Pani is lonely, even if it is to become an artist, this loneliness has not left her, sisters and fans can't make up for the emptiness in her mood, after the death of her mother, Parney has been looking for a replacement for maternal love, maybe even she herself has not found that whether it is pursuing her dream of being an artist or falling in love, it is to avoid loneliness to fill the emptiness in her heart.

After Pani came to South Korea, she had a group of friends like Taeyeon, and the simple and simple friendship made her temporarily lonely, but with the increase in age, the competition between the trainees on the surface and behind the scenes made her very uncomfortable, she was not really stupid, nor was her brain not working, but she was using this way to resist the deterioration of friendship, she wanted to live a simpler and more real life, but the reality did not allow her to do so.

She worked hard to enrich herself and make herself better, on the one hand, she wanted others to like her and accept her, on the other hand, she didn't want to be the one who was abandoned, she debuted, she became an artist, she did it.

After her debut, she faced all kinds of criticism and Black Sea Pani was confused again, the cruel reality made her understand that if you don't do well, someone must praise her, she firmly protects herself with a silly image, she has always believed that as long as she thinks less, she won't be so painful, as long as she is stupid, no one will bully her, and as long as she is stupid, the hard-won friendship will last for a long time.

Fame didn't bring Pani the satisfaction he expected, because of the increase in the itinerary, the communication between the sisters became less and less, and the friendship that had been due to the shared suffering also cracked for various reasons, and Pani didn't want to see this happen, but she was powerless about the status quo. The pale advice and blind push made her almost unaware of herself, she needed to vent, so she learned to drink, and she was forced by Xiaoyuan to drink a small sip of soju, and she slowly became a regular customer of the bar. The pressure of reality and the loneliness in her soul made her miserable, and she wanted to ask her sisters for help, but seeing their busy figures, she chose to be silent.

Pani and Yu Zeyan are friends, and their Korean-American identities make their friendship grow by leaps and bounds, as a good buddy played by Yu Ze, Ni Kun, who is known as the little prince of nightclubs, naturally met Pani, knowing Yu Zeyan is both lucky and unfortunate for the lonely Pani, saying that luck is because when she is about to be crushed by reality, Yu Zeyan takes her to a nightclub to relax, with the help of Yu Zeyan, a little stupid Pani can get mixed in the nightclub, and said that it is unfortunate because Yu Zeyan has failed Pani's friendship. Yu Zeyan's bad character behavior of chasing Jung so-yeon first and then chasing Lin Yuna made Pani unable to raise his head in front of his sisters, but even so, Pani did not give up this friendship.

I have to admit that this is a world of faces, not to mention anything else. At least a good appearance can make you add points to the first impression of others, Ni Kun's handsome face makes Pani have a good first impression of him, and in the subsequent contact, Pan Ni got Ni Kun's care and love, Yu Zeyan still has to go to the sister after all. More often than not, he left Pani in the care of Nikun.

In this way, Pani and Nikun became more and more familiar. Nikun's care and love made Pani experience a new emotion, which was different from the sisterhood of his youth, and also different from the heterosexual friendship of Yu Zeyan, which made him a little infatuated, which can not only fill the lack of family affection but also make her no longer feel lonely.

At this time, so-young and Yoon-a fell in love one after another, and his best friends Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon were also in love, with examples and references, it was determined many times that Pani was sure that he liked Nikun, and she also believed that Nikun liked her, and when Nikun appeared in front of her with flowers and asked for a relationship, she felt happy. This happiness made her leave the advice and reminders of her sisters behind, and love can really make people stupid.

The relationship between Pani and Nikun can be regarded as bland but happy in Pani's eyes. Because both parties are artists, they don't have much time to get along, because they are both artists, they have to be sneaky on dating, because they are artists, they have to silently watch each other get in touch with other people, but Pani believes that as long as they love each other deeply, these are not a problem.

Pani looked at the sisters who were busy with their careers and love at the same time, and she was glad that she chose to accept Nikun, even if the relationship was good, the sisters would not always be by her side, and the vacancy left by her because of the sisters' relationship was just filled with Nikun.

The early days of love are always sweet, even just hearing each other's voices and just seeing a simple greeting text message can make Pani excited for a long time, she doesn't know what other people's love is like, she only knows that Nikun is very good and she is very satisfied, even the tireless reminders of the sisters and even the vague hints of Yuze Yan did not make Pani waver.

After the initial period, there is a bitter sweetness in the middle period, contradictions are inevitable, quarrels are inevitable, and Nikun still continues his nightclub life after dating Pani, the difference is that many times there is a Pani who is holding his arm, Pani doesn't want Nikun to always go to nightclubs, and Nikun who loves to play verbally agrees but never corrects it, Pani doesn't like Nikun always hugging other women and hugging Nikun and laughing Pani doesn't like to be born in the United States, there are many similar contradictions, but they are all covered up by the sweetness of love in the past.

A well-planned romantic trip between Nikun broke out the most fundamental contradiction between the two, when Nikun naturally took Pani to open a room, but was rejected by Pani who woke up from the romance, which made Nikun very faceless, and after dating Pani, he became the laughing stock of the beast combination, and he didn't coax him to bed for so long to make Nikun very depressed, because the colorful nightclub life with Pani in the past has become boring, and Nikun feels that he can't get Pani's body after paying so much is really sad.

The sudden quarrel made Pani doubt herself, her insistence seemed ridiculous to others, and when she said the words after she got married, Nikun's face was full of ridicule, and she began to wonder if Nikun really liked her, and she also began to think about her relationship with Nikun.

The quarrels between Pani and Nikun are often Pani bowing her head first, because she believes that Nikun will get rid of those problems, she believes that as long as she is given more time, Nikun will accept her attitude towards life and the bottom line she adheres to, and the most important thing is that she is reluctant to let her forget this kind of emotion that can make her forget the emptiness, loneliness and coldness.

Nikun went on with his life, and since Pani couldn't satisfy him, he went to find someone else. His handsome appearance and status as an artist make him the most popular type of person in the nightclub, even if his good brother Yu Zeyan can only beat him in the middle-aged and elderly women's market, Pani still sticks to his bottom line and constantly persuades Nikun to change his lifestyle. But the reward for her persistence was that Nikun became more and more cold and impatient with her.

Pani also thought about ending this relationship that made both parties miserable, but there was a problem when she was young, so she couldn't pay attention, the conflict between sisters made her not feel the existence of friendship for a long time, and when she finally made up her mind, Yu Zeyan's betrayal made her even more confused, and when she was torn apart, her popularity continued to decline, and during this time, Nikun became her only emotional sustenance.

Yesterday afternoon, Nikun sent a text message to end their relationship, and Pani thought that she would be relieved, because at the end of the day, the relationship brought her only quarrels and pressure, but her heart ached when she thought of the good things that had been. She asked herself if she did a better job, this relationship would not be like this, if she met Nikun's requirements, Nikun would accompany her to the end, she had no answer. Thinking that she had come out of the shadows, she turned back into the fat, dark, cowardly, and cowardly Stephanie Hwang who lost her mother, and Tiffany, who was full of confidence and hope for her future, and who was shinier than a gem.

The comfort and counsel of her sisters is a sharp sword for Pani that constantly uncovers the wounds in her soul that she wants to heal, she needs not the sympathy of her sisters nor the comfort of her sisters, what she needs is the emotion that can fill the emptiness and loneliness. She also knew that the sisters did it out of friendship. But the friendship she doesn't want is because of pity, she doesn't want to be pitied by others, even if others are sisters who have been together for more than ten years.

It wasn't until a plate of food was served that Pani raised his head again, maybe the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, the relationship between her and Nikun can't say who is right or wrong, in the final analysis, she met the wrong person at the right time, and the care she needed during that time was given to her, but Nikun is not the person who can be with her for the rest of her life, although the breakup makes her painful but not unacceptable. It is not easy to get rid of pus and blood, and the sisters' worries are written on their faces, and she Tiffany doesn't need pity and doesn't want her sisters to worry.

Tiffany's face was silly grinning. Taeyeon, who had been paying attention to Pani's expression, grabbed Xiaofeng's arm fiercely, and in Taeyeon's opinion, Pani seemed to be stimulated to go crazy, or she wouldn't have shown such a smile after crying, this kind of smile seems to have not been seen for a long time.

"Pani, are you alright? Xiaofeng, who bared her teeth and begged to be spared, was ignored by Taeyeon, and pinching Xiaofeng's arm was used by Taeyeon as a source of courage, and as a young captain, she should stand up at a critical moment.

"I'm fine, let's eat, I'm so hungry. Tiffany habitually took the steak in front of Yun'er and started the crazy eating mode after selling a cute, not wanting her sisters to worry about her, so she had to take care of her body, and she was hungry and had a chest against her back after not eating well for a day.

Yuna weakly glanced at the steak that should have belonged to her, and saw that no one else moved except Tiffany Yun'er swallowed her saliva, in fact, it was really nothing to fall out of love when she drove it, if she tortured herself because of broken love, it would be a fool, of course, it would be better if scumbags like Lee Seung Gi and Ni Kun could be punished.

"Fang, do you want to have some wine. The style of painting changed too quickly for Xiaofeng to accept, and when Pani seemed to choke, Xiaofeng handed over a glass of wine.

Goo Dong, Goo Dong, after two big mouthfuls, Pani let out a breath, sure enough, she was still not suitable for eating in Yun'er's way, seeing that everyone's eyes were still focused on her, Pani blushed and said: "Brother-in-law, how did you do it, why do you want 5 maturity to eat it and feel like 8 maturity." ”

If it weren't for the situation, Xiaofeng would definitely give Pani a few bursts to taste, just drink good wine as white water, you don't eat the 5 maturity you want, grab the 8 maturity that Yun'er wants, and blame the chef for what it means.

"Pani, you're eating my portion. Yuna looked at Pani hopefully, although the 5-year-old steak was a challenge for her with a bad stomach, but it was better than eating less.

"Oh, no wonder you're so old. Tiffany complained as she finished the rest of the steak, and then naturally took her 5 mature steak and ate it, and Yuna burst into tears.

"Sister Pani. If there's anything you say, don't scare us. Tiffany, who has always strictly controlled her diet and kept in shape, eats like this, which makes Xiaoxian, who has always been calm, scared, and overeating will die.

"Why should I scare you? Did I do anything to scare you?"

When they were young, the others looked at each other and saw worry and fear in each other's eyes, and Pani was completely mentally abnormal.

"Why don't you eat it? If you don't eat it, it's cold. Pani felt bored eating the steak and reached for the lobster, and asked when he saw that no one else had opened the exit.

Except for Xiaofeng, when everyone neatly picked up a knife and fork and lowered their heads to eat, they were all afraid that one would accidentally stimulate Pani, you must know that now Pani is holding a weapon of mass destruction in his hand - a table knife.

"Pani, we're worried about you like this, feel free if you want to drink or you want to cry. Xiaofeng's left waist was massaged by Taeyeon, and the right waist was massaged by Zheng Xiuyan, if he didn't come out again, it is estimated that there will be multiple swimming rings on his waist tomorrow. Xiaofeng also regrets it now, Pani can drink if he wants, and cry if he wants to. How good it would be to vent it and then let the gods of time solve this problem taeyeon and jung so-yeon dug a pit for him and jumped xiaofeng felt that he had to review it deeply.

"Didn't I drink the wine just now? I won't cry anymore, my eyes are swollen like this now. I don't know if it will be restored tomorrow. After Xiaofeng's reminder, Pani hurriedly wiped his hands and took out a small mirror from Yun'er's bag. Seeing his eyes, Parney was very worried.

"Pani, Ni, Nikun, Nikun, do you know who it is?" Xiaofeng decided to die, anyway, there is super cell regeneration as a hole card, and it will be over with a pain just by a dinner knife.

"Brother-in-law, are you stupid? Of course I know who it is, that bastard was my boyfriend before yesterday, and now. I thought he was a passerby. Pani looked at Xiaofeng with disgust, Xiaofeng was a tall existence in Pani's heart in the past. There are no shortcomings except for a long setback, and her brother-in-law with a high IQ really moved closer to Taeyeon today, and she really has to be cautious when looking for the other half, or if you accidentally lower your IQ, Pani showed an incomparably strong crooked building ability and a huge brain hole as soon as she returned to normal.

"Well, aren't you sad?" Xiao Feng poured a glass of wine to relieve the dryness in his mouth and asked.

"A sad day isn't enough, do you want me to keep crying, or do you want me to get drunk and look foreign?" replied Parney in a slurred voice, munching on the lobster.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief when they heard Pani say this, this threshold has finally passed, as long as Pani wants to open it, there will be no problem.

"Pani, you're right, there are many good men, and I promise to introduce you to a man who is better than Nikun. After Taeyeon found out that Pani was not crazy, she instantly abandoned Xiaofeng and rushed over and hugged Pani.

"Jin Xiao, don't talk big, okay? There are many people who are better than Nikun's bastard, and there are really few who are better than Nikun. Zheng Xiuyan also leaned over and said disdainfully, the same hatred was over, and the two of them began to carry it again.

"Who said that, I think my husband is much more handsome than Nikun. Taeyeon finally praised Xiaofeng once, Xiaofeng was so happy, that excited.

"Haha, haha, I'm laughing to death. Yuna clutched her stomach and fell to the ground laughing.

"Taeyeon, it's the funniest joke I've ever heard in my life, and I'll live on it from now on. Zheng Xiuyan glanced at Xiaofeng and smiled happily.

"Brother-in-law, I'm sorry, I can't help it, hahaha. Yuri laughed too.

"Although Pani needs comfort, Taeyeon, you can't tell such jokes. Hyo-yeon said with a smile.

"Sister Taeyeon, although it is a bit rude to say this, it is really your fault to tell such a big lie, even if it is to comfort Sister Pani, you should be careful not to go overboard. "The lower abdomen is black and has begun to mend the knife again.

"Ahh

"Taeyeon, don't delay me from eating, the joke you said is not funny at all, and I don't think it's a joke, brother-in-law and Nikun are not comparable at all in appearance. Xiaofeng just wanted to give a thumbs up to Pani who didn't laugh, but he didn't expect Pani to immediately sprinkle a handful of salt on his wound, Pani looked at the sisters suspiciously, as if she didn't say anything funny, why everyone laughed more happily, no matter what, it's better to fill your stomach first.

Pani's problem was solved a little inexplicably, and the atmosphere at the table immediately improved, and the only unhappy thing on the scene was Xiaofeng and Pani who pretended to be fine, because they would continue to train tomorrow Taeyeon took out the authority of the captain and rejected Hyoyeon and Sunny's proposal to go to the bar to relay, and after eating, everyone went back to their respective homes.

Pani sat in the car driven by the assistant, and the sadness that had been hidden in her eyes flowed, she didn't want her sisters to worry about her anymore when her love was gone, she really wanted to be like no one but she really couldn't, she could only try her best to hide it and then pin her hope on the medicine of time, she couldn't drag the team back at such a critical time.

There was no expected candlelight dinner, and the champagne and aromatherapy prepared were not used, but Xiaofeng, who went home with Taeyeon, still ate meat, although a whole box was really good and only one was used, but Xiaofeng still knew what it meant to be contented, and when she really started recording songs at a young age, it marked the official beginning of the days of ascetics. (To be continued......)