Don't be sad on Valentine's Day, there are still thoughts in the distance.

I thought that the twenty-third Valentine's Day in my life would be an endpoint, ending my twenty-three years of always being alone and should be a fun holiday for two people to spend together, but the world is unpredictable, just the day before Valentine's Day, a very sad thing happened to me, yes, I fell out of love.

More than 20 Valentine's Day are spent alone, maybe two people together I will be a little unaccustomed to it, after getting used to it, you will feel that in fact, it is very interesting to spend Valentine's Day alone, at least much more interesting than two people, you don't have to buy rose chocolates, carefully select some small gifts to show sincerity, to find surprises for your other half, isn't this a good thing?

But on the day of Valentine's Day, when you are walking alone on the streets, looking at the couple showing affection walking by you, you will unconsciously feel an inexplicable sense of loss and melancholy.

I spent the whole day in the store, eating ice cream, and reading romances written by an aunt, all of which she liked, and I wanted to digest them all in this way, so that I could say goodbye to her completely.

I'm on vacation now, I will write some manuscripts on weekdays, earn a little instant noodle money, it doesn't matter how much money is, mainly to pass the boring time, this kind of life is actually very good, at least you will feel very unrestrained, very free, if you are sick, you don't have to worry about someone accusing you of not paying attention to your body, even if you accidentally die one day, you won't worry about someone feeling sad and sad for you.

I'm not afraid of death, because death is everywhere, maybe you will be hit by a car while walking, crushed to death by an unknown falling object falling from the sky, drowned in a river, etc., people are inherently dead, whether you want it or not, one day it will come to you.

I remember when I was in school, I saw a teacher who was hit by a car and flew out, and then landed on the road and was run over by a truck that didn't have time to brake, and became a blur of flesh and blood, and died before he could struggle.

One night the teacher came to me, he said that he was very poor in the other world, poor people have no money to buy food, so he is very hungry, in the dark, I can clearly see everything in my room, I, the "bachelor" usually do not have anything to eat at home, I always order a takeout when I am hungry, I remember that there are two apples in the drawer of the desk, so I took them out for the teacher to eat.

He smiled and ate the apples, his mouth and body were covered with black and purple blood, dyeing the apples black, I said don't worry, I'll wash them for you, he probably thought I was going to snatch his apples to eat, turned around and disappeared in a hurry.

A person slipped to the entrance of the subway station boredly, and when I went to work, [~... iQi Literature ...*Fastest Update】

I take the subway, probably because I'm used to it, every time I meet a girl here, not very old, very cute, with long hair, not very neatly combed, wearing a short red coat, a pair of knee-length boots, revealing a piece of white skin.

The girl always sat on the railing of the subway entrance swinging her legs, and every time we met, she would smile at me, and there was an indescribable meaning in her smile.

It's familiar to see each other a few times, but we've never talked to each other, and today she still smiled at me and waved at me, and I said hello to her and said, "Hey, alone?"

"Yes, alone," she responded.

"Today is Valentine's Day, you're alone"

"yes, damn Valentine's Day by myself" If she hadn't reminded me, I felt like I had forgotten the pain of falling out of love, and now I fell into the sadness of falling out of love again.

"Come and sit," the girl said to me, patting the railing beside her.

I walked over slowly, sat on the railing like her, she asked me if I was going to play there, I said not just sad to come out to relax, I asked her what she was going to do, she said she didn't know, because last year when I spent Valentine's Day with my boyfriend, I got off the subway, and suddenly felt difficult to breathe, and then I died inexplicably, and since then I have been separated from my boyfriend by yin and yang, and there is only one person for the holiday.

"Dead" I just reacted, I stood up all of a sudden, I was not afraid, but I felt surprised, I didn't expect this to happen to such a thing, I have had similar experiences before, and I can also see some dead people, or some souls, but today I encountered such a thing again, it always seems a little abrupt.

"Don't you believe it?" said the girl, then grabbed my hand and asked, "Isn't it cold to the touch?"

"Do you love your girlfriend?" she asked.

"yes, but what's the use of that, she doesn't like me"

"Yes, it's Valentine's Day, and I don't know what my boyfriend is doing now, will he miss me a little bit? Even if he is with other girls......" The girl's voice became very low, I could see that she was very lost, I was also very lost at the moment, I think that the girl I once loved so much, must be with another man at this moment, and I am sure that she will not think of me at all on such a day.

The fence we sat on was made of stainless steel, and it was cold, but it wasn't as cold as the girl's hands, and it wasn't as cold as my heart.

"Are you hungry?" I asked, "I had a dead teacher who said he was hungry every time he saw me."

"I'm not hungry," the girl replied briefly, staring blankly at the subway exit

The crowd coming in and out, suddenly her eyes lit up, and she exclaimed in surprise: "Look at it, it's a big cat, my favorite big cat, he really bought it for me, he still remembers me, he hasn't forgotten me!"

I saw a young man appear at the exit of the subway station, holding a big hellokitty plush toy in his arms, there was no trace of joy on his face, and I could even see that his eyes were still full of tears, and he found an open space and sat on the ground, holding the plush toy, and he didn't care about the strange eyes of passers-by when they looked at him, so he sat there quietly, looking at the distance and crying silently.

Seeing the girl sitting next to me like this like this crying, I also felt my eyes a little moist, I was very envious that the girl had such a person who still loved her deeply, and at this time another person appeared, riding a yellow motorcycle, and the moment I took off the helmet, I saw the face that made me love and hate.

In addition to writing, I also like to pursue thrills and cars, but my girlfriend said it was dangerous, which is why we broke up, and that day I had an accident while racing, and I crashed into a big truck with a speeding motorcycle.

If it weren't for this car accident, I couldn't believe that there really was a woman in this world who would be sad for me......!

(End of chapter).

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