Sun Qian had no news at all. No matter what channels you can reach, you can't get a clue.

If you really fled abroad with your parents, it would be good, Nian Hao thinks so. It is quite good to be far away, even from everything in the world that cannot be touched but has been touched. At the very least, she can get out of it all and start a new life. But no matter how much I hoped, I always felt uncomfortable. Take out all your thoughts, and find that you seem to be living in self-deception, even if you have passed the time you have experienced, you can rest assured that you can live boldly towards the present, but why do you always keep looking back for the past.

Of course, Nian Hao knew his answer, and he thought that if he continued to live with such stubborn thoughts, there would inevitably be a moment when spring flowers bloomed in autumn. It's just that moment, not everything I hoped for. The departure of a girl who has always been by her side suddenly collapsed in an instant. All Nian Hao could think of was Yao Luoxuan.

The photo placed in Nian Hao's house is a clear reminder of Nian Hao. used to be another self, and since he was a child, he has lived in a world with a happy family. Parents are loving and have sufficient financial resources. And in addition to his average appearance, the rest are quite good, but he is silent, lying on the grass and looking at the colors of the sky in his green age, and gradually growing up and staring at the neon in front of him. No matter how he changes, he is always a teenager who wears headphones and likes to fall asleep listening to rock songs. That year, I failed the college entrance examination, but it didn't matter if it all happened, I had to inherit my family's career, but at least I still had the feeling of loneliness. But no matter what, life has just begun, and at the end of the third year of high school, I confessed to the girl I wanted, and after I got the hand, everything seemed to be very exciting. When I was young, I was also crazy, wearing jeans full of holes, learning to smoke, and playing online games excitedly in Internet cafes all night. Then, when his parents were not at home, he brought his girlfriend back and slept together. This youth, the best of years, was born here, but it was lost after the girl entered the university. Transformation is an opportunity that everyone can get, and I used to be drunk because of the girl's transformation, dyed my hair yellow, and after being heartbroken for a while, I resolutely shaved all my hair and wanted to work hard. In the spring of the second year of the following year, the warmth returned to the bottom of his heart, and the teenager went abroad with his parents to investigate, first to Europe and then to Africa.

The boy sighed at his fate before he reached college, and of course he found his own way. It all happened only when I was 17 or 18 years old. Life is just like this, with an absolute dividing line, the self-perception from hesitation to clear knowing what is needed. Even if you don't make too many sacrifices, you can find out the value of life completely, and at least living is a good start. The girl who abandoned him when she entered college gradually became a good memory, but it was only occasionally mentioned with a little pain.

The African world, in which civilization seems to have forgotten all its ideals. Just a few days after the boy arrived with his parents, the war began. The so-called rebels suddenly rose up, occupied the capital, and wiped out half of the government troops. The entire small country was eroded in an instant, but the remnants of the army fought back at the call of the government. The teenager was stranded with his parents for a few days and contacted the embassy. While waiting for their own country's army to come to their rescue, their city was in flames, and fierce fighting was fought between rebels and government forces in the streets. Peacekeepers entered and picked up personnel from other countries, even taking away the teenager's entire family. It was only halfway through that the peacekeepers suffered an unknown blow. After a burst of indiscriminate bombardment, the boy and the army dispersed, but with him was a female peacekeeper.

The female soldier lifted the masonry that was pressing on top of the boy's head and reached for him. As soon as the boy grabbed her hand, she pulled her up from the rubble. The gunfire continued, and as soon as the two stood up, shells fell hundreds of meters behind them. The dust was flying, and the aftershocks of the shock wave swept them to the ground. The boy's frightened body lost strength and collapsed to the ground. The female soldier crawled towards him from the side, she hugged him, and said, "Don't be afraid!" After hugging him tightly, the female soldier used her perseverance to directly drag the boy up and stand, and then she took his hand and ordered again: Follow me. The rebels and government forces in the city were already in red eye, and bullets were constantly firing. But the boy miraculously escaped the trajectory with the female soldier. The two took refuge in a half-crumbling building.

The two of them hid in it. For two hours, the female soldier held a gun and watched cautiously on the street. And the boy covered his ears with his hands, and the sound of cannons and gunshots around him constantly shook his heart. As the chaotic sounds outside faded away, the female soldier turned back to tell the boy that her troops were coming, and all they had to do was to rush out of here and cross the street a few hundred meters to the rendezvous. But the boy fell, and the female soldier hurriedly probed the boy and found that he was not breathing. The previous shock wave, combined with two hours of gunfire, stopped the teenager's heart. Is it dead? The female soldier hurriedly pressed the young man's chest, and after two compressions, the young man coughed, but he did not wake up, and his heart seemed to fall asleep again. The female soldier knew that there was still help, so she hurriedly got the method of cardiopulmonary resuscitation, pressed a few times, and gave artificial respiration to the teenager, and after half an hour, the teenager slowly woke up. The first thing the boy saw when he woke up was the dirty smiling face of the female soldier, filled with tears. The boy smiled, and he thought it was so beautiful.

The shell hit the building again out of nowhere, and after the violent explosion, the half-collapsed building could no longer stand it and collapsed directly. The female soldier hurriedly lay on the young man's body and protected her. The whole world was dark again, and the boy lost consciousness again.

When he woke up, the boy found the female soldier lying on top of him unconscious. It was dark, and there was no light. The boy explored and found that the two of them were not crushed by the ruins. The young man pushed the female soldier aside, touched it for a long time, and found a device similar to a lamp switch, and he pressed it directly without thinking about it. In an instant, the lights came on here.

The two of them fell into the basement of this building. It's just that the exit is completely blocked, and there is the sound of gunfire outside. The boy walked over to the female soldier and shook her slowly.

This is the first memory. Hidden in the deepest part of Nian Hao's heart, even if it is buried in the endless, so-called life, but that glimmer of light is still shining, no matter what he has experienced, he can't forget it. Even one's so-called consciousness is only constructed in it.

This female soldier is Yao Luoxuan. Nian Hao knew that the weakest despair lurked under her tenacious will at that time. After waking up, the female soldier said that she had shot at the rebels first, which was a serious violation of military discipline, and even if she escaped, it was impossible to return to the country. And all she can do is protect the teenager from his predicament. The boy looked at her eyes to protect his determination, and said nothing. No matter what kind of predicament others encounter, adhering to the existence of the self is the human subconscious, which cannot be criticized.

If it's just a simple process of protecting and being protected, then it's simple. It's just that the two of them were trapped in the dark world for two whole weeks. No matter how much you call for help, it won't help. It seems that this one they have forgotten. The world of twenty meters square is all there is to the two of them. Luckily, there was a lot of food and water left in the basement, apparently prepared in advance by the owner of the place. People from two different worlds are trapped together. If it weren't for this war, the two would never have been able to meet in this place. I will never slowly become a good friend and speak freely.

The boy did not have the strong will of a soldier, and within a few days, his willpower gradually collapsed, from being able to speak casually to falling to the side in a panic and convulsing. At this time, the female soldier always lifted him up and comforted him in her bosom. In two weeks, the two have hugged each other like this. The female soldier hugged hard, mixed with the strength of her whole body, she was comforting the teenager and herself. The female soldier also had a pistol, and she had already made a big mistake, knowing that even if she got out of trouble, she would be hit more seriously, and even the biggest treason charge might hang over her head. If it weren't for the teenager in front of her, she might have pointed a gun at her temple at any time. This boy went from the reason she guarded to the reason why he could only survive.

Time will always use its unique charm to announce the passage of things to those who are staring at it. Willing or unwilling. In this state of passing, they slowly changed everything about themselves. A few days later, the boy forgot the sadness that came from despair, but the strength of the female soldier slowly melted. The female soldier lay on top of the boy and wept, slowly raising her gun and pointing it at her temple. The boy gently removed her fingers, took the pistol down, and kissed her tears as a gesture of comfort. Kissing, kissing, the young man kissed the female soldier's lips, skin-to-skin contact, and the two stood at the same time, unable to move. The breaths of the two were entangled, and their whole bodies were feeling the touch of each other, and many times disappeared between the two of them, getting thicker and thicker. It wasn't until the two of them fell to the ground together that the colors of the rest of their lives exploded. The two are entangled, comforting each other with their respective bodies until they are completely integrated.

Love in the dark night.

Fortunately, the two were rescued. Teenagers and female soldiers were segregated to different places. The two inquired about each other's news from time to time, and they did not leave the war-torn country, and cut off all human emotions without emotion. What the female soldier did was well covered up by the troops, and she continued her mission. And the boy was also taken to the ferry. This may be the end of the story, but this is not a dream after all, and the two have the most precious memories of each other's lives.

It's just that the world seems to have changed. The female soldier was hit by a bomb and fainted before returning home. And the boy is nowhere to be found. If the two died together in that country, the story might have ended like this. But the two are not dead, they are separated, and then they are completely separated in a world full of mysteries.

-- Divider --

Since coming to this world again, Nian Hao often thinks of the female soldier in his dreams. It's just that whenever he wakes up from a dream, he has a very strong willpower in his heart, which always makes his dream lose so much touch when he opens his eyes. Perhaps, this is imprisoned in the world, this kind of dust, which cannot be walked out, and what kind of strength can be used to climb the peak of this world. Nian Hao was left with this promised sadness, bound to the abyss of the end.

Can it be called a new life? Sometimes Nian Hao asks himself. I replied again, why not. He went back to school again, from kindergarten, repeatedly, to elementary school, and continued to repeat everything he had spent until junior high school and high school. After he was confessed by a girl named Sun Qian, he suddenly felt that the hard things at that moment seemed to have been forgotten for a long time, especially when he slept with Sun Qian, all the desires wrapped in his body seemed to pour into Sun Qian's body.

However, everything buried deep in the heart, and the shock that lingers with it, there is no such experience. Whenever desire surges, the ensuing loss in the body remains. Nian Hao thought that even if he changed his girlfriend, he would not be able to feel the real thing about himself. However, every time Yao Luoxuan appeared, the embankment he thought he had made would collapse in an instant. He wanted to hug her so much.

It's just that all of this can't be returned.

And now, Nian Hao needs to know where Sun Qian is? It may have been a physical need, but what did it matter if it was for that reason? When he got back into the house, he didn't look out over the balcony opposite. The reasons that were needed before were not at all strengthened at this time. He looked at the shadow, and slowly grew his arm, but it was a dim shadow. Still with him.

Nian Hao took the sword out of the shadow, placed it on the table, and stared at it. In the blade of light, there is an infinite murderous aura. Nian Hao thought that if such a sword existed in the first place, he would not need Yao Luoxuan's protection. And all of this can be over. If you don't see each other, you won't have everything in the future, will you still be so miserable?

Under the empty house, Nian Hao wanted Yao Luoxuan to come here. As long as she sits in front of her, as long as she asks, as long as she has the same posture as before, Nian Hao is willing to tell her everything. Tell her what she's been through. However, all this is just an extravagant hope.

It's better not to come to this expectation. Maybe it's best not to put it in your head again. Nian Hao thought that if he really did this, he might be even more disappointed. Now she has become a mother, a wife of others, and has a better life. Even if you know your past, you can't throw everything away. After all, she's just her. If you get it or have it again, Nian Hao will lose one of the most precious things in his heart.

Closing his eyes, Nian Hao threw the cigarette butt on the ground, he looked at the blank room, and tried to stuff all his thoughts into his mind. The touch of the long sword on the coffee table drifted through the air. Nian Hao finally found a trace of emotion that he could pinch. He remembered Kong Qihe, so he opened his eyes and picked up the sword.

Nian Hao rubbed the hilt of the sword according to Kong Qihe's appearance, letting it roll in the palm of his hand, and the entire sword body also rolled. But no matter how hard I try, the speed of rotation can't reach the shape of Kong Qihe. Nian Hao thought about it, Kong Qihe only opened his palm slightly, and the hilt of the sword in his hand rolled in it. Ten rolls per second, three hundred rolls a minute. How does this work? And even if it does, how does it stay in the palm of your hand? Attacking in this way, the blade is like a cutter that can smash anything. And when I was in that illusion, my right hand was turned into dust like this.

Thinking of this, the deeply buried memories once again could not be recalled, and they fell directly into the abyss. And what can be seen is everything that has been fought before. It seems that he is far from being his opponent, but in any case, he should know the news of Sun Qian.

What to do. Nian Hao seems to regret a little, he fled everything about the Novro continent. It seems that the power of that place needs to be harnessed.

For Nian Hao, the Konofro Continent is a dream that he can't see the truth. When did he come into contact with that side, and when did he return from there, everything seems to be known by himself, but he forgets it for no reason. This is different from the memory of Yao Luoxuan.

No, who are you?

The sudden question made Nian Hao uncomfortable. Nian Hao put down his sword, covered his temples with both hands, and tried his best to suppress his bad emotions.

At this point, the phone rang. An unfamiliar number, displayed on the screen of the phone.

"Hey!" asked Nian Hao.

"It's me, remember? Liu Ting. ”

It is Liu Ting of this world. But what kind of relationship does Liu Ting in this world have with that 'Liu Ting'. According to what 'Liu Ting' said before, he will enter the Novro continent in a month. Looking at the time, more than two weeks have passed, and it seems that the foreshadowing is still there. Can this foreshadowing be shattered? Maybe what about reshaping all the time that is going on after all.

Nian Hao thought about it and was silent, and Liu Ting on the other end of the phone shouted a few times before he came back to his senses: "What's wrong?"

"See you. Liu Ting said.

"No time!" Nian Hao said these two words, and suddenly regretted it a little.

"Then I'll come to you. Liu Ting said on the other end of the phone.

Without waiting for Nian Hao to answer, Liu Ting hung up the phone.

Twenty minutes later, there was a knock on Nian Hao's house. After opening it, Liu Ting walked in. She was wearing a police uniform, looking very haggard and pale.

"You may be seated. Nian Hao said.

Liu Ting looked at the house, did not turn on the lights, and only relied on the neon lights shining in from outside the house. She looked at the room for a moment, then walked over to the couch and sat down.

"Why did Officer Liu come to me. ”

"Am I dying?" Liu Ting said suddenly.

Nian Hao didn't answer, found a chair and sat down in front of her.

"I'm coming back from Zhao Cui. ”

"And then?" asked Nian Hao.

"Who are you!" asked Liu Ting.

"Who do you think I am?"

Liu Ting shook her head, and she said, "You are not from here. ”

"I am. ”

"You're not. Liu Ting was so resolute.

"Why?"

"I remember you. Liu Ting said suddenly.

Hearing Liu Ting say this, Nian Hao stood up and moved towards her. Nian Hao sighed, sat down next to Liu Ting, stretched out his hand, and touched the back of Liu Ting's neck. In the blink of an eye, a long metal needle was pulled out of the back of Liu Ting's head.

When Liu Ting saw this long metal needle, her heart was stunned, and she suddenly had a labor pain in her abdomen, and a mouthful of blood spurted out.

"You've been pierced into your shadow with a long needle, so all of a sudden your body starts to deteriorate. Nian Hao said: "At first, I just unconsciously touched the back of my head. ”

"You knew it from the beginning?"

Nian Hao nodded.

Liu Ting suddenly slapped Nian Hao in the face. Nian Hao didn't dodge it, and let Liu Ting's slap fall.

"Because you got the needle yourself. Nian Hao said.

"I remember that it was the stabbing murderer who appeared on my doorstep and I was constantly uncomfortable. ”

"That person is you. Nian Hao said.

"Me?"

"A person who has suffered a pain, and when she comes back, in order to buy time, but is unwilling to let you step into the pain she has endured again, she does this to you. Nian Hao guessed everything. He asked, "Why do you remember?" ”

Liu Ting shook her head, and she suddenly hugged Nian Hao. She said, "It seems like suddenness, tell me, what is real!"

Nian Hao said, "You want to know?"

"Yes. Liu Ting was resolute.

"How would you feel if I told you that before you were twenty-four, everything you had was false?"

Liu Ting let go of Nian Hao and stared at Nian Hao's eyes, in the dark, it was extremely heavy. "First of all I want to know why!" she said.

"The story is and distant. I'm mainly to blame. Nian Hao said expressionlessly: "Blame me for hiding in my heart, I don't want to think about it, and even ignore it directly." It's as if you have hidden a treasure and deliberately forgot the address. However, to know the answer, you tell me first, what Zhao Cui said to you. ”

He knew where Sun Qian was. Liu Ting said.

Nian Hao sighed and said, "This guy was still rectified by the Confucian liars. ”

"Why do you say that? ”

Nian Hao took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it. The firelight shone on Liu Ting's face, she cried, and the tears were all there. Nian Hao said: "Do you like this kind of life? I seem to have been protecting these separate lives and separate times. And you people. ”

"Can you speak human language?" Liu Ting said hatefully.

Nian Hao closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then arranged many memories in his mind, chose one of them, turned it into words, and slowly came out.

"Your college days, and all your life before college, were fake. Your life after you come out of college is real. Your birth, and even your background, are changed. You know, and the real you already exist in another world. Time is a curve that repeatedly touches a point in a straight line of space. Caused a lot of bugs, and you are just one of the bugs that the world has patched. ”