"Is it a sense of security, on the other side?"

Jenna smiled, "It's your own answer, not mine." ”

"Yes, that's my answer. Zhi'en-chan smiled bitterly, he used to be close to terrorists because of his sense of security, but now he keeps terrorists away from him for the same reason.

Terrorists are right, it's themselves who are wrong. It is he who destroys the sense of security of the terrorists, so that everything is shattered, irreversible, and never to go back to the past.

Ren Na looked at Zhi'en-chan and touched her heart, and also persuaded: "In fact, some people are a piece of ice in their hearts, they crave warmth, but if the distance is close, they will be afraid that they will melt and lose themselves." So they always have to take one step at a time, one step back, and always keep the temperature of intimacy constant. They can love, but they can't really love. Their love is ...... Recently, I was learning Chinese, and one of the idioms in it was that I liked dragons, but I was scared away. ”

Zhienchan smiled miserably: "It's Ye Gong Haolong." My Chinese have improved a lot because I'm really studying hard...... It's been a long time......."

Ren Na looked at Zhi'en-chan's appearance, and was also a little helpless, and said: "If there is a god in charge of love in this world, then this god must be a very perverted god." He often brings together two people who are destined to be sadistic, and entangles those who disappear at every turn, and those who can never let go. Thinking about it this way, it's actually not a big deal. ”

Zhi'en-chan shook his head, and even tears were about to fall from his eyes: "No, it's obviously big, it's so big, it's so big that my whole heart is going to be suffocated." ”

Renna was stunned and looked at Jien-chan. Jien-chan was also stunned, and looked at Renna aggrievedly. The two of them paused, then laughed again. It's not a happy laugh, it's a helpless laugh.

"That's why I said that even separation should be an attitude of getting together and dispersing," Renna said. If the process goes well, people will face separation normally, and if they have been hurt in the process, they will become two kinds of people. ”

"Two kinds of people?" asked Jien-chan, "Which two?"

Renna replied, "One is the one who says goodbye without saying goodbye, and the other is the one who can never say goodbye. ”

Zhien-chan suddenly chanted in a low voice: "Yes, yes." He's that kind of person. Someone who will never be able to say goodbye. ”

Faced with such a truth, Zhien-chan felt even more uncomfortable. But after thinking about it again, Jien-chan felt that this matter didn't seem quite right.

I just left without saying goodbye this time, and the attitude of the terrorists is a bit too serious. Never before have terrorists been so angry with themselves!

The more Ji Eun-chan thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong, even when he was hostile to the terrorists, even if he threw the cosmetics directly on the terrorists, even when the terrorists' bipolar disorder broke out, he had never been so angry.

So...... The root of the problem does not seem to be oneself, but ......

The name immediately came to Chien-chan's mind: Victoria!

Unable to face separation normally, and thus becoming a person who cannot say goodbye. That's right, the reason why the terrorists are so angry is not only because they say goodbye, but also because they have lingering fears!

As for the matter of terrorists and Victoria, Jien-chan is not completely unaware of it. So when I think about it, I suddenly understand a lot of things.

So what did the terrorists do when they come to South Korea?

Jieun-chan looked at In-na and asked, "Oni, if it's someone who has been hurt like that, will there be a chance to trust anyone again?"

Renna nodded: "Yes, but it's hard. If there is no good enough hug, such a person will probably either run non-stop for the rest of their lives, escaping any warmth. Either you keep chasing all your life and can't really have the love you crave. Probably so. At least I think so. ”

Jien-chan said: "Actually, in the vocabulary, I also hate the word 'goodbye'. ”

Renna smiled: "Sometimes parting is a relief, leaving an unbearable person, leaving an unbearable past. But most of the time, parting is sad. But even if you hate it, saying goodbye is still a topic that can't be discarded. It's also one thing that most people fear in their hearts. Because every goodbye means a new beginning. People are always anxious about the unknown, and they are dependent on the known status quo, even if the status quo is like a bedding full of beans. ”

"But Ernie, you know I'm never afraid to face something new. Zhien-chan said: "I am not afraid to face the unknown, and I have never been afraid." ”

"I know. Because that's who you are, because of your heart, you've been able to get to where you are today. Renna said: "Life is like this, you want to have a good goodbye, tell your heart, and cherish the past, but unfortunately you don't have that opportunity, you are always caught off guard, and time always changes." It's like a book with many pages torn in the middle, and as soon as you turn the chapter, the ending is waiting there. ”

Jien-chan looked at Renna and smiled lightly, "Ernie, thank you." ”

Renna touched Jien-chan's little head: "The more people grow up, the more they will understand a lot of things." That's probably the only commendable benefit that I'm older than you. ”

"Ernie is not old. Jien-chan continued to smile.

Renna said earnestly to Zhien-chan: "We spend too much time on our past, and we are immature or simply choose to leave quietly, in fact, in order to hide our panic, so that we can jump into the long river of life and become mature and sophisticated." ”

"All girls once thought that they were princesses in their youth, persevering in finding another person in their lives, and even indulged in their emotions, but they will eventually understand that in the end, they are the only ones who can really stand up straight. We find our own shadow in the movie and in it, so we have resonance. But you can never find your own life from there, so never speculate on your own life with other people's stories, and don't punish yourself with other people's things. ”

Jien-chan nodded: "So Ernie said that life is not a movie and." The plot comforts readers and audiences, and is moved by the plot, and life should be lived by oneself, enjoy a categorical farewell, and determination is the best gesture to say goodbye. No matter what kind of threshold you face, what you have experienced is another meaning of life. ”

Ji-eun-chan will never forget that summer night, lying on an old sofa and watching terrorists busy in the kitchen. In the murmur of the chirping of bugs and the murmur of terrorists, those uneasiness and fear disappeared, curiosity and anticipation, the unknown tomorrow.

At this moment, it is like going back to that night, in the colorful sky full of clouds, looking forward to the beginning of a new day.

Jien-chan finally showed a heartfelt smile: "I understand." ”

Renna asked, "What do you feel about when you understand it?" and what do you want to do?"

"Nothing. Zhien-chan said, "I'm just not afraid." ”

What is Zhien-chan afraid of? Probably no one knows except Zhien-chan himself.

Life is nothing more than six words: I can't love, I hate to part.

Terrorists are probably like this, they love but can't love, and they hate parting.

And Zhien-chan is probably much better than the terrorists, because Zhien-chan understands that what can be recovered in this sea of joys and sorrows is nothing more than six words.

"Love is love, hate is hate!"

Love you and don't come unharmed!