I was slightly stunned when I heard Yu Lingzhu's words, and asked, "Why do you think so? I've killed a lot of people along the way." Today, I also casually asked Nie Qi to kill one. ”

Yu Lingzhu said: "I have also heard Bao Long'er talk a lot about you when you were investigating the blood sacrifice case, I think that many times, you do things that make others look ruthless, in fact, you are just making one choice after another, it is because you know which people you want to protect, you will do cruel things to other people." Even if there are many things that you don't really want to do, you will still force yourself to do them. ”

I never thought that anyone would actually be able to put myself in my shoes and care about my feelings, and I never expected that I would be so lucky to meet someone who could understand me from the moment I made my choice.

After all, I'm just an ordinary person, and since I've been down the mountain, I've been caught up in a whirlpool that is getting bigger and bigger, and all I can do is use reason to judge how to deal with what is in front of me. And a lot of what I've done isn't actually out of my heart, and the life I'm living now isn't what I had hoped for when I was in the valley.

Yu Lingzhu continued, "Everyone in the world is jealous of your luck because you were able to become a disciple of the Heavenly Viewing Master Ancestor unintentionally. But Lingzhu just thinks that with Uncle You's character, all the prestige and status that Uncle You has obtained today is a misfortune for Uncle You. ”

I took out my wine gourd with some emotion, took a sip of wine, looked at Yu Lingzhu, sighed and said: "Lingzhu, thank you for talking to me, I still don't like to kill, I just keep getting used to killing people." I also don't like games with people who are settling their scores, because those games are just a conflict of interests in the end. ”

I took another sip of wine and continued, "Since we've talked about this today, please listen to me complain a little more." Usually I don't know who to say these things to, but the people of the Demon Dao are certainly hateful in my eyes, and I must destroy them, but is the so-called justice in everyone's mouth really justice? You are right, I have come this way, and I have only followed a few principles in my choices. ”

"First, I will kill whoever threatens my life; second, I will kill whoever threatens the lives of those close to me; third, I will kill whoever threatens the lives of innocent people; and finally, I will kill whoever harms the interests of the Kunlun faction. To put it bluntly, I never felt that I was so-called justice, I was just following the selfish desires of human nature and doing what I wanted to do. But what I didn't expect was that what I had to face was getting bigger and bigger ... ”

Yu Lingzhu listened to me quietly, and said softly: "That night on the grassland, I heard the conversation between you and Nie Qi, you said that he put too much pressure on himself, but why don't you yourself?"

I sighed and said, "I can't help it, can I tell my senior brother in charge that I don't want to do this, I just want to find a place to eat and wait for death?" Can I say that I just want to travel around in Central-continent, see all the beautiful scenery in the world, make all the friends in the world, taste all the world's food, and be happy to fight the end of the world? Impossible, with my current strength, no matter where I go to Central-continent, there is no life I want, if I can find the life I want, why should I flee all the way to Kunlun Mountain before?"

Yu Lingzhu looked at the bright moonlight in the sky and said, "Maybe it's because none of us can escape all kinds of sorrows in the world, so everyone is eager to cultivate into immortals and break out of the world." ”

I also looked at the sky and said, "I used to have been longing to break free from my restraints, only to find that the harder I tried to break free, the tighter the restraints became. Maybe one day when I understand what it means to truly let go, I will be able to find my own leisure. Hopefully, after all I've been through this world, I'll find the answer I'm looking for. ”

I looked back at Yu Lingzhu calmly and said, "Lingzhu, thank you." Thank you for making me so lucky to meet you, and for letting me know that there are people in this world who can truly understand me. ”。。。

This night, Yu Lingzhu and I chatted until late in the pavilion by the bright moonlight, we talked about our respective stories and expectations for the future, and we shared our happiness and sorrows with each other without a trace of mustard in our hearts. I've forgotten the last time I had such a comfortable, simple conversation with someone, as if it was just a long-gone anticipation in my heart.

Later, I also asked Yu Lingzhu to help me play a song of red, and the song played by Yulingzhu was a little less helpless sadness, but there was a little more warm comfort, as if a spring moistened my dry heart. . .

The falling wind lingers on the swing dream, and the rain is chaotic and red.

The shadows of the trees shook like a rhyme, and the cicadas were silent.

This night, there is no mutual affection, there is no restlessness in the heart, there are just two hearts that are calm and cherished to each other, and they respect each other in the pure four eyes...

After that night everything was as usual, except that during the rest of the way, Yu Lingzhu would occasionally play the song I had taught her, and every now and then I would take out my wine gourd and take two sips, and the two of them would look at each other and smile.

Twenty days later, I rode on the Wind Chaser and said to everyone, "Everyone, go further and walk through a forest and we will reach the capital of Cangqi Kingdom, let's speed up and strive to enter the city tonight." ”

Bao Longer said excitedly: "Great, there is delicious food again! I keep running on a horse every day, it's so boring." ”

Shi Jun asked with a smile: "Xiao Long'er, I haven't figured out all the way, where do you eat so much food every day?" ”

I also smiled: "This little girl's belly should be the same structure as the space ring, and she can keep loading things, haha." ”

Bao Long said angrily: "Don't laugh at me, I'm still a child! I'm growing up, so I'm eating more." ”

Everyone laughed when they heard Bao Long'er's words, and at this moment, there was a feeling in my heart that I hadn't appeared for a long time, and someone was going to be unfavorable to me. I sneered in my heart, I have been on the road for such a long time, and now my body has fully recovered, and it is time to take these people to move.

I turned back to everyone and said, "Guys, I'll wait for you in the woods in front of you, there have been people waiting for me there for a long time, I'll go and meet them." ”

Nie Qi asked, "Uncle You, let's go over together and help you sweep those people away, right?"

I said casually, "No, I'm just moving my body, if I can't solve it myself, it's not too late for you to arrive, let's go first!"