Chapter Ninety-Seven: A Stand-In
There was no response, Lin Wanyan frowned, she thought that Murong Yi was in the back wing of the study, and then she stepped forward, and the letter brush that fell on the carpet caught her attention. She smiled lightly, how can this Ah Yi, how can she be so careless. Luckily, it was me. Lin Wanyan leaned over and squatted down, picked up the letter brush on the ground, sorted it out and put it on the copy, a painting, which caught her attention. Out of curiosity, she opened it and looked at it, and she was dumbfounded. The painting depicts a woman.
I saw the woman, with delicate facial features, a pair of eyes as bright as amber, the green silk on the first floor was twisted in front of the woman's jade hand, her eyebrows and eyes were shy, and her lips were smiling. The coquettish smile is as beautiful as a peach blossom, the bridge of the woman's nose is high, the corners of her mouth are slightly lonely, her black hair is black, and she has a simple and gentle sense of serving her daughter's family.
Lin Wanyan looked at the woman in front of her who looked somewhat similar to her, and her world seemed to collapse completely at this moment.
"What are you doing?" A serious voice sounded, Lin Wanyan was so frightened that she let go of her hand, took a few steps back, and the portrait fell to the ground. The portrait lying on the ground clearly saw the person in the painting smiling lightly. Like a brilliant peony flower, people can't help but want to protect, Lin Wanyan has never seen such a serious and cold man, at this moment she seems to feel that the person in front of her is a stranger she has never been.
She leaned over and was about to pick up the portrait on the ground, but the man came up and snatched it from her hand unceremoniously. Lin Wanyan was frightened by the man's sudden actions. She got up and lowered her eyes, and soon after she pulled out a light smile with difficulty: "I just had some chicken soup in the kitchen, and I saw that you have lost your appetite these days, and you have lost a lot of weight, so I came with chicken soup on my own initiative, I thought you were in the wing, I wanted to call you, but unfortunately I saw some letters and ink on the ground falling, so I helped you sort it out." โ
Murong Yi saw that her face changed slightly, and she was a little pale. I suddenly felt that I was too serious just now, and I couldn't help but apologize in my heart. Out of his own selfishness, he didn't want Lin Wanyan to know about her existence, and he was even afraid that she would misunderstand.
Murong Yi walked over and placed the portrait in his hand on a wooden basket with bamboo forests carved around it in a dark boxy box, and various portraits were placed inside.
"Don't mess with my things without my promises. Murong Yi's expression was serious, with a look of displeasure, he sat on the sandalwood chair, from the moment he entered the door to the present, all the cold and ruthless essence emanated from his body, and what he said was so cold that Lin Wanyan was surprised.
Lin Wanyan was suddenly serious, and his heart was not smooth. Lin Wanyan lowered her eyes and pondered in her heart, why is Ah Yi so angry? Is he angry because he touched his things? Or is it because the woman in the portrait is the bottom line that he can't touch? So even he can't? I always thought that even if I was not as good as the person in his heart, at least she still occupied half a point in his heart, but now it seems that her weight in his heart is so insignificant, it turns out that it is just her self-sufficiency and affection? self-righteousness.
She is not stupid, the portrait appears on a man's copy, and she knows best what this represents. Over the past year, she has actually been aware of it in her heart, but she herself is afraid that the truth of the matter is what she thinks, so she has been forcibly suppressing it, and now she still broke through this level and pierced all the good things and all the illusions she created in her heart. When the truth was revealed, her heart was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and she still refused to believe that she had been a substitute for someone else, a stand-in.
Lin Wanyan raised her head, and her tears were already wet in the basket of tears. Blurring all her vision, the chamber was plunged into a coldness, with only breath around her. And the sandalwood that still pervades. The scene was extremely cold, Lin Wanyan calmed down, although she knew that her next words would bring her great harm, but she still asked without hesitation.
"The woman in the painting is very beautiful, Ah Yiyin should have a great friendship with this woman?"
"What do you want to know?" Murong Yi took a ledger in his hand, but he had no intention of looking through it at this time. His words were still very cold, and the cold made her feel the pores of her whole body tremble.
"I want to know if there was ever a half-point position in Ah Yi's heart?" Lin Wanyan's expectant expression was a little hopeful, and she still asked the knot in her heart.
Murong Yi frowned, and he kept asking himself if there was any place for her in his heart, but he didn't know. After a long time, Lin Wanyan saw that she didn't speak, her expression was complicated, and her eyes flickered. Her heart instantly froze on a thick layer of icebergs, and she went deep into the trough in the cold.
"Why?" Lin Wanyan asked in a low voice, she didn't seem to be able to withstand the blow, her body took a few steps back, her mood changed slightly, and she began to slowly lose her self-control.
"Since you don't have half of my place in your heart, why did you make a promise to me, marry me?" Tears blurred her vision, and her emotions began to gradually become agitated. Murong Yi saw her swaying expression and losing control of her emotions, he immediately walked over and reached out to grab her arm, but she refused ruthlessly.
Lin Wanyan shook off Murong Yi and grabbed her wrist and pushed him away. Not letting him get close to her for half a minute, she looked at Murong Yi and roared: "Don't you touch me? From beginning to end, you have always regarded me as her shadow? I thought that even if you couldn't forget her this year, you would at least have half of my place in your heart? It should have been warmed up a long time ago, but your heart is cold-blooded than a snake. This is the first time she has tasted a piece of infatuation, trampled on at will, this feeling is even worse than tearing out her heart, she has always been good-tempered, starting a fire, creepy. Tears had already soaked her cheeks, and in the face of Murong Yi's silence, Lin Wanyan's heart was like a knife, she raised her head and tried her best to control the tears in her eyes, so she took a long breath. Don't turn your face and don't look at Murong Yi.
Faced with Lin Wanyan's accusation, Murong Yi stepped back in surprise, and Lin Wanyan's accusations made him fall into a coma. After a while, he finally replied: "Since you already know about this, I won't explain anything." She'll come in in a few days, and I hope you get along. โ
Lin Wanyan heard Murong Yi's careless and uncaring appearance, and she smiled sarcastically. She clapped her palms and locked her sarcastic gaze at Murong Yi, and she smiled lightly: "I admire your infatuation, admire your calculations, count my clumsy and sincere mistakes, I tell you, Mo Rongyi, want me to live peacefully with her, unless I die." Lin Wanyan was angry with him, and then she ran to quickly pick up the portrait.
The peak turned around, but it was just a moment Murong Yi urgently snatched the portrait from her hand, pushed Lin Wanyan hard, only felt that her body was light, and her whole body hit the round table wood uncontrollably, she only felt pain in her abdomen, and the whole person fell to the ground, the chicken soup on the table was suddenly impacted by a force, and the center of gravity was unstable and fell on Lin Wanyan's back, the pain of the abdominal impact had not yet dissipated, but her back ushered in a spring, a hot and hot pain, which made her body twitch slightly in an instant, Lin Wanyan closed her eyes in pain and endured these two wounds that made her miserableใ
Murong Yi was relieved to see that the portrait was intact, but he found that Lin Wanyan's painful expression was slightly forbearing. Cold sweat on her forehead quickly hit and dripped down her cheeks. Murong Yi regretted it too much, he gasped in fright, threw down the portrait in his hand, and ran to help Lin Wanyan up. After Lin Wanyan got up, she took away the hand that was holding her arm, and she raised her eyes to stare at the man in front of her, without any superfluous expression.
"I'm just trying to test it, but I don't want you to be so nervous?"
Lin Wanyan choked up, she smiled lightly: "This year, you will call her name when you are drunk, and now..." Lin Wanyan felt that her throat was blocked by something, and her chest was like being pressed by a boulder, and she felt a little out of breath at that time. Still, she pretended to be strong.
She gasped and said, "Now, she will be entering the door soon! When you married me, you must have felt that you had nothing to do with her in this life, and seeing that there was some similarity between me and her, you held a broken heart and pinned your obsession with her on me, a few stand-ins similar to her?"
"It's ridiculous that you can't imagine that you and her can get back together, Murong Yi, your love is too selfish, and you trample on my infatuation with you in order to hide your own heart's needs. You gave me all the goodness, and when I was in love with you, you gave me a heavy blow, and I felt it with Lin Wanyan, and it was unforgettable. โ
"Do you know what pains are most painful and unforgettable? Torture, caneing, scourging -- these pains are only superficial. The pain given by the beloved is the most cruel, it is silent but enough to kill. As long as the other party has a word, or even a look. can be turned into a murderous weapon. It can pierce the heart and suffer from the heart under any circumstances. โ
Lin Wanyan gasped and immediately exhaled: "Murong Yi, I hate you, if time goes back and the years stand still, I hope that you and I will never meet in this life." โ
After Lin Wanyan finished speaking, she turned around and left without saying a word, but the moment she turned around, tears followed, the pain in her abdomen, and the burns on her body were not as cruel as the pain Murong Yi gave her. The moment Lin Wanyan turned around, the hatred thrown out did not escape his eyes, which pair of clear eyes, in addition to disappointment, hatred, there was more of a dead look. None of them escaped Mo Rongyi's eyes.
Mo Rongyi looked at Lin Wanyan's departing back, and his heart fell into a panic. Lin Wanyan's sudden indifference made him feel like something was blocking his chest. I couldn't say a word uncomfortably.
Lin Wanyan ran out of the Murong Mansion from the study in one breath, I don't know how long she ran, Lin Wanyan stopped, she looked up at the sky, the tears had already blurred her vision, the tears in her eyes couldn't stop falling on both sides of her cheeks, Lin Wanyan cried bitterly. It's a spacious meadow. Surrounded by mountains and flowers, butterflies flying, it is obviously a place where people can forget all their troubles, but they can't help but reveal a faint sadness for no reason.
The sky was changing, the blue sky faded, the dark clouds covered the top, and in an instant a cold wind drifted by, Lin Wanyan couldn't help but feel that her body was tight, and the cold wind that penetrated the bone marrow suddenly enveloped her whole body, the wind was blowing, and the rain was falling. There was no lightning and thunder, a sudden heavy rain, without any warning, suddenly struck, just a moment of heavy rain pouring, Lin Wanyan only felt a few drops of rain hit her forehead, just a few seconds of heavy rain poured her from head to toe.
Lin Wanyan stretched out her hand to catch the raindrops, she pulled a light smile with difficulty and said in a sarcastic tone: "Obviously bathed in warm sunshine, but a rainstorm for no reason?
"Affectionate since ancient times, this hatred is not about the wind and the moon, but only hates to be too deep. I only hate to pay wrongly. How deep is the love?" Lin Wanyan couldn't help but feel when she touched the scene, she let the heavy rain wet her shirt, and just wanted to use the rain to wash away the grievances in her heart. She couldn't feel the pain of the abdomen impact, and she couldn't feel the hot sting in her back, the only thing she felt now was the true heart that was trampled on by Murong Yi at will, and now she was being stabbed by someone.