"No matter what you think of me, I know that the two of us have come this far and there is no going back, I really regret hurting you, but I also know that if you don't, you belong to someone else. I just want to keep you by my side, you hate me, you can hate me like this for the rest of your life, as long as you don't leave me. ”

Ling Mubai lowered his head, kissed Nan Yitang's beautiful eyes, kissed away her tears, and didn't want to see her look at him with such resentment and disgust again, his movements were like this, cautiously, as if he was touching a priceless porcelain vase, for fear that it would be broken if he used his strength.

"Ling Mubai, do you think that if you get my body, I will be with you for the rest of my life? Then you are wrong, no matter who I sleep with, my heart belongs to me, you will never want to get my heart! You're only going to make me hate you even more. ”

When Nan Yitang felt that her body was touched by other people, the feeling of nausea was very strong, and she wanted to die in shame.

She suddenly remembered that when she was with Qin Beimu for the first time, she was nervous, angry, and unwilling, but she didn't have such a strong sense of disgust, she had no way to accept it, and let others touch her body again.

But Nan Yitang's consciousness was a little groggy, her body was very hot, and the touch that she was obviously disgusted with would make her feel comfortable, as if she had suddenly forgotten where she was.

Ling Mubai gently kissed her neck and her shoulder, he could feel that Nan Yitang's body had a different feeling because of him, which made him feel very excited, because when Nan Yitang faced him, he was finally no longer as disgusted as before, even if all this was just because of the effect of the drug, he still wanted to deceive himself once.

When Ling Mubai took off her skirt, the coolness suddenly Nan Yitang began to struggle violently, she didn't know why she thought of Qin Beimu at that time, it was already the last time he could maintain his sober consciousness under the effect of the drug.

Nan Yitang grabbed Ling Mubai's hand and bit him on the wrist fiercely, Ling Mubai couldn't react and was kicked off the bed by Nan Yitang.

Nan Yitang grabbed his clothes, almost without hesitation, and bumped into the head of the bed without hesitation.

The sharp pain in her head made her dizzy, and Nan Yitang fell on the bed, blood flowing out of her forehead, staining her snow-white skin.

Ling Mubai was stunned, he didn't expect that Nan Yitang would choose to commit suicide at this time, he would rather hit the wall than be touched by him.

"Nan Yitang!" Ling Mubai stepped forward and hugged Nan Yitang in his arms, looking at the blood on his forehead with some panic, "Why are you doing this?"

"You let go of me, let go of me. Nan Yitang's head was already in a trance because of the violent impact, but he was still subconsciously pushing Ling Mubai's hand and wanted to climb out of his arms.

"Don't move, you don't move, I promise I won't touch you again, I will never force you again, let's go to the hospital, you can't have an accident, you can't die. ”

Ling Mubai yelled loudly outside, asked them to prepare the car, wrapped a blanket around Nan Yitang's body, picked her up, and hurriedly sent her to the hospital.

Nan Yitang felt very uncomfortable, she was actually very hot, her body was sweating all the time, but from time to time she would feel cold, hot and cold on her body, her clothes were already wet with sweat, she didn't know what she was doing, she only felt uncomfortable from the bone marrow, as if she was about to die.

"Yitang, Yitang, I'm sorry, it's me who was wrong, it's me who is despicable, I deserve to die, I shouldn't treat you like this, don't you die, okay? I beg you, I can never touch you again." I really, really just want to keep you, I don't mean to insult you. ”

Ling Mubai felt very uncomfortable, he kept apologizing all the way, he didn't know why things had gotten so bad, obviously the initial encounter was beautiful, he just wanted to keep his beloved by his side, but all the way down, he seemed to be wrong again and again, and all the hurt was poured on this woman.

He stayed in the hospital all night, from first aid to escape, and then Nan Yitang woke up, Ling Mubai, guarding his bedside, didn't dare to leave this night for a moment, he thought a lot.

When Nan Yitang opened his eyes, he felt that his head hurt very much, he was groggy and uncomfortable, and he wanted to vomit.

"Yitang, are you awake?

Ling Mubai looked at her worriedly, he wanted to pull Nan Yitang's hand a little, but he was afraid that she would feel disgusted, so he still held back.

After Nan Yitang saw Ling Mubai's face, he didn't want to speak anymore and continued to close his eyes.

"I know you don't want to see me, I'm wrong, I shouldn't have touched you, and I shouldn't have fed you medicine like that. I wanted to keep you with me, but it seems like I've been doing something wrong all along, and I thought a lot of things when you were lying in the emergency room just now. ”

Ling Mubai looked at Nan Yitang's pale face uncomfortably, "What I like is that you who are radiant in Prague Square, I like to see you smiling, but it seems that after I did all this, you have never smiled at me again." I did something wrong, I shouldn't have trusted others in the first place, I shouldn't have been so selfish to cause you to lose that child, I owe you all my life. ”

"No matter what I do, you won't forgive me, and I can't keep you trapped here for your own obsessions, saying you're free, you don't belong to anyone. I won't force you anymore, when your body is well, I'll let you go, if you want to return to Qin Beimu's side, I can also send you back. ”

Ling Mubai made such a decision with great difficulty, he thought about it for a long, long time, and struggled for a long time, although it was difficult to let go, he was really afraid of losing, but those who did wrong needed to repent and correct, he couldn't make mistakes again and again, he didn't want to hurt Nan Yitang anymore.

"Are you serious?" Nan Yitang finally opened his eyes.

"Yes, I'm serious. I've thought about it, I know you won't forgive me, but I won't do anything wrong in the future, and I'll do my best to help you and make amends for you. I want to see you get better sooner and get back to the way you were, I want to see you smile and see you happy. ”

Ling Mubai laughed self-deprecatingly, "Actually, before I gave you that medicine, I already knew the ending." ”