Chapter 177 imitates Shi Yifa's state, Zhang Ling's words break the sky
How to face Zhang Ling is also a very difficult thing, in my ideological understanding, Zhang Ling and Zhang Ling have always belonged to buddies, but after being woken up by Wen Jing's words, when I saw Zhang Ling again, I felt that there was no innocence between each other.
Zhang Ling is also my boss, and we still live in the same yard, I don't look down and don't look up, I don't want to lose her friend, and I also promised her father to take care of her as much as possible.
After some struggle, I decided to follow Chen Shiyi's practice and post a circle of friends that only the most cherished friends can see, and after thinking about it for a long time, I finally made up a state.
"Cherish every love in life, love has family, love and friendship, they grow with me, mature with me, taste the bitter and sweet of life with me, these feelings are rich in the flesh and blood of life, a little more will make me feel more gratified, a little less will make me feel heartache. Each other's bits and pieces, is every wonderful moment in life, countless moments to form a perfect and wonderful life, thank you for leaving a lot of color in my life, thank you!"
It didn't take long for me to receive a response from almost every friend who was able to see the message.
The first to reply to me was Lao Zhao, which shows that Lao Zhao, who has successfully created people, does not have to be tired of creating people, and then only needs to wait quietly for the birth of a little life, he replied: "Lao Du, what's wrong? Why did you suddenly make such a sensational emotion?"
Immediately afterwards, Zhen Wenjing also replied: "Don't have a long love affair, you can't lose it, and if you lose it, it's not worth cherishing." ”
Xiao Deng replied: "Brother Du, don't you always write poems and lyrics on weekdays, and what about today's poems?"
Xiaoxue replied: "Stupid Du Chen, although you have lost the opportunity to go and go with me, you can treat me to a big meal to stabilize our friendship that has not yet passed." ”
There are also a few people who just posted a question mark, and by the way, they also liked it.
And Zhang Ling and Chen Shiyi just gave a thumbs up, but it doesn't matter, as long as they both see this dynamic and agree with the views in it, the basic purpose has been achieved.
The most regrettable thing is that I didn't see Gege's reply after all, does she think that if she doesn't want to be a lover, she should be a stranger? But maybe it's because she's busy and doesn't see my state.
At this moment, I once again warned myself in my heart, don't be too sad, because there is already Su Su around me who will spend a lifetime together, as for others, being able to become a close friend is the best result, if people think it is unnecessary, there is no need to force it.
After Su Su returned to Lijiang, the house and car were all left, so I was very worried in my heart, and I felt like a sugar daddy.
In order not to let others think so, I decided to put the car back in the garage and drive it as little as possible, while repeatedly telling myself to work hard to make myself better so that I could match this abundant relationship.
As for part-time jobs, I decided to continue working unless I was fired by Zhang Ling. Bright and upright people don't need to run away from anything, Zhang Ling has always been a buddy-like good friend, not to mention that she also promised a very good reward.
When I accepted this part-time job, I didn't have a deep entanglement with Zhang Ling, so she was not tired of giving so much compensation, she should be stupid and generous, right? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile secretly in my heart, I couldn't help but let her know what I thought, otherwise it would easily lead to unemployment or salary cuts.
When I saw Zhang Ling again when I went to pick up Maomao, Zhang Ling handed Maomao to me and prepared to go back to the house. And I didn't know what to say to her, so I turned around and prepared to leave.
At this time, Zhang Ling suddenly shouted: "Brother Du." ”
Hearing Zhang Ling's shout, I immediately stopped my steps, turned around and asked, "Ling, what's wrong?"
"Brother Du, can you take a walk with me?"
I was stunned for a moment, then nodded, she asked me to wait for a while, and after a while, Zhang Ling, who was dressed fashionably and beautifully, packed up and walked out of the house.
Since Zhang Ling lost weight, her taste in clothing has suddenly risen a lot, of course, it may be because she ruined everything with a fat body, so she didn't look like anything before.
Mao Mao is very obedient now, although the community requires a leash for walking the dog, but the rope is really redundant for Mao Mao, so I also gave him the greatest freedom, he will not deviate from the established daily walking route, and I just need to keep an eye on it from the back to avoid people walking away.
Walking side by side with Zhang Ling by the river, she inexplicably asked, "Brother Du, do you know?"
"I seem to know a little, but let's be good friends!" I thought Zhang Ling was going to say what she was thinking, so I decided to cut off the love thread directly.
Hearing this reply, Zhang Ling was stunned, she glanced at me and said, "Brother Du, although your words are a little incomprehensible, I think you are still too self-conscious, and what I want to say now is not this." ”
As soon as Zhang Ling refuted, I immediately felt very embarrassed, and hurriedly asked: "Ah, I'm really sorry, it's all because I'm too self-inflicted, so what are you going to ask me about?"
Zhang Ling smiled slightly and said: "It's not self-inflicted, you seem to have an indescribable affinity, as long as you are close to you, your body and mind will feel extremely comfortable, even if you are sometimes a little anxious, as long as you get close to you, you will soon become peaceful." ”
"Ah, I still have this kind of special function, although I have always paid attention to self-cultivation and strive to achieve a natural Taoism, but I am not strong enough to render others!" I said very puzzled.
"This is not the kind of personal admiration in the eyes of a lover, I asked Sister Wen Jing, it is said that she also had this feeling, her kind of wild personality, when she is close to you, she will calm down, it may be that she doesn't like ordinary life, likes to seek excitement, so she doesn't want to get too close to you. Zhang Ling said calmly.
"Ah, is it really that amazing? But I never noticed it myself. "I was even more surprised at the moment.
"Maybe I don't know the true face of Lushan, just because I am in this mountain!"
"I also know that I am not very good, except for my appearance and cultivation, I am basically mediocre in other aspects, but this year I have won the favor of many people, and sometimes I feel a little flattered, is it all because of this?" I asked Zhang Ling.
"At first, I thought you were flamboyant and flamboyant, and I hated you when I thought of this, but over time, I found that you were casual in details, never sloppy in major matters, had your own moral bottom line, and had a healthy and positive outlook on life and values. And the premise is that you have an affinity that makes people happy to be close, so it is understandable that there are so many people of the opposite sex who are close to you. ”
"Ah, so to speak, if I lose the affinity that I unintentionally exude, will many people just skip me because of my temperament?"
"Yes, it should be so, of course, it may be that I am trying to find a reason to comfort myself, after all, on the road of feelings, I have already passed by you. Zhang Ling said indifferently.
This sentence hit me at the beginning, but then it was like a lagging confession, I was speechless about it, and after a long time I looked at Zhang Ling next to me, and asked sincerely: "Then can we continue to be good friends like buddies?"
Zhang Ling and I looked at each other, smiled slightly, and said, "Don't worry, I am completely relieved now, and we will definitely be good friends in the future." ”
Zhang Ling's words were very sincere, and they made people feel grateful.
In the past year, I have inadvertently made a lot of friends, although people are divided into groups, but among the many beings, I did not deliberately choose, they were all met by chance, and they became rare friends, which is my luck and my blessing.
Zhang Ling said that I exude an aura that can sublimate people's hearts, but I am also influenced by every friend, and we are all making each other better in rendering each other.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sincerely say to Zhang Ling: "Zhang Ling, thank you." ”
"Your thank you is a little ambiguous, but I accepted it unceremoniously. ”
The conversation with Zhang Ling made me re-examine myself, although I have won the favor of others, but it does not mean that I am very good, this kind of aura that can make people calm down in my body is really incredible, is it that Gege, Shiyi, Xiaoxue, and even Chen Shiyi are willing to be close to me for this reason?
Thinking of this possibility, I was a little frightened, what if this aura disappeared on my body one day? Will it be instantly beaten back to its original form?
I thought about it and found that this invisible affinity is an unstable factor, but it is completely possible to improve one's personality charm by improving one's personal cultivation and quality, and the charm that radiates from one's personal cultivation is the stabilizing factor.
With this decision, my fear gradually diminished a lot, and I should continue to reflect on myself all day long, constantly correct my various shortcomings, and try to get as close to perfection as possible, which is the way to cure the root cause.
The relationship with Su Su is steadily heating up. After Hua Mei became pregnant, she became the focus of their inn, so the fatigue was shared with the other three, so there were not many opportunities for me to meet Su Su.
As long as I have nothing to do, I can drive to Lijiang to see her on weekends, but every time I see her, I choose to meet outside the ancient city.
On this day, after work, when I walked along the Panlong River and passed by Hengxin Lane again, I found that it was still full of old goods.
There are still all kinds of old goods on display in the alley, and the old lady who sells pirated discs is selling all kinds of wonderful discs as always.
This is really a distribution center for old objects, up to antique jade, down to old clothes and old cloth, it can be said that there is everything, and I feel that there are more stalls now, and the items are more abundant, and it has become a street of old goods.
As I walked, I looked left and right at the objects along the street, when suddenly I heard a voice behind me shouting, "Young man." ”