There was a toss, and the people on several tables stood up and left, but just as these people were walking out, Zhao Nan, who had a rice bowl, appeared at the door with Kou Yang and Lin Jinmei, and there seemed to be a few girls in the back, and the remaining few who were slow were also blocked in the library, Zhao Nan didn't know what was going on inside, and let Rang wait until everyone walked out, then he entered the library and looked at a few empty tables and said: "Zuo Jianjian, Zheng Jianguo, what are you two doing? ”

"Well, I'm joking with this - Zuo Jianjian. ”

Zheng Jianguo didn't expect that this name was similar to his own, and after retracting his gaze from the faces of several girls, he looked at him: "You go-"

"Oh good, thank you, thank you!"

Zuo Jianjian's little face turned pale and packed up the rice bowl and chopsticks steamed buns and went out, Zheng Jianguo watched a few girls come in, so he turned sideways and buttoned up his clothes and picked up the buns on the table, and wiped the stuffing of the spilled buns, and turned his head before he wanted to leave, and saw Kou Yang look over: "Zheng Jianguo, I heard Zhao Nan say that you copied an English book?"

"Well, when I was idle at home, I copied a copy. ”

Zheng Jianguo took a big bite of the bun and looked at Kou Yang's face, unlike most other girls who were more than one meter and five points, Kou Yang was about the same height as him, so he could be regarded as equal in terms of eye contact, of course, this did not feel good to him, as a very traditional man, in his cognition, women should be virtuous and virtuous: "After all, it is borrowed from you-"

"Then what happened to you just now, we all heard you say outside that you have an opinion to stay. ”

A pair of black eyes swept over Zheng Jianguo's dark face, Kou Yang watched the other girls sit down and look, and his eyes fell on Zhao Nan: "Zhao Nan also said that I haven't seen you lose your temper before." ”

"I lost my temper, I was just forced to be helpless. ”

I didn't expect these girls to come for so long, Zheng Jianguo shrugged his shoulders with the bun, looked at Kou Yang's half side face in front of him, and couldn't help but look at it twice: "You also heard it, what kind of Zuo Jianjian is going to criticize me for the dross that I am looking for the stinky old nine, but this group of greenhouse flowers who have not experienced the wind and rain obviously think a little badly, or they ignore something under the dark lights, which makes me complete the Jedi counterattack." ”

"I see you're a little smug—"

The smooth forehead instantly twisted out a pimple, and a trace of anger flashed in Kou Yang's eyes, this thing said in front of them that those boys were greenhouse flowers who had not experienced wind and rain, this is the reflection of Hongguoguo: "You have suffered what we have not suffered, but this is not you, the proud capital now." ”

"My capital is that I forgave them for their despicable intentions. ”

Ignoring the girl's inexplicable anger, Zheng Jianguo didn't expect to see her with such a look, stuffed the bun in his hand into his mouth and said while eating: "You also know that they will not forgive me for being such a greenhouse flower that has not experienced wind and rain, if they have the upper hand in the previous argument, they will pour some poor middle peasants on me with all their strength to become petite." Bourgeoisie, if you know that, they're going to make sure I'm never going to be able to turn over, like the ones that have happened, right?"

"You-"

Kou Yang was stunned, as if she had seen Zheng Jianguo staring at him for the first time, this was a very ordinary face, so ordinary that if it weren't for the previous face, she wouldn't even be able to make an impression of his memory, and then shook her head: "No, they're just simple students-"

"It's because it's simple that it's stupid. ”

Zheng Jianguo glanced at the female classmates who were staring at him in unison, if it was not Kou Yang who said this, but Zhao Nan or Lin Jinmei, he would simply turn around and leave, these people were just passers-by when he was studying in this school.

This kind of passerby will exist all the time in a person's life, but the fate of this person has been changed by Zheng Jianguo, and the Kou Yang in his memory will choose to suspend his school because of the ballpoint pen stabbed his eye by Wu Bin, and has completely disappeared since then, I don't know if it is cured or worsened: "Newborn calves are not afraid of tigers, and the ignorant are not afraid, they can't understand the heaviness of life, so it will seem like a child's play to life." ”

"Then why did you let Zuo Jianjian go?"

The slender phoenix eyes flashed with a misty color, Kou Yang didn't know what to think, and then as if he had found a loophole, his whole person glowed: "You, I remember that you seem to be only sixteen? Some of them are much older than you-"

"I'm only fifteen now, but since I was a child, I followed my father to see the members of the society, so I've seen people who can't accept it when they face their own life, old age, sickness and death, and even when they are waiting for death, the whole family hugs their heads and cries. ”

Talking about life and death, Zheng Jianguo seems to have changed people, although he didn't have much business in the township hospital in his previous life, but it is precisely because he is at the forefront of facing the lowest level of society that he can feel the significance of those life and death to ordinary people: "Just like those of us who have not yet started a family, imagine that we are old enough to be treated in the hospital and let us go home and wait for death, and our children and relatives talk about our death behind our backs, can you imagine?"

You can't imagine it!

But I've seen it, so I feel how happy it is to be in school now, to learn something that you want to learn, and even to change your own destiny, and you flowers growing in the greenhouse are imagining the hardships of going to the countryside, to farming, to ploughing the land, to harvesting, well, you better eat. ”

"You, you look down on me?"

Kou Yang's melon seed face turned white instantly, he turned his head to look at the girl next to him, and after turning his head again, he saw Zheng Jianguo speak: "It's not to look down on you, it's just that you don't want to express your opinion on things you don't know or haven't been exposed to, we should be glad that we were not born twenty years in advance, but fortunately we were born more than ten years ago!"

Although we didn't have enough food and clothing when we were young, but we didn't experience a moment of suffering like our parents and grandparents, this is happiness, to be honest, I envy you, you can be carefree with your hands without touching the spring water, you can grow up eating commercial grain from a young age, instead of gnawing cornmeal and sorghum flour, there are fish and meat and benefits during the New Year's holidays, which is the purpose of the book series I want to read mathematics, physics and chemistry.

Although there are no questions for these books in the school's examination papers, I plan to use this semester to copy the books that will help me surpass the educated youths in the examination time, so that when I return home after graduation, I can review while going to the ground, while those intellectuals can only take the books they have studied and those who have not studied at that time to read - this is the difference between me and you. ”

After Zheng Jianguo finished speaking, he ran away, watching his back disappear at the door, Kou Yang, who heard this series of thoughts, came back to his senses for a long time, turned his head to look at Zhao Nan and Lin Jinmei with different expressions, bent down and sat at the table, staring at Zhao Nan with a pair of eyes in disbelief: "This, is what you said is not self-motivated?"

"It's a motivation for him, and if we're going to come back in two years, then we should do what he says. ”

Zhao Nan also seemed to be taken aback, picked up the steamed bun that was already a little cold and took a bite, and then looked at Kou Yang opposite with a pair of eyes, and raised his chin and said, "He seems to be a little different from you——"

"You don't talk about that!"

Frowning, Kou Yang swept Zhao Nan coldly, then picked up the chopsticks and ate quickly, and listened to Lin Jinmei next to him speak: "Kou Yang, don't believe what Zhao Nan said, when he talked to you just now, I looked at our eyes, I felt that we were in the way, I didn't expect him to be so smart? No, Lao Cheng, I'm afraid that we can't catch up with him as far as he thinks."

Instead of going to the countryside with my graduation certificate in four months, it is better to simply go down now, and I can still enter the situation and adapt to the environment as soon as possible, and I don't have to learn and play in the past few months——"

"Didn't someone say that a day of laziness that can be escaped is a day of laziness?"

Zhao Nan, who was eating silently, said without raising his head, Lin Jinmei's round face suddenly changed: "Didn't I have any ideas at that time?" Now that I heard Zheng Jianguo Balabala say so much, no matter how stupid I am, I have to absorb some of his suggestions, right? Besides, this suggestion is not generally constructive, and I am not stupid, ha~"

"No, let's apply to the school and make a better name, isn't it spring soon, and the commune needs to be built below?"

A girl next to her who had not said a word spoke, and the other people who were eating silently raised their heads in unison, and one by one the little suns seemed to jump out of the horizon and appeared in their eyes, even Kou Yang also woke up to what would be the benefit of this kind of operation:" If we take the initiative to apply to take the lead in the initiative, then a few of us can only go to a few typical educated youth spots, my brother said that their classmates go to the educated youth points are good and bad, the bad ones have to live with the local members, eat, drink and work together, and live together, the better ones are in the brigade headquarters There are educated youth dormitories, and the best Kansai Commune also has its own educated youth building——"

"Zheng Jianguo seems to be from the Kansai Commune Shop Brigade. ”

Lin Jinmei quickly raised her head and said, and saw Zhao Nan, who was sitting opposite, opened her mouth to correct: "Sanlipu Brigade, go three miles to the south on the main road in the west of the city and go three miles to the south, that's almost it, but they still have to go a few miles west in the Guanxi Commune, counting almost ten miles, if we go there, it's not too far from home-"

"Then it's decided, I'll discuss this matter with my family when I go home tonight, and I'll get a letter tomorrow. ”

With a finger of the chopsticks in his hand, Kou Yang was considered to be the commander, but after speaking, he quickly withdrew the chopsticks and continued to eat while saying: "However, I don't think there will be many people in my family who oppose this proposal-"