The three women looked at each other and smiled.

Li Ge said: "You are a manly man...... man"

Bi Lian said: "I will also see our woman's family......"

Zi Jing said, "What?"

Canghai smiled like pear paste candy, "Of course not." ”

"Let's go," said the miracle doctor, "what about you." ”

The divine doctor was about to sit down, but he staggered and said, "Why do you want to go too?"

"What nonsense, you, it's not you who p......out," he exhaled, "I'm not anxious with you, I'm not anxious with you." I can't get excited now, I have to get fit and do things. ”

The divine doctor suddenly burst into his heart with anger, "Why did you go earlier?!I'll tell you if you don't come to this set!" Pointing directly at the tip of Canghai's nose, "It's not the time when you don't want to live?!"

"Be quiet," Canghai grabbed his hand nervously, looked back at the girl who was walking away, and said in a low voice: "What are you talking about." ”

The divine doctor drew his finger back to him, and said angrily: "Don't come to this set! Since you have said this today, I don't have to hide it, don't you want to die, okay, I'll get a snake to help you, how much do you want? Or how do you want to die?"

Canghai was so angry by him that he had a sharp pain in his angina, and he couldn't stand up straight with his chest covered. The divine doctor glared at him fiercely and did not relax.

"Don't you want to die?" shook again, "Die, I won't give you medical treatment." ”

Canghai was angry and hateful, and his left hand tightened the sleeve of the divine doctor's coat, suffering from speechlessness, but fortunately, the divine doctor did not torture again. Hou's momentum passed, and the sea breathed for a long time, but his grief and anger came to naught. His face was pale and he whispered: "You are right, I didn't want to live a while ago." "Look straight.

The miracle doctor was stabbed by the hopeless eyes.

The hand holding the divine doctor trembled slightly and let go. "I don't let Ziyou and them follow me, face the killer alone, block the sword for Xiaohua, don't heal when I'm sick, tired endlessly, rush out of the Lu twice to sacrifice my life to save a person who doesn't need me to save, fight against Blue Leaf in person, and overtransfuse my own blood to others...... I even arranged the aftermath, I brought Xiao Shell into the outer building of the square, let him sit in the successor seat, and taught him the movement of the Eight Formation Diagram...... Every day, the walking dead survive. Then he took the arm of the divine doctor. "But now I don't think so. "That hand was firm and strong.

"I'm now discovering more and more that what I used to think could only be solved if I'm dead is more solvable when I'm alive. ”

The divine doctor looked at him coldly, covered his lips and coughed lightly, angry and unspeakable.

Canghai pulled him, "Let's talk about it later." They were in a hurry. "The legs are weak, and the road is faltering.

The Divine Doctor asked in a cold voice, "When did you start thinking like this?"

"What do you think?" said with all his strength and a smile that backfired.

"I don't want to die. ”

“...... From Zhilu Dao Shence to Shanhaiguan. ”

The doctor took him by the hand and stopped among the flowers. When Canghai saw the hundred butterflies, he couldn't help but take half a step closer to the divine doctor. The divine doctor said: "Why is it not after the news of the Dao Huitian Pill of the Knowing Lu?"

Canghai suddenly laughed. Shaking his head, "After the Blue Leaf Incident, during the days in Fangwailou, I made a bet with myself. Playing in the building every day, and occasionally dealing with things they can't handle—I suddenly realized that being crazy or foolish is actually much happier. But then I couldn't even be a madman or a fool. I'm waiting for news from Hengchuan, if there is, I will live for two more days, if not, maybe I will leave Fang Wailou and become a madman or find a place to die. ”

The divine doctor's lips moved, and he watched him bend down indifferently, fold a flower and a leaf of light yellow rue, and raise it to the end of his nose and smell it, as if it was a book. It's like telling someone else's story.

"I have nothing to love in the world. ”

“...... Since when?"

"From the time I survived. ”

The Divine Doctor said that he was talking about when he was eight years old. "Then why have you lived for so many years?"

Canghai waved his hand with Zi Jing, who was greeting him, smiled at the endless end of the sea of flowers, shook his head blankly, and said softly: "I don't know what to do." ”

"I only know that Lu Dao has thought since then that death is just like that, and to live is to suffer more. Or maybe it was for the masters. You see how hard they work, if I give up......" smiled and didn't continue. Seeing a clump of caryophyllus on the right side of the divine doctor, he said, "Che, pick a single-petal pink and purple one for me." ”,

The divine doctor bent down, picked a caryophyllum with the most perfect petals, and folded it down for him, and by the way, he brought a string of pure white mint flowers and handed it over, and he took it.

"Anyway, if you live, then let's live blindly, and the ants are still stealing life. Well, it's better to die than to live. He smiled at the doctor.

The divine doctor followed him slowly, and he always felt that his heart was still congested with anger, "What about when you are happy after that?"

"When you're happy......," he thought for a moment, "I think people are eager to survive." Maybe I'm no exception. But in order to survive, I almost went insane. ”

Just pretend. At the end of the day, I don't know which one is the real me.

Yingluo's words echoed in his ears, causing him to lose his mind for a moment, and then smiled: "Maybe." I care too much about other people's eyes, as if life is constantly climbing for their hopes, climbing mountain after mountain, but some people want you to be like that, some people call you like this, and I become the person I am now. ”

"When I realized it, I chose not to care about their eyes, and I did whatever they hated. It's revenge. I don't know what flashed in my lowered eyes. After a pause, he smiled, and said, "Che, I'm really different from you." ”

"Because of the cure?" the miracle doctor felt pantothenic acid in his heart.

"I don't know what to do. But you're really the only one who can understand me even a bit. As he spoke, he balanced on the doctor's shoulders and stepped into the lush delphinium. The royal blue petals fluttered sharply, but did not fall.

The doctor couldn't help but slap him on the back of the head. "Hate you!"

Canghai was startled, pouted slightly, glared at the divine doctor, and gave Feiyan grass another kick.

"Chengxin?!" The divine doctor dragged him who was about to lift his feet, and Canghai fell into the flowers and plants with the force of the backlash, but he was very close to the scoundrel coveting the divine doctor. Angry, the doctor kicked him in the side and said, "Get up!"

Canghai curled up with an "ah" and half-lay on the grass. The divine doctor flew up with his second kick, but he lightened his strength and hit him in the abdomen, but it happened to be hit by the handle of Xue Hao's knife, even if the divine doctor was not strong, it was like a heavy punch. Canghai gritted his teeth and refused to speak, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead.