Chapter 13 Life has mixed joys and sorrows, and the ups and downs of fate are really hard to break
Time flies really fast, overall, this trip is still very pleasant, I was fortunate to meet a few beautiful girls, looking at the appearance of Lao Zhao Lezizi, it seems that I have gained a lot.
During the whole process, I felt that I was hurt the most, mainly because I broke my money. Fortunately, I had a lot of fun, and I felt a little bit happy.
Of course, just one Lijiang can't fascinate me, the key is that there are people I know here, and the figure of Sister Cheap is dangling in my mind from time to time, and it seems to be a little similar to the goddess in my dreams.
I looked sideways at my colleagues again, and found that they had begun to ask for contact information from the girls, and I was the only one who was immersed in my own thoughts, and I was half a beat slower than others.
I hurriedly went straight to Sister Cheap and said, "Little sister, leave a name and contact number, when you come to Spring City one day, contact me as your guide, and I will be satisfied with my experience of going around the streets and alleys of Spring City." ”
Sister Cheap glared at me indignantly, and said: "Call sister, it is forbidden to add the prefix 'small', didn't you have already left QQ in front of you, and you also need a phone, and then wait for you to harass me every day? As for the name, you can guess it yourself!"
I pointed at others aggrievedly and said, "Look at Huamei, Su Su and Jiajia, they all stayed." And how can I guess the name? ”
Sister Cheap turned her head to look at it, and said, "Then you go and ask for them, I don't have a show here anyway." ”
I sighed and said, "Forget it, it's enough to have your QQ, it's always better than nothing." ”
At this moment, my mobile phone rang suddenly, and the number seemed to be my mother's phone, and my mother was the biggest, so I quickly said hello to Sister Cheap, and then stepped aside to answer my mother's call.
My mother called me, and the content was basically the same, and every time I was urging me to find a partner quickly, my ears were calloused, but this time my mother said in a slightly heavy tone: "Son, tell you something." ”
Hearing my mother's tone, I immediately felt that something bad was going to happen, and I was a little flustered in my heart, and my hand holding the phone began to tremble a little, and I hesitated and asked, "Mom, what's the matter?" ”
"Your grandmother died suddenly of a heart attack last night. ”
This news was really unexpected, it hit me a little hard, and I felt like I was about to cry in an instant, and my heart was very reluctant to believe that it was true.
After being silent for a while, he finally mustered up the courage to ask, "Grandma, she died?"
After getting the affirmation on the other side of the phone, I was in no mood to say anything else, so I casually said "I know" and hung up the phone with a heavy heart.
At this time, Lao Zhao didn't notice the sadness in my expression, ran over and patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Lao Du, your dialect is really like bird language, it's really obscure. ”
Sister Cheap, who was standing next to me, pulled Lao Zhao and motioned him to pay attention to my emotions, Lao Zhao is a smart person, and immediately noticed that my emotions were a little wrong, and asked Sister Cheap: "What's wrong with Lao Du?
Sister Cheap first glared at him, then approached me and said softly, "Don't be too sad. ”
I struggled to squeeze out a smile, nodded and said, "Thank you." ”
Next, I didn't care about anything else.
Lao Zhao, Yang Shuai and Xiao Bai also learned about the situation, and immediately controlled their too happy emotions and asked me when I would return?
I apologized to everyone and said that I had inadvertently affected everyone's happiness, but there was something at home, and I hope you don't mind.
Everyone is a reasonable person and has given me comfort.
The next morning, we returned to Spring City as scheduled.
I was in a heavy mood, and immediately asked for leave to go home, and the leader approved it quickly, and the unit was still very humane in this kind of thing.
I stepped on the plane back to my hometown, and every time I used to go home I was very happy, but this time I was sad.
My home is in Yuncheng, Jinbei, Shanxi, with very convenient transportation and close proximity to the imperial capital, so I arrived home on the same day.
The first thing I did when I went home was to go straight to my grandmother's courtyard, from a distance, the courtyard was already hanging white hemp, it was close to midnight, the white lantern exuded a cold light, a chill hit, I instantly shivered, the early spring weather in my hometown is still very cold.
I rushed into the courtyard in three steps and two steps, and in the center of the courtyard was a coffin with a portrait of my grandmother on it, smiling kindly at me.
I looked at the grandmother in the photo, tears came out of my eyes in an instant, and I shouted in a low voice: "Grandma, I miss you." ”
The uncle, who was dozing off and keeping vigil on the side, heard the movement, woke up, saw me in tears, and asked, "Is Xiaochen back?"
I suppressed my sadness for a moment and asked, "Well, uncle, I'm back, why did my grandma go all of a sudden?"
Uncle sighed and said, "Don't be so sad, your grandmother died peacefully." I had been in good health before, but a few days ago I suddenly fell ill in bed, and we wanted to take her to the hospital, but she strongly objected, so I gathered my brothers together to discuss forcibly sending her to the hospital, but as soon as we discussed it, when we returned to your grandmother's room, I found that she had gone peacefully. ”
Hearing this process, I feel a lot more relieved, my grandmother just turned 84 this year, and she didn't suffer too much before she died, so she can be regarded as the end of her life.
Then I asked, "Uncle, did grandma say anything when she left?"
Uncle said: "She kept muttering, 'Seventy-three, eighty-four, Hades doesn't invite herself', saying that she is 73 years old and has a very stable life, and she is 84 years old this year. ”
"It's because my grandmother is too superstitious, and she herself has no will to survive, so she went after a minor illness. ”
At this time, the uncle stood up and said, "By the way, your grandmother said on her deathbed that the most regrettable thing is that she didn't see you." I also left a letter, and a jade pendant, the letter is for everyone to circulate, the jade pendant is for you, etc., I will bring it to you. ”
After that, the uncle left, and after a while, he came back with a letter, handed it to me, and said, "This is a letter written by your grandmother before she died, and we have circulated it and read it, so you can read it too." ”
My grandmother, born in the old society, also belonged to the ladies at that time, when she was a child, her family was good, she read poetry and books, her thoughts and knowledge were very good, and later due to the bad family composition, the family road declined. But my grandmother went off the rails, and although she was a woman, she was fascinated by the doctrine of Kanyu.
After unfolding the letter, the neat but shaky handwriting came into view, it seems that when the grandmother wrote the letter, her physical strength was already very exhausted, and she knew that her hands were very trembling when she looked at the handwriting, and the pen was a little unstable.
The letter said: "My children, you are all well. Over the years, I am very relieved to see that you all have a harmonious and healthy family, and this time I know that my life has come to an end, this is fate, it is already doomed, and there is no need to struggle anymore.
I can fully understand your filial piety, no matter how strong it is, it is meaningless to support and live, and it can't give you any help, it will only increase the drag.
Since beating my wife away, I often think of a lot of life episodes when we were young, your grandfather is gentle by nature, when I am angry, he never coaxes me, but he never quarrels with me, only hehe, and then he will still take care of the housework seriously, carefully make every meal, the meals are my favorite food, and will not make the food taste bad because of bad mood.
Later, as I grew older, I had six sons and two daughters, one of whom died early due to the family's poor circumstances. At that time, I was heartbroken, every child is my heart's work, all of them are closely related to my life, losing one is more painful than cutting flesh, he is also very sad, but he is not good at expressing emotions, he will only constantly comfort me not to be sad.
Since then, every time he comes home, he asks what I want to eat, and then checks on each child, down to the smallest detail. Since then, I've reined in my temper. The days are getting more and more enjoyable, plain and happy.
Up to now, everything in the world has been experienced, and I am generally satisfied. In the past few years, I have always regretted that most of my children and grandchildren have failed in their studies, but Xiaochen finally broke the predicament of his family and was admitted to a key university in one fell swoop.
Before leaving, I refuted it for everyone, and found that there were basically no disasters, and they were all dull in this life, which also made me very relieved.
The only variable is in Xiao Chen, Xiao Chen has been smart since he was a child, but he is stubborn by nature, arrogant, although he is very good at learning, but there are obvious twists and turns in life, you need to be cautious in your words and deeds, don't do your own thing, if you encounter ups and downs, you need to be calm and calm to be able to turn the danger into a disaster, otherwise it is very dangerous.
Secondly, I left a jade pendant, which is not a treasure jade, but when worn, it has the effect of clearing the heart and wisdom, leaving it to Xiaochen, which needs to be worn from time to time, so as to maintain a clear mind and resolve the ups and downs of the future.
Okay, I'm leaving, don't read it. ”
I burst into tears when I read this, I grew up with my grandmother and my parents. When my grandfather died, I was still young and didn't feel much sadness at all, and then I never thought that my elders would one day die and leave me.
I am always like a wild horse, running around, rarely going home, and rarely homesick.
Uncle handed a piece of jade pendant to me at this time, I took the jade pendant, and stroked it carefully, this is a plain jade pendant, the texture is yellow, no luster, but after holding it in my hand, I feel that my sad heart has been slightly soothed.
I wiped my tears, from the content of the letter I felt grandma's infinite concern, carefully put the jade pendant on the chest, this is grandma's relics, but also my treasure, the future is not really bumpy, I didn't care, because I always feel that the fortune telling thing is too mysterious, but grandma's death, but let me can't let go for a long time.
My parents are also helping to take care of the aftermath of my grandmother's courtyard, these days are living here, heard the movement in the yard, came out to check, found that I was back, excited they all forgot the sadness just now, came up to me to say hello.
After seeing my parents, my heart warmed and my sad emotions were comforted to a great extent.
Grandma's funeral was not complicated, and after it was over, I was ready to clean up my mood, and then I said goodbye to my parents and returned to Yunnan again, and continued the ordinary and ordinary work life.
Before leaving, my parents called me to the front.
First, my mother said: "Son, I discussed with your father, you have a cousin who is the head of the provincial government, and their unit happens to be your professional counterpart, and it is a career establishment. We have inquired, your cousin heard your situation, expressed very satisfaction, their unit is very scarce of talents graduated from a prestigious school like you, can help you arrange a job transfer at any time, we are also very happy, so you work in the provincial capital, your father and I are about to retire anyway, decided to move to the provincial capital later, the family is happy together, and can also help you choose a favorite object. ”
My dad nodded in agreement with my mom as he listened to my mom's statement.
Hearing this, I said a little unhappily: "Mom, I have my own ability, I can mix it up, I don't need to rely on those nepotism, and I don't disdain to rely on it." Don't worry about that, I still like what I do. ”
If I said such a thing against my will, I actually came with my words, and I really didn't see it for three days, which was impressive.
My dad was angry, and my mom was helpless, and I think my mom's greatest strength is that no matter what I decide to do, as long as it's not a bad thing, she will give the greatest support, but this time she repeatedly opposed my stubbornness.
I was frustrated and angry, but I eventually left the house in displeasure and set out on the road to work.