It just hid quietly (1)

A few days ago, we also passed by there, knowing that a place is a shop that sells pot helmet buns, I am also very surprised, there is a place that sells steamed buns alone, in fact, steamed buns are not rare, selling steamed buns on the street, burning buns, everywhere, however, there are very few people who sell pot helmet buns, but we also have a lot of people here like to eat, especially in winter, in such a winter, we all like to eat some beef soup, mutton soup or something, of course, pot helmet buns are the first choice, such buns are also very delicious, but people in each place are different, and there are many differences in dietIn such a place, I also know, we all know the place in the Central Plains, when in Xi'an, people also like to eat mutton steamed buns, or very famous, but this is very strange, people eat steamed buns and our steamed buns here are different, and the shape of the buns made is not the same, their steamed buns there are cut into squares, which is different from our here, our steamed buns here are generally cut into long strips, sometimes cut into pieces, people are also very strange animals, sometimes made into different shapes, taste and texture is not the sameOf course, the customs of each place are different, and sometimes when you think about it, there are some differences.

But we are also very accustomed to our way of eating here, the way of eating that has been handed down for decades, but also makes us have a feeling of unforgettable, in the winter, especially like, in the cold winter, when we eat some other meals, we find that it is very cold, but if we eat such bone broth, it will be a lot warmer, in high school we also have an obvious feeling, but there are very few people in the class who eat very little, I remember a boy in our class, the food fee is only 1.5 yuan a day, what can he eat, he basically does not eat much, so heavy study burden, I don't know how to say about him, that time I saw that he didn't eat, and I didn't eat, I was in a different state with him, he didn't have much living expenses and no money to eat, and I had living expenses, and I didn't want to eat, because I didn't know what I should eat, was it because I was picky?

I don't like to eat the food on campus, eat outside the school, but there is still no food I want to eat, so after looking for three circles, I went to the classroom, I really don't know what I should eat, so I met such a boy in the classroom, he didn't eat anything, because his daily living expenses only allowed him to eat two baked cakes every day, when he had a meal, so when he wanted to eat a delicious meal, he couldn't say it was delicious, but when he ate an ordinary normal meal, it was to save money for several meals in order to eat a full meal, when he saw me, The expression was very surprised, I also saw him, he said, why don't you go to eat, I said didn't you go to eat either?

He said yes, he will go again in a while, in fact, it should be to cover up the words that he didn't go to eat, but he asked me why did you come back so quickly, and when I finished eating, I also told him, I don't want to eat either, because I'm really not hungry, I don't know what to eat, and he told me, do you really not want to eat anything?

I said, yes, what's wrong, he said, that's because you're not hungry, really aren't hungry, and then he told me that when he sees a person, he can go up and nibble a few bites, and I know it's a joke, but his speech and demeanor and expression are also deeply imprinted in my mind, sometimes I think of such a scene, I don't know what to say, is it really like this?

I also think about it now, I really don't know where this boy in our class who studied very hard has gone now, sometimes think about it, life is like people, you have been looking for things for a long time, in fact, sometimes you are really quietly hiding, not letting you find it, when you really want to, maybe it will appear in front of you inadvertently.

It's also because of the events of that day, I also think of my old classmate, the beef bones I bought myself that day, and some beef, cow blood or something, so in the future, I only knew, when I wanted to find a thing, it was not easy, I remember it was on the street next to a supermarket, because I really saw it like this, this is the place I remembered, I really saw it here, but when I and my classmates went to look for it, I couldn't find it, I really couldn't find it, I looked for it twice, I still couldn't find such a store that sold pot helmet buns, and I couldn't find it when I couldn't find it, I left a little disappointed, but I found out later, in fact, at such a moment, I also found out, began to doubt myself, did I remember wrong?

Is it the other street? Because that night, because it was dark, I thought I had searched twice and I couldn't see clearly, or was it because of some other reason, people had something to do, and they were temporarily closed for a day?

When I went to look for it during the daytime the next day, I found that there was really no such shop, and I could see it very clearly, but there really wasn't, so I started to look for other streets, because there were only a few streets I had walked on recently.

I said that you really hid such a steamed bun shop and didn't let me find it?

I found all the streets I walked, but I still couldn't find it, I wanted to give up, I wanted to go home, and my husband at home kept asking, when are you going home, but people may be like this, I told him that I would go back, and immediately agreed, but I still don't give up, it's really not dead.

But when I went to look for it again, I still couldn't find it, there was really no hope, so I was ready to go home, but I still didn't want to give up the last glimmer of hope, so I walked through the last street, because I also felt that such a street I had walked before.

But there is still no hope to find, I also know that such a search, the hope is very small, I have really seen it, there is, but I can't remember how to see it, where I have seen it.