Chapter 51 Never again
Qin Beimu's movements paused, and looked at Nan Yitang's gaze became sad again, even in her sleep, her body still instinctively resisted him, that kind of disgust and hatred, it should have reached the point where it was deep in the bone marrow and could not be forgotten.
He always knew that there were many things that he couldn't force for, but he didn't believe it.
Nan Yitang was still groggy and asleep, because she was not feeling well, so she was very unstable, Qin Beimu was afraid that she would catch a cold, so he didn't delay much, and quickly bathed her and carried her back to bed.
He was uncontrollable today, hurt her, took the ointment and applied it to her carefully, every wound was painful, she whimpered and cried, and Qin Beimu's heart was also uncomfortable.
Hugging her into his arms, Qin Beimu gently hugged her, afraid of hurting her injuries, Nan Yitang was still a little reluctant at first, but he couldn't struggle, and he was too tired, so he still slept like this.
Qin Beimu remembered that the first time the two of them slept together, Nan Yitang also cried for a night and fell asleep tired, his body was stiff in his arms, and every time he touched it, it made her tremble.
is so tired, I still can't sleep steadily, but after a long time, Nan Yitang has gradually adapted, and he can sleep peacefully in his arms, and Qin Beimu has long been used to sleeping at night, there is such a person in his arms, this is what he wants, and no one can destroy it.
In the middle of the night, Qin Beimu felt hot, he sensed that something was wrong, it was not him who was hot, but Nan Yitang in his arms.
Nan Yitang's body was sweaty, and the temperature of her body was abnormally high, Qin Beimu probed her forehead, and the temperature was almost burning.
Qin Beimu called the doctor overnight, took a towel to cool her physically, the doctor came to check her, saw the injuries on her body, and saw that the injuries on her body were clear, and she took fever-reducing injections and prescribed medicine.
"Mr. Qin, this is a woman after all, sometimes she is a little gentle, otherwise how can she stand it?" the doctor tactfully persuaded.
Qin Beimu grimaced, didn't refute anything, just asked the doctor about the specific usage of those medicines, wiped them one by one, and just stood by her bedside, waiting for her fever to subside.
When the sky was about to dawn, Nan Yitang's body temperature dropped a little, but he still had a low-grade fever, his face was not bloody, and his lips were pale, which looked very bad.
Nan Yitang was burned and confused, and occasionally cried and muttered in a low voice: "Don't be like this, please, please let me go." ”
Qin Beimu gently stroked Nan Yitang's face, listened to her voice, and after being silent for a long time, he finally spoke softly and said, "I'm sorry." ”
Qin Beimu knew that Nan Yitang couldn't hear it, but he still took her hand and said a lot of things, he was not a person who talked a lot, many things were habitually held in his heart, he didn't want to say it, and he didn't really want to listen.
Only this time, he wanted to speak, and that person might not want to listen.
When she woke up again, she was no longer in Nan's house, Qin Beimu took her back to the villa, but she was the only one in the room.
Weak, very sore, Nan Yitang has a fever, no strength, Qin Beimu injured her last night, and now although she has rubbed the medicine, it still hurts badly.
She didn't know why her inadvertent actions last night made Qin Beimu so angry, and she decided that she was going to kill him.
Qin Beimu's temperament is violent, which also makes Nan Yitang realize what she is in Qin Beimu's heart, and she is extremely sober at this moment.
Nan Yitang didn't want to think back to what happened last night, she only felt nauseous and painful, she couldn't play the piano for the rest of her life, whether it was these hands or her heart, there was no way anymore.
As soon as she hit the ground, her legs trembled violently, accompanied by pain, Nan Yitang couldn't stand at all, and fell to the ground all of a sudden, she sat on the cold ground, she wanted to cry and scream, but she couldn't collapse.
She watched the door open, Qin Beimu walked in, saw her sitting on the ground, and immediately strode over, seeing him, Nan Yitang reflexively shrunk her body, she was afraid that Qin Beimu had not lost her breath, and she was also afraid that what happened last night would happen again, she couldn't bear it a second time, she would die.
"Why did you get out of bed?" Qin Beimu walked over, as if he didn't see her rejection, and got up and hugged her.
Nan Yitang hung his head, not daring to look at Qin Beimu's eyes, but his body trembled slightly, and he was motionless in his arms.
"Does it still hurt?"
Qin Beimu put Nan Yitang on the bed, Nan Yitang looked at the ground and shook his head.
"Let me check. Qin Beimu said, and was about to start undressing her clothes.
Nan Yitang was scared and reached out to block it, but after touching Qin Beimu's gaze, he still held back and slowly let go.
"Don't be afraid of me, I won't move you. Qin Beimu took off Nan Yitang's clothes and checked it for her, Nan Yitang only felt ashamed, and his hand was tightly gripping the quilt.
Although Qin Beimu has seen this body many times, but shame is shame, and it can never be changed, Nan Yitang closed his eyes and simply told himself not to think about anything, just treat it as if none of this exists. 、
After Qin Beimu checked it, he carefully medicated her and helped her get dressed.
Nan Yitang always frowned, didn't say a word, his eyes were closed, and he didn't want to see him.
"Open your eyes. Qin Beimu said.
Nan Yitang was reluctant, but he still opened his eyes and looked away.
"Look at me. Qin Beimu pinched her chin and turned Nan Yitang's head to his gaze.
"In the future, there will be no more such things, I promise you. Qin Beimu was gentle at the moment, as if the person who had cold eyes last night and wanted to kill her was not him at all, it was like she had a nightmare.
However, Nan Yitang clearly understood that this moment was a dream, illusory, and disguised, and the real Qin Beimu was what he did last night.
Nan Yitang looked at him and didn't speak, she really didn't know how to react to Qin Beimu's promise.
"Don't be afraid of me. Qin Beimu stroked her face, lowered his head, and kissed her on the forehead.
Nan Yitang lowered his eyes, "I don't blame you, you saved the Nan family, you saved me, everything I have should be yours, this is my own choice, I have no regrets." Last night, it was me who did the wrong thing first, and I should bear whatever you did to me. ”
Qin Beimu listened to her words, and his hand slowly fell.
"You have a good rest first, I'll ask Sister-in-law Li to bring you something to eat." ”