"I didn't know what this was before?"

He demonstrated himself very well, and he didn't know about this situation at all, thinking that this matter was just very simple, because I didn't know that I liked everything, and I probably didn't think that maybe these things had happened, so I didn't know that Lengshuixi would actually like Ye Jingbei for so many years. ”

I often see that tone is indeed like this, I never thought that Lengshuixi would show it quietly in front of me, Lengshuixi was only 18 years old at the time, and I really don't know how Lengshuixi could have restrained himself to this day and make such an absolute side.

I remember Xie drank a lot of wine that night, and Ren Fart wasn't very drunk, I don't know what kind of situation he was.

Maybe it may have been in his mind that he might have been going to tell such pain for a long time, so it was rare to meet him at home, and finally confessed his feelings to the other party when he took advantage of this darkness and long time.

I felt shocked at the time, I didn't expect Lengshuixi to do this kind of thing, maybe Lengshuixi's lovely dad would have so many uncontrollable emotions, and that person often has this when he loves someone.

Auntie frowned and looked at me.

"Then since you believe in me and surrender, I definitely can't understand the reason why I don't know that your Lengshuixi has this kind of mood, but what, in this long period of three years, doesn't Ye Jingbei know the existence of this relationship at all? ”

That's why I was so angry at the time, because he knew that these things were still with me, and he didn't refuse to rock between the two of us, and at the time I thought it was the biggest insult to the feelings of the two of us, and I thought I had to stick to the breakup. ”

I remember that it was very dark that night, and I felt that Ye Jingbei seemed to be very playful at that time anyway, and he didn't seem to be very flustered, I only felt that this kind of emotion made me feel extremely angry, I never thought about what Ye Jingbei thought at that time.

Yes, my anger is that he knows he never mentioned it to me, and you don't say it sooner instead of talking about us in the valley all the time.

Then maybe I could just say that, I might take care of the feeling of Coldwater Creek, instead of being reckless, I might be able to go outside with him a lot of the time.

And not staying at home is like dangling in front of me and Lengshui Creek all day long, I think if he knows to tell me a billion words.

Then I won't be three and a half months old, holding the cold water stream to twitter to entangle my feelings, to share my happiness with him, I will only tell him one of my heartfelt words.

Because in fact, for us, these things are really contagious, and if this is the case, then it is really sad for Lengshuixi, she is suffering from such a crush while suffering from her own bitter love.

So many things are really painful. Then I saw Lengshui Creek directly and back to me during the time of crying in my arms, and I didn't know what it felt like at the time.

I just felt my heart feel completely bad, like a hammer, clanging, absolutely broken, I don't know when they left, I don't know when they went upstairs.

Because I had already left, I felt that the whole world had collapsed, and I couldn't accept this relationship at all, and I just subconsciously hid in this tree.

Then I just felt my favorite cold water stream, and my boyfriend from high school was crying under the plane tree.

That's what I was looking at, was I the doctor at the time?

I can't forget what happened.

I really don't know how I got back into my room, I don't know my student excuses. It's just that I'm kind of kind of very clear. Coldwater Creek asked me, where the hell have I been?

I was my life. Watching them get sick in their minds. It hurt me a lot, myself. I can't change my body and mind.

When this money happened to be the Mid-Autumn Festival, I originally planned to travel outdoors with Ye Jingbei, and then I officially broke up with him, I officially did not only want to take this road, but also for more reasons, I felt very lost.

The aunt was silent for a while, and said it directly.

"Actually, for myself, I think what Ye Jingbei said is not wrong, and I think his handling in this regard is completely correct, he completely takes into account your personal methods, and the means of stopping you are very exquisite, there is nothing that can make you and you feel embarrassed by Lengshuixi. ”

"Yes, I actually think it's not wrong in retrospect. ”

After many years of this matter, I gradually understood that in fact, many things between characters cannot be done so absolutely, and he has a very reasonable way to deal with this aspect.

Then I didn't confess to him before, and I may not be sure that I have this feeling, if it is, it may be that I think the net is a villain, even if I don't say a lot of things, I don't believe it, maybe I won't pursue it, Lengshuixi may embarrass Lengshuixi when he goes out, so I think he should go in this regard is a more gentleman.

And even if the relationship knew my personality at the time, maybe he didn't want to cause me too much psychological pressure.

And maybe it made me feel very sensitive in this regard, so when I learned about it, one of my emotions at that time really showed up right away.

I broke up with him right away the first time, and I used to have a very aggressive way to directly play a big role in the battle.

I felt like I was impulsive, and I was going to do it in a lot of very special ways.

This is the difficulty of this matter, there are many of them I am used to, living a kind of delicate life, and I have been more pampered in the past three years, and I don't understand the suffering of the world at all.

Where did I experience the feeling of protecting me outside, and in the end he kept all this kind of hard work in such an environment, so I didn't understand the painting pavilion between the two of us.

He has been hiding it all this time, I may have minimized this pain, maybe I will be very angry, maybe I will not even give him a chance to explain.

Just pronounced the sentence of his sinner, maybe I just thought it this way at the time, or I felt that this thing caused a lot of harm.

So maybe he has a good reason for doing this.

"So you definitely didn't insist on it at that time, and tell Ye Jingbei directly about this reason?"

"Auntie, in fact, you also know, and know very well what his character is, if he had let him know about this matter at that time, he would definitely not agree to me to break up anyway, at that time I thought that I didn't want to involve Lengshuixi in this kind of thing, because Lengshuixi was a victim of this matter, and Lengshuixi had a deep relationship, I couldn't do this anyway, and treated it in such a cruel way. ”

If we really do it in this way, then we are really not authentic, then I and Ye Jingbei are really just waving our hands and forcing Lengshuixi to the edge of the cliff.

In fact, I also know that such a breakup may really make her heart feel sad, and he and I are also very sad and sad during that time, that is, I still think that maybe a lot of sad things are just a boy.

It might be better for us to be girls, 100 million points of Lengshuixi is a female voice, no matter what, a weakling, I have to protect Lengshuixi no matter what.

"At that time, you wanted Ye Jingbei to be with you directly with Lengshuixi, do you want to really dare to love?"

I shook my head.

"Really, I've never thought of who I'm going to give it to, I just can't accept this kind of feeling at once, and I don't know how to deal with such a thing at once, and I know that after being so uncomfortable recently, I feel that I really can't live too happily alone, I have to advance and retreat with Lengshuixi?"

I know, if you have a more fiery personality like Lengshuixi, if Ye Jingbei's girlfriend is not someone else.

Then I will never let go of Lengshuixi, Lengshuixi will definitely work very hard to fight for it, and I will definitely fight for 300 rounds with the other party, I know that all this in Lengshuixi, all the forbearance, is actually nothing more than because of me.

Because of me, Lengshuixi will experience it no matter what, no matter how uncomfortable this feeling is, it will not be indulged in front of me, so many things are true, and I understand that the sun is silently bearing all this.

I have lived with Lengshuixi since I was a child, this kind of mother left you early, and we can only live with our father after us, so I can't live happily anymore when I know Lengshuixi's heart.

And I really think that it would be good if I could make Lengshuixi feel happy and happy in this way, then even if I am with Ye Jingbei, this kind of relationship may only be temporary pain, maybe it will pass soon, and I think it will be better to deal with everyone, because time can completely dilute everything, I didn't have any life experience at the time, I just think that this thing is worth the temporary pain and it won't happen again.

I really didn't expect Lao Tian to really play me the saddest, saddest, and saddest joke in the world that I couldn't accept.

In fact, during my time with Lengshuixi, thank you also asked me several times for a reason for breaking up, but I won't say it to death, but I feel that Lengshuixi should be able to capture a little bit of my such an emotion, and then I don't know what the reason is, thank you for calling my sister directly, the best good friend, the second brother came directly to accompany me.

But in that kind of special sensitive matter, the appearance of such a person may cause a lot of accidents in the relationship between the three of us, so it is difficult for Ye Jingbei not to have many feelings for me and my second brother.

Ye Jingbei inevitably had a suspicion in this regard.

It's true, and it's more or less possible that he also suspected the reason for such a breakup, but when I often go to play with my second brother, I may have done it directly to him, and the second brother sometimes takes it with us for a long time, and then goes back after eating at home, I can never go, regardless of the distrustful rejection of him, and I finally have a very depressed emotion.

So one night the two of us finally had an argument, but it was the first time in many years that we had an argument.

I know I can't say anything, I can't tell him anything, I just bit my lip that night, I didn't say a word at all, I only admit that he lost his temper there, and I won't refute how he accuses me.

In fact, there is a star that is too sad, maybe it really touches the heart, and the silence will gradually disintegrate one by one, or feel that life is no longer so cruel and lonely.

And it's also in front of me, and it's also in his life, I don't know, anyway, he made a poisonous oath directly in front of me.

He told me that if I would work hard in the future, and after all, I would definitely be richer than my second brother, powerful and powerful, and there was a way that I would not send directly or return to him, let him see his achievements and everyone!

Especially at that time, when everyone was talking about online games together, I remember that he was wearing a very beautiful set of clothes, and he wore these pants very long, and his grandfather spread it out, when my sister's father really came back to sleep outside, he was just dressing her while she couldn't wash it, just 16 years old, but it looked more evergreen, and the hair in it was pulled into a bun, which looked dignified and generous.

Especially a pair of white hands, crossed on these knees written quietly and gently, but the real temperament is actually difficult to hide quietly passed.

On the docile face, the eyes showed impetuousness, willfulness and vitality at that time, which did not match the dignified and elegant lady's temperament at all.

The sun bathed outside the house, and the courtyard looked particularly beautiful against the backdrop of a full mangosteen flower, but we had been sitting on this road, there were two high roads, and Mather was the same as our director, there were a few puppies jumping next to him, and the dogs followed wherever he went.

Sometimes the three of us are playing together, and this relationship should be a long-term partner with us, and the relationship is even tighter, in fact, we are only three people, we are very comfortable, we are actually very sad.

And we have a very good life with us, and I want to live in the wild with him for the rest of my life, and we don't care at all about learning these things.

"Do you know that we wouldn't be expelled from one school at all, and if it was in another place, we could have moved to another place, and in that case, we wouldn't want to graduate again. ”

"What's so strange about this, can you just go somewhere else, can you read that law line?"

Lengshuixi is particularly careless, as if there is no fear of a lot of life at all, in fact, I was the same at that time, we always feel that life is actually so simple in life, all of a sudden for me are carefree, smooth sailing, all the best.

"Actually, it's not a big deal, and anyway, we can rush home before this semester, and my father will have any requirements and pressure on me at that time, so I can just follow our own class. ”

"But what will happen to you at this time?"

"Isn't this called simple? Don't you know? Now the business ability here on the National Day is very strong, and our company is about to set up a new branch, so maybe once the company is established on our side, we are sure that our company will do a lot of things, then they are short of people, then I will definitely have more family services, so when I go abroad, it is impossible for him to turn back at that time, and my father will definitely not agree." ”

I was really tired of it, and I was really angry that I couldn't bring that kind of thing with it.

"It's not like what you said that it can't be anything special at all, but what I'm telling you is just what my father told him, and I don't know if he has already told me, that is, if we are setting up a branch, that's not clear, we are going to study abroad, I don't care what, where is your Ye Jingbei, anyway, I will definitely go out, and I think I have applied for this IELTS test now, I should be able to complete this college next week, no matter what, I am tired of hearing your words." 。 ”

I remember I was really angry, I didn't want to talk to them too much, or that kind of thing made me feel too much.

"There's nothing that can't be done, then I'll tell you, alas, my obedient company will definitely come back, and my father has already told us about it, the contract on the school's side has been completed today, no matter how you and Ye Jingbei's side feel, but I don't care about you so much." ”

I pouted impatiently.

"Okay, if I can be born and fight again, I'll tell you that I'm going back, anyway, I don't want to mention anything to you about this thing, if there is any more sentence, the thing I hate in the world is to study and study, my father also told me in the morning, this person also told me at noon, and what he is still talking to me at night, do you have too much boredom in life, your life is too boring. ”

I looked at my aunt and said, I told him a lot of things directly, and this means that it is a relationship between us.

"Then it was like this, I broke up when I met them directly, I don't think everyone does their own things too much, let us have too much pursuit, completely show our own groping and afraid of time, when I got married, I felt that I broke up, in fact, at that time I was very simple, I only found a vexatious reason, I wanted this, very free and easy. ”

It was many years later that I realized that my affairs really made it impossible for me to determine the emotional fluctuations, and I realized what I was doing back then.

If all these years have passed, I would never want to go back to the things that only happened back then.