"Disappointment, disappointment?" Taeyeon didn't react.

"I ...... I just wanted to ......" Baekhyun explained desperately, trying to dispel some of Taeyeon's bad impressions.

It's a pity that Taeyeon hates the most is this feeling of being rubbed and chirping in his ears. Usually it's fine, but now it's extremely upset.

"Hey, don't think about it. Taeyeon drove the car, although she was very impatient, but she still gently persuaded, "I can't blame you for this, it's also me, it's too fast." I also want to hurry up and not be photographed by the paparazzi. So, it's okay. Go back and get some rest, apply ice to the wound, and don't leave any obvious injuries the next day. It's not good to be discovered by the agent Oba. ”

"Yes!" Baekhyun noticed Taeyeon's impatience, and his heart was also aggrieved, and he was suddenly a little unhappy. There is no way to go on like this, Baekhyun thought about it and decided to change his thinking, so he began to pretend to be pitiful, wanting to get Taeyeon's sympathy, so he said aggrievedly: "Nuna, I really hurt so much." ”

"Huh?" Taeyeon stopped the car worriedly, carefully looking at the injuries on Baekhyun's face. At this time, Baek-hyun wanted to take advantage of Taeyeon's inattention and lean his head to kiss him. But he didn't want Taeyeon to be fast, so he directly pushed Baekhyun away.

"Don't mess around!" Taeyeon was upset, but she didn't want to lose her temper with Baekhyun, after all, she was her boyfriend. In this situation, I really can't tell who is male and who is female. It's as if the two roles have been reversed.

Taeyeon turned around and silently started the car again. This time, it was quiet in the car. Just when Baekhyun was still thinking about saying something, Taeyeon stopped the car.

"Isn't this my dormitory?" Baekhyun looked at Taeyeon, "Aren't you going to eat?"

"You're all like this, let's go back and ice it. Taeyeon said, "You can eat anytime, but if you don't apply some medicine to the wounds on your face, they will leave scars." ”

Hearing the scars, Bai Xian couldn't care about anything, and hurriedly said "goodbye Nuna" and hurried back to the dormitory.

This time, it was really quiet in the car. Taeyeon doesn't want to go back to the dormitory either, so she walks around the ring road.

Others think Taeyeon is an otaku, but she's not the only one. For Taeyeon, "home" is not confined to the home, but everywhere.

Taeyeon likes to be in a small space alone, like her own room, like in a car with one person. In this small space, Taeyeon doesn't have to be a bright idol star and not be in the limelight of thousands of people. Even if you put on an unsightly but comfortable pose, no one will point a finger.

After so many years of debut, how much has been abandoned behind the glamour that others have seen? In Taeyeon's impression, there has never been any such thing as privacy, as if he has always been the talk of public opinion.

Only at home, in the car, can Taeyeon play the game without caring about anything. Especially brushing ins.

Why does Taeyeon like to binge Instagram so much? Is this thing really that fun? Not really.

The reason why Taeyeon likes to binge Instagram so much is completely out of loneliness and fear in her heart. Because she is usually a star, others do everything possible to know about her privacy, resulting in her own lack of privacy. It made her lonely and scared.

But when at night, in a small closed room, when Taeyeon hides under the quilt and silently brushes Instagram, she has a sense of security. As if at this moment, no one in the world knew of her existence. At this time, Taeyeon is just a ghost floating on the Internet, inconspicuous. And then through the Internet, as an ordinary person, I watched so many strange things. This gives Taeyeon a sickly sense of security.

In fact, Taeyeon's state is very bad, because such depression is likely to suffocate people out of illness. The most obvious example is Wang Taika.

After Wang Taika broke up with Song Coriander, he was also addicted to social media. Space, Weibo, Tieba, Moments. With countless trumpets and the traces of countless people, I found a corner on the Internet, and found the traces of Song Coriander a few days ago, or even a few years ago.

For example, in which space did she leave a message, which Weibo did she like, which post she browsed, what comment did she write under which person's dynamics? It's like a detective, find these to prove how vivid this person used to be around her.

And then...... I started to dislike socializing, and I had fewer and fewer friends, and to a certain extent, I couldn't see the circle of friends. So Wang Taika began to change his thinking and watch the news.

So in a sense, Wong Tae-ka and Taeyeon are actually a kind of people.

Now Taeyeon likes to scroll through social media, but Wong Tae-ka likes to scroll through international military news. Whenever Wang Taika saw the sudden change in the international situation and the displacement of countless people, he felt that his little thing was nothing.

There are still so many people in this world who live in war and fire, and when I think of Song Coriander again, I feel that what love! Feelings! Loneliness! In the long history of mankind, it is simply like a feather, not worth mentioning!

Then slowly, it was suppressed into bipolar disorder......

Ahem, far away, in fact, to put it bluntly, it is the feeling of starting to enjoy loneliness. This type of psychology is uncommon and generally occurs in extremely lonely people. This loneliness refers to the loneliness of the heart, not the number of friends. After all, the gold content of friends in modern society is getting lower and lower.

Taeyeon drives the car and travels on the road at night. I wanted to take it easy, but when I thought about what had just happened, I felt inexplicably sad in my heart.

Why is it sad, for herself, for this relationship, or because of the grievances? Taeyeon doesn't know. Taeyeon only knows that when the crisis is momentary, she stands in front of her boyfriend, and she feels like a fighter, which is not very comfortable.

You can even imagine the embarrassment just now, the heels of the high heels were broken, the clothes were dusty, standing alone in front of that person, in fact, I was very scared, but for the sake of not being hurt, in order to protect my boyfriend, and desperately burst out all the domineering on my body. It's like a poor kitten who should be trembling in front of a tiger, but in order to protect the people around him, he also opens his teeth and claws, pretending to be a tiger too.

Isn't this kind of self embarrassed? Taeyeon thought about it, inexplicably sad. Then I lowered my head and felt cold on my legs, and it turned out that tears were falling.

Taeyeon suddenly wanted to cry, but she couldn't, just shed a few tears sporadically. Because crying has never been Taeyeon's way of venting. Rather than crying, Taeyeon prefers to look up and face it.

It is precisely because the character is flesh and blood, so once you make a decision, you are more determined when you are stubborn.

At this time, Taeyeon's phone suddenly remembered. Looking down, it was Bai Xian calling.

After thinking about it, I've tolerated and taken care of this relationship for so long anyway, this time, let's compromise again. After all, it's her boyfriend, maybe she was really scared?Taeyeon's fleshy personality comforted her so much that she answered the phone.

Alas, this kind of fleshy personality is really angry people who can't wait to take a bite!