144, meet in the next life

I've already figured out where she and her son are going.

Seeing Liu Xiaoyue carrying the ingredients into the kitchen, I followed and said, "Xiaoyue, you take care of Xiaohong, I'll cook today." ”

She smiled sweetly and walked over to me.

Carefully placing Di Hong in Liu Xiaoyue's arms, I rolled up my sleeves and began to prepare lunch.

Liu Xiaoyue noticed something strange and kept standing beside me, her eyes full of sorrow.

"Di Feng, are you hiding something from me. ”

She and I get along day and night, and after a long time, we have already had a tacit understanding with each other.

I looked up and smiled and said to her, "After lunch, Wang Cheng will come to pick you up, you can stay at Xiao Cheng's house for a few days, and he will take care of you." ”

"Di Feng, isn't it dangerous what you want to do?"

She walked up to me and tried to get as close to me as she could.

Smelling the peculiar milky scent of her and her son, I felt much calmer.

I calmly turned my head to look at her and said with a smile: "Don't worry, with you and my son here, I will definitely be more careful." ”

Liu Xiaoyue's eyebrows frowned slightly, and her worries became even stronger.

But she is a girl who knows how to forbear, and she knows that the hatred between me and the Shen family cannot be resolved by persuasion.

In fact, I had already arranged all the big and small things for the rest of their lives.

In case something happens to me, my money is enough for her and Di Hong to spend the rest of their lives in peace.

Wang Cheng will help me take care of them, if Liu Xiaoyue is willing, she can be Di Hong's mother for the rest of her life, I know this is cruel to her, but the choice of life is cruel.

It would also be excellent if she chose to leave alone and pursue her own happiness.

I will ask Wang Cheng to give her a generous compensation, which is enough for her to spend the rest of her life in peace in her new family.

The world is full of variables, although I am eighty percent sure that I will bring down Shen Ruhai.

But I know that there is a contingency for everything. I can bear this eventuality at the cost of my life, but they have to live.

Now, I have one last thing to prepare.

A sumptuous lunch was served, and I opened a bottle of red wine.

Taking out two goblets, I poured half a cup for myself and Liu Xiaoyue.

Picking up the wine glass, I said: "Xiaoyue, I see all your efforts for our Di family, I Di Feng owes you, and I may not be able to repay it in this life, come, I salute you." ”

She plucked up her courage, picked up her glass, looked at me resentfully, and said, "You know, that's not what I want. ”

"I can't give you what you want. I looked her in the eye and said seriously.

I'm sorry, but I have to break her illusions.

Hearing my resolute words, she panicked and seemed so helpless.

The hand holding the wine glass trembled slightly, and she pursed her beautiful red lips aggrievedly, she clenched her teeth tightly, and her eyes were already filled with tears.

I know her, and I know that what she wants is not my gratitude to her, and she even hates it.

What she wants is love, it is to be good to her alone, or she just wants a promise.

But I can't give it to her.

My love has long been given to someone else, and I don't want to lie to her. Even though today is the last day, I will still follow the guidance of my heart.

She raised her glass, glared at me aggrievedly, then tilted her head and forced herself to drink half a glass of wine in one gulp.

A touch of blood ran down the corner of her mouth, she reached out to wipe it off, picked up the wine bottle on the table again, and poured herself a full glass.

Watching her barely pick up the glass of wine and start pouring herself again, my heart ached.

I knew that day would come sooner or later, but I had to face it.

Lying to her is the greatest harm to her.

The pain of falling out of love will soon pass, and dying with hope and waiting for a tomorrow that will not come is the real tragedy.

I can't let the people I want to protect become a tragedy.

After a full glass of wine, she reached for the bottle again, and I grabbed her hand.

Red clouds quickly flew up on her face, and tears finally burst out of her eyes.

I stood up, walked up to her, stroked her soft hair, and comforted softly, "Xiaoyue, don't be like this, we will always be relatives." ”

"I don't want it, I don't want it," she said, standing up, throwing herself into my arms, crying bitterly.

"Di Feng, why don't you lie to me, I want you to lie to me, just like Director Shen lied to you, why don't you lie to me. She pounded my chest desperately.

I closed my eyes silently, my heart full of sourness.

There are three kinds of pain in this world: love and parting, resentment and hatred, and unwantedness.

I have experienced two of them, the death of my parents made me feel painful, and the deception of the Shen family made my life worse than death. And Liu Xiaoyue is experiencing the third kind, and she can't ask for it.

I can relate to the heart-wrenching feeling.

I hugged her tightly, and suddenly I felt as if a knife had stabbed into my heart, and then began to stab wildly, and the real pain suddenly made my whole body tremble.

I clutched my heart in pain and gritted my teeth, only to realize that the true qi in my body was running around, rampage, and finally converged into my heart, like a huge fire in a closed space, trying to find a breakthrough and break out of my body.

Soon, my whole body began to have uncontrollable spasms, sliding from Liu Xiaoyue's arms to the ground.

Liu Xiaoyue was so frightened that she lost her face, and tried her best to hold me on her chest, so scared that the six gods were gone.

"Di Feng, Di Feng, what's wrong with you, I won't force you, I won't force you, don't scare me, don't scare me......"

"Di Feng, Di Feng ......"

She cried and kept calling my name.

I tried to keep my eyes open, trying to keep myself awake, but the tide of darkness was raging and soon completely engulfed my vision.

I don't know how long it took, but when I opened my eyes again, I saw Liu Xiaoyue's pretty face covered with tears close at hand.

As soon as he sat up, I found myself lying on the couch in the living room.

Liu Xiaoyue exclaimed in surprise: "Di Feng, you woke up, where are you in pain?

I touched my whole body, and there was nothing unusual, and I couldn't help but feel a cloud of doubt in my heart.

Searching through my body, I found that the piece of blood jade in my lower abdomen was brilliant, and it was even better than before.

I think it may be due to emotional fluctuations that disturb the true qi in the body.

Although I became stronger than ever after each pain, the feeling of pain still made me feel palpitations.

I felt more and more that the nightmare that my father had spoken of was not far away.

If you want to die, you must beat those scum into the eighteenth layer of hell on the eve of death. Otherwise, this life is equal to living in vain.

Standing up and wiping away the tears on Liu Xiaoyue's face, I said, "I may not be able to repay you in this life, let's meet in the next life." ”

"No, I don't want you to die, you can not love me, as long as you live. ”

Liu Xiaoyue tried hard to suppress the sadness in her heart, barely squeezed out a smile, and couldn't stop two lines of tears from her eyes.