Lately, I don't know why, but I've always felt like I'm shy, for example, writing!

Originally, I have always written with my voice, but during this time, I always feel that the people around me can hear what I write, and can hear the moment when I speak, so I always feel that it is not confidential, and sometimes I feel that it is necessary to keep it secret, but why do I have such a feeling now?

First of all, in my dormitory, when I read and write, and hear the voices of people outside, I feel that when I talk in the office, I will also be heard by people outside.

So there is always a feeling that will be heard, a very uncomfortable feeling, but why didn't I feel like this before, I can still rest assured in the dormitory, I can write freely, only do what I want to do, and today because a few people outside the dormitory are painting the wall, the sound I make, I feel very uncomfortable, so I did some other things in the office, did some homework, useful homework for my work, sometimes I find myself paying attention, this will have some impact on myself, how about myself？

I can't control the feeling of thinking in my heart, today at noon, when I really went out and locked my door, at this time I really felt that several people were busy outside my dormitory, some of them were painting the wall, some were doing other things, my feeling was right, that was also their job, and I also felt that they could only do it for a few days, and I didn't do anything, and went to the big office to do some security tests.

At home, sometimes I feel that it is not easy, especially next to my dormitory, the sound insulation effect is not very good, sometimes, the sound behind the voice, after hearing the sound of the back people pushing the door, I still feel that it is not how tight, I make a phone call in the room, my mother will already ask me, who did you call, after a few times, I later found that I was at home or at school when I was very loose, every time I talk like this, I will always be heard by others, it is really uncomfortable, but sometimes I want to complete the task first, so keep saying itDon't care about other people's opinions and statements, although some people know, know that you are whispering every day, know that you are talking to yourself every day, they don't know what you are doing, so, there is no need at all, such care, sometimes I find myself so shy, why are you so shy?

Sometimes I find that shyness is just a shackle to my own soul, and I am full of discomfort when I write these days, and sometimes I feel that I don't care about other people's eyes, nor do I care about other people's opinions, and I choose the path I choose, then it is best to stick to it wholeheartedly, and I can't give up halfway, no matter what I do, no matter how long you have persevered before, and no matter how far you have come, and when it is time to insist, it is like the result of giving up halfway.

I don't like a halfway result, because I'm already in my 30s, there is no room for entanglement in unexpected things, so don't be too entangled, and don't feel embarrassed because of such things and give up, sometimes we do a thing, we don't want people to know, unless we do it, so no matter what you do, since you do this, others will definitely know, and because others don't know and get lucky, sometimes although others don't say, but others already know, but others don't say it, but others don't say it, and we sometimes, feel that others know, will feel very shy, one of their own things, but others already knew, but they didn't say it, but when others said it, they were very shy at that time, and why do I feel sad now, but I haven't done anything bad, so there is no need to be so shy.

I really hope that I can do what I want to do as I used to, but it seems that this feeling can not go back, but I will still work hard, I will always insist like this, because this kind of practice, there are still some benefits for myself, I can't stop because of such shyness, sometimes I feel bad, it doesn't mean that I haven't done what I have done, but on the contrary, in real life, it is also very good that we can do ourselves, and now, so far, I just hear the voices around me, and no one tells me that you are doing it wrong, and no one tells you that you don't let you do it, The people around you didn't say anything, then you don't have to feel that there is anything, it doesn't mean that you have done something wrong, so in real life, as long as you do it as before, make unremitting efforts and make unremitting efforts to achieve certain results and achieve success.

When I wrote so much, it was like opening my heart knot, so I may not be shy anymore, I won't affect my progress and rhythm because of such a thing, or as usual, I should read and read, I should write and write, and I still have to do this kind of homework well, but there is still a problem during this time, that is, my homework is not solid, sometimes I can't stick to the three hours I want a day, and without the guarantee of time, I think the final result may be very poor, even if it is the law of 10,000 hours, if you do everything for ten years, you must insist on practicing for 3 hours a dayAnd now I don't even have 3 hours a day, so what kind of result can I have for such a time guarantee?

It may also be that there is a temple fair in my house recently, and I am a little too playful, but these days are over soon, and the heat of the temple fair has gradually cooled down.