Chapter Twenty-Four: All That Can Be Accepted
With the strength that can be spied on so far, Nian Hao is not sure that he will kill the woman in front of him directly. The so-called 'Liu Ting' in front of her had already revealed her face when she found Nian Hao last night. Her expression had a kind of femininity, which was completely inconsistent with the temperament that Liu Ting had outside, and only from this point, it was almost concluded that it was two kinds of people. However, Nian Hao did not question the identity of the existence of the so-called 'Liu Ting' in front of him. All the disordered things always had a little understanding in the mouth of the old man of Konstantin, and now that a living example sat in front of him again, Nian Hao couldn't help but think about how to find his place.
She said that she entered the Novro continent in the second month after meeting Nian Hao. It doesn't matter why you entered. It's just that before entering, she was in a very shameful state. Naked, he fell from the twenty-eighth floor, and everyone downstairs was watching, and even the cameras were filming, and even the many screen devices of the communication signal were playing it repeatedly. At the time of the fall, within a few seconds, in this state, he was ready to give up everything.
It's you. 'Liu Ting' put it this way. All of this is the result of your young man, because you made her suspicious of her boyfriend. Eventually, when her boyfriend was having fun with her, he noticed the bite marks on her body, and the two got into an argument, and in a fit of rage, the boyfriend pushed her out of the window. Relying on the instinct to survive and the skill of the profession, he actually grabbed the air conditioner outside the window. To live, this is all her thoughts when she lies on her stomach on the air conditioner, and it is also the purest desire to survive. Her boyfriend poked his head out of the window, sneered, and retreated into the room. So another desire was born, which was to kill him. How did this idea arise, not only the sneer, but also mixed with all kinds of emotions. The sight of lying naked on the air conditioner in broad daylight is not something that can be controlled emotionally.
I'm going to kill him. 'Liu Ting' repeated. Xiang Nian Hao asked, do you understand my mood at that time. Nian Hao didn't answer, and 'Liu Ting' continued. I tried to climb up, but the air conditioner was so slippery that I barely managed to hold on to the pole next to it so that I didn't fall off. My feet also stepped on the convex corners of the window, which were made of aluminum alloy and placed outside the window, with sharp edges, and I felt pain, and even felt blood running down, but I couldn't give up, I could fall at any time. But in the end, I gave up.
Of course, the crowd gathered downstairs, standing on the high place, I don't know what they were talking about, and out of my peripheral eye, I saw them holding up all kinds of mobile phones and shooting at them. Everything was over, and it was known at the time. For a girl who is not yet married, and it is a policeman, it is so naked in front of everyone. There was also the sound of a helicopter in the damn hallway, it was a TV helicopter, maybe it was on a shooting mission right next to it, and in just a few minutes it flew in looking for news and took the cameraman to shoot continuously. This scene was played over and over again on the huge screen.
Why do you want to give up? This is what Nian Hao continues to ask. Liu Ting replied, is there any other reason to live? Yes, Nian Hao replied, there are many, many, it is better to live than to die. Indeed, this is the truth, but at this time, do I still have such the ability to think?" Liu Ting asked rhetorically. Nian Hao did not answer, anyone in such a situation has lost the ability to think, this is a manifestation of human nature. 'Liu Ting' continued, so I let go of my hand and fell from the twenty-eighth floor, the time was too short to give me any room to think.
"I felt the pain as I fell to the ground, only for a moment, and then I went into the desolation. I thought I was dead, but no, the blankness in front of me, and the feeling of nothingness, was a tremendous sense of emptiness. It was only a few seconds later, and there was no time to even think about it, and there was a tingling in my head. The pain of splitting the muscles and bones tore every inch of the pain in the body. It went on for a long, long time. I thought my brain would lose consciousness because of this, but I was very awake all the time. Until the moment I woke up, my whole body was in a blank state. The pain was also lost in an instant. ”
"When I opened my eyes, I saw a huge man pressing against me, and my legs were pressed against my shoulders. He was raping me, and the pain of tearing in my lower body came back to my mind, and when I tried to resist, he strained his hand, and I could clearly hear the sound of his knee crushing my own collarbone. When the strong man was finished, he stood up. The sun was shining brightly, and from top to bottom, I couldn't see his face clearly. He turned around, grabbed my bare feet, and dragged me up. The place I came to was the Novro continent. When I arrived at that place naked, I thought I was born again, but I lost everything about a woman in agony. ”
"The strong man took me for a whole year. This strange world, a strange jungle, a savage man, has occupied me for a year. When the fracture was healed, he interrupted me again, and I pleaded, but to no avail, I ate what was left of what he had eaten. Or, eat the corpses of people who also came to this continent. For a whole year. 'Liu Ting' has been repeating the words for a whole year, but her expression has not changed, and she is still indifferent. It's like telling about something that has nothing to do with you. ”
"Until one day, a squad of cavalry rescued me. They told me that this was the Nikoan savage of Novro, who liked to kill the otherworldly. Otherworldly, that's what that continent calls us. Beautiful armor, white horses, they thought they were gods to save them, but they were even more savage than the so-called Nicoans. They captured hundreds of us. They led us barefoot through the forests, the fields, and the deserts, and along the way, the dead people, they directly crushed them to their horses to eat. That was the first time I knew that the horses over there actually ate meat. ”
"The world doesn't treat us as living beings at all. They love all the creatures in their world, but they don't sympathize with us otherworldly. Food and tools, that's what they define for us. They also forcibly united us and had children. I have had three sons and a daughter, and I don't know where they ended up. Maybe they are dead, preferably dead, otherwise endless suffering is their whole life. ”
"Four years later, the city to which we were taken by these knights was attacked, so to speak, by another country. We have been liberated, but we have completely lost ourselves. The victorious nation said that we people had lost our minds and were killed except for women who were able to bear children. Hundreds of people, both children and the elderly, all died if they did not meet their requirements. And I was considered to have full fertility, and I was kept by them. ”
"Thankfully, the Holy City of Orogus stepped in and saved some of us, including me. Settling down in a small town outside the Holy City, it took years for their personnel to rehumanize some of us. They teach us, they tell us everything. It wasn't until my third year there that I was able to speak, to speak my language again, to express all that I had, and it took more than ten years for me to be completely liberated from those years of hell. ”
"Do you know how terrible it is for a man to become a beast and then a man?"
This is what 'Liu Ting' said to Nian Hao last night, and then she walked in front of Nian Hao, knelt down, and lay on Nian Hao's lap with all her might. Nian Hao sat on the hard stool, and let her lie on her knees, and after a long time, she got up.
"When the consciousness of being human regained its dominance, hatred was born in the heart. I began to learn the power of this world, whether it was combat skills or small magical techniques, as much as I could. After a long effort, he joined the town's escort team. Although this town is close to the Holy City, it is not protected, and powerful nations always take it away from it under various names. So this convoy was created. Gradually, the strength of our convoy is getting stronger and stronger. Until finally, on a sudden impulse, he took revenge on a small neighboring country, slaughtering thousands of its inhabitants. ”
"After this incident, our escort has completely lost the guidance of the Holy City. Al-Quds immediately issued a statement that what we did had nothing to do with them. The elders of the Holy City, who have gathered the heads of dozens of small states, issued statements, and gave examples one by one, and we have long since escaped their control. The Holy City has also announced that it will begin liquidation of us by its long-standing armed force, the 'Accounting Society'. After this statement, the small countries began to gather troops and slaughter us. Fortunately, many of us escaped and survived with the help of a powerful man. We who escaped elected leaders and called ourselves 'taverns' to fight against the entire continent, including the Otherworldly Ones who also sought to threaten us. ”
"A few months later, more of the Novro Continental Coalition are ready to kill our group. They even dispatched the dragon knights to carry out the largest slaughter in the mountains where we had gathered. The whole hill was almost cut in half, but a small number of us survived under the protection of the Almighty. And, with the communication of the Almighty, we finally had to reach the support of a powerful empire on the continent of Novro. ”
Speaking of this, Nian Hao finally interrupted Liu Ting's words. "Isn't the accounting company the one who has returned from management?"
"Yes, it is management, but what about those who do not obey it? The purpose is pure, but we don't accept it. ”
"You're the founder of the tavern?"
"Witnesses to the Founding. ”
"And what is my identity?" asked Nian Hao.
'Liu Ting' laughed, extremely cold: "We currently know that the only second-generation otherworldly person who came here from the Novro Continent. ”
"Call me an otherworldly, you have made Novro your own world. ”
"After the destruction, the world that is reborn again is not my world?"
"After saying so much to me, what is it for, to impress me with the most sincere story? The accounting club needs my friendship, and what about you?"
"Now this world, this place, a lot of things have been reshaped, and we need your help to remember the world as it used to be. ”
"And then?"
"And then there's what we're supposed to do. ”
"I want to hear it. ”
"It's going to hurt the people you care about. ”
"Wouldn't it be my recollection of the original world to the detriment of the people I care about?"
"What about your heart? Do you love Yao Luoxuan deeply, and want to know why? ”
"But how did you know about me and Yao Luoxuan?"
"Don't forget, now I am in this world, witnessing your love with her. Even if it has changed, it cannot be cleaned up by imprinting in the depths of the soul. After speaking, 'Liu Ting' took out a hundred and ten photos from his pocket and threw them on the dining table. Nian Hao glanced at the photos, and he just nodded.
Familiar, just forget, no matter how much you miss it, you can't trace it all.
Liu Ting said: "A real memory needs to be pieced together by the people involved to have an answer." Tomorrow afternoon, I think Yao Luoxuan will find this house. ”
"You know that. Nian Hao rubbed his temples.
There was no answer.
Nian Hao nodded and said, "I still have some questions. ”
Say. ”
"Who is the Almighty? ”
"A person of great strength on the continent of Novro. ”
"A lot?"
"There were so few of them that they were almost on par with God. ”
got the answer, Nian Hao didn't pursue anything, he just asked: "If I stop you in this world, or kill you in this world, will you still exist?"
"I'm still there, and the pain I've had is still there. Because everything now, many people are making up for it, including me in the world at this time. I don't mind if you kill her. ”
"This suggestion is also very good, killing her, it seems that you can protect Yao Luoxuan. ”
"But can you put up with the fact that she lives with someone else?"
"Haven't I lived at the age I want?"
"You mean, you won't help us?"
"Seeing the essence of this world through everything that makes up for it is a boring act, since you have been reborn, why do you want to take revenge on these two worlds?"
"You have no right to speak to those who have not experienced destruction. ”
Nian Hao laughed, and then said nothing. The two looked at each other all night.
The next day, as 'Liu Ting' said, Yao Luoxuan really came over.
When Yao Luoxuan left, 'Liu Ting' sneered: "You still can't help it, right." ”
"I feel like your tavern is in the rhythm of death. Nian Hao said.
Liu Ting squinted and said, "What do you want to do?"
"Kill all your taverns, and there's nothing left. Nian Hao lit up his sword again, and he stared at the woman through the blade.
"Why don't you dare want your life but enjoy your life now?"
"Because I grew up knowing two words: no power!"
"Okay, tell me when you've figured it out. "It seems that he can't say that he is moving Nian Hao, 'Liu Ting' put on the mask again, turned around and left.
When she went out, Nian Hao asked: "What is my identity in the Novro Continent." ”
"You'll know when you're willing to piece together all the memories. "'Liu Ting' said.
The room fell silent, and Nian Hao walked to the balcony, and he looked over, but found that he had no reason to concentrate all his energy there. In my inner emotions, it became more and more uncomfortable, maybe as said, it should be me over there, not another man. But now it's the case, whether you like it or not, you don't have the right to change the lives of others the way you want. How to face everything now, Nian Hao pondered.
Nian Hao found that it seemed impossible to live his current life like this. He understands that at his age, having all the beauty of the present is rare and precious, and it is impossible for him to give it up. It's just that what about replacing the current life with Yao Luoxuan and his own longevity? Maybe this answer is willing. Is it just possible? Is it necessary? Or is it necessary for oneself? The things that I love deeply are buried deep in my heart, and what I feel every day is more of a breezy feeling than suffering.
In the past few days, Nian Hao's small life with Sun Qian has made Nian Hao no longer have the luxury of everything he asks for. Everything in front of you is beautiful. Just like Yao Luoxuan, what she cherishes is her current life, even if she digs out the initial emotion from her heart, it is impossible to ask for change. This time, this life, is not so able to completely change in one's own impulses.
I have to get rid of the temptation that these two organizations give me, and I want to live the life I deserve. Nian Hao made up his mind. It's also for yourself.
When it was night again, Sun Qian called.
"My dear. She said.
"Can't get out?"
"My parents noticed the anomaly, and my mother asked me a lot of things, vaguely about that kind of thing. I think they seem to have spotted us. They don't say it, but I know it. They must have found out. I don't even know what to do now, I have a few days to go to school, but I overheard them saying that they were going to change schools for me. With their status, it must be possible to change schools immediately. ”
"Okay, I see. Nian Hao said.
"I don't want to leave you, what should I do. I can't sleep at all right now, my mind is full of you. When I'm with you, I review my homework and can immerse myself in it with peace of mind. Now that you're not with me, I can't remember anything. I want to fall to your side right away. ”
"I'll figure it out. Nian Hao said.
"Also, I found something. Sun Qian said. "That hilt of yours, I found in my father's work diary. ”
"Work logs? ”
"Hmm. Sun Qian agreed.
"Can you tell me?"
There was silence for a long time before he spoke: "I just took a look, my parents are out, I got the log." My dad left it in the corner and never touched it. Got a lot of dust. If you want to hear it, I'll read it to you?"
"Okay. ”
"There's a fragment of the log that says a wild history, and then there's a picture at the bottom of it, which looks like the hilt of your sword, but it's not quite the same. In short, this wild history is very. ”
"How do you describe it?"
Sun Qian cleared her throat and read into the words on it:
Since the Qin army had caught up, it was useless for Fusu to struggle again, he dismounted and shouted to the leader: "Does the general really want to kill me?" The leading general also dismounted, he knelt down and cried: "King Qin's order, I have to obey, Gongzi rest assured, Weichen's sword is fast, he will die with one move, and there is no pain." As he spoke, the leading general stood up straight, drew his long sword in his arms, and stared at Fusu in front of him. Fusu said: "The one who died in Qin, the general is also." If you let me return, I will definitely gather thousands of troops and horses, and return the world to a prosperous Tianqin. The general didn't say a word, and stepped forward with his sword, seeing that the blade was about to pierce Fusu's throat, but it stopped when it touched it.
Seeing this scene, Fusu had already expected three points, took a step back, and thanked him: "General Xie is complete." With that, he turned and walked away. Looking at Fusu to stay away, this leader laughed loudly, and suddenly collected his sword and slashed his throat, blood splattered all over the ground. Seeing this, the armor he brought with him dismounted and gathered around, shouting the word general.
Soon, Fusu went incognito to the shore of the East China Sea. Seeing the waves crashing on the shore, I couldn't help but tear up, and when I wanted to escape, hundreds of armor died because of it. And the Great Qin constructed by his father was almost eaten by Liu Xiang and the others, and he didn't know where to go, and slowly walked towards the sea.
As soon as he touched the sea, hundreds of inkmen rushed from a distance. Seeing the ink man coming, Fu Su was overjoyed and asked, "Is there good news in the country?" After hearing this, Fusu hurriedly called: "Then I'll go with Daqin." "Turn around and throw yourself into the sea. Mo Jiaqi's woman, Mo Ling, grabbed Fusu and drank: "Gongzi still has hundreds of me, why not be afraid of regaining the glory of Great Qin." Fu Su asked: "What's the use of hundreds of ink people?" Mo Ling didn't answer, threw his sword to the ground, and drank: "Since the son has been abandoned, what is the use of our ink people having a sword?"
After reading this, Sun Qian said: "After that, it will be gone, and a photo will be posted below, which is the same as the hilt of your sword." This is really a wild history, and in the words, it seems to be said by modern people. ”
"Do you believe such a story?" asked Nian Hao.
"I wouldn't have believed it before, but with you, I believe everything. ”
"I have an opinion. Nian Hao said.
"Huh?"
"You'd better forget, seriously, I'm going to get rid of all my secrets, I just want to be with you. ”
"Do you mean really?"
"Of course. ”
The two spoke again and hung up.
Nian Hao took out the sword and raised it, he looked at the sword and sneered. Indeed, this sword is an antiquity of the pre-Qin period, and from the history he knows, he knows that Fusu was not dead back then, and was protected by the ink man. As for what the final outcome will be, he doesn't know. All the memories in Nian Hao's mind were disconnected, and there was no connection. However, these things are always about themselves.
Novro, the world, the pre-Qin, and even now. Everything follows, as if to uncover all the secrets in his hands. It's just that there must be a reason, and this reason is only borne by Yao Luoxuan for the time being, but does she have to bear it? No matter how the reality is modified, at least, Yao Luoxuan's daily life is what she wants.