Zheng Xiuyan is a person who pursues perfection, even if it is only superficial perfection, there are tears to find a place where no one flows, at least she should be happy in front of the media. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Zheng Xiuyan can accept all kinds of difficulties from her mother-in-law, study hard and adapt to the lifestyle of the so-called superior people, even if she gradually fades out of the entertainment industry after marriage, Zheng Xiuyan doesn't care, because she already has the life he wants.

Zheng Xiuyan can also accept Quan Ningyi's flowers and grass outside, Zheng Xiuyan has seen too much of this kind of thing, she never thought that Quan Ningyi could only face her wholeheartedly, anyway, she already has the life she wants, in the face of Quan Ningyi's various scandals and various revelations from the media, Zheng Xiuyan's only move is to "refute rumors" with Quan Ningyi's affection.

endured so much Zheng Xiuyan just to be able to realize her ideals and live the glamorous life she wanted, if she could, Zheng Xiuyan felt that it was not bad to live like this, there is a truth that only by paying can you reap, Zheng Xiuyan understood it when she was very young.

But what made Zheng Xiuyan unacceptable was the attitude of Quan Ningyi's family when something happened to her, Quan Ningyi himself was better and just kept silent, although there was a big gap with Zheng Xiuyan's thoughts, but at least Zheng Xiuyan was not too disappointed, what kind of person Quan Ningyi was, Zheng Xiuyan couldn't be clearer, Quan Ningyi is a person with a big face, and in the face of this kind of "reasonable" revelation, Quan Ningyi chose to escape It is not surprising at all.

What really disappointed Zheng Xiuyan was Quan Ningyi's mother's attitude, in the past, Zheng Xiuyan felt that getting along with her mother-in-law was pretty good, even if there was a little contradiction, Zheng Xiuyan could endure it, and if she couldn't bear it, she would hide, anyway, she thought she was a career-oriented woman, and it was normal for her to be busy with work and career.

At the beginning, Quan Ningyi's mother not only didn't say a word to Zheng Xiuyan, but also complained that Zheng Xiuyan's private life was too chaotic and she didn't know self-love, and she saw a lot of stars, but it is really rare for Zheng Xiuyan to have so many black histories, and even lost her temper because Zheng Xiuyan refused to listen to her order to deal with the matter coldly and disappeared in front of the public, and complained that she should not have agreed to the marriage of the two at that time, and Zheng Xiuyan was much worse than her Kwon daughter-in-law's standard.

Life is like this, when it is calm, many contradictions are lurking, but once there is an inducement, the contradiction erupts, and Quan's mother's "kindness" Zheng Xiuyan did not receive it, and the result is that Quan's mother's dissatisfaction with Zheng Xiuyan in many aspects broke out.

Zheng Xiuyan has not cultivated the temperament of an upper-class person for so long, as a wealthy daughter-in-law, she shows up to earn those little money regardless of the face of her family, she doesn't know how to honor her in-laws, and even the matter of being married for so long and having no children was brought up by Mother Quan, and Zheng Xiuyan was deeply hurt.

And at this time, Quan Ningyi's attitude disappointed Zheng Xiuyan even more, if Quan Ningyi could be as good as before, maybe the result of this turmoil would be completely different, but Quan Ningyi didn't even bother to do it with Thin Mud, and every day he didn't even show his face under the excuse that he was busy with work, and handed over the contradiction to Zheng Xiuyan to solve by himself.

Zheng Xiuyan is proud, in order to live the life she wants, Zheng Xiuyan can put away her pride and adapt to some things, after all, it is not others who make her bow her head and endure, but because of her marriage relationship, she gets relatives, and her endurance for her own person Zheng Xiuyan is much better.

But when she needed support the most, what she got was Quan Ningyi's indifference, all kinds of difficulties for her mother-in-law in menopause, when Zheng Xiuyan listened to Quan's mother say that Quan Ningyi's women outside were stronger than herself and Quan Ningyi was indifferent, Zheng Xiuyan felt that she really couldn't bear it anymore.

The moment she filed for divorce, she may have been a little impulsive, but when she saw that Quan Ningyi just frowned slightly and let herself think about it, and there was no word of relief and comfort, Zheng Xiuyan suddenly felt that she was a failure, and Zheng Xiuyan was also confused about her well-planned and clear life path, is this kind of life really what she wants?

People are like this, what can be easily obtained is often not cherished, and what is obtained by effort will not be remembered for too long, only those who cannot get it with all their efforts and those who are useless to strive for are worth remembering for a lifetime, and what they get is gradually forgotten because of the passage of time, and what they can't get is like fine wine because of the passage of time and more and more mellow.

Zheng Xiuyan suddenly felt that the life she had been pursuing and put in so much effort was not what she wanted, Zheng Xiuyan felt that her efforts to maintain this life were particularly funny, she didn't know what the life she wanted in the future, she only knew that first she wanted to divorce and get rid of the shackles and be free.

The divorce process was unexpectedly smooth, which made Zheng Xiuyan a little more ridiculed of herself, the boat of marriage she carefully maintained was so fragile, and it could be overturned with such a little storm.

Quan's mother also tried to stop Zheng Xiuyan, after all, divorce is not glorious, and it also has a little impact on the face of the Quan family, although she is so dissatisfied with Zheng Xiuyan, but for the sake of face, Quan's mother never thought of kicking Zheng Xiuyan out of the house, of course, there is no emotional factor in this, a small part is for face, and more because she doesn't want to bring losses to the company owned by the Quan family because of the divorce.

Quan Ningyi calmly handed over the divorce to the lawyer, he felt that he was worthy of Zheng Xiuyan, for Zheng Xiuyan he lost face a lot, and now it should be the end of it, and Quan's mother also "reluctantly agreed" after Zheng Xiuyan agreed to only take away the property in her name and not share a penny of the family.

After the divorce, Zheng Xiuyan was confused for a long time, she went to a lot of places, went to the places where she lived since she was a child, and went to the places she wanted to go but couldn't go for various reasons.

Zheng Xiuyan never thought that she could go out for a walk like an ordinary person without the escort of a bodyguard assistant, she has always been a very rational person, and when making a decision, she will consider the pros and cons to be responsible for herself.

Zheng Xiuyan never felt that she was an excited/emotional person, and she never thought that she would do anything crazy, but she did it under the comprehensive interference of various external factors and internal factors.

Zheng Xiuyan doesn't regret it, Zheng Xiuyan feels that this is the beginning of her new life, she wants to indulge for a few days to taste the lifestyle that she once scorned, of course, Zheng Xiuyan didn't think about having so many follow-ups with Xiaofeng, in Zheng Xiuyan's opinion at that time, Xiaofeng was a short passerby in her life, maybe she would think about it when she was bored, but it would definitely not be remembered.

Zheng Xiuyan thought so and did so, when she saw Xiaofeng aggrieved and accepted her arrangement again and again, Zheng Xiuyan was very happy, and before she knew it, Zheng Xiuyan also lost the idea of treating Xiaofeng as a pastime, Zheng Xiuyan unconsciously also invested in her feelings, when Zheng Xiuyan found out, she was scared, this kind of uncontrollable crazy thing that seemed crazy to her should never have happened in her life, Zheng Xiuyan was scared, she decided to stay away from danger.

Although Zheng Xiuyan hid, those 10 days still left Zheng Xiuyan with unforgettable memories, and slowly Zheng Xiuyan suddenly felt that that kind of life seemed to be good, although Zheng Xiuyan warned herself countless times that this idea was dangerous, but she still couldn't stop herself from imagining that kind of life.

Zheng Xiuyan felt that she should find something to do, if it was too dangerous to let herself go on like this, Zheng Xiuyan chose to use the medicine of time to recover herself, she decided to go back to South Korea to see, where are her relatives and enemies, Zheng Xiuyan is not a person who is willing to build her happiness on the pain of others, but she is definitely a person who is unhappy with herself and wants to make those who are sorry for herself even more unhappy, Zheng Xiuyan wrote a script called Zheng Xiuyan's revenge before returning to South Korea, since she is not doing well, then she can only let those " The culprit "has a worse life to comfort Zheng Xiuyan."

Maybe Zheng Xiuyan was not born to be a screenwriter, she only acted in a small half of the life script she wrote for herself before she was smashed, and the script couldn't be written, and the revenge script she wrote was destined to be revised at large scale before it was implemented.

In fact, Zheng Xiuyan was right, if she and Xiaofeng have no intersection, then Zheng Xiuyan, who executed the revenge plan under the passage of time, may quickly forget the experience she felt dangerous, but unfortunately Xiaofeng, a dangerous person, was involved with Shaoshi.

Xiaofeng is like an addictive but deadly poison to Zheng Xiuyan, in Zheng Xiuyan's opinion, Xiaofeng represents the kind of uncontrolled and crazy life, which makes her drunk and wants to stay away at the same time, Zheng Xiuyan can't figure out whether she wants to take revenge on Taeyeon or really wants Xiaofeng to change her mind, she has always liked long-term planning, and for the first time, she chose to take a step at a time, which used to be very ridiculous.

Rationally she felt that she should stay away from Xiaofeng or completely use Xiaofeng as a tool for revenge, but emotionally Zheng Xiuyan felt that Xiaofeng was the most right person.

When she used revenge as an excuse, Zheng Xiuyan successfully completed her self-deception, and the conflict between reason and emotion also made Zheng Xiuyan feel like she was away from Xiaofeng, Zheng Xiuyan was like a snail who had just been hurt, she was very curious about the outside world and couldn't help but stretch out her tentacles to feel it, but as soon as she was a little windy, she withdrew her tentacles and hid in her own space.

Zheng Xiuyan's script has changed too much, even if the original very firm revenge has been shaken, although there are contradictions, although there are grudges, but so many years of feelings can not be faked, when there is no contact, Zheng Xiuyan feels that she has no feelings for her youth, only resentment, but after really restarting contact, Zheng Xiuyan found that it was just her wishful thinking.

Zheng Xiuyan began to use various reasons to delay her revenge plan, and after getting along little by little, Zheng Xiuyan suddenly found the feeling when she first debuted when she was young, although now they will have a big change from when she first debuted, but the feeling is still there, Zheng Xiuyan is confused, she is not sure if she really wants to ruin her youth.

Zheng Xiuyan is even more confused about her previous relationship with Xiaofeng, Zheng Xiuyan is not a love expert who can be deceived by a few meals like Yun'er, nor is it the kind of brainless face control that Tiffang can deal with, let alone Sunny's kind of tease who doesn't know what she wants but blacks herself all day long and no man wants, she has always had a clear positioning of what her other half should be, although this positioning has been fine-tuned, but no matter how you adjust Xiaofeng, it is much worse than the positioning, but it is this inappropriate object that makes Zheng Xiuyan entangled and depressed。

Through contact with Zheng Xiuyan, she found that Xiaofeng is not so bad, from despising her own taste to feeling that Xiaofeng is not bad, the process is very short, and then it soon becomes that she has a vision, this kind of Puyu can also be discovered, but after knowing more, Zheng Xiuyan began to panic, she is different from Taeyeon who is shrewd on the surface but is actually stupid in nature, she knows more about Xiaofeng, Taeyeon only thinks that it is good to live like this, and Zheng Xiuyan deeply feels a sense of powerlessness, she feels that she can't control Xiaofeng at all, it seems that Xiaofeng has been passively beaten, but Zheng Xiuyan feels that once Xiaofeng reacts, then she is playing with fire and self-immolation。

Zheng Xiuyan, who recognized the reality and felt the danger, retracted into her shell, especially after Zheng Xiuyan witnessed so many things that happened between Xiaofeng and Taeyeon, it seems that Xiaofeng has always been compromising and forbearing, but in fact, Taeyeon is changing a little bit, Taeyeon is changing a little bit, from contract marriage to improvisation, from passerby to person who feels good, this process does not last long, Zheng Xiuyan feels that it will not take long for Taeyeon, who thinks she is a master, to be stupidly trapped by the trap of Xiaofeng's family.

After the impulsive period, and without the interference of the revenge factor, Zheng Xiuyan, who was far away from Xiaofeng, began to face up to her feelings, she used this time to figure out what she wanted, although she and Xiaofeng did not have many opportunities to get along alone, and even dated only a few times in the real sense, but Zheng Xiuyan sadly found that Xiaofeng was really what she wanted, but what she wanted was not the side of Xiaofeng and Taeyeon that she got along with, a warm home was not important to Zheng Xiuyan, who was very independent, and a solid family backing was not important to Zheng Xiuyan, a strong woman, what she wanted was the other side of Xiaofeng。

It would be perfect if Xiaofeng could be divided into two, Taeyeon would have to be the right part for her, and Jung so-yeon could also get the other side that Xiaofeng had been suppressing, but unfortunately there was only one Luo Feng-eun.

Zheng Xiuyan didn't think of a solution to this difficulty until not long ago, she still has goals, ideals and wants in life, but she will never wronged herself for these anymore, marriage is no longer important to Zheng Xiuyan, although she doesn't want to take revenge for a long time, let alone destroy Taeyeon's marriage, but as long as she thinks of flirting/flirting with Xiaofeng in front of the stupid Taeyeon, Zheng Xiuyan is excited.

Anyway, if her marriage fails, then Taeyeon can't be so happy, Xiaofeng's those that are not suitable for her or that she doesn't like will be taken over by Jin Fool, and she just needs to accept what she wants, Zheng Xiuyan feels that she is too smart, she can think of this kind of good way to kill two birds with one stone. (To be continued.) )