Nian Hao let Sun Qian kiss him on the lips. Sun Qian was sitting on the railing of the corridor at the moment, bending over, leaning forward, holding the railing with her right hand and holding Nian Hao's hand with her left hand. This posture was maintained for nearly twenty seconds before leaving Nian Hao's lips and sitting up straight. Sun Qian slightly overlapped her feet wrapped in elastic blue jeans, and her eyes couldn't help but stare at the black and white Nike shoes worn by her feet. Everything just now, for Sun Qian, is definitely a manifestation of her impulsiveness. But at the age of seventeen, she was in love, and this emotion was like a raging flood of her emotions, and the embankment that she had not yet built was quickly broken. With the collapse of the mouth, the surging waves washed away the field buried in the depths of the heart, tearing everything up.

Nian Hao looked at Sun Qian. She is really a beauty, her face that has not faded her innocence is full of youthful colors, a coat branded with the Angry Panda logo, an open chest, and a long-sleeved shirt in the shape of sleeves wrapped around the chest leaked in Nian Hao's eyes. Although Sun Qian is dressed ordinary, she exudes a youthful color, with the breeze surging from the end of the corridor here, the cool autumn wind changes like spring - the weather in November is not cool, but like spring - Nian Hao thinks so, but he subconsciously ignores the taste of Sun Qian's kiss just now. This kind of subconscious ignorance made Nian Hao suddenly, but the form in his mind had not yet constructed the scene just now, and the feeling of touching it was as if he had never imagined it, and it was hard to believe.

It was Sun Qian who took the initiative to ask Nian Hao to meet in the park next to the school, and as for what to do after the appointment, the original idea has disappeared. It's just that when she led Nian Hao Park to a long corridor in the corner, after sitting down together, looking at Nian Hao's face, she couldn't stop the feelings in her heart, and kissed her involuntarily. Nian Hao did not refuse, but there was no superfluous interaction. This kind of practice made Sun Qian blush even more. Sun Qian knows that her current age is not suitable for falling in love, and she is already in her third year of high school, and she needs more time to get into the school she wants. It's just that in the heart, once the emotions that can't be vented are broken, no matter how big the balloon is, it will suddenly fly away in the hand, and there is no way to catch it.

Didn't feel it at all. Nian Hao's response to himself was like this, his gaze scanned Sun Qian's body for a while, and finally landed on Sun Qian's chest bulge, he defended himself, it seemed that he was only interested in the girl's youthful body. But most of the justifications are full of excuses, and the real reasons can't be thought out by themselves. The wind blowing at the end of the promenade is so familiar, only a little less humid than the wind on the Huangpu River. Thinking of this, Nian Hao was a little relieved, the reason why he didn't refuse, maybe it was because Yao Luoxuan didn't refuse to kiss him that day.

The two have different minds. It's just that at this moment, it seems that all the two need is a kind of companionship. Nian Hao's body moved slightly, reached out and hugged Sun Qian's shoulder, and leaned her slightly towards his shoulder. What would happen if I hugged Yao Luoxuan like this that day? Nian Hao thought like this, he smelled the shampoo on Sun Qian's head, and also heard Sun Qian's throbbing heart beating wildly. And what about my own heart? In the afterglow, Nian Hao glanced at the millet hand he was wearing on his other hand, and the heart rate displayed on it was only a pitiful sixty-five. This frequency of heartbeat is not a good thing, for the average person. But for Nian Hao, sixty-five is already very high.

Ninety-eight. This was the heartbeat of Nian Hao kissing Yao Luoxuan by the Huangpu River that day. It is also the only time in Nian Hao's seventeen years that he has a normal heartbeat frequency without relying on his own means. When Nian Hao was young, he was sent to the hospital for isolation and treatment several times because of his slow heartbeat. On the way to his growth, he finally found a way to deliberately make his heart beat faster and reach a normal level. Otherwise, he could spend the rest of his life in the hospital.

Sun Qian's entire body leaned close to Nian Hao. Not only the fragrance of shampoo, but also the unique fragrance of the girl also comes out. Nian Hao couldn't help but smell it, which brought him a sense of serenity. Nian Hao lowered his head slightly and kissed Sun Qian's forehead. The unique touch of the girl's skin lingers in my heart again, but the feeling is different. But this feeling is very comfortable for him. A seventeen-year-old boy kissing a seventeen-year-old girl on the forehead is a perfect thing. The age of youth, that's it. No matter how the newly discovered world is stormy, just such a thing can be called perfect. Sun Qian felt the touch on Nian Hao's lips, her heart was warm, and all the uneasiness disappeared without a trace. It's just that this first love of hers was given to a boy who wasn't really with her. Because what Nian Hao was thinking about at the moment was how good it would be if Yao Luoxuan was in his arms. But reality is reality, and hope is still unattainable.

The two hugged each other for a long time. The sound of footsteps from an unknown corner immediately made Sun Qian sit up. Her face was flushed, and her body was a little tired from being too shy. Indeed, from a turbulent heart, to the establishment of a relationship that considers itself, the body consumes too much physical strength. Sun Qian breathed nervously, letting the oxygen ripple in her chest, her metabolism was normal, waiting for recovery.

"I've liked you since my sophomore year of high school. After being silent for a while, Sun Qian plucked up the courage to speak. The sound is very small, but it is very detailed, and each note is in the exact position, and I am afraid that Nian Hao will not be able to distinguish it.

Nian Hao snuffed out the cigarette butt and lit another one. You can't smoke at this age, but it doesn't matter if you're young, he doesn't need a reason to respond to other people's opinions about his smoking, as long as he doesn't smoke at school. After a few puffs of smoke entered her lungs, the unique fragrance of the girl's body lingered in her heart and could not be dispersed.

"I didn't expect there to be people like me at school. Nian Hao said, looking at Sun Qian and not daring to look at his eyes. confirmed that the mood of the girl in front of her was not a lie. Slowly stood up, took a step forward, and looked out of the promenade, the landscape lake in the park. Maybe it's Tuesday, there aren't many people in this small park. After a moment of certainty, he saw the sanitation worker packing up his things not far away, and the footsteps just now must have been the sound of him stepping on the wooden floor by the river.

"Aren't you very nice?" said Sun Qian.

"Okay, I'm only 1.65 meters tall, and at most 3 centimeters long. Weighing one hundred and fifteen, a little fat. Small eyes, Chinese face, not a handsome guy at all, how can a girl like you like me?"

"To like is to like. ”

"You are very beautiful, you can be said to be one of the few beauties in our class. Nian Hao turned around, sat on the railing opposite, and looked at Sun Qian.

"You're not too ugly. Sun Qian raised her head and looked into Nian Hao's eyes.

"I remember that the handsome guys in the next few classes have written love letters to you. ”

"It's too motherly, I don't like this kind of person. ”

"It seems that a muscular man in the third class next to you also likes you and chases you a few times. ”

"He chased me to my house and was scared out of my dad. After speaking, Sun Qian added: "I saw my dad running away like a monkey." ”

"It's a bit of a stretch. Nian Hao said, "Then, what are you going to do?" ”

Sun Qian shook her head, she didn't know what the future would be, where the plot should develop, she hadn't thought about it.

"Youth, that's how it came about. ”

"Why do you speak in such an uncle-like tone? ”

Nian Hao nodded. He snuffed out his cigarette and replied, "Maybe I've met more than you know, even more than anyone who is decades older than me." ”

Hearing this, Sun Qian remembered Nian Hao's life experience. Nian Hao is an orphan, on the first day of the Spring Festival in the seventeenth year, he was wrapped in a light-colored thin futon, and the people who discarded him also stuffed a lot of waste paper in order to keep warm. Those scraps of paper were torn from wall calendars. Just such an infant baby was left at the door of the welfare home, did not cry, and stayed at the door so quietly. When the people from the welfare home opened the door and found the child, his face was frozen blue. The director of the welfare home hurriedly called the police and issued a notice for clues for three consecutive months, but he could not find his biological parents, so he stayed alone in the welfare home.

"Why is the surname Nian?" Sun Qian asked when she met Nian Hao in her freshman year of high school. Of course, before this question appeared, Sun Qian had already learned about his life experience from the teacher, but in order to communicate with his classmates for the first time, he said this casually.

"Because I was found out during the Chinese New Year, they got me a surname out of boredom. The cold answer followed by no words.

But under the topic just now, Sun Qian misunderstood, she just thought that the growth of an orphan met much more than the children who were at the feet of their parents. But what Nian Hao said about meeting is not referring to this.

I didn't know how to answer, and I fell silent again.

After a minute, Nian Hao said, "Then do you think I like you?"

"I think so. Sun Qian was frustrated, as a girl, she would always feel more sensitive than anyone else.

"As you wish, you give me a very special feeling, otherwise, how could I have come here with you. Nian Hao said, "Whoever pays sincerely, no matter what the outcome is, there will always be a lot of gains." To be honest, I already had a premonition when you shyly ran up to me in the morning and asked me to come here. You know what happened to me at school, I didn't have any friends, I just sat quietly and watched like a bystander. At our age, it shouldn't be me, and a seventeen-year-old should have everything a seventeen-year-old should have. What I'm talking about now, whether you understand it or not, I hope you can remember it and make sure that we should be boyfriend and girlfriend again. After all, you gave me your first kiss, and I'm going to have to make some gestures anyway. Why do you say that, or why I say it now, maybe you don't understand it now, and maybe you won't understand it in the future. But are you sure what you need right now? Be my girlfriend, get in and out? Oh, it's hard, and if those stupid teachers find out, it's going to be a big problem for you. And what I just responded to you, I know very well that I need a lot of things, and you give them to me. You're beautiful, you exude the youth you deserve for your age, and that's what I need. My eyes are black and white, but you have a faint color. I don't know if you can understand it, it may disappoint you, but it is true that it is all true. “

Sun Qian thought for a while, the words in Nian Hao's words, the interlacing of needs and needs, made Sun Qian more and more frustrated.

"Still, I just want to know, do you like me?" Sun Qian still asked.

"That's all?"

"That's all. Can you be more blunt?"

"All I can promise is that you will not be abandoned. Nian Hao said bluntly, more than a dozen Chinese characters, without any emotional embellishment. "You also know that I am an orphan, and whoever is good to me, I will be good to him, and since you are willing to be for me, then I will also be for you. If you're really trying to find out if I like you or not, then I'm sorry, I can't give you that answer. “

"That's enough for you. Sun Qian bit her lip, and the feeling of loss swirled in her heart. "I want to know what kind of person I like. “

Nian Hao was silent for a moment, held Sun Qian's hands with both hands, and said, "If you don't hesitate, I can tell you many things, but it will shock you." “

"No hesitation?"

Nian Hao nodded and repeated: "There is no hesitation." “

"Can you explain?" Sun Qian asked, and immediately added: "A simpler explanation." “

"Let's put it this way, let me go and open a room and get some sleep, would you like to?" Nian Hao said, his tone was monotonous, and the last four words of the inquiry did not have any look of doubt.

"You're going too far!" Sun Qian roared in a low voice, like a young child giving his beloved toy to his friends to play with, and his friends throwing them directly on the ground and trampling on them. Although she was angry, she did not pull away the hands that were holding Nian Hao's palms. Because of Nian Hao's hand, it gave her a sense of security.

Nian Hao took her tender little hand, put it to his lips, kissed it gently, and then let go, then took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it for himself. After a few smoke rings, he said, "Have you decided?"

Sun Qian didn't answer, just lowered her head, her face flushed.

Sun Qian has been a good girl since she was a child, her parents are civil servants, her family is well-off, and she has a worry-free life, although she has received compulsory education with other children since she was a child, but she relies on her parents to obtain more educational resources in her spare time. It also made her what others called a "neighbor's child". She is often used as a teaching material by other families compared to their children, and this innate advantage makes her a garland in the eye. Her words and deeds have been watched by many people. She has been a beauty embryo since she was a child, and she is becoming more and more beautiful on the way to growth, but she is not the so-called bewitching beauty. The delicate face and good figure are more about the charm of a so-called girl next door around the whole body. In Sun Qian's own opinion, good looks and good grades are not something she can show off, but she is happy with this attitude to life.

When she entered high school, she gradually began to have a good impression of the opposite sex as her menarche had just passed. A normal girl would be like that. It is true that her excellence determines that she caters to all kinds of people around her. But Sun Qian has never reciprocated a positive impression of anyone, nor has she ever turned her nose up at people. In the eyes of others, this kind of girl is perfect, but there are always some people who are jealous of her who feel that she is so contrived. But what does it matter? Whether it is like or dislike, the communication in life and society is full of deceit, but it does not affect her. Most of the reasons for this are that she is still a student and has only been exposed to a small part of society. Although this corner has been dirty.

The conversation between Nian Hao and Sun Qian, in the past two years of high school, was almost all words on the scene, and never touched anything else. Sun Qian, who was a sophomore in high school, was already 1.66 meters tall, and the thick-heeled sneakers she often wore made her taller than most of the boys in her class. When arranging seats, because of her height, she was arranged next to Nian Hao. Nian Hao's attitude in the past two years did not reject Sun Qian, nor did he deliberately please her. On the contrary, Nian Hao often leaned on the table and looked sideways at Sun Qian. Sun Qian protested, but Nian Hao only replied to her that it was better to look at a girl than a boy on the other side. It's a frivolous statement, but there's nothing wrong with that. Fortunately, Sun Qian seems to have liked this kind of gaze since she first entered school as a child.

Nian Hao's behavior was jealous of some boys in the class and even in other classes. Once, after Sun Qian rejected a boy's overtures from a boy in the same class, she ignored the boy and lay on the table, tilting her head sideways, but facing Nian Hao's side. At this moment, Nian Hao had already closed his eyes and was obviously asleep. When the boy saw this, he was young and vigorous, and he immediately kicked Nian Hao. With a bang, Nian Hao fell to the ground with his seat. At this time, all the eyes of the class turned to him, and Sun Qian immediately stood up and scolded the boy. But the boy said, I just see if he is unhappy, how about beating him. Nian Hao staggered up from the ground, put the stool away, his eyes were half-squinted, still lying on the table, his whole head buried in his arms. When the boy sees this, the anger is even greater, and this is how the school bullying begins, and the child who does not resist will always be bullied by the strong for no reason. The boy kicked again, and Nian Hao was kicked over again.

Can I continue to sleep peacefully? These are the words that Nian Hao said after squinting his eyes and getting up again. The boy didn't expect this orphan, who had been taken care of by the teacher, to be so cowardly. Another point, there was no trace of fear and awe in his words, more like ignoring him. Young and vigorous, that's it, anger burned, and the boy grabbed the wooden square stool from behind and smashed it at Nian Hao's head. Peng's voice cracked, the wooden square stool cracked, the stool leg was broken, and the boy was at a loss for what to do with a broken stool leg in his hand. The rest of the stool flew down the force to the window and hit the wall. Blood flowed from Nian Hao's head, and after a while, his entire face was covered. The rest of the class exclaimed, and the boy finally realized his mistake, took a few steps back, and escaped from the classroom. Sun Qian hurriedly took something out of her pocket, no matter what it was, took a step forward, and pressed it on Nian Hao's head, wanting to help him stop the bleeding. Nian Hao squinted, shook his head and said, You take the pad and give me the bag, I'm not afraid that thing will suck my blood dry. After being reminded, Sun Qian woke up and withdrew her hand in embarrassment.

This is the first so-called intimate contact between the two. Sun Qian didn't know what was going on, and from that moment on, she noticed that Nian Hao was such a different boy. Of course, at that time, Nian Hao said something softly, and everyone else avoided in fear at that time, only Sun Qian was closest to him, and only she heard it clearly. I can't die, don't worry—this is what Nian Hao said softly.

After that time, the boy who beat the man was criticized and was unwilling to apologize to Nian Hao before the matter was resolved. However, Sun Qian believes that she is over 14 years old, and hurting others should be dealt with fairly. But is there real justice in schools? A child, a future, a sorry, plus the relationship behind it, is solved in this way. Why do you say you can't die - this is the matter After everything was over, Sun Qian suddenly asked Nian Hao. Nian Hao smiled coldly at that time and continued to sleep on the table.

It should be said that this dangerous guy should stay away from him. But the truth is always the opposite, and without a single cause, everything will be overshadowed. When did I like this boy? Sun Qian asked herself, but she couldn't answer.

The conversation is back there. Sun Qian nodded and said resolutely: "I've decided." “

"Not bad. Nian Hao admired.

"I'd rather like to know what you think. Sun Qian asked. This is the case with a girl who is just beginning to fall in love.

"Sometimes, for better or for worse, things are inevitable. Nian Hao paused and continued: "It may be called fate, but this is not fate at all, the way I want to go is like this, and there is no turning back." “

"Can you be more plain?" Sun Qian demanded.

Nian Hao let go of Sun Qian's hand, stood up, took a few puffs of cigarette hard, and then held one hand on the square wooden pillar. The pillars are part of the promenade, connecting the upper and lower parts and supporting the roof of the promenade. The long corridors, with so many wooden columns, make up a retro landscape of the park. Nian Hao exerted a slight force, and it crackled, and the pillar he was holding shattered. Nian Hao continued to exert himself, and grabbed the whole pillar and held it in the palm of his hand. Under Sun Qian's gaze, Nian Hao opened his palms in front of her. A whole piece of wood was revealed.

"Remember the guy who smashed me on the head a year ago?" Nian Hao reminded, saying, "That's when I grabbed him on the head, what will happen to him." “

Sun Qian's mouth opened wide, she firmly believed in what she saw in front of her, but she felt incredible. When Nian Hao shook off the wood in his hand, she replied: "Then he will be finished." “

"You weren't afraid of me at the time, but quickly stopped the bleeding for me. “

"Because I just wanted to help you. “

"I believe in your simple reasons, you are so simple. People think you're pretentious, but after watching it for the past two years, you're a very simple girl. And that's exactly what I wanted. “

"What do you want?"

"Everything you have since you were a child, I haven't had. However, your purity and simplicity are what I should have. “

"Are you doing kung fu?"

"It's understandable. With that, Nian Hao sat down again, dropped the cigarette butt in his hand, and lit another one for himself. "Everything you have enjoyed since childhood, I have not enjoyed. You can understand that I've been practicing Kung Fu. “

"It seems that there is something else in it, you didn't make it clear. “

"It's something that needs to be discovered slowly. “

Sun Qian did not answer. Nian Hao continued: "You were not afraid of the blood on my head, but stopped the bleeding for me, at that moment, my heart was moved. I can see from your eyes that you don't have any other thoughts, as you say, just to help me. “

"What you say, it seems like there's a lot going on. “

"Can you digest everything you know from me now?"

Sun Qian frowned, indeed, all this seemed to be incomprehensible to herself. But so what? Sun Qian leaned forward and hugged Nian Hao. Nian Hao did not refuse, and let Sun Qian hug him.

"Nian Hao, I don't know how it started, the original reason is gone, I can't even remember it myself, I just know, I like you, that's enough. Maybe you have a lot of secrets, I think you'll tell me, tell me slowly, I really like you. “