Chapter 239: The Past Is Like Smoke
That's a proud girl, excellent in learning, beautiful appearance, she was the goddess in the hearts of many boys when she was a student, her life was equally wonderful after graduation work, and she became the most outstanding of all her classmates in just a few years, becoming a newcomer in the cultural media neighborhood that cannot be underestimated, in the face of the praise and pursuit around her, she disdains it all, this may be the common characteristic of the proud son, but such pride is also fatal to a proud son of the sky, that is, once conquered by another person, then this life will never be able to get rid of that person's shadow, pride will make people confident and indifferent but will also make people sensitive and affectionate。
With the increasing position and fame, she gradually began to look down on the world, not that she does not desire love, does not fantasize about marriage, but because in her work environment, in her professional circle, all men can only look up to her, just like that, she is going higher and higher in the media neighborhood, and the suitors around her are gradually decreasing until they disappear completely, although those men don't want to admit it, but in fact, they all know in their hearts that they can't control this dazzling woman like a star, men's psychology may be so contradictory, they are eager to conquer powerful women, but once this strength is beyond his control, then men will stay away from her, run away from her.
Because of the continuous growth of age, her parents also began to urge her to find a partner to marry, but how could she be willing to settle in love when she was born proud? And in the busy work, she also had no heart to think about love, just when she thought that she would never meet the person she liked in her life, fate played the biggest joke on her.
Under the comprehensive consideration of various factors, she left the most famous entertainment media company in China at that time and went to Columbia University in the United States for further study.
After the first comprehensive assessment, she looked at her comprehensive results on the bulletin board in disbelief, she turned out to be the second place! Since going to college and choosing the media major she is most interested in, she has never tasted the taste of not being the first, this time the evaluation results are simply the most surprising and shocking thing for her more than 20 years, from the initial shock reaction, she looked curiously and unconvinced at the person who pressed her name, at that time she could not have imagined that it was this glance, the man called Yu Sinuo would become her lifelong obsession and regret.
She stood outside the bulletin board and stared at the name for a full five minutes, and finally she snorted coldly, clenched her fists and left, after which she became more assiduous and harder in her professional studies, and before the first comprehensive assessment, she studied until 11 o'clock every night, and after this time she was in second place, she studied until 1 o'clock in the morning, just in her diligent anticipation, the second comprehensive assessment came as scheduled, she answered all the test questions with confidence, thinking that no one would be able to surpass her this time, but two days later, on the day the results of the evaluation were announced, her pride and self-confidence were once again shattered by the eye-catching results, and she not only did not exceed the one called Yu Sinuo, and the gap between him and him has become even wider.
If she was defeated by him for the first time, her heart was full of shock, anger and unconvinced, then this time she was once again opened by him with a big score, in addition to shock or shock in her heart, she couldn't believe that she studied until one o'clock in the morning every night, and there was someone who could surpass her, that is, from this moment on, she had a trace of curiosity about this guy called Yu Sino for the first time, and she only realized at this time that she didn't have a little impression of this guy named Yu Sino in her mind, and she didn't even know what the guy she listed as a potential competitor looked like in the past month, precisely because of this first surging curiosity, she is destined to be proud for nearly thirty years, and she will be folded in the hands of that person named Yu Sinuo.
Although she was curious, how could she take the initiative to ask who Yu Sinuo was? In such a curious and proud ambivalence, until the first semester was halfway over, she finally knew who was called Yu Sinuo, that was in a marketing cooperation class, the teacher immediately selected two people to form a team, fate may be so interesting, after her name was pronounced, followed by the three words Yu Sinuo, when these three words were pronounced by the teacher in broken Chinese, her heart trembled inexplicably, it turned out that unconsciously, under the suppression of curiosity in this half semester, the three words of Yu Sino have become a brand in her heart。
At the end of the grouping, I was going to face the one named Yu Sinuo with the most arrogant posture, and at the first glance she saw him, she threw away all the cold armor in an instant, and with the sentence that came out of his mouth, "Classmate Jiang, hello, I have wanted to know you for a long time, I have never had the opportunity, I am in a foreign country, I will take care of you in the future", the indifference that she had been proud of for 29 years was all gone with the wind.
He smoothed her edges with a smile, respected her pride with warmth, and dispelled her indifference with care, and she was surprised to find that her always invincible and proud armor was vulnerable in front of him, but where could she see her heart at that time? Although she was 29 years old that year, she was still stubborn and ignorant like a twenty-eight girl in the relationship between men and women, obviously eager to see him and talk to him every day, but after meeting him, she always spoke coldly, at that time in Yu Sinuo's eyes, I am afraid that she was just a stubborn little girl, otherwise why every time no matter how unreasonable he was, he just looked at himself gently, and the corners of his mouth always had that warm smile.
Three years of foreign study passed in a flash, and when it was time to graduate, she was uncontrollably afraid, she was afraid that she would never be able to take classes with Yu Sinuo again, she was afraid that she would never be able to fight with him again, she was afraid that she would no longer be able to see his gentle smile, she was afraid that she would no longer be able to do the project with him, in short, everything she was afraid of had a common origin, that is, Yu Sinuo, she was afraid that she would never see him again in this life, and finally, the night before graduation, she saw her heart clearly, it turned out that in the group discussion class three years ago, at the first sight of him, she had already liked him, and got along with him every day for three yearshas sublimated this shy liking into indelible love.
Finally figured it out she did not hesitate or hesitate, she planned to show him her heart at the graduation celebration the next day, although I don't know what kind of feelings Yu Sinuo has for her, but she has been ignorant for 29 years, she does not want to miss this only love, in the face of such a sincere love, the weight of face has long been as light as a feather.
It's just that fate always seems to like to joke with people, and she didn't see him at the graduation ceremony the next day, or a good friend of Yu Sinuo told her that it turned out that there was a very important emergency at his home, so he booked a ticket to return to China in the middle of the night last night, before leaving, he left a box, let a good friend transfer it to her, took the box, she held back her inner curiosity and uneasiness, and hurriedly returned to her room after attending all the processes of the graduation ceremony, with apprehension, she slowly opened the small and simple box, what was left in the box was not anything else, but a man's love hidden deep in his heart。
Looking at the photos in the box that she took without paying attention, looking at the letters that recorded the bits and pieces of the two of them for three years, looking at the self-description from the bottom of the heart of the mature and sunny man, especially when she saw the confession full of love for her, her heart had already been filled with an indescribable joy and shyness, but this shame did not last long, a phone rang without warning, and the voice on the other end of the phone made her mood fall from heaven to purgatory darker than hell in an instant.
"Hello, may I ask Miss Jiang, I am here at Hong Kong Mutual Aid Hospital, first of all, I am very unfortunate to tell you, Mr. Yu Si Nuo took flight 3U768 encountered an emergency failure when landing, although we tried our best to rescue, but Mr. Yu Si Nuo still died at 8:07 Yan Jing time, this phone call is Mr. Yu Si Nuo on his deathbed asked us to call you, the following is Mr. Yu's original words, please pay attention to listen: Xiao Pei, I have been displaced in this life, and finally have the right to choose my own life in adulthood, if there is anything lucky in this life, then I met you, this sentence I love you three years late, maybe even the last time I say to you I love you, I just hope you don't have to be depressed and sad for me, less indifferent, more smiling, I love you, I wish you happiness"
"Miss Jiang, we contacted Mr. Yu's family, but the information shows that he was an orphan since he was a child and was raised by an old man who was not related by blood, but after investigation, the old man also passed away last night, so you are already the only person he can trust in this world, and I hope you can take some time to come and get it, we are all addresses ....."
The latter words, she couldn't listen to it at all, tears had already blurred her eyes, she didn't know how she hung up the phone, or it could be that the staff member on the other side saw that she didn't respond for a long time, so she took the initiative to hang up the phone, she didn't know how to spend that day, three years of getting along, falling in love when they were separated, and the separation of life and death, made her seem to lose everything overnight.
That's right, that proud person is Jiang Wenpei, as for why she stayed in Lingyue because of Yu Sinuo, it was because when she was sorting out Yu Sinuo's relics, she found a small notebook, which only recorded three things, one let Ah Gong live in a big villa and live a good life; His goal is to choose one of the three companies on the verge of bankruptcy, bring it back to life, and lead it to become the top media company in China.