Chapter 165: You Are Not Worthy

"Is it really him? When you had to do that before, I was worried to death, but I couldn't stop you, what do you say? Look at your hands are blue. ”

When An Zhiyi saw Nan Yitang being ambushed and attacked for the first time, he was half scared to death, and he was more likely to be psychologically prepared later, but most of the time before it was just a small fight, just to teach her a lesson, but now this time it is really for Nan Yitang's life, how can people not worry?

"This time it's careless, I won't give her another chance to hurt me in the future, my life is reserved to kill him, I won't die so easily. ”

Nan Yitang rubbed his wrist, which was a little bruised, and his eyes were full of gloom.

"I'll take you to the hospital, so I can take a picture or something. ”

"No need. ”

"Then why don't you go back to your house?"

"An Zhiyi, today is his birthday. Nan Yitang looked out the car window, his eyes were a little red.

"......" An Zhiyi was stunned for a moment, looked at Nan Yitang, and suddenly didn't know what to say, and only spoke after a while, "Otherwise, I'll send you to the cemetery!"

Every time Qin Beimu's birthday, and the day he died, Nan Yitang would secretly go over, avoid the people of the Qin family, and sometimes stay there for a day.

The flowers in the flower shop have been booked, a large bouquet of blue-purple hyacinths, hyacinths' words are sorry, this is what Nan Yitang has always wanted to say to Qin Beimu, she will not forgive herself, and every time she hurts, she makes herself feel happy.

"I'll just go over myself, and you'll wait for me here. ”

"Okay, if you have something, call me. ”

Nan Yitang walked over, this marble road, she has walked many times, some people are often reluctant to come because the atmosphere here is too gloomy, but this is the place where Nan Yitang wants to come the most.

Gently put the bouquet in front of Qin Beimu's tombstone, Nan Yitang squatted down and looked at Qin Beimu's photo, it has been five years, and he hasn't seen him for so long, only the memory of him in his mind is still there.

Nan Yitang misses it every day, she is afraid that she will slowly forget Qin Beimu's memory, and she is afraid that his face will gradually become blurred in her memory.

"I miss you very much, Qin Beimu. ”

Nan Yitang's eyelashes trembled violently, slowly lowered his eyes, and said in a choked voice, "Happy birthday, Mr. Qin." ”

She raised her trembling fingertips, and before she could touch Qin Beimu's photo, she heard a loud shout, "Stop!

Shang Qingqiu walked over with a cold face, directly ripped Nan Yitang away, and said coldly, "Why are you here again? Didn't I tell you? Don't come again, don't come again, you don't deserve to appear in front of him at all." ”

"Auntie, I ......"

"Shut up and disappear for me right away. Shang Qingqiu took a deep breath and turned his face sideways, "I don't want to see you." ”

"I'm sorry. Nan Yitang lowered his eyes, whispered, and then turned to leave.

"Take your things with you, don't dirty my son's place. ”

Her bunch of hyacinths was thrown at Nan Yitang's feet, and the petals were scattered all over the ground.

Nan Yitang's footsteps paused, slowly squatted down, and picked up the bouquet of flowers.

As soon as he walked out, An Zhiyi ran over, grabbed Nan Yitang's hand, and looked worried.

"I just saw Qin Beimu's mother coming, she didn't embarrass you. ”

"It's okay, let's go. ”

Nan Yitang held the broken flowers of the mobile phone, his eyes were dim, in fact, Shang Qingqiu did the right thing, the belated apology was meaningless, and it was their right not to accept it.

"An Zhiyi, let's go to the imperial court, okay?"

"Imperial Court, do you want to drink?"

"I haven't had a drink in a long time. ”

"Okay, I'll accompany you. ”

Nan Yitang is not happy, but she can rarely find a way to vent, she is too calm, except for the crying at Qin Beimu's funeral, An Zhiyi no longer seems to have seen Nan Yitang lose control of her emotions, but she can feel that Nan Yitang is in pain, but she has been suppressing her inner emotions.

Now Nan Yitang is willing to vent out, which is a good thing, at least after venting, his heart will be more comfortable.

"You haven't been here for a long time, haven't you?"

"It's not like I'm bored at home every day and don't go out, and it's inevitable that I will come over for socializing. ”

"The private room you go to for socializing, there is no soul, let's wait for the booth today, lively. ”

An Zhiyi held Nan Yitang's hand, the two of them ordered wine and sat like this, Nan Yitang couldn't drink champagne, so he ordered a bottle of wine casually, and began to drink it upside down.

"You can't drink so hard, you'll get drunk. ”

"It's fine. Nan Yitang smiled, "I drink a lot." ”

"You can't drink like that, I know you're uncomfortable. But, it's been five years, haven't you thought about letting go?"

"Let it go?" Nan Yitang shook his head, looked at An Zhiyi and said, "Zhiyi, let me ask you, you have been so many years, have you let go?"

An Zhiyi suddenly smiled, some complicated emotions suddenly appeared in his eyes, picked up the wine glass and touched it with Nan Yitang, and said, "We are really good sisters, we can't let go of the same." You persuaded me like that back then, and now it's my turn to persuade you. ”

"Don't persuade anyone today, just have a drink and forget all those things. ”

Nan Yitang took the wine glass and poured the liquid into his mouth, and he couldn't taste anything else, only felt extremely bitter.

"Tang Tang, you say, why didn't he come back? I've been waiting for a long, long time. An Zhiyi's eyes were red, lying on the table, half of his face was covered, and he asked in a choked voice.

Nan Yitang lowered his eyes and shook his head, "I don't know, I don't know." ”

"Wait a fart. It doesn't matter if he comes back or not, I'm happy with my own, I don't care, I don't want to wait any longer. An Zhiyi suddenly raised his head and said loudly.

Nan Yitang smiled, didn't speak, and watched An Zhiyi set his eyes on the young bartender, and pulled the person over.

"You...... You...... Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Ah, ma'am, please don't do that. The bartender was also very innocent, his face was red, and he wanted to pull the person away, but he was too embarrassed to touch her.

"Why can't you?" An Zhiyi stretched out his hand, put his arm around the bartender's neck, leaned up, and sighed on his neck, the bartender's face turned even redder, and he stammered, "Please don't do this." ”

"What are you doing?"

A shout of rage came through the crowd.