Chapter 20 will always make it impossible for us to refuse
"It's time to move. Han Chen put away the tableware and said to Yao Luoxuan gently: "Our villas have been renovated for a long time, and the smell should be gone." You can move over. ”
After saying these words, Han Chen gasped as if he had used all his strength, and the smile on his face seemed to freeze. The eyes still shine with tenderness, but they are full of yearning.
"Then what about our house?" asked Yao Luoxuan.
Han Chen was silent for a while.
"It's sold, what else can I do. Han Chen walked to the kitchen and put the dishes into the sink, "Sell it and use it to offset the loan money, so that we can save a little effort." ”
Such a proposal is good, but Yao Luoxuan shook her head, she said: "I'm used to living in this place, I'm afraid I'm not used to moving here." ”
Han Chen came out of the kitchen and asked Yao Luoxuan, "My house is all decorated according to your ideas, how can you not get used to it?"
Yao Luoxuan shook his head: "I don't know, but I feel that it's still warmer here." Actually, we don't have to move here, and it's the same when we take a break. ”
Han Chen sat on the chair, crossed Erlang's legs, put his hands on the table, and stared at Yao Luoxuan with a strange expression.
Yao Luoxuan asked Han Chen, "What's the matter, why do you suddenly want to move?"
Han Chen smiled lightly and said, "Moving to a new house and living a new life suddenly gave me this yearning. This room is too small, and my son and daughter can still share the same room now, and when they are older, they will have to sleep separately. Besides, that villa is also very large, one floor for us to use, one floor for them, and one floor for all together. Basement? Didn't the two little ones say they wanted a children's playground before? We can set them up a world that belongs to them, how nice it would be. ”
Listening to Han Chen's assumption, Yao Luoxuan remembered the reason for the impulse to buy the villa in the first place. But if you think about it carefully, it's pretty good. It's just that this kind of good life, like a car that has been forced in, seems to need to be cautious and look ahead.
"Also. Han Chen continued to add: "There is also a small piece of grass outside the villa that is our property right, and in winter, we set up a barbecue grill outside to get something we like to eat." When you have nothing to do, you can play camping games with your children, and buy an astronomical telescope when the weather is good to nurture your children's interests. However, at the end of the day, the house is big, and the things that the kids like can be placed in it. ”
Yao Luoxuan nodded. She propped her chin on one hand and rested her elbow on the table.
"That's a lot of good. You see, in a new environment, maybe something good is about to happen. Han Chen glanced at Yao Luoxuan and continued, "I really yearn to live in that villa. ”
When Yao Luoxuan heard this, she imagined the life of their husband and wife plus their children. The sun, the grass, the huge floor-to-ceiling balcony, the beautiful sofa, the blue sky overhead, and the smell of meat on the barbecue. Everything seems to be so perfect, this kind of life, it's very happy to think about.
Han Chen still said: "Anyway, that's pretty much it, you think about the move, decide, tell me, I'll take care of everything after that." Actually, I see that you have made a lot of changes recently, and your habits have changed for many years, no matter what the reason, it is a big change. Look at you, you have been insomnia for the past two days, and your face is a little dark. ”
"Is there one?" As soon as he mentioned his face, Yao Luoxuan immediately became nervous.
"Of course it's a little, staying up late isn't a good thing for women, right? Han Chen said in an accentuated tone. "You still have to exercise, I think the main reason why you don't go out for a run is because you can't take care of your family when you go out for a run. When you get to the villa, you can buy a treadmill and take care of the children with me while exercising, so why not?"
"Good offer. ”
Han Chen nodded in agreement, and he slowly continued, "In this case, you just agreed to move?"
"I've already said that, how could I disagree?"
"Then I'll start arranging, there's a bed on the villa now, I think all the things in it are new, there's no need to move all these furniture over. ”
"That's going to cost a lot of money. ”
"We don't need to think about the economy just yet. ”
"But we still have to save money. Yao Luoxuan said.
"This house is sold, don't we have more money?" Han Chen said.
"Can't you rent it? Yao Luoxuan asked puzzled.
Han Chen was silent for a moment, his face seemed to be a little gloomy, but it was only fleeting: "We have lived for so many years, we have feelings, put it in our own hands, and know that we are living by other people, and we always feel uncomfortable psychologically. Rather than selling, it's a hundred. ”
"Anyway, I don't live anymore, and I'm worried that people will mess up?"
"Yes, in my own hands, people mess up, and I feel uncomfortable, but I sell it to others, so I feel inconvenient. ”
Yao Luoxuan pondered carefully and sorted out Han Chen's thoughts.
"You don't have any obsessive-compulsive disorder. The implication is that Yao Luoxuan thinks this kind of thinking is a kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder.
When Han Chen heard this, he smiled: "People will still change. Just change for the better. ”
"But I don't think that's a good direction. ”
Han Chen sighed, waved his hand and said, "Okay, count me obsessive-compulsive."
Of course, buying and selling a house is not something that can be decided at a time of breakfast. Han Chen told Yao Luoxuan to think about it. Yao Luoxuan is not an unreasonable person, she nodded. When he left the house, Yao Luoxuan looked at the house and imagined that other people were living here. But this kind of picture can never be formed in the mind. Forget it. Yao Luoxuan thinks that he is a person without imagination.
"Wait. Han Chen stopped Yao Luoxuan when Yao Luoxuan was about to leave the house and close the door. He walked over and stuffed the box engraved with the words effervescent tablets into Yao Luoxuan's hand, and said, "This is the vitamin C we used to eat, you have insomnia in the past two days, eat some of this thing to supplement your nutrition." ”
Very good offer. I don't know if it has any effect, Yao Luoxuan still accepted it. Indeed, I had taken vitamin C for a while I was pregnant before. Effervescent tablets may be useful if they are taken in place of other beverages.
When Yao Luoxuan left, Han Chen also called the children up. I made them breakfast, and then I sent them to school.
Nothing happened along the way, and it seemed that life was back to normal. Yao Luoxuan first maintained traffic order with Liu Ting at the intersection on duty, and then went back to the unit for a meeting, studied the regulations and various materials issued by the upper authorities in the afternoon, and continued to be on duty at the intersection in the evening.
Under the setting sun, Yao Luoxuan's eyes couldn't bear to look in the direction of the school. The school is still closed because of the death of a student. Yao Luoxuan also got the news that in about two days, the students will return here. She thought of the child Nian Hao, and suddenly felt that on the bank of the Huangpu River, the child's bold kiss to herself seemed to be just an illusion.
Around half past five in the afternoon, night had completely fallen, and winter was like this. The days are short, and the nights are very fast. The city that has lost its light seems to be unusually cold with a neon light source in its towering high-rise buildings. Liu Ting stood on the road for a while, then hid in the sentry box to warm up, and touched the back of her head from time to time.
"You can't go on like this, it's time to see a doctor. At the end of the peak, Yao Luoxuan walked into the sentry box and proposed to Liu Ting.
"Maybe it's just a cold. Liu Ting smiled bitterly: "If you go to the hospital, you may not be able to check a lot of problems, and your body, which is still very strong, may collapse at any time." ”
"It doesn't have to be that bad. Yao Luoxuan sorted out the police equipment and said, "It's not a way to touch it like this all the time, aren't you afraid that the hair over there will be touched by you?"
"If it's gone, it's gone, it doesn't matter. Liu Ting joked: "It's not bad to be a bald policewoman." ”
When Liu Ting said this, Yao Luoxuan laughed out loud, and after she finished cleaning up, she looked at Liu Ting and asked, "You don't seem to be in a good mood today." ”
Liu Ting shook her head and said, "It doesn't matter. ”
Such an answer obviously shows that Liu Ting is psychologically troublesome.
The mobile phone rang, it was Yao Luoxuan's. The caller was Han Chen, and the two had no extra words on the other end of the phone, just explained that Han Chen took the children to eat KFC at night, and then visited the tutor. Yao Luoxuan thought for a moment before remembering that the two of them had already said this before. It's just that why haven't you mentioned it in the past few days, and suddenly you mentioned it tonight? Han Chen's explanation was that he forgot about work. When Yao Luoxuan heard this explanation, he naturally agreed.
After hanging up the phone, he said, "I'm fine at home at night, why don't we go shopping?"
Liu Ting nodded in agreement, it's okay.
Although the night was cold, with the arrival of cold air from the north, the temperature was already close to freezing. However, these two women have changed into thick velvet clothes, wrapped in a lot, to defend against the cold.
"Why don't you continue to dress cutely?" asked Yao Luoxuan. Walking on the street, Yao Luoxuan asked.
"Eldest sister, I'm twenty-eight years old, and the dress I like must be within the scope of bearing. Liu Ting shouted.
That's right, if you like it, you have to be within the scope of bearing.
It's dinner time. Yao Luoxuan asked Liu Ting if she wanted to continue eating foie gras, Liu Ting shook her head, saying that this was too expensive, but she didn't want to bother. So the two went to Pizza Hut, ate small portions of pizza together, drank enough juice, and ordered a few fried chicken wings. After getting their stomachs right, the two continued to wander the streets, judging the clothes in the various shops.
"It's still easy to be alone. After Liu Ting bought a few clothes, she suddenly said.
"Huh?" Yao Luoxuan smelled a hint of smell and asked, "Have you quarreled with your boyfriend?" ”
"Hey, I'm not going to tell you. Liu Ting said: "It's indeed a quarrel, it's inexplicably wonderful." ”
"Is there a special reason?" asked Yao Luoxuan.
"How do you say that?" Liu Ting seemed embarrassed.
Yao Luoxuan said: "I'm from here. What's wrong?"
"Last night, after coming in the mood, it was over in a few minutes. Liu Ting didn't care about anything: "I asked him if he was tired, and he said he was a little uninterested." I'm okay with my temper, I have to know the facts. After asking a few more times, it turned out that the kid said that I had never married him, so I was not interested. ”
Yao Luoxuan frowned and said, "This shouldn't be an excuse. I guess you're using this as an excuse. ”
"This kid is forcing me to get married. Liu Ting was so sure.
"But seriously, it's time to get married. Yao Luoxuan comforted.
"We've talked about marriage before. ”
"You won't be because of that boy. Yao Luoxuan suddenly pointed at Nian Hao.
Liu Ting was caught off guard, came back to her senses, smiled, and said, "If it were my college days, maybe because of this kind of kid who just debuted, he would break up with his current boyfriend." Now, as you said, I'm twenty-eight years old, so I won't do that. ”
"Seventeen or eighteen years old is a good age. Yao Luoxuan admired, she once again remembered her boyfriend who was in love for the first time. Although the years have been silent for a long time, once those deeply buried memories are turned up, the emotions brought by them are not so easy to fill in again.
"It's a pity that we can't go back. Liu Ting said. "Time keeps moving forward, we have to follow the dead, we must not lose it, once we lose it, it will fall into endless sadness. ”
"Looks like you're looking at it very openly. Yao Luoxuan admired.
"What if you don't look away, do you indulge in sadness every day?" Liu Ting asked rhetorically: "But it seems that I feel that I haven't changed, but I have changed." He's changed. Is it because they are not married and have no children, so the two of them are slowly losing patience?"
"Maybe. The time of emotional connection alone is not so solid. Yao Luoxuan said.
Liu Ting nodded in agreement. "But I still can't stand it when I get married. ”
"Why?" Yao Luoxuan asked, "Isn't your boyfriend the person you want to be with all your life?"
"At first, I thought so, but over the years, I realized that I only seemed to care about feelings. ”
"Feelings? Isn't that good? ”
"Sister, do you have a first love?" asked Liu Ting.
Yao Luoxuan took a deep breath, nodded, and then suddenly realized: "Are you waiting for your first love?"
"Maybe, but I can't tell. As she spoke, Liu Ting disturbed the back of her head again.
"Take a leave of absence tomorrow, and I'll accompany you to the doctor." There is no change in the skin, but I am afraid that there is something wrong inside. Check it out, it's always good. Yao Luoxuan changed the subject.
Liu Ting nodded, she said, "What do you say? Someone chased me in high school, and then we were together, at most holding hands, that's all." But after the end of his senior year of high school, he was with another woman, and we broke up. This kind of first love, in fact, is not hard to forget. The sad thing is that when I was with my current boyfriend, my dad tricked me into going on a blind date, but I didn't expect that the object of the blind date was him, and I quickly refused. ”
"Do you regret it now?" asked Yao Luoxuan.
Liu Ting nodded: "Everyone makes mistakes sometimes, and I have brought the mistakes of that time to the present." ”
"If you promise him, aren't you also sorry for your current boyfriend. ”
Liu Ting scratched the back of her head again, and said with a sigh: "No matter." ”
"Huh. Yao Luoxuan let out a laugh, but she squatted down in the blink of an eye.
Liu Ting asked, "What's wrong?"
"Suddenly my stomach hurts. ”
"Coming?"
Yao Luoxuan nodded, and she said, "You wait for me." ”
Liu Ting nodded. Yao Luoxuan immediately ran to the bathroom in the shopping mall next to him. After a long time, Yao Luoxuan came out.
"Why don't you go back, it's not good to get a cold. ”
Yao Luoxuan sighed and said, "It seems that I also have to go to the hospital with you." Never hurt. ”
"Really?"
"Of course. ”
Because of Yao Luoxuan's physical relationship, the two went home separately.
When a new day came, the two took leave together and went to a hospital in the city. The neurology department and gynecology department of the hospital are famous. The two registered, found their respective doctors, and after a simple diagnosis and treatment. The two of them went to check it out together.
To the surprise of these two people, it was difficult to hang this kind of expert number, and the two of them actually missed it at the same time. Moreover, Liu Ting needed an MRI examination, and she was immediately arranged. As for Yao Luoxuan, the expert of the old Chinese medicine doctor prescribed many medicines for her.
After the MRI was completed, the test report came out quickly, and Liu Ting showed it to the experts. The specialist didn't see anything wrong, but told her to take some neurotic medicine, because maybe it was a nerve reflex that caused it. Liu Ting nodded without any doubt.
In the afternoon, the two got their respective Chinese patent medicines at the same time. After looking at the name on the medicine and confirming that it was not taken wrong, I left the hospital.
"How did it go so smoothly today?"
"Isn't it good?" Yao Luoxuan said, "I guess I've used up all my life's luck." ”
"Then I'm going to have to go back. Liu Ting still said jokingly.
"I didn't quarrel with my boyfriend last night. Yao Luoxuan didn't answer, just mentioned this.
Liu Ting shook her head and said, "Zhao Cui came to me last night. ”
Hearing Zhao Cui's name, Yao Luoxuan's head grew up, it was a very simple matter, but he felt that it was always magnified by him. Yao Luoxuan asked, "You must be telling me about Zhao Cui." Otherwise, it wouldn't be so gratuitous. ”
"He looked tired and full of fear. Liu Ting said.
Tired, afraid, Yao Luoxuan looked at Liu Ting incredulously, waiting for her next step.
He said that all the investigation had stopped, and that the pressure had been pressed down so that he could not breathe. He said he was sorry for me. I was transferred to the traffic police force, and now I can't be transferred back. Liu Ting said.
Yao Luoxuan felt that Liu Ting was very sincere, not fake. She said: "No matter how much pressure Lao Zhao has, he can resist it." What kind of situation is he. ”
Liu Ting shook her head and said, "Looking at the situation, in just a few days, there are a lot of gray hairs, and my body seems to be much weaker." ”
"A few days of gray hair, what has he been through? ”
"Hell knows. ”
"Did you mention anything?"
"You said it was important?" asked Liu Ting.
Yao Luoxuan nodded.
Liu Ting touched the back of her head, she said: "Almost all of them are apologies and complaints, these don't matter, but he said a word, what he said, and everything he forgot before came back." ”
"Have you memorized this sentence?" asked Yao Luoxuan with a frown.
"I'm a detective. Key parts of the sentence are not forgotten. ”
"Why do you think this sentence is important?"
"Ever since I worked with him to investigate the stabbing of the back of the head with a bamboo stick. Speaking of this, Liu Ting paused for a moment and stroked the back of her head again. This is the direction in which the death was made. Thinking of this, a cold sweat broke on his forehead.
Seeing Liu Ting's strange appearance, Yao Luoxuan asked what was wrong.
"Sister, we forgot something very important. ”
"What?"
"Isn't this uncomfortable place for me the part where the perverted murderer stabbed the back of the other person's head?"
"Maybe you're thinking too much!" Yao Luoxuan comforted.
"Nope. Liu Ting said: "I have one thing that I didn't tell you. ”
Saying that, Liu Ting told Yao Luoxuan about the bamboo sticks left after ordering takeout last time. After Yao Luoxuan heard this, his face was cloudy.
Yao Luoxuan said, "Are you suspicious?"
"I'm scared. Liu Ting said very formally: "I'm really scared." ”
Yao Luoxuan thought for a while and said, "Then have you seen anything from the past recently, or have you thought of the past?"
Liu Ting nodded and said, "I just remembered my former boyfriend by chance." The boss said that the old things were back. I don't mean the boy I first loved. ”
"Wait. Yao Luoxuan interrupted: "Have you ever hallucinated? ”
Liu Ting shook her head. But then he nodded again and said, "I had a dream, dreaming that when I graduated from the police academy, my father tricked me into going on a blind date." By the time I woke up, I found myself dressed and sitting on the couch. But that day, my mind was groggy and I didn't pay much attention. Sister, you won't be the same. ”
In order to comfort Liu Ting, who was nervous at the moment, Yao Luoxuan told her about the hallucinations he saw in the living room, and then Yao Luoxuan decided to say: "We have to go to Zhao Cui and ask what is going on." ”
"These things are so unusual. Liu Ting said. "What if the boss doesn't say it?"
"Let's investigate ourselves!" Yao Luoxuan suggested, "After all, we are also police, so we should always exercise our obligations." ”
"Where's the direction?"
"Start with Nian Hao, that boy. Yao Luoxuan said. But she hesitated, because she was afraid of losing herself in front of her youth, and she could not judge the consequences of her actions. Yao Luoxuan still added: "Does Lao Zhao have any other evaluation of Nian Hao?"
"An unknown charm, a charm that we can't refuse. Liu Ting said: "Some people's psychological hints are very strong, and my evaluation of the boss is that this kind of person has a strong psychological hint." It could be just that. ”
Maybe. Yao Luoxuan thought. But she doesn't agree with such an idea, Nian Hao's information, they are clear. Strong psychological suggestion is not something that ordinary people can have, but must go through years of edification and sensitivity to various things. Of course, this will take an extremely large number of years to support. Seventeen-year-old Nian Hao, obviously can't be like this.
"Liu Ting. Since we all have worries, we have to work together for the rest of the world. Yao Luoxuan said.