The one who was the first to read

When I know a person, he is the first person around us to read, so to speak, in fact, he has not been reading for a long time, he is also like everyone, he knows that reading is very good for his own quality cultivation, although the effect of reading is very slow, some even read a lifetime of books, still has no improvement, or a very ordinary person, he is also aware of this, but in those days, we all know that he reads hungrily, and keeps writing, in fact, such a way to success seems to be known by him, he has been reading and writing, perhaps because of the helplessness in real life, He reads like a life-saving straw in his frustrated life, he can't let go of it for a long time, sometimes think about it, he also blames the pitiful, just like this has been circulating, he doesn't even know when he can change his current situation through reading, in short, every day he reads, although he is very tired, but it is also fulfilling, every day is a sore back and has to complete a day's task, I don't know what he is doing so desperately, in fact, he is not young, he has already thought about it before he reads, he told himself at that time, you must persevere, you must persevereThis is what he tells himself all the time, but what?

In the end, he still didn't stick to the end, he still gave up halfway, or no result, in fact, he had already told himself that he had given up a lot of things halfway, and the matter of reading was something he didn't want to give up halfway, but he still gave up so ruthlessly.

It's just that he can't persevere, so he gave up like this, and those people around him, when they first started, didn't read, just did their daily routine, and didn't know what it was like to improve themselves, but since he saw him read, those people around him also had the idea of reading, some of them also began to read, and they never read less, under his guidance, now it seems that in such a group of people, he didn't stick to things, other people persevered, they are also tirelessly persistent, tireless readingAnd when will he, the first person to read, have the enthusiasm to read again, and can let his favorite things continue again?

Let the things he likes keep going, stick to them without giving up, and achieve something? He also thought a lot about this matter, thought about it for a long time, but there was no answer, when the weather was not hot or cold, he actually did not read, but now the weather is very cold, he told himself that the weather is too cold, if there is air conditioning, he can read with peace of mind, but he does not have air conditioning, oh, no, no, it is not like this, his room is air-conditioned, but because he is afraid of high electricity bills, so he did not turn on the air conditioning, is this him?

In the face of some problems, he has been looking for reasons and excuses, can't he overcome difficulties in such problems?

This is really the reason and excuse he made for himself, if he really wanted to study, wouldn't he be able to overcome such difficulties?

I think it should be able to be overcome, and he thinks that the weather is too cold in winter and too hot in summer, so it's all an excuse!

When will this earliest person who read books be able to find his heart, find his expectations, and study hard?