly disappeared mostly.

"Okay, just listen to me, this year with my family, didn't you say last year that you particularly like to eat my mother's fried balls, let you eat enough tonight, let's go, buy a ticket"

Looking at Ye Tian who walked out with a smile and raised her legs, Su Wan moved her lips but in the end she didn't say anything, "I had already rejected him like that just now, it's hard to refuse again" Su Wan thought like this, and no longer objected to going home with Ye Tian for the New Year, of course, this was just Su Wan's reason to convince herself, in fact, deep in her heart, why didn't she want to go home with Ye Tian for the New Year? Don't want to stay with Ye Tian for a while longer? After all, it was her unbreakable love for Ye Tian, so that she didn't refuse Ye Tian's proposal.

After checking the ticket and getting on the bus, the familiar hometown sound is in the ears, and yes, on the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, there will be no one else except the homecoming wanderer, I don't know if it is because of the joy of the New Year or knowing that this car is a fellow countryman, and everyone in the car is full of happy smiles.

"Do you want to sleep?"

Su Wan shook her head and smiled: "No, I'm so happy now, I can't sleep at all"

Ye Tian looked at Su Wan and smiled silently, of course he understood Su Wan's mood at the moment, not only did he not have to go back to Yanjing with Duan Qifeng, but he could also go where he wanted to go, the taste of freedom was always so fascinating.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Hmph, quick, turn your head away"

"Haha, who's looking at you, it's stinky and beautiful, I just thought of someone's embarrassment"

"What do you want to say, how can I be embarrassed"

"Really forgot? haha, that's what happened on the bus, I don't know who sat on the bus with me for a few hours, but when I arrived at the destination, she woke up, and half of my sleeve was soaked" This time Ye Qian remembered for a long time, and didn't say anything about Mu Li also falling asleep and drooling on his shoulder

Sure enough, after hearing Ye Tian's joke, Su Wan's ears suddenly turned red, "You... Why are you so annoying?"

"I'm still annoying, have you forgotten, when I found out that you slept and drooled and wet my clothes, I waited for a while before getting out of the car, just because I was afraid that you would be embarrassed, if I stayed a little longer, the driver and master would have to make friends with me."

After listening to Ye Tian's speech, the memory of a long time ago slowly reappeared in Su Wan's mind, that was when she went to Hehui to participate in the Taichuan Provincial High School Mathematics Competition, because she stayed up late the night before to prepare for Ye Tian's exam questions, so the next day just after a while in the car to sleep, she had to sleep, although she had been working hard to fight against the sleepy insects, but then somehow, she fell asleep, and she didn't notice that she was pillowing on Ye Tian's shoulder all the way, she remembered that Ye Tian woke her up and told her that she had arrived, she opened her eyes in a daze, as she used to sleep alone, wiped the corners of her mouth casually, when the back of her hand just touched the corners of her mouth, her heart fell, because the coldness of the hand clearly told her that she was drooling again, and what was even more immortal was that she happened to drool when Ye Tian fell asleep, and when she got out of the car, she quickly looked back at Ye Tian, and sure enough, there were water stains on the piece she was leaning on.

She was in a state of confusion and didn't know how to face Ye Tilt who got off the car immediately, but until a long time passed, she didn't see Ye Tilt down, as time passed, the embarrassment gradually dissipated, just when she was about to get in the car to see, Ye Tilt down, at that time she was going to ask him what he was doing in the car, why did it take so long to get down, but because the organizer urged so hurriedly entered the venue with him, finally, after half a year, her doubts were revealed, it turned out that at that time, this little boy was using his own method to take care of her and understand her。

Looking at Ye Tian, Su Wanming's sparkling eyes smiled into a crescent moon, although one was struggling with trade-offs, and the other was letting go for love, but there was a faint affection between the four eyes that flowed slightly.

.......

As the bus drove into the high-speed Qing'an section, Su Wan's heart became nervous again, this tension was so peculiar, it made her unnatural and a little expectant, she knew that this was because she was about to meet Ye Tian's parents, and she was about to spend the second New Year with Ye Tian's family, "I should be the first girl that Ye Tian brought home for the New Year, and she has spent two consecutive years." Su Wan thought secretly, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth unconsciously, although she knew that some things would never come true, it did not prevent her from reverie some sweet memories she already had.