"I'll transfer the money to you, just as it's the fate of an acquaintance, and don't come to me again. ”

"I..."

“... ... Toot toot toot toot toe tok to

The other end of the phone has hung up first, looking at the black screen of the phone, the girl is a little dazed for a while, is that all? So, that's it?

The sound of a drop of water fell, the mobile phone screen lit up again, and the night outside was wantonly penetrated through the uncovered window without the curtains, and the lights of thousands of homes came in with it.

Obviously, it is the time when many people return home to enjoy the warmth, but in this room, there is only a girl, looking at the amount displayed on the mobile phone, muttering: "I love you!"

However, this love, in the eyes of the other party, is only worth the money of an abortion fee.

On the same night, in another noisy room, laughing and scolding men and women swayed in the smoke, and on the light-filled table, the bottles were messy, and some unfinished drinks flowed down the mouths of the bottles, which also became props for their jokes.

"Why are you so crazy today?"

There is a man who pulls the woman in the red dress who is about to pass by, the other party's short skirt can't even cover the inside, and if you move a little, you can seem to see a more wonderful scenery, and the skirt that clings to the hip line is really reverie.

During the questioning, the man had already pulled the woman on his lap, stroking the other party's roundness, and trying to smell the cheesy incense on the other party's body against the choking smell of smoke, the woman's fragrance.

"Go, go, like a dog, the old lady can carry your seed in her belly, Sven!"

The woman laughed and pushed away the head that was already about to go under the collar.

The man reflexively ducked back, barely shaking the woman to the ground, "Don't talk nonsense, I wear a condom every time." ”

"Phew, if it was yours, the old lady would have killed it a long time ago, and there was no such thing. ”

The woman scolded like this, but what she thought of was what the doctor said, "If you have another fetus this time, you may lose that organ forever in the future..."

Bastard, this time I have to knock a lot of money, otherwise... The woman narrowed her eyes, thought about the matter, and quickly let go of the frightened man, none of these bastards could take care of it.

"Do you want this baby?"

In the private clinic, the girl who was trying to give birth to a child looked dazed, as if she had not recovered from the severe pain, so painful, so painful, she didn't expect it, so, is this her love?

There were tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, and while she was still immersed in the pain in her heart, the doctor had already skillfully said what she meant, babies, can also be commodities, whether they want to have children, or those who want to use them for some other purpose, she can resell them for money.

"No, no, no!"

Finally understood what the other party meant, the girl resisted fiercely, like a white swan struggling in despair, her weak body rose up excitedly, but she was too weak, and soon fell down again.

"Okay, okay, don't tell me about these useless things, it's also the meat that fell from the old lady's body, and it was bought by you like this, isn't it a loss, a bunch of inhuman things, they will engage in these useless things, I don't know how to do some serious business?"

"What's wrong with selling meat, I'm also serious about trading, unlike you, who knows what dirt is going on under your hands. ”

"Heh, I'm angry with me, I'm really not afraid, don't look at me as a seller, I'm great if I have a gold owner, what's the matter, do you want me to help you with a demolition? Now call the police, maybe you can catch a few babies who can't be sold." ”

"I really think my mother is a bully!"

A series of shouts and curses came from outside the door, and the swearing words mixed with expletives were like machine guns, spraying the face of the doctor opposite the woman with foaming stars.

The half-hung doctor is so young that he seems to have not graduated yet, where has he ever seen this kind of posture, compared to the seasoned aunt, this male doctor has a young face, and he is almost about to run away.

Hearing the sound outside, the two people in the room looked over together, and what they saw was the woman who had just given birth and was full of energy, and she was still holding a freshly wrapped baby in her arms, with the intention of beating out.

"I won't agree either, my child, I'll take it. ”

Hearing the same voice, as if feeling some kind of support, the girl held the baby who was still on the pillow and had no time to be transferred, and struggled to get off the ground, her body was even weaker, and this time she almost didn't soften.

The female doctor next to her habitually took a hand, but was quickly dodged by the other party, and when she looked up, she almost shot sharp arrows in her eyes, stabbing people embarrassed.

"I'm just asking, isn't this helping you deal with it?"

For a doctor who also handles abortions in private, the life of a small baby cannot be seen, but even if it is seen, what can it do? Parents don't want to raise it, so do they expect others to be kind enough to support it?

The girl who walked out of the door saw the woman who was about to walk through the corridor, the two looked at each other, and saw the baby in each other's arms, a trace of inexplicable intimacy made the girl show a friendly smile, she was really scared just now, afraid that she couldn't protect the child, fortunately...

For this, she was grateful to this woman who could speak foul language, even if she was not in a good profession.

"Sister, where are you taking the child?"

The two walked out of the hospital door together, a private clinic in a relatively secluded place, and a very unruly-looking hair salon nearby, with weak turning lights slowly circling, and the three colors were like conspicuous landmarks in the daytime.

The girl is still a little dazed, she doesn't know what her next step should be, those abortion fees were exchanged by her for these days of fetal rearing, and it was easy to give birth to a child, but she was full of confusion, she couldn't afford it.

In fact, in the final stage, if she hadn't been able to have a fetus and gambled on it, she might not have been able to hold on for a long time.

When she gave birth, she cried a lot, her eyes were still a little swollen, and when she heard someone ask, she didn't care that this person didn't actually know, she said directly: "I can't raise it, I'm going to leave here and never come back." ”

Hiding from everyone to give birth to a child here, after giving birth, he found out that he had actually done useless work, his father would not support him, and his mother, she, could not support him.

The previous love obstacle seems to have broken at this moment, she is more sober than ever, knowing that as long as she turns back, she can still catch half of the future, otherwise... Even if it's a repetition, she can't ruin herself like this.

When the woman full of wind and dust appeared in front of her, she seemed to see herself who had embarked on another path, no education, no diploma, no money and no power, what could she rely on to make a living?

In those days of pregnancy, she already knew very well what money could bring, and she understood that the child's physique might not be good, and she couldn't afford to raise such a child, and she didn't want to raise it.

That man, that man... There was a moment in his eyes when there was hatred.

"Then send it to the welfare home, I've been optimistic about one for a long time. ”

The woman knew from the beginning what this child meant to her, and it was also a prophecy for the sake of having a child in the future, a woman, can she still do it without having a child? At least now she knows that she is fine, if the one she finds in the future can't have a child, it must be someone else's problem!

No matter how simple the method of elimination, she is actually not so uneducated.

"Welfare home? Oh, okay, send it to the welfare home. ”

The girl's eyes lit up, this is a public unit, at least there will be no dirty things like in the clinic, at least, she can grow up well, so she doesn't owe him anything.

For the first time, the girl looked down at the baby wrapped in a large towel that had been uniform in the clinic, but she didn't actually see his face, the corner that hung down, just like a parasol to block his face.

was about to free up a hand to uncover it, but suddenly stopped in mid-air, still not looking, she and him were destined to have no fate.

The two went to the welfare home together, the girl didn't even dare to look at the sign of the welfare home, so she followed the woman to secretly put the child at the door, almost no one was basking in the sun at the door at noon, and the two were not slow, and they quickly completed this step.

The woman who turned around and left didn't have any nostalgia at all, and made a small note with a date of birth, she didn't leave anything for the child, the swaddling clothes were still white towels that didn't even have a logo produced by the clinic.

The girl hesitated again when she was leaving, she had never done such a thing, she was a little uneasy, she hid in a small shop and ordered a bowl of noodles, and ate slowly, looking out of the window while eating, such a hot day, will it dry people?

The hot asphalt road is not insulated, and she can feel the heat under her feet when she walks outside, and the soles of her shoes can't stop it, so...

When the bowl of noodles was eaten to the end, the girl finally breathed a sigh of relief, she saw people coming out of the welfare home, and saw them carrying the two children side by side, okay, okay, don't worry about it anymore.

Six years later, when the pregnant woman, who was already married and pregnant, saw the figure of that person on TV, she saw the introduction of him on TV, and he was in high spirits with his wife, and the son of the two did not attend, and it was said that he was studying at a well-known university.

Hehe, why can he still be so chic?

The phone number that I thought I had forgotten a long time ago was dialed fluently at this time, and the number that had been replaced was smoothly dialed in, and when I heard his voice, she said, "You know what, you also have a son." ”

When she was waiting for the small noodle restaurant, the time of that bowl of noodles, she repeatedly looked at the welfare house sign that she didn't dare to look at at the beginning countless times, in a word, an address, she hung up the phone first, and how much hatred suddenly shed tears at this moment.

"How can you cry when you watch the news?"

The husband who came out of the kitchen saw his wife crying at the TV, asked softly, came over and hugged the person, the woman snuggled up, and the movements of her hands easily blacked out a number completely, deleted the call log, and from then on, it was irrelevant.

A month later, Assistant Chen appeared in Rongyang and promised Lin San on the phone: "Don't worry, Sanshao, I will definitely find someone." ”

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The result of a mistake!

Beyond that!

Happy Holidays!