Rest is for a better rush

When I rested, it was really a pity, I always felt that my time was wasted, but then I learned that these days of rest, like recuperation, rest, more energy to rush, a week has not been a good reading and writing, in such a week, all are playing, sometimes I think, sometimes I can't sleep at night, I can't fall asleep, in such a few days, I don't know what I'm thinking, I always feel that what I think is the same as reality, in fact, all of it didn't happen, but just some of my own thoughtsIt's really weird, on Friday night, when you go home, don't go to some messy cars, some people just talk about some messy things in the car, sometimes think about it, there are really some fears.

On Friday night, on such a night, I still went to take the bus as usual, but these days happened to coincide with the time of road repair, and I was also at such a time, I have been waiting, and there are almost no buses, this is my idea, but my husband is also very anxious to let me go home, so he told me, let me wait here, 7:30If you don't have a car, don't go, go home, I just obey his words, as if I obeyed the holy decree, but after waiting, I also found that it was really strange, there was no car, I was also bored waiting, people who went for a walk have come and gone home, I am also just waiting, everyone has finished eating, and I haven't eaten yet, at such a moment, I also know, at such a moment, I deeply found that at this moment, I was sad to find that there was no car, which I didn't want to see, and more importantly, such a wait, is standing, It's still very cold, sometimes I think about it, cold plus hunger, in addition to sleepiness, all the feelings hit, I know, it turns out that I have been so cold, so uncomfortable, but it's really more uncomfortable than going to work, this time is really slow, with the passage of time, the opportunity to have a car is getting less and less, but I also see such cars have been stuck in traffic jams, just like this, so it's also a more important reason.

But after waiting, I also found that if I waited for a while without a car, I wouldn't go home, but after waiting for a while, there was really a car, in such a vehicle, I also saw the car stopped, or said, asked me if I was going to XX place, I told him, I'll go, and then he took me like this, when I took me, I also felt that I really wanted a lot of money, but this is also the most disgusting man I've ever seen, saying that it's his own private car or something, but it's a very lustful look, saying that he wants to touch my hand, and he knows if I'm blessed or something, who is this, We don't know each other, but we just took a ride on someone's car, besides, the money you said, that is, the fare, I am willing to give it to you, you have a price, give you a lot, I don't bargain.

But I went all the way like this, people asked all the way, and said a lot of things, I really don't know what such a man does, and I have no other choice, in such a dark day, when people put me on the road, I should go there, I can't go to the village or the store, so I just pretend to be vague, I don't understand anything, just like this, people still keep asking me about the situation, just keep asking, but after a long time, I don't know how to do it, at such a moment, I also feel that I should really think about my situation, but still at such a moment,I've been enduring it.,Because I don't have a better way.,My husband still keeps calling and asking me what I'm getting there.,And I've been listening to what this person says.,It's incredible.,What's it?,It's so sad.,Just keep walking.,Keep talking.,Chat.,But after asking a few times.,Said to touch my hand.,But the final result is,I didn't agree.,I still really don't believe in the words of these people who tell fortunes.,And sometimes think about it.,There are still some other sayings.,When he's on the road.,It's also told me about some other ghosts and gods and other things.,When I go home. ,Change the direction of my bed,In fact, after I went home,I found out,In fact, I can't change it.,That's how I can't find the location of my home.,Blame yourself for believing his words.,Just tossed all night.,And my husband just changed it like this.,Still don't dare to sleep.,This person fortunately I didn't leave his contact information.,When I got off the car, people asked me to give him a contact information.,I didn't give him.,I said really don't need it.,What can he help me?

I can't do anything, but let me think a lot like this, I also found some questions about feng shui on Baidu, but it's also very messy, some say this, some say that, as a result, I was really confused, so I don't know what I should do, just like this, I can't sleep, just like that, I'm very irritable, the next day I still can't sleep, I don't know what I'm thinking about every day, and some things in the unit are not going well, so I can't sleep, I really can't sleep, and then I really got sick, or asked for leave, rested at home, and bought medicine at homeWhen eating, I still feel that I should really reflect on it, sometimes when it is too late, don't force yourself like this, sometimes think about it, is it necessary to force yourself like this?

If you really can't go back, then don't force it, rest at home earlier, this is my opinion, I still hope that I can take good care of these aspects of myself, and so I really at such a moment, I also hope that I can take good care of myself, let myself be happier every day, in this way, it will be better, at least don't let yourself think like this, don't let yourself have some very strange words in your ears, in this way, it is also difficult for me to accept, in the future, I still have to take some regular buses, so that it can be much saferI won't be indoctrinated with some other thoughts, that's my opinion.