0223 I don't miss you because I'm lonely, but I'm lonely because I miss you

After the person who sent Chen Goodnight up left, Chen Goodnight was the only one left in the whole room.

In fact, Chen Wannight often lives alone in a room.

But there was never any loneliness.

But in such a room, which is obviously not very large, there is a surprising feeling of almost suffocation.

Is it because this obviously small room is full of bunk beds?

Or is it because it is obviously possible to live in many people's houses, and now there is only Chen Wan'an alone?

It was as if there was only one Chen Goodnight in the entire hostel, still panting in silence.

Taking out his mobile phone, Chen Wan'an followed the prompts on the wall and connected to the wireless network.

Chen Wan'an wanted to try the network function of this 30 yuan a night youth hostel......

Fortunately, after Chen Wan'an's mobile phone was connected, Chen Wan'an could feel the rapid rush of the Internet speed.

Yes, do you know that young people today can't do without the Internet wherever they go?

So the net here is so fast?

In fact, Chen Wannight doesn't mind living in such a place at all.

There won't be a lot of people's worries, such as whether things will be lost if they are placed here.

Chen Wan's dormitory, your belongings are all in this backpack.

Basically, only these shooting equipment in the backpack are valuable, and these things are taken wherever Chen Wannight goes, so there is no such concern at all.

According to Chen Wan'an, am I still afraid of losing things?

It would be nice if I didn't take your ashtray away.

I took out my phone and looked at it, but there was nothing else on it except the information sent by the telecom company that the spending balance was about to run out.

I don't know when it started, Chen Wan'an found himself more and more like a loner.

Obviously, a single backpacker, even if he is bent on moving forward, should he move forward bravely, right?

Why is there always an inexplicable sense of loneliness during this time?

This is the case in this unmanned hostel dormitory, and walking on the road is like this......

Even people who meet for the first time ask themselves...... Why didn't you travel with the queen model this time?

Whether it was Su Yu who danced in the mountains or Ye Ruo, who lived next door, they all asked themselves this question.

But...... At the beginning, weren't you the same person?

For so long, Chen Wan'an never felt how important it was to be Gu Naier or Lin Qingchen around him, but now he inexplicably discovered that he was missing some of his most important things.

Of course, these questions only haunt Chen's brain on a lonely night.

In the daytime, when there is something to do, when those scenery is fascinating, Chen Wan'an is actually not empty and lonely.

In fact, this is the most obvious manifestation of a person's loneliness.

A truly energetic person will not have any mental problems even if he is alone.

And Chen Wan'an was such a person before.

But not anymore.

Silently deleted the reminder message on the mobile phone, Chen Wan'an sighed softly.

It seems that because a person stayed for a while and did not speak, his throat was a little heavy.

This voice turned out to be a little hoarse.

Chen Wan'an didn't pay attention to it, but pressed it on his phone.

I don't have a lot of phone numbers stored on my phone.

A larger part of it is some inn friends and some travel-related people I met on the road.

It may be said that there are only three or two people who seem to be more like friends from getting along.

Ye Suifeng: If it can be counted as half, then there are only Gu Nell and Lin Qingchen.

Chen Wan'an looked at the phone number on his mobile phone in a daze.

The screen shows the word Nair, along with her phone number...... 155841745XX......

Chen Wan'an's fingers were swiping......

Do you press down or exit?

But didn't she block herself?

......

"I think I can follow you and sleepwalk like a shadow chasing the light......" As the ringtone music in the phone rang, the call went through.

A long time there was a girl's voice.

"Hello?"

"Hmm...... What are you doing?" said Chen Wan'an with a sigh.

"I just got home and was about to take a shower, why did you remember to call me?" Lin Qingchen on the other end of the phone asked in surprise.

It seems a little strange that Chen Wan'an, a guy who doesn't like to take the initiative to contact, can suddenly call himself.

Chen Wan'an seemed to smile a little bitterly.

"I ...... too I don't know, looking at the phone book, I really don't know who I want to call. Chen Wan'an said helplessly.

Perhaps this is the humblest of people.

Sometimes I don't know why, I just want to find someone to talk to, and people will always have this time.

But when I opened the contacts, I found that no one could talk to me......

"You ......" Lin Qingchen seemed to have a warm heart.

This guy can still think of himself at such a time.

Lin Qingchen is a very active and impulsive girl.

After a warm heart, I hung up the phone directly.

Chen Wan'an was still stunned...... Uh, did you say something wrong?

How could you hang up your phone all of a sudden?

Could it be that she came to her because she was boring, and she was angry?

Three seconds later, before Chen Wan'an came to his senses, the screen page in his hand had already turned into a video invitation from Lin Qingchen.

The corners of Chen Wan'an's mouth twitched, and then connected to Lin Qingchen's video.

As the screen lit up, a fragrant scene appeared in the mobile phone.

Lin Qingchen in the mobile phone was wrapped in a bath towel on his head, his white and tender fragrant shoulders were exposed above the water, and the whole person seemed to be soaked in water.

This guy is taking a bath in the bathtub?

Fortunately, the water surface of the bathtub is full of white bubbles, otherwise Chen Wannight really doesn't know where to look.

"Are you really taking a bath?" said Chen Wan.

Lin Qingchen in the picture nodded: "I said that I just got home, took off my clothes and prepared to take a shower, and your phone came as soon as I got into the water, and it was inconvenient for me to hold the phone, so I just video, and I won't ......delay my drinking."

Lin Qingchen took a sip of a glass of red wine with his free hand.

It seems that he found that Chen Wan'an in the mobile phone is in an environment like a bedroom.

Lin Qingchen's face was stunned and asked, "Where are you?" How do I feel like you are a student...... Dorms?"

"I'm a youth hostel...... Six-person room, you haven't lived in it, have you?" Chen Wan'an said with a smile.

"You...... The youth hostel for six people also invites you to try to sleep?" Lin Qingchen was stunned.

"Uh...... I came to live by myself, no one invited me, don't I want to experience the feeling of a youth hostel......" Chen Wan'an smiled wryly.

"Not by your side, you really want to let yourself go......" said here Lin Qingchen paused.

It seems that there is something touched.

"You...... Do you have no money? I ......" Lin Qingchen asked cautiously.

"How can it, I lived in a big villa a few days ago, just come and experience it, I have money, I haven't spent it all last time when the boss gave it so much......" Chen Wan'an hurriedly stopped Lin Qingchen's thoughts.

This girl impulsively wants to give herself money.

"Tell me when I have no money, boys must not suffer themselves when they are outside...... Do you know? In this way, this time I want the Guilin plan, I will go back and say to the finance, you take good care of yourself for me......" Lin Qingchen began to chatter.

Looking at Lin Qingchen, who was frowning at him on the screen, constantly arranging all this, Chen Wan'an suddenly felt warm in his heart.

"Okay, don't worry, I'm fine, I'm fine, greetings to you, see what you're doing, don't be too tired from work. Chen Wan'an greeted Lin Qingchen's work for the first time......

Lin Qingchen also seemed to be tired, so he hummed lightly and nodded.

The two of them were silent across the screen for a while, and Lin Qingchen took the lead in opening a new topic.

"That...... Haven't you found her yet?" Lin Qingchen asked tentatively.

In fact, you don't need to ask, just now Lin Qingchen also saw Gu Naier's circle of friends, obviously to a very nice homestay between the mountains and having dinner with the proprietress.

Although Chen Wan'an did not appear in the video, Lin Qingchen could roughly guess that the two had not met yet.

When he saw Chen Wan'an living alone in a homestay for thirty yuan a night, Lin Qingchen was even more certain.

Chen Wan'an in the video sighed and shook his head, and then said: "Not yet, we don't have contact information, she blocked my phone and WeChat, I just called, and I was still on the blacklist, so although I said that I came to Guilin, I didn't find her." ”

Lin Qingchen sighed, as if he couldn't bear it.

Just yesterday, Lin Qingchen also received a package from Gu Nell in the mail for himself, which contained Guilin's specialty osmanthus tea, osmanthus cake, and some monk fruit...... There is also a bottle of osmanthus flavored perfume.

When he was taking a bath just now, Lin Qingchen poured some ...... in the bathtub

Obviously, Gu Nell seems to be doing well.

And I still have Gu Naer's latest news, but do you want to tell Chen Goodnight?

looked at Chen Wan'an's face on the screen, which was obviously lacking in spirit.

Lin Qingchen finally said: "Then what do you think, do you want to continue to look for it?"

Chen Wan'an seemed to want to nod, but he seemed to shake his head.

The subtle changes are elusive.

"I don't know, let it be, if fate comes, naturally you can meet, if there is no fate, even if I know where she is now, even if I go, it will be in vain. Chen Wan'an is actually very clear about the meaning of what he said.

Of course, Chen Wan'an also knew that whether it was Lin Qingchen or Qiushui, they all had Gu Naer's contact information.

Wanting to do it is nothing more than asking.

But even if you are coming, if you can't meet it, even if you go directly, you may be in vain.

The most important thing is what can I say after I go?

Chen Wan'an felt that he didn't seem to have the words that the men wrote in the book had a stomach in his heart to say before seeing women again.

The current Chen Goodnight has actually thought about it many times.

If you accidentally meet Gu Naier somewhere, what should you say about the first time you see it?

Why did you leave Lijiang?

Chen Wan'an sighed, forget it, let everything be fate.

It seemed that he also felt Chen Wan's thoughts, and Lin Qingchen felt that he had an impulse in an instant.

"What if you ...... If it's boring in Guilin, I just finished the Yinchuan planning project yesterday, or I'll ......" Lin Qingchen's words almost blurted out, but he swallowed back again.

Wouldn't it be embarrassing?

Lin Qingchen was asking himself.

Forget it, take a break. After all, this is Chen Wan's search journey, what to mix with yourself......

If one day, he could find himself like this......

The two chatted for a while, and Lin Qingchen felt that the water in his bathtub was going to be cold, so he hung up the phone.

Chen Wan'an leaned against the wall inside the bed and took a deep breath.

I feel a lot better.

Actually, it's nothing, just find someone to talk to when you're lonely.

I don't need to say anything, just a few words of small talk, and I proved that I am not lonely.

After all, humans are social animals, and the last thing they can stand is loneliness.

Don't say anything about enjoying solitude, it's all because you're not lonely enough.

This state of loneliness is not accurate every time.

When you are lonely, you feel lonely, and when you think you are good, that is not loneliness.

What is true loneliness?

It's not because I'm lonely that I miss you, but because I miss you.

Chen Wan'an looked at the screen of the phone.

Nair's phone is still quiet.

Unable to connect.

Let it be.

......

After Lin Qingchen hung up the phone, he stood up from the bathtub.

If you don't wash it, you will soak it for too long, and you will run edema.

Coming to the shower area, gently letting the water wash away the white foam on his body, Lin Qingchen casually took down the bath towel that was wrapped in his hair just now and wrapped his body.

Then pick up the glass again and return to the couch.

There is a nice tune around the room.

Lin Qingchen's thoughts began to drift out of the bits and pieces of being with Chen Wan'an.

The journey on National Highway 318, the later the two men rode from Daocheng on a sidecar.

The romantic journey of two people on Route 66, the memories that stood in front of Supreme Treasure and Zixia Fairy.

Those strange but unforgettable pasts.

Lin Qingchen sighed, he also knew many excellent boys abroad.

But why is it that only Chen Wan'an is in his own mind and always remembers those who have experienced things together?

Could it be because every moment with him is funny?

This night.

Chen Wan'an touched the heartstrings of Lin Qingchen, who was originally peaceful, because of loneliness.

Then Lin Qingchen warmed Chen goodnight.

Then Chen Goodnight passed on the loneliness to Lin Qingchen.

Now Chen Wanan, who is far away on Yangshuo West Street, is ready to go clubbing.

And Lin Qingchen, who was far away in Chengdu, was staying at home alone at the moment, lonely.

She suddenly felt lonely, yes, yes, not because she was lonely because she missed you, but because she missed you.

Loneliness may be passed on in this way.

It's a really uncomfortable taste.

Damn good night Chen.

Lin Qingchen scolded secretly.

Then he picked up his phone and flipped through it, bouncing it at a contact......

"Well, Naier, what are you doing, I received your package, thank you sister, the perfume smells good......" Lin Qingchen said on the phone and belly......

Sure enough, loneliness and loneliness need to be passed on continuously.