Zheng Xiuyan regards Xiaofeng as a person who is terminally ill and has completely lost hope in life, in fact, Zheng Xiuyan understands it correctly from another perspective. The most painful thing for terminally ill patients is the time when they wait for death to come. In Xiaofeng's cognition, his death is certain, but he doesn't know when and how, and the fear of the unknown has driven him crazy.

"What kind of disease do you have? Is it really not cured?" Zheng Xiuyan also took a bottle of wine and sat next to Xiaofeng, Zheng Xiuyan desperately wanted to understand Xiaofeng. Maybe it's because Xiaofeng is worse than her, and human beings always have some sympathy for people who are worse than themselves. Maybe it's the tattoo that can't be determined yet, that reminds Jung so-yeon of the man who has balled over her hood.

"You're sick, your whole family is sick. Xiaofeng's emotions were a little out of control

Jung so-yeon finds it really difficult to communicate with a terminally ill and drunk person. suppressed his anger and said: "Say whatever you want, scold whatever you want, after all, you can't do whatever you want for a short time." ”

Xiaofeng looked at Zheng Xiuyan depressedly and said, "Eldest sister, don't talk if you don't know how to persuade people, are you so persuasive?

Zheng Xiuyan didn't look at Xiaofeng's face and said calmly: "Maybe you don't have much time to spend with your relatives, friends, and lovers, but you also have to let them know clearly how much you love them." Don't drag your relatives and friends to break up like me, and your husband will be separated from me. If I had to choose, I would not choose the way to make amends, but choose the time when the contradiction has not yet arisen. But people can't turn back, and they have to bear the consequences of the choices they make. ”

Xiaofeng and Zheng Xiuyan touched the bottle and said: "The past will always pass, and people always have to look forward and move forward." Don't stop you because of the people you've hurt by the mistakes you've made in the past. People make mistakes, and it's better to make up for it than not to make it up.

"I want to make amends, but I really don't know what to do? So far, my life has been working hard for my ideals, and now I have nothing?" Zheng Xiuyan still shed tears, maybe she would only show her weak side in front of Xiaofeng, a stranger.

"The first step is always the hardest, and it's easier to get out of the difficult first step. Don't be like me who always thinks that there is still more time to do everything, only to find out that it doesn't leave me too much time. Xiaofeng comforted

"Hehe, I originally wanted to comfort you, how did you comfort me?" Zheng Xiuyan said with a reluctant smile

"There is no one to comfort or anyone between us, and it may be God's arrangement for two strange sad people to meet in a foreign land. Let you not be sad because there is a worse me than you, so that I can feel at ease because I have someone to talk to. Xiaofeng said calmly

"How did you change so fast, how did you become so calm now when you were dying and alive just now?" asked Zheng Xiuyan suspiciously

"Just now when I was going drunk, I wanted to leave everything behind in my last days and live the life I wanted to live. Then quietly leave this world full of nostalgia and memories for me, maybe my friends, relatives, and lovers will not understand, but I really won't be stupid to pray for a miracle. I just want my short life to be meaningful. "Xiaofeng thought about it after experiencing the initial hesitation and helplessness, after all, he is also a person who has died twice, and a lot of bizarre things have happened to him, and his spirit is a lot tougher.

"Then what do you want to do now, don't you want to spend your last days with your relatives and lovers?" asked Zheng Xiuyan

"I don't want them to be sad about me again, I don't really know how much time I have left. Let's let them spend some time in peace. Xiaofeng sighed and said

"How can you be so irresponsible? Don't you want to think about how sad your family will be when they get the news of your death?"

"The only thing I can do for them now is to die quietly alone. Don't always talk about me, my thoughts are finished, tell me about yours. What do you want to do?" Xiao Feng asked from a different point of view

"I really didn't think about it, I came to the United States to sort out what happened in the past, and then think about what I wanted?" Zheng Xiuyan said confusedly

"Tell me about it, I've told you so much, and you can also talk about your situation and exchange secrets at that time. Xiaofeng said

Zheng Xiuyan frowned in embarrassment, she actually wanted to ask about the tattoo. I didn't expect to say so much while talking, the crooked building is very serious.

Xiaofeng saw Zheng Xiuyan frowning, thinking that she was worried about revealing the secret, so she said: "We don't know each other, and I am also a person who may leave this world at any time." Don't worry about whatever you want, I'm very strict. Xiaofeng made a zipper gesture on his mouth

"Che, I suspect right now that you're a journalist who trades sad stories for my sympathy and then takes information from me. "Zheng Xiuyan is arrogant again

"Then, let's drink, you really think of yourself as a big star. Xiao Feng said disdainfully

After Zheng Xiuyan took a few sips of wine, a pale pink flush appeared on her face. She also really wants someone to listen to her and help her counsel. Zheng Xiuyan looked at Xiaofeng, who was a little more drunk, and said: "I want to divorce after I go back, and then go back to South Korea to take care of my father, mother and sister, and then contact the former sisters to see if I can repair the relationship." ”

"I don't listen, I don't listen. Who wants to listen to you?" Xiaofeng has a child's temper

Zheng Xiuyan looked at Xiaofeng in surprise, covering her ears like a child, shaking her head, and smiling helplessly. Then he said hatefully: "If you don't listen, you have to listen, if you dare not listen to me, I will put you X first and then X." "Well, people will always be assimilated when they stay together for a long time. Zheng Xiuyan, who is such a cold and noble queen, also went crazy.

Xiaofeng nodded dumbfoundedly and said, "You say, I'll listen." I find out that you are really like a person, though. ”

"Haha, recognize me, do you want to give you a hug or something?"

Xiaofeng looked at it and said, "I found that you look very much like my wife now." ”

"Ah, are you taking advantage of me? You can see clearly, is your wife as beautiful as me? Is she in good shape with me?" said the slightly drunk Zheng Xiuyan pointed to her face and straightened her chest

Xiaofeng's eyes focused on Zheng Xiuyan's face and chest, looked at it, and then said, "Is it long? The figure is really not as good as you. ”

Zheng Xiuyan nodded with satisfaction and said: "It seems that your wife is also a great beauty, and it is her honor to have her own merits with me, it seems that your subjective attitude has added a lot of points." ”

"Hey, you despise me, but you can't despise my wife. Xiaofeng said solemnly

"It seems that you and your wife have a really good relationship, have you been married for a long time?" Zheng Xiuyan said gloomily

"To be honest with you, you may not believe it, it's not been a month since we met that we got married, but I really like her now. Xiaofeng said that Taeyeon had a happy expression on her face, people only experience the original happiness and beauty when they lose or are about to lose, and now Xiaofeng feels that it is really good to be with Taeyeon.

Zheng Xiuyan drank a few large sips of red wine and burped coquettishly, and the reddish pink on her face turned burgundy. She remembered the happy days with Quan Ningyi again.

"I really hope that you will seriously consider whether the relationship between you and your husband really can't be turned back, don't regret losing it. Xiaofeng looked at Zheng Xiuyan who was empty, and persuaded her

"Heh, there's nothing that can't be looked back, it's he who chose to give up on me. I'm not going back. "Jung so-yeon has her own pride

"Then I wish you a return to singleness, and there are still a lot of men waiting for you. You're still young, and you're sloppy, but your personality isn't very good, but there will definitely be a lot of men who appreciate you. "Xiaofeng dares to say anything with the strength of wine

Zheng Xiuyan didn't refute but touched the bottle with Xiaofeng and shouted: "Happy to be single, I will definitely find a better man, to be honest, I feel a little wronged now." When I was a child, I didn't know how to fall in love and didn't try.,It's not interesting for the company to prohibit secretly talking during the trainee period.,My ex-husband and I participated in some activities and drinking parties and went on a date by the way.,Now think about it, I really haven't tried to fall in love for the sake of falling in love.,Dating for the sake of love.。 Isn't it sad?"

"Hehe, don't tell me this, I haven't tried it either, and I don't have a chance to try it if I want to. Xiaofeng smiled self-deprecatingly, as if she was still a person.

Xiaofeng felt a little sad about the topic and hurriedly said: "I didn't expect you to really be a trainee, are you really an artist? ”

Zheng Xiuyan drank a few sips of wine depressedly before saying: "Of course I am an artist, and I am also a goddess at the beginning." Don't mention that damn company. ”

"Okay, let's drink and don't talk about unhappy things. Xiaofeng saw that Zheng Xiuyan was angry, and hurriedly proposed to drink

"Hey, do you have a fire? I bought cigarettes but there is no fire. Xiaofeng pointed to the cigarette on the ground and said

"Am I like a smoker? Do you buy cigarettes and don't buy fire? Zheng Xiuyan said disdainfully.

I've heard people say that if you see a picture of your idol smoking, don't be angry, because if you don't smoke, you might one day reveal that your idol is smoking something that is ten thousand times more disgusting than smoking. Xiaofeng remembered the articles she had read in her previous life

"Oh! It's not that smoking can reduce stress, I'm shopping to relieve stress. Zheng Xiuyan complained

"Hey, who's there, what are you doing?" a white man with a camera shouted at Xiaofeng and Jung so-yeon

"Hell, how can you run into the paparazzi here. Zheng Xiuyan complained, pulled Xiaofeng and ran

The two men hobbled out of the park and into the street before stopping. "Is it someone you know? Why did you run?" asked Xiaofeng

Xiaofeng's words asked Zheng Xiuyan, who was in a good mood, yes, why did she run away? Zheng Xiuyan showed a self-deprecating smile and said, "Get used to it, do you still think you're a big star?"

Xiaofeng looked at Zheng Xiuyan strangely and nodded and said, "You are not lightly ill, don't give up treatment." ”

Zheng Xiuyan's broad forehead was covered with green tendons, and her eight-character eyebrows were furrowed.