Chapter 57: You must not know what it feels like
"The severed finger can be recovered and connected within eight hours. Go to your master and tell him that I will see him now. ”
The man took the silk handkerchief handed by Sherry, slowly wiped the blood from the blade, and his cold black eyes were completely unmoved, "When will he see me, when will he bring back your severed finger." ”
Wu Luo was so painful that he could barely stand up, and glanced at Jiang Qinghaze in horror.
He was like a demon from hell at the moment, asking for a finger and then asking for his life.
He...... Wasn't he the most gentle young master of the Jiang family? Didn't the old snake tell him that Jiang Qingha, this man, was not to be feared?
But the strength and attitude of this man to cut his fingers turned out to be completely skilled.
Dragging blood all over the ground, he staggered and ran out in embarrassment.
"Is the phone located on?" Jiang Qinghaze asked in a deep voice as he returned the knife to Sherry.
"It's on, Mr. Jiang. This situation also made Sherry's heart tremble.
Since he met Miss Su, Mr. Jiang has not seen blood for many years, and even smokes very little cigarettes, and uses mints instead.
Can ...... now
She was silent and stole a glance at the man.
How many bloody springs, summers, autumns and winters have been spent in the bloody spring, and the man who walks alone on the tip of the knife has abandoned all life and death for a smile, just to be by her side for a long time.
And now it's for her that I've picked up the knife again.
While helping the man put on his coat, Sherry whispered, "Mr. Xi, Dr. Li called and said that there is no major problem, and it will be fine for a few days." ”
Jiang Qinghaze nodded slowly: "She went to see him?"
"Well, I did, but I didn't stay long. Sherry paused, raised his eyes and asked the man, "Isn't Mr. Jiang going to visit her?"
He paused in his dressing movements, and said lightly: "Don't worry, let's deal with the matter over there first." ”
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When the two cups of American coffee were served, Su Wanzheng waited for Song Liuxing.
Song Liuxing obviously cleaned herself up, she combed her hair back and reapplied lipstick, looking not so bad.
Su Wanzheng sat and talked with her calmly for the first time, and it was also the first time to face her appearance.
Probably because too many things have happened recently, Song Liuxing has freckles on both ends of his nose, his face is sallow, and his originally delicate face has pulled his hips a lot.
Wearing a tight sweater on the top, a knitted long skirt on the bottom, and a canvas bag, it has the charm of a young woman from a good family.
Su Wanzheng lightly pushed the coffee to her: "I don't know what you like to drink, so I just ordered a cup casually." ”
Song Liuxing let out a "hmm", it seemed that his hands were very cold, and he kept holding the cup: "Just drink this." ”
Su Wanzheng held her chin and gently stirred the coffee with the spoon in her right hand: "When Miss Song is ready to speak, I will listen to you." ”
"Good. She nodded as if she were dead, her eyes red.
For the sake of her son, it doesn't hurt for her to tell her about her dirty past.
"I used to always take Xiaoquan to provoke you, deliberately teach the children, and scold you for being a bad woman in front of Xi Jiangran, but the essence is actually jealous of you, jealous that you can marry Ah Ran. ”
"I came from a very ordinary family, and after graduating from college, my father died in a shipwreck. At that time, I happened to be pregnant with Koizumi. After my father died, I didn't want to live anymore, and when I was about to kill myself by lighting gas at home, it was Ah Ran who saved me. ”
Su Wanzheng stirred the coffee, her pupils widened slightly, and when she heard the conversation between the two of them in the ward, she vaguely guessed that Xiaoquan was not the child of the two.
"After I was discharged from the hospital, Ah Ran asked my aunt to take care of me and the children, asked Dr. Li to find the best psychologist, and helped me settle down at the university. ”
When Song Liuxing recalled this past, the corners of her mouth were smiling, and it was conceivable that the gentleness that Xi Jiangran gave her at that time saved her life.
Su Wanzheng also suddenly understood why Song Liuxing was so deeply trapped in Xi Jiangran.
Whoever is pulled by someone at the moment of dying will have feelings, let alone such a handsome and gentle man.
"The psychiatrist diagnosed me with major depression, but fortunately, with Ah Ran by my side every day, my mood gradually improved, and I gave birth to the child smoothly. ”
"I thought that after I gave birth, he wouldn't care about me. But unexpectedly, Ah Ran still persevered to take care of me and Koizumi. We celebrated Koizumi's birthday and 100 days together, and taught him to crawl to walk, from babbling to shouting to ...... mom and dad."
She tilted her chin slightly, "I was really happy at that time, and I really treated him as the father of my child." But I always knew that the way he looked at me was only sympathy, not love. ”
"There were many times when I wanted to keep him, I tried all kinds of methods, and even once I deliberately slipped in the shower, and when I let him carry me back to the room, I took the initiative to kiss him, and he avoided it and helped me get dressed and said, 'Ryuxing, it's just my responsibility to take care of you, die to me, I don't love you.'" ’”
Song Liuxing laughed self-deprecatingly: "To be honest, it was quite hurtful at that time. Later, I found out that he was going to get married, and the marriage partner was you. ”
Su Wanzheng took a sip of coffee slowly, and the mellow taste gradually unfolded in her taste buds.
Song Liuxing smiled slightly: "You don't seem surprised, Xiaoquan is not Xi Jiangran's child, did you guess it a long time ago?"
"Guessed when I heard what he said to you. She sighed heavily.
Song Liuxing's eyes were gloomy, and he took a sip of coffee, bitter: "You are really smart, smarter than me, a stupid woman like me is destined to not be able to stand by his side." ”
"Miss Song, don't be presumptuous, at least you are scheming enough, pretending to be pregnant with Xi Jiangran's child, and successfully provoked my relationship with him. ”
Song Liuxing's hand holding the cup slowly tightened, and he touched his belly: "Yes, you also guessed that the 'second child' is not his." ”
"Whose is that?"
Song Liuxing looked at her deeply.
Su Wanzheng looked at her, and somehow, she saw a little desolation in her eyes.
It was as if if if suffering a little more, the woman in front of her would collapse completely.
But her gloomy expression made Su Wanzheng even more puzzled.
She couldn't help but ask again, "Whose is it?"
Song Liuxing took a sip of coffee before he spoke, and his hands trembled so much that he almost spilled the coffee on the table: "Two months ago, I was raped. ”
"What?"
Her brain was stunned, and she couldn't believe her ears.
The air suddenly fell into an awkward silence, and Song Liuxing stared at her with a vacant gaze.
Pale for a few seconds, and then smiled: "It's such eyes again, and everyone who knows about this is looking at me with this sympathetic expression." ”
"That'...... Then you ...... now."
Song Liuxing put a bottle of medicine on the table from his bag: "After conceiving that rapist's child, depression is committed again." I have to eat it every day, but my mood has not improved. That's why Ah Ran has been with me during that time, and he was negligent to you. ”
Su Wanzheng was so shocked that her mouth couldn't close and trembled twice.
She calculated the time in her heart, two months ago, Xi Jiangran did often use business trips as an excuse to stay up all night.
"I went to your office that day to make trouble, but I was actually sick and wanted to find an outlet to vent. As a result, I was driven away by a few words from you, and that day I sat on the side of the street, and the more I thought about it, the more desperate I became, so I took the abortion pill directly. ”
"You don't know what it's like to feel like a child turning into blood and then flowing out of his body. ”
Su Wanzheng covered her lips, and her lower abdomen tightened, as if she could be in the pain.
Song Liuxing's eyes were red, and he said in a choked tone, "But that's the rapist's child, how can I stay." Later, when Koizumi grows up, how can I explain it to him......"
So that day in the hospital, Xi Jiangran was carrying her to the Qing Palace, and Su Wanzheng mistakenly thought that she was pregnant with his child.
In an instant, she didn't know how to describe her mood, and she had mixed flavors.
She felt ridiculous, and she began to feel sorry for Song Liuxing.
"Then that rapist, have you caught it? Since Xi Jiangran is so concerned about your affairs, he must have caught that rapist. ”
She is envious of Su Wanzheng, because only a woman like Su Wanzheng who is protected would ask such childish words.
Su Wanzheng didn't know anything about the dirty side of this world, because Xi Jiangran always protected her and didn't let her touch it.
Song Liuxing stared down at the coffee liquid, what would happen if she told Su Wanzheng?
Thinking of this, Song Liuxing suddenly smiled weakly: "Do you want to know who it is?"
Xi Jiangran has even taken her son away, and the only person she can ask for is Su Wanzheng.
"You say, I can handle it. ”
"Good. I'll tell you everything about what happened, as long as you can help me intercede with Ah Ran and ask him to return Koizumi to me. Song Liuxing lowered his eyelashes bitterly.
Su Wanzheng nodded: "Okay." ”
"The one who raped me is ......"
When Su Wanzheng saw her lips pouting into a familiar shape, suddenly, the mobile phone in Song Liuxing's hand vibrate.
Song Liuxing stopped talking and lowered his head and swept his eyes.
An unfamiliar number, a line of heart-wrenching words -
"Dare to say it, and I'll make you blood-splattered in the café in no time. ”
Song Liuxing's pupils widened suddenly, and his brain instantly "buzzed".
With trembling hands, she flipped over her phone, and when she looked around left and right, she suddenly felt something on the sofa behind her.
Just behind her, another table of guests who shared a couch back with her were his men!
The man was aiming his gun at the back of the couch, pulling the trigger at any moment.
Song Liuxing was shocked, his lips pale as paper.
He...... When did he come?
How would he have known she was here?
How much did he hear?
The brain is instantly filled with question marks made up of fear.
Su Wanzheng saw that Song Liuxing suddenly looked around in a panic, thinking that she was afraid of someone around, and whispered: "Miss Song, are you okay?" ”
Song Liuxing froze motionless as if he had fallen into an evil spirit.
She knew that she had a gun against her back now, and if she made a mistake, the other party could pull the trigger at any time.
"Miss Song?"
Su Wanzheng sensitively sensed that something was wrong with her, and wondered if she should be sick again, right?
"Don't, don't come here!" Song Liuxing subconsciously screamed, trembling, "Really, Su Wanzheng, sit there and don't move, don't come here!"
Su Wanzheng was stunned, listening to her words and not daring to move.
At this time, Song Liuxing's mobile phone lit up again, she looked down, and another text message was sent-
"Now come to the toilet, don't let Su Wanzheng notice. ”
It was obviously winter in Rongcheng, but Song Liuxing was already covered with cold sweat.
Her heart was beating like thunder, she swallowed her saliva uneasily, and slowly stood up with her bag: "I...... I suddenly had a little upset in my stomach and I wanted to go to the toilet. ”
Su Wanzheng frowned, her eyes were a little worried: "Okay, you go, I'll wait for you here." ”
Not long after she left, Su Wanzheng lowered her head to play with her mobile phone, and Xi Jiangran sent her a text message asking where she was.
She lied casually: [I'm shopping with Ranran. 】
[Don't go around, go home early, Wu's mother has prepared the dishes in the evening, and my mother is coming for dinner. 】
Maybe it was because he untied Song Liuxing's knot, knowing that he had misunderstood him for too long, reading his words, Su Wanzheng's mood also changed a lot.
She asked him: [Mom came back from a trip to country Y?]
[Well, don't let her know I'm hurt.] 】
Xi's mother is a very lovely woman, with a good personality and a fashionable person.
What's more important is that people are very simple, Su Wanzheng thinks that she can give birth to a scheming man like Jiang Ran is simply amazing.
[Okay, I'll go home later.] 】
After she replied to the message, she looked at the time, it was already past seven o'clock, and Song Liuxing had not come back yet.
She went to the toilet for too long, Su Wanzheng couldn't help but worry, and was about to go to the toilet to see what was going on, when the phone rang again.
Song Liuxing: [Miss Su, I'm sorry, I may not be able to continue chatting with you today, let's talk about it next time, you go back early.] 】
She frowned and stared at the text message, and replied to her several messages in a row:
[What the hell is going on?]
[Miss Song, who is the rapist you just mentioned? Why didn't you say it halfway through?]
At this moment, in the women's toilet, Song Liuxing was killed by a man on the wall of the toilet room.
Her long skirt had faded to her feet, and her sweater had been pushed to the top.
The man covered her mouth while exerting his force, biting her ear viciously: "I see that your wings are getting stiffer and stiffer, and you want to ask Su Wanzheng for help?
"Let me go...... Well...... You madman!"
Song Liuxing held on to his vague consciousness, desperately twisting his legs and trying to struggle, but he didn't want to just exacerbate his anger.
"It seems that you still don't understand, it's your luck that I'm willing to let you go, and now you want to find someone to expose me. ”
He grabbed her neck and forced the woman to look at him with tearful eyes, "Do you know what will happen? Kill me, you don't want to live well." ”
"Whew!"
Song Liuxing spat on his face with a mouthful of water, although his face was pale, his weak face was full of anger, "I hate you! I really want to rip you out cramps and bones, rip out your heart and feed it to the dogs, and then burn you to ashes and throw you into a septic tank!"
Her life, her happiness, were all ruined in his hands.
The man's eyes stared at her fiercely, as if excited by her words.
grabbed her by the neck, dragged her out of the private room, and forced her to look at herself in the mirror: "Look at your current wandering, you are just the same person as me, and if I die, I will drag you into hell with me." ”