Chapter Seventy-Two: I Don't Like It That Much

Park So-yeon was speechless.

When she got home and lay in bed, she still felt that Kang Jun Hyuk's reason for breaking up was too.

But it is undeniable that if she is looking for a boyfriend, she would rather meet Kang Junhyuk.

At least this kind of person does not perfunctory feelings, does not deliberately deceive, and does not use love as a pretense to lie to a woman.

To put it bluntly, the basis of love is good feelings. If this foundation does not exist, it is like a pavilion without a foundation, barely maintaining the splendor of the surface, how long can it last?

In this respect, Park So-yeon even admires Kang Joon-hyuk.

After the goodwill disappears, a decisive end is better than those hypocrites who are full of moral principles.

Hypocrites not only deceive each other, but also deceive themselves, and in the end, they can't bear to break up, and in order to comfort themselves, they will attribute the fault to the other party and cause more harm to the other party.

Taking a step back, even if it is better, take all the blame on yourself, but what about the youth and affection paid by the other party? Could it be that a word of sorry can make up for everything?

Thinking of this, Park So-yeon suddenly understood Kang Jun-hyuk a little more.

The reason for the breakup is certainly child's play, let alone fair to Cai Xiubin, but since the favor has disappeared and he is reluctant to continue, what is the point? Compared with it, isn't this a greater injustice to Cai Xiubin?

Compared with the damage caused to Chae so-bin in the future, the decisive breakup now highlights Kang Jun-hyuk's sincerity even more.

Emotional matters, after all, are reluctant to come, and those who can be forced can't talk about feelings.

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At the same time, lying in bed, Kang Jun-hyuk is also reflecting.

In fact, when he first contacted Cai Xiubin, he did not have the purpose of falling in love, but more wanted to develop a dewy relationship.

But since when did that idea change?

Kang Jun-hyuk thought about it for a long time and determined the exact time - it was on his birthday.

On his birthday, the sudden foreshadowing of the notebook disturbed his thoughts, and after weighing the gains and losses, in order not to disobey fate and encounter bad luck, he gave up Park so-young and chose Choi so-bin.

It was also from that moment that Cai Xiubin subconsciously became different and had a different weight.

But to be honest, does he like Cai Xiubin?

But it's just a little bit of a liking.

This liking has gradually faded over the long period of not seeing each other and the passage of time.

The reason why he made up his mind to break up with Cai Xiubin is that Zhao Xinrong's advice is one of the inducements, and Cai Xiubin's refusal is also related, but the most fundamental reason can be summed up in only five words-

I don't like it that much.

Kang Jun-hyuk couldn't help but think of Lee So-hee.

His feelings for Lee So Hee are more complicated, but more of a liking is not like.

It is a trace of belonging and warmth.

Cho Shin Young said that he was soft-hearted and emotionally hesitant, but Kang Jun Hyuk actually knew it.

If it weren't for hesitation and confusion, he and Li Suxi would not have been able to get to that point.

In the end, he deserves it.

But it is precisely because of the experience of Lee So Hee that Kang Jun Hyuk made up his mind to break up with Chae so-bin.

Since you don't like it so much, why bother to entangle it anymore, and in the end hurt others and yourself, it's just another piece of history repeating itself.

George Bernard Shaw said that the lessons of history have taught us that people do not learn from the experience of history.

Kang Jun Hyuk doesn't know if he will do it again in the future, but at least he has woken up at this moment and can't make mistakes again and again.

People are always responsible for themselves and others. Because being responsible for others is actually for yourself.

............

Since making the decision, Kang Jun-hyuk has stopped taking the initiative to contact Chae so-bin.

In order not to affect Cai Xiubin's work, he plans to wait for Cai Xiubin's filming to end before proposing to break up.

But women are sensitive.

Chae so-bin soon discovers Kang Jun-hyuk's abnormality.

However, since the filming of the TV series is in the final stage, I really can't get out of it, and I can only keep it in my heart for the time being.

But as soon as her role was finished, she immediately found Kang Junhyuk.

"Break up?"

Suddenly hearing about the breakup, Cai Xiubin only felt inexplicable: "Why?"

Thinking of Park so-young, he asked again, "You fell in love with the girl before?"

Kang Jun Hyuk shook his head: "It has nothing to do with her." I'm just friends with her. ”

Cai Xiubin said: "Then why? Even if it's a breakup, you always have to give me a reason." At least let me know what I'm doing wrong. ”

Kang Jun-hyuk didn't hide it either, and told the reason frankly.

Cai Xiubin's eyes widened, and he felt funny and ridiculous: "Just because I didn't let you go to the crew to visit the class, you are going to break up with me? Jiang Junhyuk! I didn't expect you to be so naïve!"

Jiang Junhyuk smiled bitterly: "The reason for the breakup is related to the crew, but it is not the main reason." The main reason is ......"

Cai Xiubin asked, "What is it?"

Jiang Junhe paused and shook his head: "It's nothing." It's me who is too naïve, and the responsibility is on me. ”

originally took the initiative to break up, which hurt Cai Xiubin, and it was too much to say that I don't like you so much.

But Kang Jun-hyuk's obvious desire to speak made Chae so-bin think of other places.

She was slightly silent and asked, "Did I not let you visit the crew and hide that you are my boyfriend, in your opinion, I am not sincere in this relationship?"

Kang Jun Hyuk smiled bitterly and did not speak.

Cai Xiubin said: "If you really misunderstand, I don't blame you." Emotionally, I'm really on the conservative side. ”

After a slight pause, Cai Xiubin said: "We haven't been dating for a long time, less than a month.

Maybe you think that as long as you are in a relationship, you are equivalent to intervening in the other person's life.

But I'm a more conservative person, and I don't want you to get too involved in my life until I'm really sure I like you.

Kang Jun Hyuk, I don't deny that I have a crush on you, nor do I deny that I like you a little.

But that's what my personality is, and until it's really certain, I hope we can give each other a little more space. ”

After another pause, Cai Xiubin said: "If I explain it, you still insist on breaking up." That...... So be it. ”

Cai Xiubin is gone.

Kang Jun-hyuk stayed alone in the living room, unable to tell what mood he was in.

Li Suxi and Cai Xiubin, one can't wait to stick to him every day, and the other cares more about personal space.

But seriously, there is nothing wrong with either of them.

The wrong person is just him.

The only thing that's wrong is that he doesn't like them that much.

If he likes Li Suxi deeply, then the more Li Suxi sticks to him and cares about him, the happier and sweeter he will feel.

If he likes Cai Xiubin deeply, then as long as Cai Xiubin is given time, he can finally enter her life and become the most important part of her life.

But the reality is ......

If only if.

He didn't like them that much.

In fact, most of the feelings between men and women are like this, they sprout from good feelings, bloom from likes, and the result is love.

Since I don't like it so much, it's better to stop at flowering and stop in the bud.

Kang Jun Hyuk inexplicably remembered what Cho Shin Young said to him about a man's highest pursuit-

Ten thousand flowers have passed, and the leaves do not stick to the body.

The reason why the leaves don't stick to the body is not really free and easy, because they have never been touched.